stephanie, i would like both juices. more flesh juice though.

and this is for steph:

it is alright to have phobias. it takes time to get rid of it.
and heck those asses who dont give a damn on how you feel.
if they dont seem to understand, dont have to care them.

and it is perfectly fine to be depressed once in a while.
nobody's life is polished and perfect.
and please if you do anything stupid, i will be the first friend to punch ur face.
(nah just kidding only:D)


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ok now im doing my dumbass LV project.
mdm tan complained about out slides being too general.
so have to re-type, research. whatever it is.
it all boils down to redoing everything.
...


wah im seriously bored. i need someone to sms me but stupid me cant sms so much.
im not used to people calling me cos i feel my voice sucks .
i seriously sound like a man. not the slightest bit girly, i tell you.
it is so grrr. i totally detest my deep voice. gah.
and the glaring sun is robbing my chance of getting fairer .
the sweltering heat is making me perspire a carton of water, or sweat i should say.
i hate it cos my hair gets oily so quickly after my bath.
maths have proved to be a headache for me. partial fractions are so longwinded.
i get tummy pains regularly which makes me curse alot(in my mind).
my hair have grown over my shoulder but im still not satisfied with it.
veryyyyyyy slow you know. please, my hair. i beg you to grow faster.
and cos i sacrifice the opportunity to cut my hair during the hols so that it can grow out, my hair
have turned to a thick thick mess of hair.
ok not really a mess but it is alot. so it means i get hot easily.
steaming hot= perspiring ALOT.
a STEAMING hot person is an ANGRY person.
and now im freaking pissed with my brain cos i think i left it in school.


ok off with my project. trying to recall what the content was in the teacher's guide!
BYE!

ytd went to newton and eat. i ordered a longan drink. this is what i get:

water with syrup from those longan dessert thingy, with, of course, bits of longan
thats not all, the syrup is so miserable, you can almost taste water.
so is that longan drink? i dont know. hmmmmm....


ok MISS STEPHANIE TAN , done with the LV thing .
i will print the other part of lv for four of us:D

okays... i dont know what to type.

errrr school is going to reopen. ok im suppose to pretend im really uber excited for the day to come.ok ok...here goes.....
WAH IM SO HAPPY SCHOOL IS OPENING SOON!!!!.....not.
whole holiday do homework and do homework.
june holidays should be called ' homeworkdays'.

ok i want to stop blogging.
days are boring:((( BYE!


and again, im a rare breed:D

13th june
happy birthday yunqi!


14th june
happy birthday winanto!


15th june
happy birthday MUMMY!


16th june
happy birthday JIEJIE!


18th june
happy birthday baboon!




ok settle . all happy birthday wishes are said!

im getting rather lethargic these few days.
dont ask me why. cos i dont even know.


i want to go out! i want winanto to come back from his fishing business in indo!
ok i dunno if he does fishing over at indonesia...to heck with it!
suddenly miss his goofiness and how he solve his rubik cubes,...
and somehow gets panicky when someone is timing him.
i want to go out, no shopping please. just bask into the air,
smell air, breath in air, and
cycle...


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speaking of cycling, i was suppose to do that on wednesday, 11th june.
BUT ...i didnt. cos stephanie doesnt want to cycle! so does brandon.
and i feel slightly awkward to cycle with stella.
not that she is weird or yucky or anything like that,
cos i had this feeling we wouldnt really cycle, i mean ME cos i wouldnt dare to climb onto the bicycle.hahas so SORRY stella! next time when im super confident that i wont look like
a gorilla balancing on one egg, i would definitely cycle with you!:D

and if we have this next time, i DEMAND steph to cycle with us:)
muhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!

heeheee and she doesnt, i will smear anything i have in my bag onto her face:)

*hope she doesnt see this! hahas lame-.-

anyways steph and brandon seemed surprised with what i wore on that day.
they said i look like a boy.brandon kept saying he is sitting next to a boy at burger king.
(i was sitting next to him, obviously =.=)
so i asked steph if she willing to be my girl.
she said she doesnt want to date a bangala :((

i think i was being a tad too boyish as well.
well, i got stares from people, i observed.
maybe they really thought im a REAL boy.
hmmmmm i wonder. what if....

NAH!
im a imperfectly normal girl who likes guys.
that doesnt sound right. like im some bargirl.
it should be : im a imperfectly normal girl who have crushes on males.
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i think they are the same.
you get the whole idea anyways.






PICTURES



















library




















stella and i :D



















ok i think this picture is uncouth for a girl.
i look like a boy. hahas my sis told me to put this up tho.




















we acting funky.i think my posture is abit coquettish. hmmmm.
steph looks she is gonna eat the sock.

*note : i typed COCK just now.




















wow. cup got magic water.


there was actually this picture where steph and stella look like twins.
but rather lazy to upload:D


and you know what, im a rare breed!

on second thoughts, i wont do the quiz.
sorry tingshiuan!
i cant even copy paste the thing.
and currently im a tad too lazy to type out everything.
so SORRY tingshiuan!

going out with tingshiuan, augustine and randy.
woopees! beats better than rotting away at home.
i have been watching cardcaptor sakura.
finished season 2. now onto season 1.
and i have been binging on alot of snacks.
i spend at least an hour cooped up in my study room,
studying and doing my homework.
very guai right? hoho.

going to sentosa or pasir ris park on wednesday i guess
I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE!
hoi! gonna cycle! dont care with fall over the cliff,
splash into the mud or rip my pants apart(?)
IM STILL GONNA LEARN CYCLING!
to heck with constipated facial expressions.
STILL GONNA CYCLE MY LIFE OUT:D

yesterday went to setph's house to study with yvonne.
apparently, my face is really funny.
cos stella, steph's lil sis, never failed to laugh whenever she catches a glimpse of me.
and cos we were joking about something, the soup and macaroni from my mouth
shot out back into my bowl.
and the way i sucked e life out of my coke with a stupid face, according to steph.
and i kept laughing hysterically. dont bother asking me.

finished my chem. we were all confused with all the balancing of chemistry thingys.
hope we can get the hang of it:D

i dont know what to write.

aiya i dowan blog. BYES!


lyrics -better in time.
Oooh oooh

Hmmmmh

(Verse)

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow i can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Who's there? , No one)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realized
that i really didn’t knooOooOw

If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'ma be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Verse)

How could i turn on the TV
Without something that would remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feeling?


If i’m dreamin
Don’t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn’t notice
Well, you mean everything (quickly i’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I will be ok

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
It's time i let you go so i can be free
And live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes i Will

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I wanna smile 'coz i deserve to yes i do(It’ll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Gonna smile 'coz i deserve to Ooooooh (It’ll all get better....)

MUST PLAY THIS SONG!

heys!

i havent been online for almost a month, excluding the IT enrichment
which was a total bore. the lecturers were slacking, well most of the time.
but they were very good people . throughout the enrichment, they allowed us to use the internet
if we BEHAVED ourselves:D

i have alot of things to update on.
people are telling me to update...
but im kinda lazy:D cos i have not touch the computer for more than a month.
thought people wouldnt exactly notice. my blog is usually dead, well to me.
so i really appreciate the fact you peeps actually read my blog and want me to update.
but my memory bank isnt the size of an elephant, so i cant exactly remember everything i did .

and im missing out lots of stuff without going online.
last to see, last to know, last to witness.
well this is not the point:D

attended a wedding dinner on 24th may.
basically, i was walking, IN MY HEELS, to find the venue where the wedding is being held.
i guess my mum had it worse, since she wore stilettos , which was gift from my sis and i to her for mothers' day:D
me, my sis, mum and grandma were walking back and forth in EXPO.
and im telling you, EXPO is SUPER BIG.
never ever going to step inside again. i cant imagine myself having to walk rounds just to find something. brrrrr .

i realise something, even though i have some arguments with my mum,
or we exchanged words, i still love her always cos she is always there for me.
although sometimes i do get intimidated, i still love her:D
mum YOU ARE THE BEST:D

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it is not about the necessity to wish someone happy birthday.
people do so , because people have put you in their important list of friends.
they called because they want you to have the most memorable birthday.
they stayed up because they think YOU are worth it.

and we honestly do not wish to see him hurt you again.
it is not about going through us before going out with someone.
once bitten, twice shy.
ya, i admit, we were against the idea of you going out with him.
you may question about your own freedom and choice of friends,
we may seem CONTROLLING and probably ...OUTRAGEOUS?
i tell you, we were not.
we were merely concerned and feared of the possibility of everything repeating again.
we just dont want to see the whole cycle start again. it is unbearable.
is this too much? arent friends suppose to FEEL this way?

and ya we intended to throw a surprise for you.
but we decided to cancel it cos you were going out with your family,
which is pretty understandable(on the part you celebrating ur birthday with your family)
then tables are turned and shockingly, we were the ones being surprised.
turns out you went out with him.
hmmm...well we may sound totally unreasonable.
but only cos this was came across as heart-shocking news.
we were not expecting you to do anything, ya.
anyways, you have the freedom to hang out with friends,
so this should be put aside.


and i agree with steph, we are also reflecting on ourselves.
occasionally, i do think whether the whole rollarcoaster ride is worth it.
and i want to tell you, nothing in this world is worthless. nothing.
so, like what steph said, we do not wish to have this friendship ties being severed.

i rather we will talk to each other face to face.
'cept, maybe not now, since the air is still very super ultra mega thick.

im not pleading for anything.
just voicing my opinions. and clear the air.


and this is for another person,mind you. dont jump to conclusions cos it does not refer to you:
PLEASE DONT ACT AS IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
dont even TRY, i emphasize , TRY to point out my misdoings.
or mistakes or whatever people call it.
nothing in this world has everything structured out perfectly, i know.
but do you think i saw all of it coming?
oh, did i persuade god , to what, let all of these things happen?
clearly you dont really know the situation.
so STOP assuming and telling me what is right or wrong or whatever.
you want to be a smart aleck, go do it to someone else.
im not going to take ur nonsense.
do not wish to HEAR any rubbish. so GET LOST.
and before you go, GO CHOP OFF UR MOUTH!


i hope things will tide down.


** will post pictures some day. got over hundred . so dont expect me to actually bluetooth-ed all the pics from my phone to the com and upload.:D too lazy.
but i will remember to put some memorable ones:D

HELLOS!!!

i am officially off the emoness.
cos basically my friends have made every single day of my life damn freaking fun:D
shalalalalala.

i shall:
.never ever resort into thinking of anything depressing!
.never pretend/acknowledge the grass on the other side is much greener
.never put myself down. its just depletes my energy
.never drop an egg on the floor ( i did that today!)

ok ok. rewind back. gotta remember what i did. hmmm...

oh ya yesterday winanto, natalie, ricia and i went for some competition at suntec.
it was about EARTH day. something like that.
we came with our tiny paintbrush- ornaments and old brushes.
but we kinda freaked out upon seeing every school, who participated in this too, had
prepared boards and blahblah , and they look stable and steady.
hahas heck care, we did out best by talking,
especially me but i was blabbering all sorts of craps which came out naturally from my mouth.

and apologies to winanto. he didnt have the opportunity to speak up.
so sorry!

and today....

*DRUMS ROLL, PEOPLE JUMPING*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....


NATALIE PHANG PHANG!

now that she is older, her duty is to take care of me and stephanie, who are on the go
of turning fifteen. we dont feel old and never will be!! muahahahah

=.=

anyways ..NATALIE!


i hope you like my present:D *winks*
and it would stay comfy! FOREVER!

a friend is like a bra, which makes u feel comfy all the time~

hahaha!



ok i flunged my a maths test. HOO-RAHHH.
gotta practise more man..go huishi go!
and steph and i made the same mistake:D:D:D
sitting partners mah...what to do??
sit together, make mistakes together, laugh together, hate (a person) together.
hohoho.


about the egg incident..
ya today i dropped an egg. on the floor.
and i was frantically calling for help, inside my head.
but i stayed cool in front of my mum.
my sis saw the mess and helped distract my mu while i cleared it up.
i was literally smelling the floor to detect if there was any smell of eggs!
used the cloth, tissue, mop. anything to rid the smell.
mum thought i spill the egg on the stove,
and i nodded. and she believed me!

im such a good liar:D

and for those who i despise:
there are SUCKERS out there in this world who cant suck anymore
COS they are too damn sucky:D still got the cheek to accuse huh...

***

and i wish mdm rafilah good health.
i hope she gets better soon.


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bah bah .
im so bored. i have camwhored alot to pass time,
did my a maths. my handwriting was so so immaculate at first,
and then became very untidy cos some of questions are wrecked
my ability to write properly.

ok i have nothing to write.
my head is empty. check it out, it is hollow.

dong...im so mundanely lame.

and sorry weiting for the patapon music which blasted him right out from his seat tothe gorund and blown away into the sky...

kidding here

**

went for the self-esteem workshop last tuesday.
it was really cool seeing candice again,
she looks more cute in her shorter bob-hairstyle.

anyways she showed us some video clips
which was amazing. and very saddening.
especially the part where we saw a video on a girl whose face got melted and burnt.
she is the utmost beauty in the world, she faced all her fears and handled it well.
and forgave the culprit for what he has done.
sometimes it takes alot to forgive one person for her/his doing.
but she did it effortlessly, which is pretty cool to me.

and i teared when i saw the clip on mother theresa.
i couldnt hold it back anymore so it just fell out.
*you may think that what you have contributed to the world is just a drop of water into the sea, but the sea would be missing a drop without you

i dunno if that is correct, but the main point is stated lah.

today is my grandma's birthday.(sort of)
happy birthday!(i know she cant even see this..)
anyways today had sore eyes, totally was in a daze.
forgot to thank people. blah blah.
wasnt myself basically. felt like i was floating.. weee...
ok cut the crap and get to the point yah?

timothy was cute today. tried to play the car games with marc's psp,
and sadly,his tiny fingers are not long enough to press the buttons.
and he likes blue cars ALOT. really alot
not to mention, he cried buckets cos marc was going home.
his eyes were watering non-stop, his breathing pace was kinda irregular.
but it was a cute scene. lols. i sound so mean.
fancy laughing at a small boy who is crying. HA~HA~

fixed my spectacles. the nosepad(?) plastic stuff ...the one which supports the nose lah.
that thing came off. wampoom.

and today is crappy. at first my phone went stupid.
so i decided to reset the settings. and this process would not delete anything in my phone.
just what happened?

600+ of my photos have disappeared!
and all the nice ones were 'deleted' automatically. applaud for the idiocy of the phone.
i was so pissed i could rip the whole phone with my teeth.
What Hurts The Most


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....




initially i wanted to post some stuff.
but decided to backspaced it. and somehow edit it to look nicer,
and presentable. you can skip it if you already presuming that im such a darn faker,
and just trying to capture the attentions of others.

and if you already thinking beyond that, im sorry dude,



and i dont mean anything. really.
maybe im not sensitive enough.
anyways you find your story soon.
when everything goes your way.

this does not refer to anybody:
i know you want me to die so much. you are wishing for it.
for all you know something might happen.
im tired of dealing with abrupt emotions that comes and go.
happy, sad, happy , sad, angry, happy, angry.
can i ask? is it a crime to look like you cry alot as if like a crybaby,
but the actual fact was that it was a method to vent and clear the sorrow accumulating
in the 'ill-stricken' heart?
seriously, i dont know who im really am.



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ok from here, the fonts might go haywire again.
gahs this is so irritating.

okays i also have no topics to say.
so sorry yah, this post might be a tad too boring.

pictures will posted some other day, a day when i can actually recall.. kinda lazy now.

cloud is a hottie!!! arhhh !!!!
(btw, in case you dunno, he is from the sho final fantasy VII: advent children)

nobody can pull of that style of his (this sentence sounds weird...))
* flys around in the room, you know like when you let go an inflated balloon*

cloud is so handsome. *dreams of him*

*snap back into reality*

okays. im trying to clear the drool .

the habit of biting my nails has come back after after 9 years .
now i love biting them, which is totally unhygenic.
but it kinda challenging when u have to peel it slowly
so that the nail wont be torn off and the blood would flow out..and..and.
aiya im getting lame. at the same time boring your socks off.

my current blog;s song is 'sweetest girl' .
i absolutely loved this song.
(i was dancing in the shower when the radio played this song! )

and yes stephanie, mr lee is very blur.
stilt = concrete blah blah... yes yes mr lee we all know you are on a growing-old phase.
lols actually kinda agree with steph. he is kinda fun to be with, not to mention entertaining.
and he even praised me on my drawings! and said i could work for DISNEY.
oh the sweet glory! ( i sound as if im actually working for disney, which is possibly untrue)

but it were to be true, i would first ask zany to come with me to see peter pan.
okays i was super random about that sentence, but i suddenly thought of her.
she better be honoured to see this . muhahahhahahaha.

i yearn for many things this month.
i want to get good grades for MYE,
i want a good report from every teacher,
i want to go to bangkok ( clearly for shopping purposes and massaging service:D),
i want to buy a damn huge lollipop and share with my itsy-bitsy- best pals:D,
i want to have a nanyang gathering (only with my good friends),
i want to sing better and have the most melodic voice (=.=),
i want my hair to grow out as fast as the wind( okay maybe not that fast),
i want to go on a train ride on my own ( i know, im weird),
i want to go fly a real big kite,

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i want to fly a real big kite... at times like this i wish my brain was a toilet bowl,
so as to flush down my pathetic memories.
going back to memory lane...
oh shoot.... stay focus man.

oh i havent buy nat's present!
i dunno what to buy for her man...
i want to buy something that is eccentric yet creative.
people, give me some advice! what should i buy?
the idea of giving her a shopping trip actually came up..
but i decided to put that aside:D nat must be sad seeing this. lols.

im such a wet blankie.

oh speaking of april fool , i got smacked on the forehead by winanto korkor few times.
april fool was not april-fool-ish(another one of huishi's nonsensical english. please, i repeat, do not learn).
wanted someone to play a decent prank on me, like pulling my bra strap .
ok im just kidding, pulling bra strap are strictly prohibited. lols.

i have learnt many things from my sitting partner during chinese:BRA.
i have learnt that MOST GUYS like girls who have all or some of the following criteria:
.healthy tan skin *unlike mine which is like burnt skin
.smooth skin ( when i asked bra this, he gave me this 'duh' look)
.be sporty
.have straight hair but not those super straight kind
.have long hair ( many boys have commented about my hair, saying that long hair was nicer on me)
.have dimples
. smile genuinely and laugh naturally(not those gu niang kind, where the girl use her hand and delicately covers her mouth.)
.wear slippers ( bra's liking, may not be applicable to all guys)
.have the fringe flying everywhere ( im just exaggerating, cos personally, i like girls to tie up their fringe, with some styling though)
.strong in the heart, in other words, CONFIDENCE
.ability to make funny jokes or have good interpersonal skills
.to have a slim figure (this is not confirmed, my assumption:D)
. do not scream for heck no reason
. no acting cute!
.no acting tough, pretending to be like the hulk.

there , the list of things guys expect from girls.
it might be useful for some girls i know, especially the last three.
you know, people you should know, you must know what im referring to!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

im addicted to the song 'year 3000' by jonas brothers.
thanks to nat! lols.
i kept singing and singing, and most of the time it went out of tune or i sang the wrong verse.
some day my sister might just use her book to throw it in my face, and tell me
to shut up before her ears slowly decompose. :D

yucks im so disgusting.goodness gracious me.
i have the urge to watch 'bewitched' :D whoosh!

and my legs are itchy. i feel like a monkey cos im trying to scratch my itchiness away while typing this post , and my sitting posture is like those kind of posture you get from those ah peks you see from coffeeshops. :(
mymymy, i have to learn to be more ladylike, as my mum would always say.
she said im super untidy for a girl. once she wondered if i was of the right gender.
haha. mummy, im purely female. no in-betweens or dunnowhatyoucallit.

motto of the day : i live in my underwear :D
inside joke between me, nat and winanto>.<

the idiom goes : 'everything happens for a reason'
but nobody has explained why does it happen?
is it so as to test the devil in the heart?
or it is just fate im going through the same thing over and over again?
my faith withers away as time passes.
and im oblivious to it, r am i not?
god, save my soul.
everything always seems perfectly fine
until something happens and the cycle repeats
and then it stops. this is so unpredictable
and it is wearing me out , flat.




and im fine. just babbling about random stuff

i inferred that im super random.
here goes another random phrase:

a good man never makes a girl cry?
so does that mean a bad man makes a girl cry?

when you are happy , you see two pair of footprints on the sand.
when you are upset, you only see one pair on the sand.
you want to know why?
god walks with you whenever you are happy,
so as to spend the happiness with you,
that is why you see two pairs of foot prints

but when sorrow and sadness invades the fragile soul,
you only see one pair on the sand
because god is holding and lifting you up ,
and he is embracing your problems so as to make it go away.
that is why you see one pair of foot prints.

now you know why.

when my mum told me that, my heart felt like it has broken out
from the ice, absorbing every warmth it could find to melt the cold prickling ice.
not that my heart is frozen or in terms of literature, being depressed,
just a feeling i can only describe through this words.
my vocabulary is not very wide.

im so happy my eyebags have shrunk. and my dark rings have vanish. whoosh!

gtg peeps. stay tune for huishi's randomness.
thats if anybody is reading.
so please peeps, tag my board! be a kind soul and do a good deed.
you will be rewarded by me:D

maybe only...
(sorry about the font size, tried to change but failed :x)

old times are terribly missed.
that was us when we were 13. and i look so ...small? i dunno.
and i look kinda tiny....(as if im that BIG now)
i really miss nanyang suddenly.
i really hope en wen could come out and just hang out with us.
the four-some shopping trip:)will be anticipating for it.
the only obstacle : en wen might not be allowed to come at all!

sighs.... i suddenly feel im such an .... introvert.. only for now dont worry.
i was thinking of many things, linking from one to another.
sometimes, you just feel that you are in the wrong , the culprit of all sins.
sometimes, you just feel like riding away from everything.
sometimes, you just want to be invisible once in a while
just... like vanish from the crowd to have the privacy of being alone, to think .
humans are born to make mistakes,
we just have to know how to pick up ourselves and dont pity oneself,
but rather embrace the fact that you just have to walk on
and see where the path ahead of you leads to.. .
okays im not being emo, i was just...well...thinking:D
its good to think at times, and not being so brainless and be irrational(?).

okays i better snap back to what im usually am,
which means being whimsically whacky. woohoo.


meet the parents session was okays.
most teachers said when im in doubt , i would seek for clarifications.
all comments were positive, except mr lee's. (i took a sneak peek)
he said i am really inattentive in class, and im talkative.
i guess he hates me cos i had a borderline pass for ch and i TALKED too much:)
and that im distracting steph. being talkative isnt an epidemic-kind-of-thing.
im just sociable :D:D:D
yawns...
anyways mdm tan said my languages are weak and i have to improve on it.
my mum was telling her that in the past , my english was good
but it took a toll in secondary school and my english's results dropped.
(mind my english, it is getting very crappy)
i was sniggering cos the whole conversation between my mum and mdm tan was kinda humourous .

oh ya i received this lame sms (according to the fowarded msg) from winanto.
it was kinda hilarious...might as well share it with everybody. spread the joy~:

(befroe their marriage)
boy:...
girl:so do you love me?
b:of course!
g:have you ever cheated on me?
b:no! how could you ever think that way!
g:do you think im pretty?
b:yes! you should think so too
g:do you think there's a woman out there better than me?
b: NO WAY!
g:i love you!

(after marriage)>> read backwards.

it is really silly lahs. and cute too.

brandon was fast to say he wouldnt do this to his gf.
wahwahwahwah 'power' seh. the future is filled with the unpredictables.
lols i mean...you never know. :)
rah.

goodbyes people. have a nice night:D
its good to be nice seh. aha! mdm tan also said it is a joy to teach me:D
ultimately true. *tears in joy*

i like a dot in a circle:D... are you getting horny reading this?

well i was looking at my blog and suddenly,
i saw this thing popping out from my blog.
it took an second to realise it was the imeem music box(whatever you call it lah!)

YK~hs: muz work hard for yr English le.i believe u can do it !!

when i saw this, i was very happy at least somebody understood how i feel.
even though he expected me to get high marks, he still cheered me .
unlike some who just rub it in you face, with eyes wide open, and go like' you failed, i thought you very good in the (subject) ??' that kind of crap. which is very very annoying.
okays i am not proud to say i failed my english but i did.
definitely, im disappointed with myself but there is nothing i can do.
i have done the test , i cant rewind time.
so all i can do is get a grip and move on. and break a leg.

i suddenly feel like talking about stereotype- thinking.
i hate it when people expect you to do better than what you got.
parents always say to not care of what others expect,
but it isnt that easy. unless you are kind who is so full of yourself, super confident or just cant be bothered to care of what others think of you.
there is nothing wrong with failing once in a while,
so why cant people just stop expecting so much??
is there a need to trample on people's pride with such snide remarks?
some are indirectly offensive , some are annoying , some are unintentional.
but whatever it is, it is still frustrating having to hear such remarks.
some are conscious of what comes out from their mouth,
so why dont you THESE people return the favour??


nvm about that.


yesterday went to nat's house for barbecue.
it was awe-to-the-some. helped out in piercing the prawn with satay sticks.
substain some minor cuts but nothing could be compared to what winanto KORR(hehe) contributed.
he was practically by the pit cooking for everybody throughout the bbq.
please applaud him for that. *claps claps claps*
and i must really point this out: ALEX BANGED ONTO THE GLASS PANE.
i cant believe it, he literally banged on to the pane.
he was on his way to the toilet, and ahead of him was this really transparent glass pane.
so he thought there was NOTHING in front of him.
so he ran...and BANG!BANG!BANG!. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
stephanie, stella(steph's sister) and i were laughing .
even nat's aunt , who was upstairs in the condo, could hear the tremendous din(?) alex created.
super hilarious. you should have seen the look on his face. HOHOHO!!:DD

oh ya, on the way to nat's house , i remembered something i saw.
it is not offensive nor obscene but it is just weird + funny.
there was this guy, who was using his hand and pushing his girl's head,
just so to snatch a kiss from her?
a surge of giggles was going to blast right out from my mouth
but it would be a total embarrassment.
i mean imagine , the total silence, aside from the engine sounds,
which has taken over the whole train....
suddenly you hear somebody laughing to herself
you turn your head to realise the laughter came out from this tiny short girl.
okays i think i shall be a scriptwriter. a very super lousy one indeed!
pose seh. nice right?

happy people:D


picture of the day. okays it is upside down but it is nice.
th other weird crazy pictures are in nat's phone. LOLERS.


and haziq and hafiz laughed at my ezlink card's pic.
and in the end steph and my tummies were 'ruptured' cos we laughed too hard.
and another in-the-end, more people saw the pic and lsughed even harder.
mdm tan didnt recognize me ! omgoshshshshshshshs!

i have watched 3 movies over the holidays:
the waterhorse
horton
sky of love <33333


ok this is when you let (for girls only) your inner bimbotic side of you scream!

3...
2...
1...
0!


*SCREAMS*... AHHHHHSSSSSS!!!

hiro(from the moviesky of love' ) is undeniably CUTE.
his bleached white hair is so so so handsomely COOL. he looks so suave in that punky hairdo.
omg i could melt just looking at his face,
he is so so so so adorable.

okays i sound so bimbotic now. lolers.

this movie is also at the same time really sad. you will cry buckets i tell you cos i did.

*any couples i know, YOU MUST WATCH. it will be a waste if you dont watch it.
all guys will be given the perfect chance to let their honey-bunny(this is getting icky)
a.k.a girlfriend lean on your shoulder and cry. then your job will be to take out tissues to wipe their tears or if you dont have, allow them to use your t shirt! then blah blah continue your own story from here!

hahas i think im getting abit too open here. and annoying at the same time.so lets talk about something else aye? :):):):):):)

recently yunqi has been writing me letters, updating on each other.
it's really cool , without using any form of technology such as smsing or stuffs.
it may look like it is kinda old-fashioned writing letters .
but at the same time, it gives me a very warm feeling.
euphoria, is that what i should be calling it? i dunno.
yunqi says she wants to give me a box of letters and i was kinda taken back, not negatively though.
does that mean that i have to slowly read each letter she wrote?
and have to write her back a super duper long reply'? hmmmmm....

will end my post here:D gonna blast into the air!

oh wait. not being a wet blanket, but ...
CAN YOU BELIEVE TMR IS THE START OF SCHOOL AND A NEW TERM???
and meet-the -parents session is coming soon.
kinda anticipating to it, want to hear what the teachers have to say.
i bet mr lee will say i always sleeps in class and is always unattentive. blahblah.
but nobody can blame me right?? his lessons are so deadlessly(no such word, please dont learn) boring so i kinda CANT HELP sleeping in his class. sorry mr lee:x

and mdm tan (chem) might pinpoint on my hair or something like that.maybe....hmmm..

i hope i dont get any bad remarks . heehee.

okays this time i will end my post. ciao people. and please tag my pathetic tagboard:(

.action taking place:doing geo project

.currently having a bad headache from browsing one website to another. and having to do at least 15 powerpoint slides on it. i cant even count it with my fingers. how 'little' is that huh?

.feel like:slamming my laptop but cant

.so far only did 5 slides.(10 more to go.. nice going HUISHI)

. helped tan hao with maths but got myself more confused than he is.

.typed out the summary points for my dear brother , winanto.

.helped tan hao again in maths. he is so adorably funny during the whole conversation, repeating the same equation on msn, and me processing every single word(or number) he typed for me to check.

.my stupid short hair is not dry despite the fact i bathed AN HOUR ago.

.just realised i havent done my english newspaper cutting and stupid chinese letter writing(i have decided to leave out the homework i have to do in my chinese workbook.....in pretence. gawd what the hell am i writing??!)

NOW: im in the state between dead and still-going-on-lifelessly.

woah. so much for HOLIDAYS.
YA. SO MUCH FOR THE HOLIDAYS WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO RELAX A TINY BIT
WHEN I CANT BECAUSE THE GEO PROJECT ALONE IS WEIGHING MY POOR BRAIN DOWN. 15 SLIDES IS SUCH A 'SMALL' AMOUNT OF WORK RIGHT, MR LEE?? WOW GUESS WHAT? NO MATTER HOW BAD THE SLIDES ARE, THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP ME FROM HANDING IT IN, AND IF I HAVE TO REDO THE WHOLE DAMN PROJECT..HURHURHUR.....YOU SHALL SEE ME WALK OUT OF YOUR CLASS. STEP BY STEP I WILL MOVE.

okays my sanity has gone messy.
tonight i MUST do the english and chinese hwk.
geeez i really DISLIKE chinese.
gahgahgah sometimes i feel like dropping it. T.T

screw myself if i slack again. i need transplant(?) chinese knowledge into my brain.
god somebody help implant the memory card of everything related to the language CHINESE into my head. or somebody enlightened me into liking my lovely mother tongue.

backmasking is so damn scary.
go search on it on youtube,
and i can bet with my life, you will be scared out of your wits.
those hidden messages behind the songs will definitely make your hair stand,
especially those sang by the beatles.
*hair stands*

and i dislike people who label people as 'brainless'.
i mean i wont dislike them, i just dislike that kind of comment.
(added this just in case i offend anybody)
i mean seriously, does that kind of comment make you look any smarter?
brainless people are people without brains, which is rather impossible.

meaning of spam:
to send the same message to many DIFFERENT people using email or the internet, usually a way from someone to advertising something.

^
^
that was for some people to see :D



anyways, i have loads of hw.
past two days i finished my a maths revision exercises 1 and 2.
went back to school on saturday to get my bloody chem workbook.
i mistaken it with the practical book cos they look so similiar
and logarithms are terribly tiring for my pathetic brain.
but i shall move on and practise!
practise makes perfect.
.

and today i realised i didnt bring back my chinese textbook as intended.
.
and holidays are not exactly holidays.
have tons of homework:
A maths-3 revision exercises
self study on E maths(even have a test on T2W2. WTH?)
chinese- letter writing
chinese-workbook(got answers from behind:D)
english- newspaper cutting(like this would really improve my english=.=)
chemistry- formulae ws
chemistry- workbook
physics-graph
geography- project on some river. (i deleted last year's project =.=)
social studies-one source-based question:D:D

and im truly glad i dont have any supp classes over the holidays.
if not i will tell my teachers to go bang their head on the wall.

**
brought (books) back:
chem textbook
chem workbook
chem RING file
chem practical book(it was a total mistake to bring this back)

physics textbook
physics workbook
physics RING file.

geography workbook
geography textbook

ss textbook
ss workbook

chinese workbook
chinese textbook(getting it tmr)

a maths textbook

emaths textbook
emaths workbook


**

and books i have to bring(from the list) on monday(opening of school):
.chem(including practical book cos i have practical on that day)
.physics
.chinese
.e maths
.a maths.

books amounted:
uncountable.

***

and these few days my english have gone really haywire.
during art club my english was a complete disaster.
i even said: ' my english is something bad'
jiali and mabel were laughing at that sentence


***

people, please tag more often.

****
i suffered three cuts in one day. four actuallu
woohoo!!!!
now im being-cut-tendency girl. woohoo~
lets just blame on my karma? :D
and please people, im not being sadistic.
these cuts are not on purpose,
i will never ever resort into carrying out such foolish acts.
no offence to those who do it out of stress and all.
(NOT TO THOSE WHO DO IT OUT OF ATTENTION !)


BYE peepoes:D

now im eating grapes and reading a book called 'mates, dates and chocolate cheats'
so give me some time to finish reading the book before i continue the post:D

******* 30 minutes later********

i decided to read it later and continue to tempt myself with wonder grapes.

L is hot. you girls have to admit that.
i tried typing the way he did in the movie.
and it was hard. my fingers were going everywhere.

*the next few parts of this post fromnow might be a tad too boring for many, so you can skip it if you want to:D

watched this show named ' i shouldnt be alive'
it was about survivors(a guy and a girl, two in total) from a boat crash(dont know how u call it)
the tides and waves in the sea was very strong , causing the boat to shake violently.
water begun to seep into the yacht and the choice they could do was to abandon the yacht. they threw out the lifeboat(aka dinghy) and they jumped out.
that was only the start of their terrible days, mark my words.
the people were clinging on the edge of their dinghy.
one of people onboard, who happens to be the wife of the captain, injured her leg
and gash was awfully deep...deep to the bone.
fear , sadnesss and loneliness were what they felt the survivors claimed.

one of the guy friend of the survivor accused e female survivor of kicking him.
she checked what was causing the kicking by looking into the water.
and guess what she saw?
SHARKS. not just on , two or ten. it came to around TWENTY PLUS.
imagine how threateningly scary is that?? twenty + sharks right below your feet.
if i were her, i might have just scream and do nothing.

anyways, they quickly climbed onto the dinghy and held each other closely.
the dinghy was filled with seawater, mixed with urine and pus(oozed out by the girl's wounds)
((i was literally shaken when i heard about it. the disgusting colour of the water, the horrid stench.my heart was thumping to a irregular fast-pacing rhythm you know ))

so days passed,two of males on the dinghy went to drink seawater out of desperation(they were severely dehydrated, same goes for the other.)
they even said it was holy water. their sense of common sense has officially went nuts.
so time after time, the tortures of hallucination and craziness begun.
both jumped into the sea, saying that they saw land or 7-11 and wanted to stretch.
the other people in the dinghy could not do anything to stop them for they were drained.
so hence witnessing the cause of their deaths, which was being eaten alive by the sharks.they moaned and cried. they wanted to relish to be heroes but yet they didnt move an inch to save their friends. sighs.

what made them(survivors) more depressed was when the wife of the captain lost her marbles. it was clear that she was badly infected by the gangrene in her wounds and it has spread to her brain, causing her to go mentally mad.
she begun to speak in tongues, words nobody could comprehend, and she did weird hand signs, as if being possessed.
they knew death was lurking near her and truly, the next day , she was lying on the spot she sat , silent and motionless.
the male survivor was thinking of eating her up, despite the fact that cannibalism is strictly prohibited. but the female survivor was firm on her roots. besides, the body was so infected, eating it could lead their lives to fatality.

thus, they took out her clothes, jewelery as memories for her family.
they said their prayers and threw her body into the sea.
hiding their heads under some plank was the next thing they did to avoid the sight of her being eaten by the sharks.

their hope depleted to the extent that they rather die then go on.
LUCKILY, they saw a russian ship and waved at them.
TADAAA, they were saved:D

my sis told me she cant stop thinking about what happened and what they must have felt and now im influenced by it. gasps gotta stop thinking, before i get nightmares and insommia and rely the works(or magic) of sleeping pills.


******

with people like steph, edwin, tan hao, alex, jiajun, yu heng, haziq , yenshan.
im bound to be as horny as i used to be in the past.
omg i cant believe edwin and alex can relate horny stuffs with practicals???
EEEKKKKKKKS~~~~~~~

even on the phone, im horny. LMAO.
must rid some of the horniness:D:D:D:D
or maybe not...hmmmmmmmm.

and during PE, i got slammed by e ball during FnC(mt group's name) presentation, by none other than my very good pal TANHAO.
stupidity and idiocy are the only things i can describe about this event.
i literally placed the hoolahoop right in front of my face, giving tanhao the accidental chance to smash the ball in my face. i think i looked stupid at that time. gos , what was i thinking? even tan JJ ridiculed at me. gosh.

is my brain on the verge of losing its mentality??

ha.

im relatively calm . and i was respecting your image(and mine as well)
cos i didnt want to cause any din.
hahas.and i dont care if people come asking me what the hell is going on.

first, i wouldnt stoop so low to the ground
and spout all the vulgarities i know.
i did no wrong, just a mere confrontation.
im giving you some FACE for the sake of someone who is my very good friend.

the confrontation was a very light-hearted thing.
yet you make it sound so terrible.like i threatened you or something.
im not guilty of that. and never will be.

pushing the blame on others is such an incorrigible act.
EVEN IF you tell me that you didnt say it,
i dont have the intention to really care.
im just TELLING you what i know from sources.
.
.
.
.
.


as much as i want to squash your face,
i dont really want to dirty my hands.
and im do not wish to have a bad name for being such a asshole.


innocence. you still have the audacity to say that word? .


there i said it.
EVERYTHING WITHOUT THE VULGARITIES.

wow i actually managed to not blow over the top.
woah, when i saw what was written,
first reaction: oh, whatever.

okays now this is really the end of the post.:D
tata for now:))

trying to gain pity from tears just make you look more despicably disgusting

second post of the day, short one.

you have the honour of being stuffed with my and his socks.
oh-so-nice-smell~

and today watched movie with nat and winanto.
L change the world~~
omg L is so cute and hot~~~
and we wore denim today:D

say i love you to everything you hate.

yupps that what ii learnt during this workshop.
the instructor: AWESOME
the only flaw, which makes her seem very eccentric, is the speed of her words.
she talks like a machine gun
*does that gun sound that irritates tan hao, thats what he claims*

haha i shall love everything i hate.
with the exception of SOMEONE.
FREQUENCY, YOU KNOW*winks winks*

wow, i want an encore. i want to hear it.
wow i have become some ass eh.
but you all should understand, right???

(btw, she isnt the girl i wrote in one of my previous post. she is much worse than her.MUCH)
always acting innocent, pretending to be FRIENDS with everyone(esp guys).
hahas if she is reading this, i wont really care.
maybe i sound kinda b**chy here, but who cares?
i mean , any girl, or should i say, ANYBODY, would feel the way i am feeling right now?
i have asked so many people, and i get the same response.
so im not technically a b**ch. just maybe sound like it.
aiyos, im talking bullshit craps.
and i cant believed i scolded vulgarities,
words i never thought would come out from my mouth.
cos of her. really. you can ask nat, steph , yixiu and ricia.
after i heard about something, i was literally throwing my words all arounds.
not just any ordinary words, they are those colourful words.
nat said it was the first time i looked so pissed

which was something really rare i think.
tan hao also seemed shocked when i told him what i said.
he said that it was very surprising cos i looked pure.
im not pure, just tolerant . im able to hold my fiery anger.
but if anybody kindle it, wah you are so so dead.
i, myself, dont even know how i look like or sound like if im angry.
there is never a time im angry, and even if i am, i will shut up.

went to ask SOMEONE about something.
im getting the feeling that im being too overly dunno-how-ya-call-it.
im not suppose to. hahas.
but im just wanted to clarify stuff.
and if it were to be true, everybody shall witness the almighty fearsome HUISHI

..
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(dots....................)


dongs~


***

i like my very own phrase: pinch of heaven.
stephanie and i were going to use that phrase in this expository essay.
at first i was kinda proud of it, then i re-read it over and over again.
and i found out that the phrase looks stupid.
i asked hafiz if it sounded weird.
he said it was dramatic. too expressive.
stephanie was basically mocking at my idiocy .




these days i have been rather tempremental.
im gonna meditate, calm the soul~~
natalie taught me how to meditate, uhmmmmmmmmm~~

woooweeee i must resist the temptation to release my oh-so-colourful words.
I CAN DO IT YEAH. YIPEEYI

this shorty aint gonna burst till her head goes exploding
.
.
.
.
(i was being stupid. that sentence was UNINTENTIONAL)

yesterday went to watch kung fu dunk with winanto, felyna and amanda.
it was nice lahs. blah blah.
aiyo i dont have the mood to blog.

i was being selfish.
it hurts me to see the way things ended.
the way i never wanted.
but even though it is hard to see now,
in the future you will understand it was for the better.
the feelings for you still lingers around.
but i will try to forget.
i was choosing so hard between the former and latter.
both choices can result into two total different endings.
it was really hard...really hard.
until now my heart is aching like nobody's business(winanto's phrase)
but time and friends will help subside the pain i suppose.
sighs .... people, answer me.
was my final decision correct?
dont say it all depends on just me, cos i myself dont even know my answer.


GASPS.
I WANT TO WATCH P.S I LOVE YOU~~
SOMEBODY ASK ME OUT TO PEI WO WATCH!!

GAHSGAHS

and my ear is having a infection.
just now i just lie gently on it, and the pain was so excruciating.
omg pus even came out!!! eeks.


and i havent done my chinese!

thanks for the presents people!!!
this is my best valentines in my entire life:D
i have NEVER received this much before.
and NEVER expected it to be so lovely!
im so glad i have so many friends who are willing to SHOWER their LOVE:D
btw this picture is taken on v. day itself, so sorry if some of the stuff given by my friends today are not in the picture. forgive me:))


siti huishi bin sardine.
my official name:D

went out with winanto and ricia after art club.
they walked away from me cos i was sucking(again) pacifier sweet.
but i managed to catch up with them:D
after that, before i crossed the road,
something very funny happened.
this is how it goes....:

this skinny porcelain-faced girl goes up to me and said>>
GIRL: wei, ni jian ni de tou fa??(hey, did you cut your hair?)
ME:huh?(i dont even know her!)
GIRL:oh, dui bu qi!(oh, sorry)
GIRL(turns to boyfriend):ta shi ma lai ren(she is a malay)
ME(the laughter made my voice go higher, squeakier and louder): WO BU SHI MA LAI REN, WO SHI HUA REN!!!(im not a malay!!!im a chinese!!!!~~~)

like so stupidly funny.
i was so astonished to hear such stuff.
it was like so so so.....amusingly ODD!!!
my goodness lahs~~~

my idiocy have gotten higher.
guess what i did today? i flung ricia's v day gift onto the road!
and it got flattened by the accelerating buses!
i was ohgoodnesswherethehellthethingwent.
and i ranted to myself for being such a pighead.
GASPS. *FAINTS*

this year my junior sec ones are a bunch of total shameless brats.
during PE, there was this twit who went to block my way during my rounds.
i had to run in between him and his friend AND i can tell you,
i looked stupid cos my hair flew around , like a lion.
WORSE, this bespectacled boy who looks nerdy pointed his middle finger
not only once,but TWICE.
i wanted to point back but i manage to resist .
i mean im not going to let my middle finger make me look some jerk.
anyways even if i did it, he wouldnt be able to see it.
A**HOLE. grrrr.
and i was so pissed to see this girl from EXPRESS stream with a skirt so damn short.
the skirt only covered half of her thighs!! and her school top, OHMYGOODNESS.
it is huge on her. she looked like some typical AHLIAN wannabe. maybe worse.
steph said i was being too overly-exaggerating.
but seriously, looking at that sec one wearing that bloody short skirt made my blood boil.
i know, none of my business but i cant help it. it is revolting and sickening.
this particular girl is from a express stream and YET she is wearing a short skirt??!!!
you can say im being stereotype. maybe my brain is not being flexible enough.
gahgahgah. i dont wish to see such short skirts again!!! EVER!!

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

You Are a Friendly Ex

While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

SO LOLSXD


maybe this could be it.

happy chinese new year everybody!!
though it is kinda late...
but just wish everybody can get alot alot alot of money!!!
for girls, i hope you get alot of money to spend on girl stuffs!!clothes, accessories, anything.
and boys, hope you can get alot of money to spend on your boy stuff, ESPECIALLY on GIRLS!!

cny was fun.
maternal cousins came over on the first day of cny.
we had a SUPER wide spread of GOOD FOOD:D:D
i love my timothy so much:D:D
oh ya my sis spilled her apple juice(she was actually holding my cup of apple juice) on the bed.
and me, being some frantic aunty, running up and down, making my way to the kitchen to get the cloth to clear the stain. er gu was asking me why i was running around like mad.
i told him my silly sister spilled the apple juice and we told him to keep it a secret from mummy.
he gave a grin and stall my mum.
but she found out anyways.

the food.

second day of cny went to grandma(father) house.
celebrate, collect ang baos.
just slack around, look at people gambling


i was supposed to go out with ricia and jinyang.
but around 8 plus, my head felt very light and hot.
and whenever i moved my eyes, the images surrounding me move slower than usual.
my vision was spinning and my head was strumming to a noisy annoying rhythm.
couldnt take it so i messaged her that i couldnt make it.
so after that, i continued to go back to my slumber,
wishing that the pain would just disappear, thinking a good dream might just chase it away.
but then, all i got was a terrible nightmare.
about scary deadly centipedes which eats humans up .
sighs

so anyways, i woke up around 11 plus with a weird feeling.
attempted to shake it off but failed.
my mum and sista wanted to shop at jurong point.
so off we went, walking around.
i bought this skirt at double index with my own cny money!
mum bought us two shirts and a vest cum jacket.


and i pierced my right ear.
now it has two beautiful holes:D
im so glad my mum didnt went complaining.
but sadly, sista didnt accompany me to pierce.
i have been waiting for almost a year to pierce cos of my darling sista.
sadly, my patience has worn off and thin.
so there, i have pierced my ear, my right ear!!!
at first, my heart was on the verge of coming out from my mouth.
but when the sound made by that tool-for-ear-piercing was made,signaling that everything is over
first thing that came to my mind was ' YA-TA!!!!!'.
kinda overwhelmed with elation and pride.
i think im being way too happy over this ...LALALALA.






bought this two cute lil cupcakes from 'made with love' for mum and sister.
it was sort of an early valentines' day gift:D:D:D:D

and i just ate SOME of it. and it was good!!!
should have bought more. oh no cant resist my temptation.
gotta take control within. weeeezzzzzzz.

omg i want those cakes, now, badly, immediately, no matter how fattening it is, now matter how much butter has been used , i still must have it!!!~~~~~~

sometimes, things are not as simple as what you think.it takes more than just thinking. you have to read between the lines to get to your answer to some questions in the heart.