cloud is a hottie!!! arhhh !!!!
(btw, in case you dunno, he is from the sho final fantasy VII: advent children)

nobody can pull of that style of his (this sentence sounds weird...))
* flys around in the room, you know like when you let go an inflated balloon*

cloud is so handsome. *dreams of him*

*snap back into reality*

okays. im trying to clear the drool .

the habit of biting my nails has come back after after 9 years .
now i love biting them, which is totally unhygenic.
but it kinda challenging when u have to peel it slowly
so that the nail wont be torn off and the blood would flow out..and..and.
aiya im getting lame. at the same time boring your socks off.

my current blog;s song is 'sweetest girl' .
i absolutely loved this song.
(i was dancing in the shower when the radio played this song! )

and yes stephanie, mr lee is very blur.
stilt = concrete blah blah... yes yes mr lee we all know you are on a growing-old phase.
lols actually kinda agree with steph. he is kinda fun to be with, not to mention entertaining.
and he even praised me on my drawings! and said i could work for DISNEY.
oh the sweet glory! ( i sound as if im actually working for disney, which is possibly untrue)

but it were to be true, i would first ask zany to come with me to see peter pan.
okays i was super random about that sentence, but i suddenly thought of her.
she better be honoured to see this . muhahahhahahaha.

i yearn for many things this month.
i want to get good grades for MYE,
i want a good report from every teacher,
i want to go to bangkok ( clearly for shopping purposes and massaging service:D),
i want to buy a damn huge lollipop and share with my itsy-bitsy- best pals:D,
i want to have a nanyang gathering (only with my good friends),
i want to sing better and have the most melodic voice (=.=),
i want my hair to grow out as fast as the wind( okay maybe not that fast),
i want to go on a train ride on my own ( i know, im weird),
i want to go fly a real big kite,

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i want to fly a real big kite... at times like this i wish my brain was a toilet bowl,
so as to flush down my pathetic memories.
going back to memory lane...
oh shoot.... stay focus man.

oh i havent buy nat's present!
i dunno what to buy for her man...
i want to buy something that is eccentric yet creative.
people, give me some advice! what should i buy?
the idea of giving her a shopping trip actually came up..
but i decided to put that aside:D nat must be sad seeing this. lols.

im such a wet blankie.

oh speaking of april fool , i got smacked on the forehead by winanto korkor few times.
april fool was not april-fool-ish(another one of huishi's nonsensical english. please, i repeat, do not learn).
wanted someone to play a decent prank on me, like pulling my bra strap .
ok im just kidding, pulling bra strap are strictly prohibited. lols.

i have learnt many things from my sitting partner during chinese:BRA.
i have learnt that MOST GUYS like girls who have all or some of the following criteria:
.healthy tan skin *unlike mine which is like burnt skin
.smooth skin ( when i asked bra this, he gave me this 'duh' look)
.be sporty
.have straight hair but not those super straight kind
.have long hair ( many boys have commented about my hair, saying that long hair was nicer on me)
.have dimples
. smile genuinely and laugh naturally(not those gu niang kind, where the girl use her hand and delicately covers her mouth.)
.wear slippers ( bra's liking, may not be applicable to all guys)
.have the fringe flying everywhere ( im just exaggerating, cos personally, i like girls to tie up their fringe, with some styling though)
.strong in the heart, in other words, CONFIDENCE
.ability to make funny jokes or have good interpersonal skills
.to have a slim figure (this is not confirmed, my assumption:D)
. do not scream for heck no reason
. no acting cute!
.no acting tough, pretending to be like the hulk.

there , the list of things guys expect from girls.
it might be useful for some girls i know, especially the last three.
you know, people you should know, you must know what im referring to!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

im addicted to the song 'year 3000' by jonas brothers.
thanks to nat! lols.
i kept singing and singing, and most of the time it went out of tune or i sang the wrong verse.
some day my sister might just use her book to throw it in my face, and tell me
to shut up before her ears slowly decompose. :D

yucks im so disgusting.goodness gracious me.
i have the urge to watch 'bewitched' :D whoosh!

and my legs are itchy. i feel like a monkey cos im trying to scratch my itchiness away while typing this post , and my sitting posture is like those kind of posture you get from those ah peks you see from coffeeshops. :(
mymymy, i have to learn to be more ladylike, as my mum would always say.
she said im super untidy for a girl. once she wondered if i was of the right gender.
haha. mummy, im purely female. no in-betweens or dunnowhatyoucallit.

motto of the day : i live in my underwear :D
inside joke between me, nat and winanto>.<

the idiom goes : 'everything happens for a reason'
but nobody has explained why does it happen?
is it so as to test the devil in the heart?
or it is just fate im going through the same thing over and over again?
my faith withers away as time passes.
and im oblivious to it, r am i not?
god, save my soul.
everything always seems perfectly fine
until something happens and the cycle repeats
and then it stops. this is so unpredictable
and it is wearing me out , flat.




and im fine. just babbling about random stuff

i inferred that im super random.
here goes another random phrase:

a good man never makes a girl cry?
so does that mean a bad man makes a girl cry?

when you are happy , you see two pair of footprints on the sand.
when you are upset, you only see one pair on the sand.
you want to know why?
god walks with you whenever you are happy,
so as to spend the happiness with you,
that is why you see two pairs of foot prints

but when sorrow and sadness invades the fragile soul,
you only see one pair on the sand
because god is holding and lifting you up ,
and he is embracing your problems so as to make it go away.
that is why you see one pair of foot prints.

now you know why.

when my mum told me that, my heart felt like it has broken out
from the ice, absorbing every warmth it could find to melt the cold prickling ice.
not that my heart is frozen or in terms of literature, being depressed,
just a feeling i can only describe through this words.
my vocabulary is not very wide.

im so happy my eyebags have shrunk. and my dark rings have vanish. whoosh!

gtg peeps. stay tune for huishi's randomness.
thats if anybody is reading.
so please peeps, tag my board! be a kind soul and do a good deed.
you will be rewarded by me:D

maybe only...
(sorry about the font size, tried to change but failed :x)