runny nose, minor slight sore throat.
fatigue. sighs.

phlegm is stuck in my throat.
feeling bloated again. legs are aching.
had napfa ytd. tried my best. think im gonna get silver.
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HOO-RAH~

tingshiuan , i saturday then do ur quiz ok?
really sleepy and tired and sleepy.
and tired.


there is sth stuck in my throat. not a fishbone.like.... idk
tired tired tired. oh man i still have maths. and chi compo.
DIE. sighs oh my flu, run away, go away from me. gasps

i think my mind is flying .

sucky face. but note the skirt.
disgustingly short. but only steph witnessed it!
you people know i dont wear such short skirt in school(:

gummy sweets. i look like i just vomitted blood.
stephanie looks likes an pervert. hahas dont kill me.

i like this pic. cos we both look cool:) in my opinion:D

couple horr? NO. but we look like one, HAH!
this pictures depicts a story of a just-broke-up couple, TO ME.
it is like we were walking on the streets, then we saw each other.
trying to avoid eye-contact, winanto just walked pass me, like im invisible.
and there i was, crying...

chey nothing of this sort happened.
me and him? hahah the sky will tumble, break, and then fall.

ok if u dont get it, i wont blame you.
cos i dunno what the hell im typing.
mind went haywire

random.

i have uploaded some pictures, (duh=.=)
hope the people in the picture would forgive me!

people have asked me about what i meant on the other post.
about the mistake i made last year.
it was referring to the number of times i cried in school.
which i have reflected on. and i totally find myself stupid.
*slaps myself*
lols and please dont ask me why.
i will smack ur face:D
nah just kidding.

ACES DAY. dance and dance.
dont get the steps. and i danced like a chicken. pok pok.
and we are gonna learn more new steps next Tuesday.
i hope i wont fall over and tear my pants apart.
god im getting super lame. wonder how steph can tahan my lameness?
*thinks*

edwin :lols tanned and dark gt diff de k. im tanned n u r dark as wad u've admitted n if im burnt pig dhen u r roasted.
me:you are not tan. you are darker than tanned. i roasted at least not as bad as burnt right?
edwin:lols careful get eaten n tanned=shiny=my skin.
me:yours is shiny and burnt. HAH!
edwin:lols roasted pig is oso shiny bt u r nt coz u is chao da de roasted pig.
me:hahas. please im getting SLIGHTLY fairer ok.
edwin:lols, agreed, last tym is cant c u in e dark de
me:oi not so exagerrating right?
edwin:hahas nxt tym u go 4 a swim le dhen we 7th lunar mth go play hide n seek at old changi road, u sure win

and then later...

edwin: lols black until stand at white wall oso tot is paint
huishi: hahas it means i blend. for you arr, stand on wall people think it is wall that is scraped.
edwin:lols, U IS tot it is a hole( he thinks im the hole....tsk!)

u stupid burnt pig.
call me roasted hen? i knock ur balls off.


off to read manga.oreo is nice to eat(and lick!)

daddy(real one ar, please), i love you so much.
you are my hero!

and im glad i inherited your cool-temper genes...not.
too panicky in sticky situations.
but i am happy that my dearest friends were there for me.

but im glad to have your eyes. same big near-to-black eyes.
cool !

my hair is so thick.
so layered yet the ponytail is so thick.
hahas but im happy about it:D
sudden appreciation for my thick hair.

you might be wondering why i mentioned about my hair from out of the blue huh?
cos my mum said sth about my hair.
she was stroking my hair today, then she suddenly said that my hair is very layered.
i was like 'really meh?very thick leh.'. hoho.
she told me to not cut, later layer layer and botak.
hahas exagerration! anyways the part on the botak thing was not true.
like i mentioned in my previous post, dunno which...
i said i would leave it long. anyways my hair grow really fast.
within six months, my hair can grow at least 5-6cm.
cool huh? happy happy. cos end of dec my hair would be nearly reach
half of my back. by then , i would be a super happy crazy hyper girl.

part of me wants to do a super layered haircut.
hmmmmm but im not giving in.
gonna wait until my hair grows real long.

and seriously i abhor porridge.
insulting me....
i hate you .wait 'hate' is a word too strong. i dislike you
your life must be miserable
by the increasing no of haters.YOUR haters i mean.
i dont care. im not gonna DISAPPOINT you.
im gonna do it, prove it. prove to you im not all that lousy in that subject.
when that happens, you will be the first to hear the GOOD news.

dickhead.

recently i have been spouting various vulgarities.
not turning to an ah lian dont worry.
just that some *** people make people's lives miserable.
why dont they just disappear? they only bring misery.
dont know why. are they like some testers or obstacles in life?
chey .

(before you say anything, i must say this :IM NOT EMO-ING)
im just so angry at myself.
i dont know. im just so pissed and frustrated for the past week.
or month. dont keep track on these mundane stuff.
SOMETHING made me think. think about lots of random things
which slowly resulted into anger, hate and abrasiveness(mental note: i wrote abrasion at first but check the dictionary and realised i used the wrong word. HAH!)
. and i really hate this.
im tired of listening to IT almost everyday.
sometimes i get so tired ,i wish i can just sleep the whole day,
just so that pest-like thought would vanish.
except i cant do that cos i have homework.
so i turn to studying...to rid this idiotic thoughts and abrupt emotions.
and it is somehow working. i understand the depth of some of the topics from the sciences better now.
as much as i want to stay strong, i still long and yearn for a shoulder to lean on.
yet i will reject cos i dont NEED one. not trying to act cool.
AND i want to say this, PLEASE DONT SAY YOU CAN BE A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.
except if you are one of my besties-girlfriends. see it, GIRL-friends
if not, shoo. really, shoo.
but seriously , what for? people will think you are fake and pretentious in the end.
i made a mistake last year. so not gonna repeat it again.
so ya, rather stay strong, cool and funny.


and ya i dont believe in what people call 'fantasy'.
COS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. no offence though.
why fall for it when you already know it can never happen?
haha people will say im being way too practical and realistic.
yeah. seen too many things happen.
so mindset will automatically tune. yupps. so cant blame.
blame on those who started those happenings.
hmmmm actually cant fully blame them..
aiya whatever. this is so redundant.

right now, im kinda not in the mood.
sighs and i really want it to go away.


okays think of the bright side of life.
hmmmmmm....
i have a project to do. oh nothing to be happy about.
ok my primary schoolmate Emmanuel just told me he dissected a pig's heart.
ok not being sadistic. but u cant deny that it is kinda....interesting.
a kind of thing which makes u ask alot of question.
sound like a nerd dia. hahas.

oh gosh i have been busy surfing the net,
i have totally neglected my geo project.
friday must hand in...so rushing.
why cant the the teachers put forward the deadline?
i think this sentence sounds weird.
nvm.

byes peeps. needa start on something.


you know, i really want you to kiss my arse

heys people:D

err brandon, dont have to SHOW your wowwow love for your lp:D
and audience, dont think dirty:D

im watching spiderman. i have to admit, he is really unlucky.
his life is filled with crisis and struck with all sorts of disasters.
the love of his life just told him she was going out to be married!
sighs if i had a life like his, i think i might jump down a building.

hmm speaking of suicide, i dont know which ways of suicide would cause the least pain of all.
okay need to clarify, im not EMO. just wondering...
i personally object to the idea of jumping down a building.
what if you fall, and land on the ground(obviously=.=), AND survive.
it means that you will have to go thru an ordeal and suffer.
not to mention medical bills. hmmmmm.....

hmmmm what about drugging oneself?
your life would be 'eaten' bit by bit due to the effects of the drugs,
and the pain slowly creeps within/inside you.
eh i think that would really be painful seh.

i cant possibly list out every single way of killing oneself.
but it all boils down that every way of suicide
brings pain and despair.
hahas i dont really understand whatthehell im saying.
loads of crap in my mind.

went to jurong point yesterday.
saw numerous fashion disasters.
okay, im not in any position to comment on people.
but seriously, a super short pink dress( the kind that will show your bottom when you bend slightly) with no pants or tights?
i dunno. still got alot more. just cant recall for the moment.

i have finalise my decision on what im gonna do with my hair
im gonna keep it very long, not too long tho
and im so gonna have those curls felicia chin's has!
woots!! gonna be patient.
*note: when i made this suggestion to brandon, he gave me that sucky look.

speaking of which, i hate this particular ______(hint: got to do with sch)
i mean, ya, i admit i have no interest in the subject ____,
so i need a teacher who can motivate me to learn more. i know, EXCUSES.
you know, questioning me on my 'O' levels and how i feel on how i might my fair in that subject
is totally stupid. cos any normal human would say you will do ok in it.
it is a ego-kind-of-thing.
who would admit they dont have much confidence or say that the probability of flunging that subject is kinda high?
not me , that's for sure. and you have to stample on my pride by saying im acting smart!
well, look's who talking.
and which part of my conv with you did i ever mention anything on my intelligence?
ass sia. and please, talking to my friend is not equivalent to not listening to you.
it's not like im ignoring you. im not even engrossed in the chat with my fellow friend.
i did LISTEN to you lah. i was taking down notes you blind***.
only settle with brainless conclusions without even getting your facts right.
ya , you say you dont want to care about me right.
fine! lets see who gets the last laugh.
i will show you i can do it. i will. and when they ask about anything on my results, i would say
it is all due to my effort.
that is when you can suck your stupid lemons.

i guess people know who im referring to:)

well wait im not sure i can actually do it, but will try my best.
tmr, after my food feast with friends over at seoul garden, i will study!
hopefully i wont forget.:X

WATCH ME:D

as if you can.


you make me laugh, you make cry, i dont know which side to buy