bloody blogger.
here i WAS. happily penning my 'diary'
and apparently the blogger decided to log off by itself
blank. the whole long post i just typed...gone
GONE I TELL YOU.

poof.

e last un-posted post stated i was deliriously happy.
well now i beg to differ.
im currently all woebegone cos i have to type out everything again
plus im pissed cos my efforts of typing the 'perfect' post, went down the bloody drain.
miaow miaow MIAOW~

ok WHERE WAS II???????

oh ya. west mall...

yesterday went to west mall with marmie, my sis, jen, cloe and clovis.
they(cloe and clovis, with their mum) just came back from america as they are having their summer holidays. how long it is? 3 months.
so darn lucky are they??
and cloe totally looks hot.
hotter and hotter. omg i feel so inferior just standing next to her.
her complexion..flawless. pimple-free.
and with her tube dresses, omg she is so like a hot chic.
sighs. can NEVER be compared. i will be going down and down.
if i were to stand beside her now, i guess i will be casted off by one side!
her radioactive hotnesss....

anyways back to the trip
i saw this red tee which was so cute.
hmmmm should i buy it??
hmmmmmm..........

we settled our lunch at sakae.
i must have not been on my right mind as my appetite was alarmingly small.
i love sakae. everybody does.
yet im not eating much cos of the bloatedness. well geez... whatever...

besides i was too busy starring at clovis gobbling down unagi sushis with stopping.
he ate ten plates of it(=20 pieces os unagi sushis)
and before that, he ate a unagi burger. ACE. BONUS.
my jaw was hanging loosely. like a noose. ewww thats disgusting...
i mean how can he still stay so skinny with that huge appetite of his??
i have to control my diet just to maintain my weight
(im not being bimbotic. it is just a typical every girl does)
and he can just eat all the food he wants
without worrying about the weight and fats! and weight!!
i dont think he even cares of what is going on as long there is unagi.
i bet everybody will be envious...

after that we headed for the face shop.
NAIL POLISH TIME.
from orange to violet purple to golden olive.
ooo i got them all. finally.
lols.
cloe got herself 6 colours. too many for me to remember...
ahaha.(dont worry. im just killing you with my toxic lameness)
jen also got herself some skin products.

later, we went to swensens.
(i think you are wondering how come we still can stomach so much food...)
i ordered a sticky chewy chocolate ice cream.
before i ate, i quickly ask people if they wanted to eat cos i didnt want to spread my virus to others. lols!
and almost immediately after my question, everybody(excluding clovis. he was busily engrossed with his pokemon diamond game) was pigging at my ice cream. lols!
watashi wa.....HAO REN!
thumbs up!

ok backtracking...
i learnt that fries, dipped in ice cream, was good.
taught by cloe:D:D
i know. it sounds disgusting.
i found it disgusting too.
but it isnt that bad once you tried it.
we people must try new things in order to know what is good.

aiya so not the point.

after that we headed to ah ma's house.
that was when jen started using our nail polish,
relishing every moment using our nail polish to polish hers
haha just exaggerating..
anyways she regretted not buying.
so my mum accompanied her back to west mall to buy the ones she and cloe wanted.
(in the end jen got the wrong one and they went back again!)

while we were waiting, we(cloe, me, my sis and clovis)
played mahjong.
i very xia suay, never hu at all.
everytime im about to chi, somebody will either pong or hu
miaow...

but my luck came back
hu three times in a row.
gentleman-luck has fallen onto me!

the rest of day was ok
redundant to type it all down...
actually i am too lazy to write it down.
lols.
my anger with blogger has wear thinner. thank god.

picture time. so lame

excluding the pink ones. count the green ones.
they are the number of plates comsumed by my cousin...CLOVIS

it was supposed to be a pyramid.
after a round or ten of jenka.
it became like this...

that is cloe. hot hot hot!!!
and the stacked up mahjong tiles.
but the only object you will notice is cloe!!!
HOT!

and i just read this column in seventeen
about this guy saying girls are very obsessed with their looks.
lols.
i agree. in a good way.
girls always stand in front of a mirror, perfecting their hair , clothes before they go.
i mean..which girl likes to look all sloppy outside?
i dont!

i dont even know why i am posting this....
i guess im just bo liao

gotta fly away. my hands are worn out.
tyres are flat.
so lame
ok sayonara min-na!

_____booming and blasting____________

hellos. hi-s. wassups.

yes im really lame.
and sick.
down with a 'severe' sore throat, cough and subsiding fevers.

went to school with sloppiness.
when i was walking to school, i almost felt like i was floating.
my mind was somewhere else,
i almost felt like fainting...

oh ya did i mention i saw a rat at my house downstairs?
so eee and yerrr.

well natalie told me to be more alive cos i was too quiet
probably she couldnt get use to it cos im always laughing like a mad donkey
and creating the utmost stupid lamest jokes.
haiish.

but anyways thanks for everybody's concern.
my greatest thank yous.

winanto everytime call me teh korr seller.
baka-da-you. lols. you then teh korr seller seh!
BLEAH.
you also teh kah. teh teh teh(pig oink)!

today we had a new ceramics teacher, mr todd.
well what i think about him....
he ..errr...how.....
very weird.
his specs and hair dont suit him well.
he has a long body.
he reminds of egna in the incredibles(you know...the short lady who design clothes for super heroes)
.
.
.
.
.
bottom line: he is weird....
and funny...
and a little dorky
i guess im ok with it cos im also in the same clan. dorks
hmmmm well maybe not cos im not a walking disaster when it comes to fashion??
my self-consoling:D:D
plus encouragement....


lols oh whatever lah.
not important.

well after my cca, my terrible headaches invaded into my head.
and again, i felt so giddy and naseous.
the pressure in my head was pressing and pulling me down...
winanto was very kind hearted(for the first time)
helped me carry my books.
lols.thank you so much TEHKOR seller=p
jia li said my hair was in a mess
like some hopeless girl. yupps.
i guess so. i was so lost then...and now too.

haiix i screamt too much in class.
throat getting worse.
haiix my brain is hopelessly dead
plugging it with electricity wont work cos im so upbeat.
no mood to talk, walk. sighs
i feel tormented plus tortured.
save me from my despair and 'delusions'

ok i wanna rest lerr.
hope to get well enough to eat curry or any spicy stuff..
*drools*
see lah u caused me to be like this mark!!!

and yupps.
one more thing...
im very insensitive.
i know. i cant help it.
i just..cant control my blurrness.
i cant think outside the box and see into certain things deeply...
eff.

____petrified________

ello fellow people:D:D
im currently in a dont-really-care-what-is-going-on attitude.
life is still great. as usual. studying and having fun:)
now im popping many poifull jelly beanies in my mouth:D
how sweet and gummy:D:D
im so in love with sweets right now:D:D

aya today was just crazy!
art club has never been this fun:D:D
me, nat and ricia were taking the lamest videos ever.
i kept doing this falling down cum fainting act.
natalie and ricia too.
and when i fell, i look like a wobbly chicken lah.
ric and nat say that i am very professional:DD
yippees!!
and then we kept videoing story about two ordinary girls
trying to get over the painted rainbow.
of cos the rainbow not painted by us LAH:D:D

'this production is copyrighted. this stunts are supervised and are dangerous. ohmygod productions'

only natalie and ricia will get the joke:D:D LOLS!!

and today we were having a chat with mdm rafilah
not that kind of teacher-friend chat.
it was just a friendly chat. we were talking about boys, school
and teachers:D:D:D
lols. mdm rafilah can be so cuddly cute at times.
sometimes i cant believe she is 44.
she sounds so young. so much youth:D:D:D
she said that im kinda independent.
as in the kind who knows how to draw a line between fun and studies:DD
gawd im such a nerd...welll is that a good thing??

sadly she isnt gonna be in charge of art club soon
as the school CLAIMS she has to drop the job
bcos she has her sepak tekcraw(dunno spelling) cca to handle:((
BOOHOO-ES~
but good news is that the next person in the line
is............... MDM NURAIDAH!!!
omg omg . so happy lah.
she is my history teacher. plus another bonus.
she is my second fav teacher.
somemore she is cute. and her height is nearly the same as mine!!
i always preferred shorter teachers to taller ones.
hahah probably cos im short??
and i have to bring everybody down with me and height...
LOLS.

i know... lame shit lah.
just love talking craps!

yepps. im crying over another matter...
mrs gan will be on leave for a month
due to some operation...
sighs. yesterday i actually called her just to ask if she was free so that
she could take pictures with me, amanda and natalie.
and she said she wasnt feeling very well on her back.
haiix very worried for her. see lah amanda tell me call her COS she waited for me lorr:(((
sighs wondering if she is alright:(((
i pray upon every single bread crumb, stars, EVERYTHING
that she will be ok after the operation
hope she can recuperate FASTER so that she can teach us again.
HAIISH i actually missing her when i started hating her in the beginning of last year cos she kept scolding me and nat for laughing too much and felt she was cantakerous:D:D
but now..im missing her naggings when i dreaded it so much in the past...
even though she is not physically here,
she mentally lingers in my mind:(((((
melodramatique huishii:DD

IM MISSING HER:((((:(((


ipw is going bad....
my foot. i will be lying if i said that
=.=(lameshit)
but there are some 'setbacks'...
we do not have the materials.
and no offence to ying kang and samuel(well this isnt really a bad bad thing),
they are like stone statues.
i have to admit, they do follow their assigned tasks,
which is a very good thing.
but they are simple very quiet. too quiet for comfort.
we(me and natalie) have to take the iniative to discuss with them about the details.
if none of us break the ice, the ice will always be there,
and even we broke it, miraculously , the ice will 'patch' back.
there goes the effort of making us talk about the project:((


TRALALALAS. i think im floating away in my dreams....


a 'emulsified' eraser heart

alienic hard-boiled egg!

me and fely:DD

lameness is the new addiction=.=

it's been almost a week since the nanyang funfair
and yet im going to post about it.
yippees(the boredom is just killing me)

the funfair was mediocre. well at least to me.
the weather wasnt being very friendly.
the sun was like a orange. just brighter and bigger.
and i was pespiring alot. seh.
and i dont have the foggiest idea where to get the coupons
to buy things.

well everybody has change. some are beyond recognisable.
some of my friends may have outgrown from their childishness,
and they think maturedly. much more than before.
im not really used to it cos i think im still as wacky even tho i have matured a little.
lol. well people change over the years bahh.
maybe i did. just that i cant notice it at all...

anyways because the boredom was killing us,
me, ts, cleon brother, kevin heng, en wen, marilyn, brenda, delwyn, min yen and vicky headed for plaza singapura then to cineleisure(dunno the spelling).
sadly en wen have to be home early...so she could not come with us to cineleisure:((
we went to book a room in LAN.
but it could only occupy five heads=.=
so some of us have to 'sacrifice' and do window shopping while some stay and rest.
we 'ordered' min yen to stay cos she paid an extra $6 for this booking.

anyways tool neoprints with delwyn, vicky and ting shiuan dar.
we were looking good. really prettaye

cleon say my shoulder very broad,very SHUANG put his elbow on it=.=
but i keep looking at my reflection in the mirror,
then im like wondering, my shoulders very broad??
im petite, how can my shoulders be broad??
sure will look not in proportion...
like a troll. and troll arent the nicest-looking creatures in the world.

eee yerrs.

after me and ting shiuan walked with cleon to plaza singapura( he wanted us to walk with him cos he didnt wanna be bored-.-),
we boarded the bus back home.
during the journey, there was this hunk with his girlfriend squeezing their way to the exit.
and the minute they stepped down the bus, the hunk exclaimed
'singaporeans are so fat!'
i was so utterly shocked, i just said 'wth?!!'
ting shiuan laughing at me lah....
from his strong angmoh accent, i think he studied in overseas(he is a chinese btw) .
but it is like so insulting to singaporeans.
so what if you are a hunk and have what it takes to make girls wobble in their knees,
it does not give you rights to say so right??
your nice facial features will never bring you far xp
=.=
have you ever seen fat people before in other countries??
dont tell me you dont cos if u do, i will bash you up>.< embarrassment="((">make sure you feel you never existed.

felt so much better after speaking my thoughts out.
i really had enough of this kind of people.

pfft.