exam start liao le, i mean common test
so sian, hafta study n STUDY.
haix 2day just had my english and history paper.
haiix. gotta study more lerr,
then can improve cos my history n geo results is going down.
haiix oh ya mr thomas i think last wed scold us
say we neva study hard fer out tests
but e test is hard de lorr, cant help nt reaching his standards
haiix hope e common test i can do well lorr
so lame larr. diao.
anyways 2day im so freaking happy cos my timonthy came to my hse.
:):):):):):):):):):) he totally brings me e smiles.

he is so smart lorr!!! when i taught him wat a strawberry was,
n when u ask him again horr, he can rmb leh!!!
hahax so cute. and everytime we say our grace, he will say a-men
without us telling him to do so!!! he is so my precious darling.
HAHAx i love him so much.
e best thing was that he rmb hu i am!!!
when i ask him hu is huishi-jiejie, he will point at me n then giggle.
so funny yet so cute norrh. haix i love him too much man.
just wanna love him n play with him 4eva.
hahax i going crazy over him lerr HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
and when it was tim e fer him to go home,
he say bye bye to me, my mum n sis.
awwwww aint that sweet???!!!

ok i gotta keep my composure. kk....
happy i neva failed my maths test. hahax.
haix i not v sure about e algebra thingy.
it is v complicating somehow. i just get stuck at some point.
haiix. hope everybody will do well fer e test!!!

2day do e art.my coaster[im not sure abt e spelling]
was kinda messy and PINK.
haha miss lee aka our art teacher so pretty n chio.
haiix she got fashion sense de lorr.
heehee ah gong oso love her. hahax we got v good taste de lorr:):):)
MWHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!

i have been thinking at this moment,
i dunno why but i just wanna say.
does happiness rly cover every wound u haf in ur heart??
does it hide e hatred u silently keep in ur heart
do u feel lyk those mixed feelings in ur hart,
just wanna get out and be heard by everybody?
esp those hu hurt euu???

oso does it mean u haf to give in to those
even tho they r e ones hu hurt u b4??
must we always keep out mouths zipped?
when u wan to speak out ur tots to ppl??
shld we give damn understand those
hu dun even bother to care about our feelings?
n must we be e so called 'saviour' in a crisis
n when all has died down, u r forgottened for wat u have done??
must we 4get of our needs? just to please those idiots hu dun care??
haha im stopping here. asking too many questions!!!
bcos i reading this magazine n stories abt ppl being
made no matter how much they give in to everybody.

hahax so anyways i dunno y im writing this
this is out to all my frens!!!
if u nid any help, i can be ur shlder to cry on,
i will try my best to be e best listening ear:):):)
hahax im toking shit lerr. gotta stop lerr.
later sure blabber blabber blah blah....

haha i will stop here lerr.
my hands abit suann . v lazy to continue:):):):)
haha im so a sloth.
TEEEHEEHEEE!!!!

__________honesty bonds e love____

haha long time no post.
this whole week jin yang n ricia go to e hall play e piano.
v nice sia. wish i cud learn how to play a musical instrument
esp electric guitar or e guitar!!!
it wud be so cool go play e instrument
then play fer ppl to hear. hahas.

CNY come lerr
cant wait to get my hands on e ang bao
MORE MONEY ON E WAY!!!
hahax i v money face de.
now it is cny eve gonna stayy up
so that parents can have longveity!!!!
hahax c i si bei hao de.
HEEEHEEx.

ytd cud not go back to nanyang.
cos got reunion dinner then v rushing.
i miss everybody. haf nt seen them for lyk 4eva...
haish rly wanna c how they are.
abt e reunion dinner...e food was kinda nice.
hahax. then later went to grandma's hse
chat here and dere. ahaha kinda enjoyed myself.
then around 11.45 go back home.
and i just dozed off in2 dreamland........

anyways i rly valentines.
i wish in everybody's lives is all abt valentines.
it is not abt e BGR thingys, it is oso abt frens n family.
i toking alot of sense horr?? heehee
this year is e best valentines.
got chocolates from felyna, wei ting
sweets from teacher
a lip gloss from nat
and a piglet toy..............heeheex
anyways i cant post e pics cos i ate e chocolates oreadi.
aya im a chocolate lover, cud nt help it but to just eat it
oso will lyk v unfair for felyna n wei ting.
hahax i v nice worhx. so 'thoughtful' of me.

my official lao po is steph
haa mama-in-law is yu ping.
my sis-in-law is nat.
hahax love them so much.
<3333 them so much!!!!!

anyways i will end it here with pics!!!! fely, me n amanda

jin yang n me


me n alicia


alright end it here.
hahax now chatting with my p4 bestie.
neva kept in touch with her v long!!!
kk i will bid farewell here

BOOBUAIx!!



_____________________________________i dunno wat to do!!!________________________

e weekend was great.
haha ytd fell down. now got two ba-la-kus.
hhhaahax i kept laffing lorr.so silly go fall down.
i landed 'sexily' haha jk jk jk
now e balaku lyk bigger n more BLUE.
hahax so pain norr when i rub n rub n rub.

dere is gonna be alot of hatred in this post
haha just voicing my feelings ma:):):):)

i feel tt once a person is SERIOUSLY hated.
their jokes or words just dun sound pleasing to ur ears
u just hate them. their speech. their actions.
some ppl fall into these catergories.
hahax it is lyk wat jokes they say
is just SO lame n stupid to u.
sometimes when you see them
u feel lyk using ur fist and drill it into their mouths
or sometimes you wanna grab some sharp object
and throw it in theirs face!!!
haha i noe v disgusting larr but cant help it.

e last week i have been feeling rly wat
i feel so bad yet guilty.
im lyk sandwiched between many things.
SQUASHED. FLATTENED. LOST
i just wanna run away from everything
so that wont get hurt again.
hahax i sound so pathetic.
i gotta stand firm on my ground. gotta be relaxed

i RLY RLY hate alex. so baka
so insensitive norr.
wish i cud kill him rite now.
but hahax not worth it
if his blood is gonna be stained on my hands.
i mean it is lyk...ARRGGHHH....
HE IS SO BAKAIISH!!!???!!!
he does not get anything we say.

oh ya agot add sth
IF ANYBODY I MEAN ANYBODY
hurt my frens, i will hunt you down
and let u feel lyk u were neva exist in this world.
u will be dead e min i see u. i will hate u 4eva.
cos u hurt my frens.

haha e hatred stops here
i think im done here with e hatred
so now e happy things are coming.

last monday had a bday party with e feb n jan babies
hahax i noe v belated larr but i wish them a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
haha im so lame.....
e chocolate cake bought by mrs tan was v good
e cream was so nice n THICK!!!

me n nat math test did VERY well worhx
got 18 over 20.
haha same marks leh. got telepathy
before e day of us taking e results
mrs gan scold us talk so much. v distracting.
but now our marks considered good norr.
hahax we v guai de lorr. we v attentive de + hardworking
heehee i v hou lian pi de
MUHAHAHAHAX!

2day felyna ask me go JE
wanna go la but tot my family going to west mall
but then neva go....
wish can take neoprints with her
cos i neva take with her b4.
i wanna take neoprints with
EVERYBODY!!!

i gonna put more songs in my blog.
haha let everybody listen n listen!!!
so for now....
BOOBUAIIX!!

__________all of this may not have happened____if u neva came in2 my life_______just...get lost________

i change my skin le
heehee how y'all peeps will lyk.
so lame go blog again....

watching PSS!!!
i wan DAREN to win!
he is e best!!!!

anyways i will end it here. so lame. hahax.
will post some pics if i can cos my bluetooth does not work in my com
i wanna put tt pic!!!

BOOBUAIx

a another so lame post

I HATE IT!!!
everything is going e way i neva wanted!!!
y do i haf to tolerate such things???
why do i even haf to care???
why do i haf to pretend to put on a stupid smile
and be hurt in e inside?????
why do i have to clear the shit that is nth to do with me???
n then after i clear it, it COMES BACK AGAIN???!!!!

breath in breath out
gotta take control man.
i shldnt care. haish.
anyways i got alot of things happened ytd
so i haf to rewind a little...

3rd feb~
went to my grandma's hse to visit my DARLING
so cute nor. he look at me v blur blur de.
then when he saw us, he didnt wan to drink e milk.
go crawl to us=]=]
then when i fed him, i told him to say please
he rly SAID IT!!!!!!
omg~. and he grew on small tooth.
look so cute n CUTE n CUTE!!!!
hahax anyways i taught one word 'zip'
even tho he cant rly pronounce the word
but still v cuddly cute lorrr!!!!
haish i rly miss him so much.
then going home le horr..he cried.tts wat my grandma told my mum=]
i love him more than anything else. except my family n GOD=]

after that my family go west mall
go shop and save. bought alot of things.
tt word 'alot' is rly rly ALOT.
is lyk we bought e whole mart.
when we pushing e cart down(using e elevator)
i held e cart lyk some duck.
HAHAX. after that went to newton circus
ate alot but still v hungry=[=[

i totally love fei lun hai!!!
so shuaiix all of them. hahax.
so cute, v boyish. and MORE CUTE!!!!


2day went to lot one but some stationary.
then just walk here and there.
bought e cd i wanted. haha i rly love MUSIC
music is my motto for life!!!!
LALALALALALALALA!!!!

heehee nth to write le nor.
MUHAHAHA
BOOBUAIIX!!!

_________did i make a mistake___shld i even care?_________