old times are terribly missed.
that was us when we were 13. and i look so ...small? i dunno.
and i look kinda tiny....(as if im that BIG now)
i really miss nanyang suddenly.
i really hope en wen could come out and just hang out with us.
the four-some shopping trip:)will be anticipating for it.
the only obstacle : en wen might not be allowed to come at all!

sighs.... i suddenly feel im such an .... introvert.. only for now dont worry.
i was thinking of many things, linking from one to another.
sometimes, you just feel that you are in the wrong , the culprit of all sins.
sometimes, you just feel like riding away from everything.
sometimes, you just want to be invisible once in a while
just... like vanish from the crowd to have the privacy of being alone, to think .
humans are born to make mistakes,
we just have to know how to pick up ourselves and dont pity oneself,
but rather embrace the fact that you just have to walk on
and see where the path ahead of you leads to.. .
okays im not being emo, i was just...well...thinking:D
its good to think at times, and not being so brainless and be irrational(?).

okays i better snap back to what im usually am,
which means being whimsically whacky. woohoo.


meet the parents session was okays.
most teachers said when im in doubt , i would seek for clarifications.
all comments were positive, except mr lee's. (i took a sneak peek)
he said i am really inattentive in class, and im talkative.
i guess he hates me cos i had a borderline pass for ch and i TALKED too much:)
and that im distracting steph. being talkative isnt an epidemic-kind-of-thing.
im just sociable :D:D:D
yawns...
anyways mdm tan said my languages are weak and i have to improve on it.
my mum was telling her that in the past , my english was good
but it took a toll in secondary school and my english's results dropped.
(mind my english, it is getting very crappy)
i was sniggering cos the whole conversation between my mum and mdm tan was kinda humourous .

oh ya i received this lame sms (according to the fowarded msg) from winanto.
it was kinda hilarious...might as well share it with everybody. spread the joy~:

(befroe their marriage)
boy:...
girl:so do you love me?
b:of course!
g:have you ever cheated on me?
b:no! how could you ever think that way!
g:do you think im pretty?
b:yes! you should think so too
g:do you think there's a woman out there better than me?
b: NO WAY!
g:i love you!

(after marriage)>> read backwards.

it is really silly lahs. and cute too.

brandon was fast to say he wouldnt do this to his gf.
wahwahwahwah 'power' seh. the future is filled with the unpredictables.
lols i mean...you never know. :)
rah.

goodbyes people. have a nice night:D
its good to be nice seh. aha! mdm tan also said it is a joy to teach me:D
ultimately true. *tears in joy*

i like a dot in a circle:D... are you getting horny reading this?

well i was looking at my blog and suddenly,
i saw this thing popping out from my blog.
it took an second to realise it was the imeem music box(whatever you call it lah!)

YK~hs: muz work hard for yr English le.i believe u can do it !!

when i saw this, i was very happy at least somebody understood how i feel.
even though he expected me to get high marks, he still cheered me .
unlike some who just rub it in you face, with eyes wide open, and go like' you failed, i thought you very good in the (subject) ??' that kind of crap. which is very very annoying.
okays i am not proud to say i failed my english but i did.
definitely, im disappointed with myself but there is nothing i can do.
i have done the test , i cant rewind time.
so all i can do is get a grip and move on. and break a leg.

i suddenly feel like talking about stereotype- thinking.
i hate it when people expect you to do better than what you got.
parents always say to not care of what others expect,
but it isnt that easy. unless you are kind who is so full of yourself, super confident or just cant be bothered to care of what others think of you.
there is nothing wrong with failing once in a while,
so why cant people just stop expecting so much??
is there a need to trample on people's pride with such snide remarks?
some are indirectly offensive , some are annoying , some are unintentional.
but whatever it is, it is still frustrating having to hear such remarks.
some are conscious of what comes out from their mouth,
so why dont you THESE people return the favour??


nvm about that.


yesterday went to nat's house for barbecue.
it was awe-to-the-some. helped out in piercing the prawn with satay sticks.
substain some minor cuts but nothing could be compared to what winanto KORR(hehe) contributed.
he was practically by the pit cooking for everybody throughout the bbq.
please applaud him for that. *claps claps claps*
and i must really point this out: ALEX BANGED ONTO THE GLASS PANE.
i cant believe it, he literally banged on to the pane.
he was on his way to the toilet, and ahead of him was this really transparent glass pane.
so he thought there was NOTHING in front of him.
so he ran...and BANG!BANG!BANG!. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
stephanie, stella(steph's sister) and i were laughing .
even nat's aunt , who was upstairs in the condo, could hear the tremendous din(?) alex created.
super hilarious. you should have seen the look on his face. HOHOHO!!:DD

oh ya, on the way to nat's house , i remembered something i saw.
it is not offensive nor obscene but it is just weird + funny.
there was this guy, who was using his hand and pushing his girl's head,
just so to snatch a kiss from her?
a surge of giggles was going to blast right out from my mouth
but it would be a total embarrassment.
i mean imagine , the total silence, aside from the engine sounds,
which has taken over the whole train....
suddenly you hear somebody laughing to herself
you turn your head to realise the laughter came out from this tiny short girl.
okays i think i shall be a scriptwriter. a very super lousy one indeed!
pose seh. nice right?

happy people:D


picture of the day. okays it is upside down but it is nice.
th other weird crazy pictures are in nat's phone. LOLERS.


and haziq and hafiz laughed at my ezlink card's pic.
and in the end steph and my tummies were 'ruptured' cos we laughed too hard.
and another in-the-end, more people saw the pic and lsughed even harder.
mdm tan didnt recognize me ! omgoshshshshshshshs!

i have watched 3 movies over the holidays:
the waterhorse
horton
sky of love <33333


ok this is when you let (for girls only) your inner bimbotic side of you scream!

3...
2...
1...
0!


*SCREAMS*... AHHHHHSSSSSS!!!

hiro(from the moviesky of love' ) is undeniably CUTE.
his bleached white hair is so so so handsomely COOL. he looks so suave in that punky hairdo.
omg i could melt just looking at his face,
he is so so so so adorable.

okays i sound so bimbotic now. lolers.

this movie is also at the same time really sad. you will cry buckets i tell you cos i did.

*any couples i know, YOU MUST WATCH. it will be a waste if you dont watch it.
all guys will be given the perfect chance to let their honey-bunny(this is getting icky)
a.k.a girlfriend lean on your shoulder and cry. then your job will be to take out tissues to wipe their tears or if you dont have, allow them to use your t shirt! then blah blah continue your own story from here!

hahas i think im getting abit too open here. and annoying at the same time.so lets talk about something else aye? :):):):):):)

recently yunqi has been writing me letters, updating on each other.
it's really cool , without using any form of technology such as smsing or stuffs.
it may look like it is kinda old-fashioned writing letters .
but at the same time, it gives me a very warm feeling.
euphoria, is that what i should be calling it? i dunno.
yunqi says she wants to give me a box of letters and i was kinda taken back, not negatively though.
does that mean that i have to slowly read each letter she wrote?
and have to write her back a super duper long reply'? hmmmmm....

will end my post here:D gonna blast into the air!

oh wait. not being a wet blanket, but ...
CAN YOU BELIEVE TMR IS THE START OF SCHOOL AND A NEW TERM???
and meet-the -parents session is coming soon.
kinda anticipating to it, want to hear what the teachers have to say.
i bet mr lee will say i always sleeps in class and is always unattentive. blahblah.
but nobody can blame me right?? his lessons are so deadlessly(no such word, please dont learn) boring so i kinda CANT HELP sleeping in his class. sorry mr lee:x

and mdm tan (chem) might pinpoint on my hair or something like that.maybe....hmmm..

i hope i dont get any bad remarks . heehee.

okays this time i will end my post. ciao people. and please tag my pathetic tagboard:(

.action taking place:doing geo project

.currently having a bad headache from browsing one website to another. and having to do at least 15 powerpoint slides on it. i cant even count it with my fingers. how 'little' is that huh?

.feel like:slamming my laptop but cant

.so far only did 5 slides.(10 more to go.. nice going HUISHI)

. helped tan hao with maths but got myself more confused than he is.

.typed out the summary points for my dear brother , winanto.

.helped tan hao again in maths. he is so adorably funny during the whole conversation, repeating the same equation on msn, and me processing every single word(or number) he typed for me to check.

.my stupid short hair is not dry despite the fact i bathed AN HOUR ago.

.just realised i havent done my english newspaper cutting and stupid chinese letter writing(i have decided to leave out the homework i have to do in my chinese workbook.....in pretence. gawd what the hell am i writing??!)

NOW: im in the state between dead and still-going-on-lifelessly.

woah. so much for HOLIDAYS.
YA. SO MUCH FOR THE HOLIDAYS WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO RELAX A TINY BIT
WHEN I CANT BECAUSE THE GEO PROJECT ALONE IS WEIGHING MY POOR BRAIN DOWN. 15 SLIDES IS SUCH A 'SMALL' AMOUNT OF WORK RIGHT, MR LEE?? WOW GUESS WHAT? NO MATTER HOW BAD THE SLIDES ARE, THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP ME FROM HANDING IT IN, AND IF I HAVE TO REDO THE WHOLE DAMN PROJECT..HURHURHUR.....YOU SHALL SEE ME WALK OUT OF YOUR CLASS. STEP BY STEP I WILL MOVE.

okays my sanity has gone messy.
tonight i MUST do the english and chinese hwk.
geeez i really DISLIKE chinese.
gahgahgah sometimes i feel like dropping it. T.T

screw myself if i slack again. i need transplant(?) chinese knowledge into my brain.
god somebody help implant the memory card of everything related to the language CHINESE into my head. or somebody enlightened me into liking my lovely mother tongue.

backmasking is so damn scary.
go search on it on youtube,
and i can bet with my life, you will be scared out of your wits.
those hidden messages behind the songs will definitely make your hair stand,
especially those sang by the beatles.
*hair stands*

and i dislike people who label people as 'brainless'.
i mean i wont dislike them, i just dislike that kind of comment.
(added this just in case i offend anybody)
i mean seriously, does that kind of comment make you look any smarter?
brainless people are people without brains, which is rather impossible.

meaning of spam:
to send the same message to many DIFFERENT people using email or the internet, usually a way from someone to advertising something.

^
^
that was for some people to see :D



anyways, i have loads of hw.
past two days i finished my a maths revision exercises 1 and 2.
went back to school on saturday to get my bloody chem workbook.
i mistaken it with the practical book cos they look so similiar
and logarithms are terribly tiring for my pathetic brain.
but i shall move on and practise!
practise makes perfect.
.

and today i realised i didnt bring back my chinese textbook as intended.
.
and holidays are not exactly holidays.
have tons of homework:
A maths-3 revision exercises
self study on E maths(even have a test on T2W2. WTH?)
chinese- letter writing
chinese-workbook(got answers from behind:D)
english- newspaper cutting(like this would really improve my english=.=)
chemistry- formulae ws
chemistry- workbook
physics-graph
geography- project on some river. (i deleted last year's project =.=)
social studies-one source-based question:D:D

and im truly glad i dont have any supp classes over the holidays.
if not i will tell my teachers to go bang their head on the wall.

**
brought (books) back:
chem textbook
chem workbook
chem RING file
chem practical book(it was a total mistake to bring this back)

physics textbook
physics workbook
physics RING file.

geography workbook
geography textbook

ss textbook
ss workbook

chinese workbook
chinese textbook(getting it tmr)

a maths textbook

emaths textbook
emaths workbook


**

and books i have to bring(from the list) on monday(opening of school):
.chem(including practical book cos i have practical on that day)
.physics
.chinese
.e maths
.a maths.

books amounted:
uncountable.

***

and these few days my english have gone really haywire.
during art club my english was a complete disaster.
i even said: ' my english is something bad'
jiali and mabel were laughing at that sentence


***

people, please tag more often.

****
i suffered three cuts in one day. four actuallu
woohoo!!!!
now im being-cut-tendency girl. woohoo~
lets just blame on my karma? :D
and please people, im not being sadistic.
these cuts are not on purpose,
i will never ever resort into carrying out such foolish acts.
no offence to those who do it out of stress and all.
(NOT TO THOSE WHO DO IT OUT OF ATTENTION !)


BYE peepoes:D

now im eating grapes and reading a book called 'mates, dates and chocolate cheats'
so give me some time to finish reading the book before i continue the post:D

******* 30 minutes later********

i decided to read it later and continue to tempt myself with wonder grapes.

L is hot. you girls have to admit that.
i tried typing the way he did in the movie.
and it was hard. my fingers were going everywhere.

*the next few parts of this post fromnow might be a tad too boring for many, so you can skip it if you want to:D

watched this show named ' i shouldnt be alive'
it was about survivors(a guy and a girl, two in total) from a boat crash(dont know how u call it)
the tides and waves in the sea was very strong , causing the boat to shake violently.
water begun to seep into the yacht and the choice they could do was to abandon the yacht. they threw out the lifeboat(aka dinghy) and they jumped out.
that was only the start of their terrible days, mark my words.
the people were clinging on the edge of their dinghy.
one of people onboard, who happens to be the wife of the captain, injured her leg
and gash was awfully deep...deep to the bone.
fear , sadnesss and loneliness were what they felt the survivors claimed.

one of the guy friend of the survivor accused e female survivor of kicking him.
she checked what was causing the kicking by looking into the water.
and guess what she saw?
SHARKS. not just on , two or ten. it came to around TWENTY PLUS.
imagine how threateningly scary is that?? twenty + sharks right below your feet.
if i were her, i might have just scream and do nothing.

anyways, they quickly climbed onto the dinghy and held each other closely.
the dinghy was filled with seawater, mixed with urine and pus(oozed out by the girl's wounds)
((i was literally shaken when i heard about it. the disgusting colour of the water, the horrid stench.my heart was thumping to a irregular fast-pacing rhythm you know ))

so days passed,two of males on the dinghy went to drink seawater out of desperation(they were severely dehydrated, same goes for the other.)
they even said it was holy water. their sense of common sense has officially went nuts.
so time after time, the tortures of hallucination and craziness begun.
both jumped into the sea, saying that they saw land or 7-11 and wanted to stretch.
the other people in the dinghy could not do anything to stop them for they were drained.
so hence witnessing the cause of their deaths, which was being eaten alive by the sharks.they moaned and cried. they wanted to relish to be heroes but yet they didnt move an inch to save their friends. sighs.

what made them(survivors) more depressed was when the wife of the captain lost her marbles. it was clear that she was badly infected by the gangrene in her wounds and it has spread to her brain, causing her to go mentally mad.
she begun to speak in tongues, words nobody could comprehend, and she did weird hand signs, as if being possessed.
they knew death was lurking near her and truly, the next day , she was lying on the spot she sat , silent and motionless.
the male survivor was thinking of eating her up, despite the fact that cannibalism is strictly prohibited. but the female survivor was firm on her roots. besides, the body was so infected, eating it could lead their lives to fatality.

thus, they took out her clothes, jewelery as memories for her family.
they said their prayers and threw her body into the sea.
hiding their heads under some plank was the next thing they did to avoid the sight of her being eaten by the sharks.

their hope depleted to the extent that they rather die then go on.
LUCKILY, they saw a russian ship and waved at them.
TADAAA, they were saved:D

my sis told me she cant stop thinking about what happened and what they must have felt and now im influenced by it. gasps gotta stop thinking, before i get nightmares and insommia and rely the works(or magic) of sleeping pills.


******

with people like steph, edwin, tan hao, alex, jiajun, yu heng, haziq , yenshan.
im bound to be as horny as i used to be in the past.
omg i cant believe edwin and alex can relate horny stuffs with practicals???
EEEKKKKKKKS~~~~~~~

even on the phone, im horny. LMAO.
must rid some of the horniness:D:D:D:D
or maybe not...hmmmmmmmm.

and during PE, i got slammed by e ball during FnC(mt group's name) presentation, by none other than my very good pal TANHAO.
stupidity and idiocy are the only things i can describe about this event.
i literally placed the hoolahoop right in front of my face, giving tanhao the accidental chance to smash the ball in my face. i think i looked stupid at that time. gos , what was i thinking? even tan JJ ridiculed at me. gosh.

is my brain on the verge of losing its mentality??