CHEEKY MAMBO SHALALALALA

eee yer.. i have pimple outbreaks!!
BOO HOO blame e creator of hideous pimple!!
ok maybe im just being paranoid. my pimple is so small...

but seriously? who would want to have a lump of oil on ur face??
even e stupidest people
or those with obnoxious fashion sense, wouldn't hell want them??!!

my mood: how do you call that....hmm flat?? bored?

today's IT enrichment SUCKS big time.
the computers are so so SO slow. which is sth i find in every computer in most schools.
what made things worse[for me] was that i could not log into my account cos i forgot the
bloody PASSWORD!!

bloodiest hell

whst made matters worse was that my com was so LAG,
i could not finish my brochure in or on time:((
the stupid computer took so long just to copy-paste a picture,
which is so dammm irritating can??
i mean c'mon, it is high time the school gets better computers.
no offence really, but seriously,
could you provide us with computers that are good and quick enough
to finish the given projects??
it does not have to be the best, just adequate to quickly our things:))

pfft.

and due to the VERY long hours, i became emo.
i kept laughing when im not suppose to...
seriously if i were to choose between two choices of sitting for the whole day staring at a lagging com or run up to the highest mountain, i rather take the second option.
since young i hated IT classes.
i detested it cos i remembered so called 'insulted'
for being slow cos i didnt know how to use e keyboard when i was 8??
who cares??

remembered when e conversation with winanto>>
[winanto drew this two beautiful green patterns and i saw it]
me:winanto, you do very nice leh.
winanto: i know.
me:can you help me do e green one? not that green one but e green one??

it makes no sense. im just going round and round in circles.
winanto and wt kept laughing and repeating what i said....
and my head was going to fly off cos i was laughing too hard:D:D:D:D:DD:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

come to think about childhood teachers, i harbour[and still] hatred for my primary one form teacher>:((
she is very biase to the smarter kids, whereas meaner to the not-as-smart kids and i happened to be one of them. i hated HER to the guts.
i remembered i cried when she reprimanded me for not being able to do my english hw.
but i didnt know how to do cos i could not understand her. and when i told her this,
she said that i didnt pay enough attention and didnt listen to her.
does he get the meaning of not understanding and not listening.
two different and seperate meanings. worlds apart!

wait wait wait why am i angry about this, it's been lyk 7 years.
but because of HER, i sort of have a thing for most teachers who taught the SMARTER students.

if there was a cake right beside me,
and if she was standing beside me,
plus if there were no rules or regulations,
i would REALLY love to use e cake and smash it in her face,
smudging all that cream or fruit in her face[or mouth]
and tell her she totally deserves it:D:D


i think i have gone mad, guess what i oreadi am:D:D


last sunday went to west mall,
shopped and shopped. and bought nothing.
rented a book called 'love reasons'
my sista say e book is really good, just that e ending makes you wanna throw a table.
just kidding about that, yes i know it is lame.
but my sis say e ending will make you kinda angry.

i so wanna THAT book. TEEHEE

major gigs. ROFL. haha.
i think i might have gone over the limit...

crazy kicks for dicks[or dickheads]. yes it is finalised. im mad:D:D

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourdreamsmeanquiz/">What Do Your Dreams Mean?

'girls are scared of emotional torture and guys are easily seduced by girls.]

that's wat i learnt from e show 'xing fu shuang ren chuan' on channel 8.
come to think about this, it seems kinda true.
from my perception, most girls are very committed to relationships.
and obviously they hate to be controlled or being hurt by their loved ones.
or be shot by daggers of insults.
cos all they want from their BFs or hubby or WHATEVER
is love and care:):):)

as for boys..hmmmm i dunno that much kays. im nt a boy u know. but i kind of agree to this statement:):):) no offence taken boys kays??

my mood: i dunno. i dunno. I DUNNO!!!
hated thursday cos it was sculpture walk.
not that i cant admire e art pieces .
just could nt stand our guide.her face is lyk sour prunes.
and she laffed at her own jokes which were LAME to us.
nobody really cared what she was explaining.
i cud nt care less of her glances on me.
PFFT.

and e bus was infested with insects....

2day went to IMM with winanto. we went into mini toons where i was busy
hugging e cuddly toys:):)[hint for my birthday prezzie;)
just kidding about that BUT i dun mind ya know:):)]
ok that sounded more like some sort of a demand right? :):)
actually we were waiting for wei ting and mandy to arrive
so that we can go to GIANT to write down e prices of e food stuff for e BBQ.

seriously we had lots of fun in e supermarket.
we kept laughing lyk some psychopaths if i have not mistaken.
acting lyk babarians( to say things not crudely, maniacs would be a better term),
we 'roamed' in GIANT and played.
everytime we were discussing about leftover chicken wings not eaten during e BBQ,
mandy would say 'ke yi da bao de'(which means can takeaway or sth lyk that).
From then winanto called her 'bangala aunty'.
HAHAx.

so after much of our crazy-in-motion, we went to e section where all e charcoals were and other materials for BBQ's uses were.
that was when all e frenzy started again.
mandy wanted to use a pair of tongs to pinch my butt but failed to do so.
yippees. my butt is being saved by e clutches of a 'bangala aunty'[no offence mandy].
she also used e tongs to pick up a sepap teckcraw[i dunno how u call it.that rattle ball] and threw it around.
it was absolutely hilarious. ROFL.
wei ting also 'whipped' out another pair of tongs and 'fought' with mandy.
like er one on one??
mandy also used a badminton racket to hit winanto.

i had a feeling or premonition that people were looking at us
and that was not a good thing . cos we kept laughing ly wk MAD peepoes or lunatics.
LOL.ROFL.

anyways winanto bought me a pacifier sweet to suck on.
i jokingly[actually i wanted e sweet LAH] suggested to him to buy a sweet
and he did!!:):):)
when i was sucking it lyk nobody should care,
it seemed that everybody cared to stare at me.
ok cos DEFINITELY i must have looked lyk a retard.
that was e cause of e weird stares....
'fancy being at e age of fourteen but still sucking on her sweet pacifyer:):)
she must be seriously mad. gotta get a hold of herself'
probably that's what they thought yeah?
WATEVA.

later we went into e shop where all e elctronic devices[forgot e shop's name].
saw a boy playing e elcetric piano. and when he saw us passing by
and looking at him[ or was it just me cos i wanted to hear what he was playing]
he STOPPED and gave me that kind of err-can-u-dun-look-at-me-and-scoot-off expression.
SO LAME can....
so when i went to another to e FRIDGE section,
he was still looking at my direction=.=
which i dun see e need in it cos im far away enuff to not hear u and ur music man.
calm down yeah..

oh yeah today e sec twos had to watch a movie 'akeelah and the bee'
as some of e clips were related to JVS' school moral values:
P erseverance
R espect
I ntegrity
D iligence
E xcellence

e show was great yeah. Dylan was kind of cute.
it was sweet when javier gave akeelah a peck on e cheek:):)

BTW e words were so CHEEM[ during e spelling bee]. i dun even know one of them[most LAH]
and i cant believe akeelah[main character] studied e dictionary
to memorise words. i doubt i can flip e first page cos
BIG words give me headaches.
ok maybe i could if im interested to find e meaning of some word.
but if u want me to read a dictionary, i rather u kill me than having millions words swirling in my head.

recently i realized i LOVE mrs gan!!
teehee i love her SO SO SO much!
me and amanda chatted with her this wednesday.
and i never knew she was so GIRLY,
cos i had this image or impression that she was a serious lady
who ate metal and would kill anybody hu irritated her.
ok im just exaggerating...
BUT she sounded very young at that moment. so ADORABLE!!
BEAUTIFUL YOUTH. *admires*

i think im in love.
JUST KIDDING. haha im nt a lesibian ok???!!


:):):):):):):):):):)

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA im CRAZILY IN LOVE.

BAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAH.




e pacifyer sweet:)

i dread tmr. meet-the-parents' meeting. dammn. why do teachers have so much free time??


'Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it'
[over it by katherine mcphee]


___TRALALALAs. yes im mad and always will be. TAD_____________

You Have Your Emotions in Check

You are an incredibly stable and happy person.Ever consider being a therapist?You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what.You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.

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TRALALALALA.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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hmm maybe true ba...

Your Worry Factor is 34%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/doyouworrytoomuchquiz/">Do You Worry Too Much?

is this true??? HAHA

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourworldviewquiz/">What Is Your World View?

absolutely true!

mood:hmmmm neutral?



ben told me he never laughed at me and even encouraged me?:):)
well probably i missed out that part:):):)
hahax i dunno anything. clean forgotten about it. its been a week seh.
cant possibly be remembering everything:):):)



CHEEERRS.



when miss tan was talking about some class camp(no overnights),
i just realized my holidays will be err herm ruined(somewhat larr)
cos i oreadi received e maths homework we have to do over e holidays
and it is confirmed we will have chinese hw. BOO HOO.
PLUS i still have e other maths a.k.a training papers to work on
for some competition.
yeah these training maths paper consists most questions on patterns, common sense, simultaneous equations.
and i absolutely hate patterns. it is so tiring when u have to keep on doing trial and error. or figuring e dammm problems. eee yeer i hate patternsXP. pukes....



and i just remembered that mdm rafilah said we might have an art club camp
to paint e toilets and maybe e canteen??
it oreadi took painstaking hours to finish painting door of e toilet and now we have to paint e insides and maybe e canteen?
now i dread just going to e canteen cos i cant imagine how we are gonna paint it. e canteen aint a small place u know. it may seem so but it is NOT!!


wells i nth to write. i dun even noe why i posting, geeeezzz.

hiie back to blog again:)
well it might be a good thing cos im happy right now:):):)
no longer emo or depressed lyk what benJAMIN said about my profile and posts:D:D:D

happy hui shii embarks her journey here...

=.=


mood: well, HAPPY. shake e booty yeah.


on marking day, which was 16th may..
went ice skating with eileen, evelyn, nat n jin lan.
i fell many times... major embarrassment

*counting with my fingers*

to be exact, i fell FIVE times.:(
my butt really hurt.
blame e damm ice. why does it have to be so hard???:(:(:(:(
btw thank you everybody who guided me
and let me hold them so tightly:):):)

benjamin laughed at me when i fell on my knees in e ice skating ring.
but he had his retribution when he fell on this wet puddle:):)
he had a number of bruises on his arm.
when i was going to use plaster nat gave me for my blister,
he asked me if i could give it to him.
with a little of reluctance, i gave it to him.
i have such a BIG heart:):):):):) kindness within e beautiful heart. aww

DRAMA MOMO:D:D:D:D

left e ring at 12.30pm.
played in e arcade. i suck at car games.
BOO HOO:(:(:(:(:(
went to watch spidey in action(spider man 3)
with nat, brina, evelyn, jin lan, WX n mao mao.
watched it for two times. and im still loving it.
but one thing i could nt accept was that harry died protecting spidey a.k.a peter.
i cried u noe T.T.
a handsome face in the show had to go just lyk that.
sad to say he was/is e onli handsome guy in e show.
not that tobey mcguire(spidey) is not handsome, just that he comes across as cute to me:):)

i have this sudden urge to meet up with cleon, WH, man ru, ts, en wen, yunqi. n many more peepoes to play e arcade in e dhouby gaut mrt station:):):)
how i miss those times in nanyang.... :):):)
just thinking about it makes me tinkle:):):):):):)

I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH.


ytd went for a programme 'dare to dream'
learnt about multiple intelligences, which were:
naturalist intellegence[ it is about nature . you noe]
bodily-kinesthetic intelligence[ it is about physical things, sports]
intrapersonal intelligence[to be able to understand ones elf's emotion]
visual- spatial intelligence[ creativity and art;D ]
musical-rhythmic intelligence[ ability to rmb music and rhythm]
interpersonal intelligence[ ability to interact with ppl]
logical- mathematic intelligence[ OBVIOUSLY it is about ability to solve mathematical problems fast]
verbal linguistic intelligence[ ability to create thoughts n being expressive]

i think i either belong in e visual-spatial intelligence or logical-mathematic intelligences.
had full marks n 9 points respectively:D:D:D:D:D
plus when i grow up, i want to be in fashion line.
as in i wanna be a fashion designer:):) LOL.

YIPEES. major happiness.


:):):):):)

my.. my...
i think i have gone too happily mad?
im smiling too much . beats better than frowning:):):)

BWHAHAHAHAHA:D:D:D:D

ok im officially mad..wait i oreadi am.
13999:):):):):)


pink cocktail is so frigging good for me♥. /

when u want sth, make ur first step.
no matter how hard things may seem lyk.
dun wait for e other party to do so.
or in e end u might still waiting all alone , pinned down with false hope

when u wan sth, pls do sth to make it happen
or else when everything is gone,
it is too late to take it back or wish for it or regret.

everybody has a weakness, a vulnerability.
no matter how much they hide, how strong they seemed n act,
somehow their vulnerability will surface someday n be discovered by someone.

dun owaes think u still have enuff time to get e things u wan,
cos u neva noe by e time u turn around,
probably everything has disappeared.
it is like getting e bag. u feel reluctant to buy. but when u decided to have it,
it might have been bought by someone else(lame...)
so it applies to neva wait too long to tell someone how much u love them,
cos u neva when they will vanish in just a second, a minute, a hour. watever.


ANDANDAND

to e passer-by from yp's blog:
grow up?
if u are so daring enuff to voice out ur own opinion,
pls have guts to write ur famous or 'prominent' name down.
n if u can write down all this nonsensical craps, be MENTALLY PREPARED to face insults.
dun come scolding people lyk u are some big action or DUA PAI in this scenario.
u shld noe that there will owaes be contradictions or disagreements in what u say
nobody can please everybody.
u asked for it, e insults. u were e one hu started this after all:)
nt onli u are inflicting pain on others, u urself get hated for being such a pest.
blossom from all ur adolescence and childishness. i beg you so.
stop hurting my friends. thank you very much:)


penciled my thoughts down.

BAH. im so angry. fuming from this anger.
i could melt an ice cap right now.
e heat angry wave emitting from me could burn down all habitual forestrial areas.
im too angry to pen it down. too angry too find e right words .
sighs. e world sometimes is so unfair to e innocent.

well e world is supposedly to be unfair,
but sometimes it turns to a harsh reality for some.
but we live and learn from it, to survive in this unfair world,
where coincidences or inevitabilities happen they way u do nt wan
and sometimes, it is annoying to have to face it 24/7.

sighs...what e hell am i writing??


i wish upon a star someday i will hold your hand, n then kick ur ***:)

im stressed. tired . too weak to even think abt it
things i cant comprehend.
EMO KILLS.

im overly curious? curiosity kills e cat.
im that cat:] miaow.

guess wat?my tummy is rumbling jumbling tumbling.

/♥. mystified . if u cant understand , u dont know me well.

my mood: in between e words 'crazy' and 'hyper'

all the important exams are finally over.
everybody can lighten up with the holiday mood.

:)

have been missing for 2 weeks? i dunno. hahax

yesterday and today, went to science centre play water with fely, GWT, cherry, bear, potato and amanda. jin yang also came along but did nt want to join in e fun with us.
i noe it may sound childish but it was ok.
ytd i was drenched all over: from top to bottom.
hahax. it was rather cold when i board e bus cos of e air con.

2day was more fun as we played longer and we were errmm more 'violent'?
as in there were alot of sabotaging of friends behind their backs: pushing them into the upcoming water:)
we went with potato, GWT, cherry, bear, amanda and jy.
again JY didnt play n potato had to go off to meet somebody.
i was e first one to be wet cos GWT pushed me into e water,
then all of the sudden, one of those water spurting things
overwhelmingly sprayed all over me. there was this moment GWT and cherry,
they totally bullied me. they pushed me around lyk some bean bag,
guess what? every part of my clothes all soaked with water:my hair dripping many droplets of water, like rain. hahahax.
soon after, clar came. i love today so much.

we played like babarians? yeah people were staring at us lyk we are some psychos who
just cant have enough fun in the water. hahax but hu cares? just wanna play all i can
cos e tightest seatbelt has oreadi unbuckled from all the stress from exams. gonna let my
hair down.for all i care even if i looked like a lion. BAH.
there was once cherry was pulling GWT and remarkably, his head banged onto mine.
and it seriously hurts. his head seems to be made of metal. my head and brain was ringing
cos of e impact. omg it rly rly hurts. owww...
and i felt sick. feverish. i had bloodshot eyes cos of e water. s

after e whole water-playing event, we changed into a new set of clothes
bear had to buy e t shirt(it costed $12.90) as she did not bring any extra clothes along.
went into e omni centre n took some ride in this helicopter[ it aint e real kind ok]
i felt groggy and giddy due to e 'sudden' movements of e helicopter.
so i decided to buy this warheads sweets in liquid form which tasted v sour.
but it somehow became revolting when it gave me an tummy upset.

after cruising around e centre, we went to JEC to slack.
was having e worst headache oreadi by then. trying to tolerate and holding back the possibility of me screaming cos e pain was accumulating over time.
tick tock. so i suggested to everybody to go home since clar needs to fetch her sis.
went home with e heavy head. it could fall at any minute.

ok end of explanation for 2day?
end of post? no way duh.

three simple words: i had enough.
u claim u have changed. probably u NEVER did not do much self-reflection.
not enough to change people's mind.
you have not realize people still hate you to their guts cos of ur attitude.
thats all i want to say. im being as polite as possible. im trying not to beat around the bush
and be tedious. just short, sweet, simple, starightforward. FOR YOUR EYES TO SEE.

pfft. major tolerance. craps. nonsensical craps.

guessed wat? e DNT artifact is finally done.
thanks to e big help from WT, fely n jy.
they helped out alot. even heard GWT accidentally hurt his hand with e straight cutter:(
poor boy had his thumb plastered. i was nt dere at e scene to see how it happened:(

did i mention e artifact was cool? YES it ROCKED. even tho e cam was nt rly working ..

BUT WHO CARES?

cos as long it is done, i dun care. it is btr than nth.
besides i didnt contribute much. no complains=)
im nice? yes pls nod ur heads.
all of you , audience, have to agree to this statement:)

*applauses*


THANK YOUS.

ok im seriously gotta stop this lame-ness in me.
seems there no cure for it. somehow it is my trademark.
n no one can steal this perfect title from me:]

have not done my art draft. v lazy. can someone help me?
wow tot this post will be kept short.
guess i was wrong. it is long i suppose.
BWAHAHAHAHAx.

ok end e post from all my lame-ness.
SO LONG PEEPOES

(i noe i have been toking abt this issue but many people opposed to e idea of me cutting my hair short. cos either i look btr with my current hairstyle or short hair is a nono thing for me. im so confused )
_________ur eyes melts my tender heart____________