now im eating grapes and reading a book called 'mates, dates and chocolate cheats'
so give me some time to finish reading the book before i continue the post:D

******* 30 minutes later********

i decided to read it later and continue to tempt myself with wonder grapes.

L is hot. you girls have to admit that.
i tried typing the way he did in the movie.
and it was hard. my fingers were going everywhere.

*the next few parts of this post fromnow might be a tad too boring for many, so you can skip it if you want to:D

watched this show named ' i shouldnt be alive'
it was about survivors(a guy and a girl, two in total) from a boat crash(dont know how u call it)
the tides and waves in the sea was very strong , causing the boat to shake violently.
water begun to seep into the yacht and the choice they could do was to abandon the yacht. they threw out the lifeboat(aka dinghy) and they jumped out.
that was only the start of their terrible days, mark my words.
the people were clinging on the edge of their dinghy.
one of people onboard, who happens to be the wife of the captain, injured her leg
and gash was awfully deep...deep to the bone.
fear , sadnesss and loneliness were what they felt the survivors claimed.

one of the guy friend of the survivor accused e female survivor of kicking him.
she checked what was causing the kicking by looking into the water.
and guess what she saw?
SHARKS. not just on , two or ten. it came to around TWENTY PLUS.
imagine how threateningly scary is that?? twenty + sharks right below your feet.
if i were her, i might have just scream and do nothing.

anyways, they quickly climbed onto the dinghy and held each other closely.
the dinghy was filled with seawater, mixed with urine and pus(oozed out by the girl's wounds)
((i was literally shaken when i heard about it. the disgusting colour of the water, the horrid stench.my heart was thumping to a irregular fast-pacing rhythm you know ))

so days passed,two of males on the dinghy went to drink seawater out of desperation(they were severely dehydrated, same goes for the other.)
they even said it was holy water. their sense of common sense has officially went nuts.
so time after time, the tortures of hallucination and craziness begun.
both jumped into the sea, saying that they saw land or 7-11 and wanted to stretch.
the other people in the dinghy could not do anything to stop them for they were drained.
so hence witnessing the cause of their deaths, which was being eaten alive by the sharks.they moaned and cried. they wanted to relish to be heroes but yet they didnt move an inch to save their friends. sighs.

what made them(survivors) more depressed was when the wife of the captain lost her marbles. it was clear that she was badly infected by the gangrene in her wounds and it has spread to her brain, causing her to go mentally mad.
she begun to speak in tongues, words nobody could comprehend, and she did weird hand signs, as if being possessed.
they knew death was lurking near her and truly, the next day , she was lying on the spot she sat , silent and motionless.
the male survivor was thinking of eating her up, despite the fact that cannibalism is strictly prohibited. but the female survivor was firm on her roots. besides, the body was so infected, eating it could lead their lives to fatality.

thus, they took out her clothes, jewelery as memories for her family.
they said their prayers and threw her body into the sea.
hiding their heads under some plank was the next thing they did to avoid the sight of her being eaten by the sharks.

their hope depleted to the extent that they rather die then go on.
LUCKILY, they saw a russian ship and waved at them.
TADAAA, they were saved:D

my sis told me she cant stop thinking about what happened and what they must have felt and now im influenced by it. gasps gotta stop thinking, before i get nightmares and insommia and rely the works(or magic) of sleeping pills.


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with people like steph, edwin, tan hao, alex, jiajun, yu heng, haziq , yenshan.
im bound to be as horny as i used to be in the past.
omg i cant believe edwin and alex can relate horny stuffs with practicals???
EEEKKKKKKKS~~~~~~~

even on the phone, im horny. LMAO.
must rid some of the horniness:D:D:D:D
or maybe not...hmmmmmmmm.

and during PE, i got slammed by e ball during FnC(mt group's name) presentation, by none other than my very good pal TANHAO.
stupidity and idiocy are the only things i can describe about this event.
i literally placed the hoolahoop right in front of my face, giving tanhao the accidental chance to smash the ball in my face. i think i looked stupid at that time. gos , what was i thinking? even tan JJ ridiculed at me. gosh.

is my brain on the verge of losing its mentality??