im bored!
it is the last day of 2008 and im effing bored
and im not looking forward to 2009.
'O' levels is charging towards us. sad life
and im left with 3 more newspaper reports
my mum told me not to do. she thinks my porridge wont even mark or care.
life is boring!!! i feel like going out but yet i feel like zonking out at home.
piglife you might say, hohoho.
and i cant believe im singing 'decode' and im hitting all the notes.
im making miracles. lols. and i can stretch my voice!
hahas whats wrong with me. lols that asyiqin made me sing more and more.
i still remembered singing with her, and suhaira said it was nice,
which i ultimately beg to differ. lols. asyiqin was like
'huishi, your voice really nice lah'. hoho.
i was criticized for having such an awful voice.
also i got criticized for not using my voice properly . hmmmm.
asyiqin was supporting me all the way, telling me these people are bullshitting .
supposed to go out with yt, but cant cos no girls.
no countdown with precious friends. sadsad.
i still dont understand why do we still have to go back to sch on fri,
when ,well, it would be a saturday the next day.
it does not make any sense. ok i rather have holidays then school now.
cos it is the important year for people of my age, the dreadful 'O' levels.
and im going to slog my guts out and study and study.
jiayou to myself~
happy new year peeps. just enjoy ur day and pray that 2009
would be as good as chocolate(: nonsense huishi. talking nonsense
i pray that all my good friends will have a wonderful day today and always!
oh my mum told me not to tie my hair to one side
cos some fashion programme said so =.=
HYDROGEN.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL(:
may all my friends be blessed with good health, wealth and whatever(:
i paid 5 bucks to fall in sentosa. steph said that.
and i dont want to describe the fall cos it was downright horrible,
not to mention embarrassing. but steph and yvonne helped me alot(:
thanks! and that steph made me laugh cos she kept laughing.wth.
sentosa outing was great with 11 people from 3B.
ya 11, pathetic right? out of 40 students, only 11 came=.=
aizat was the only guy there cos hafiz, khairul and ryan
couldnt make it in time.
we played at the beach and got soaking wet(:
and i got tanner:( no no i want to be fair! life is so unfair!
we all met up at vivo for dinner after the sentosa outing(:
twilight was kinda disappointing. the movie was not really flowing right.
it was like jumping here and there. and i counted at least 20 over close-ups
on edward and bella and the other characters. it was weird. hmmmmm.
but edward remains hot on my list(: and i find alice really pretty (:
and jacob is cute(: wooo hooo!
i hope the second sequel would be good. sighs.
i suggest people to watch yes man and ip man (eep.mun).
these movies are awesome. esp ip man(:
the fighting, the sounds, the everything is as good as eating sugar-coated strawberries(:.
ok i dunno why am i thinking of sugar-coated strawberries.
(:(:(:
yays! i have done two parts of my chinese homework!
now left with 4 newspaper reports and one more exercise from maths(:
later going commontown to see answers. BORED TO DEATH.
can u tell how bored am i?
each paragraph is so bland and perfectly boring with no humour.
i want school to reopen! though homework is bound to pile
and i have to wrack my poor brain off.
LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
LINKIN PARK
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
may all my friends be blessed with good health, wealth and whatever(:
i paid 5 bucks to fall in sentosa. steph said that.
and i dont want to describe the fall cos it was downright horrible,
not to mention embarrassing. but steph and yvonne helped me alot(:
thanks! and that steph made me laugh cos she kept laughing.wth.
sentosa outing was great with 11 people from 3B.
ya 11, pathetic right? out of 40 students, only 11 came=.=
aizat was the only guy there cos hafiz, khairul and ryan
couldnt make it in time.
we played at the beach and got soaking wet(:
and i got tanner:( no no i want to be fair! life is so unfair!
we all met up at vivo for dinner after the sentosa outing(:
twilight was kinda disappointing. the movie was not really flowing right.
it was like jumping here and there. and i counted at least 20 over close-ups
on edward and bella and the other characters. it was weird. hmmmmm.
but edward remains hot on my list(: and i find alice really pretty (:
and jacob is cute(: wooo hooo!
i hope the second sequel would be good. sighs.
i suggest people to watch yes man and ip man (eep.mun).
these movies are awesome. esp ip man(:
the fighting, the sounds, the everything is as good as eating sugar-coated strawberries(:.
ok i dunno why am i thinking of sugar-coated strawberries.
(:(:(:
yays! i have done two parts of my chinese homework!
now left with 4 newspaper reports and one more exercise from maths(:
later going commontown to see answers. BORED TO DEATH.
can u tell how bored am i?
each paragraph is so bland and perfectly boring with no humour.
i want school to reopen! though homework is bound to pile
and i have to wrack my poor brain off.
LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
LINKIN PARK
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
Thursday, December 18, 2008
im back with things to share from taiwan.
well my blog is in hopeless shape apparently.
weiting said that my blog is dead bcos i dont update enuff
to keep people interested . hahas sadly i always forget all the
exciting events in my life, for example, i have seen a cricket rubbing its wings to make
that irritating sound last month, or i banged my head on the door after waking from my deep sleep last last last week. hmmmm so redundant.
TAIWAN SCOOP
1st day:
nothing to say. traumatizing.
2nd day:
went to jiufen street. in yeliu.
the street was FLOODED. i mean really FLOODED.
all i can see was people walking up and down, left and right,
squeezing thru their way and eating chou doufu. bleagrh to that.
alot of japanese peeps too.
oh there was this fat man who nearly squashed against the wall.
very scary cos he looked like he was going to topple onto me.
and u can guess what will probably happen.
went to the mazhu temple. buddhist stuff.
im not sure of the name so pls forgive me.
after that headed to the farm to stay for the night.
no fruits in the farm, nth to pluck. sad right?
only saw a miserable orange among hundreds of trees. sadded
3rd day:
later when to tai lu ge in hualien, where all the mountains were located at.
with all those rivers and springs.
the trip up the mountain was horrible though.
now i understand how pregnant people felt when they have morning sickness
cos i sorta went through the same thing. (pls im not pregnant ).
motion sickness was so so so hard to take. wanted to vomit but i cant.
all i could do was to burp loudly, and it did not feel good. bleahrgu.
but it was worth it, the scenery was awesome to the max. can relate geography
with all those features. ok call me a nerd lah. i studied during holidays (:
after that, we went to this jade museum.
dad bought my sis and i a necklace.
oh he did not buy jade pendants pls. we are way too young to appreciate jade
sweet of him anyways. oh the jade stuff was great. shiny and cold.
4th day:
took a train back to taipei as out first tour guide had to sayonara .
met our second guide( who is a total pervert. steph and asy know about him).
went to this museum(again) to see all the pottery from the ch'ing dynasty.
kinda cool, esp that jade caixin.
then went to some place to see people marching. handsome people.
lols. i wasnt drooling ok.i know my limits. but they were really hot,
and really tall. lols. whatever.
saw a troop of japanese students.
the shocking find was that jap girls' skirt are not short, unlike in those anime.
they are long. not just long, extremely long. slightly above the ankles.
did i go to a night market on this day?
idk....
4th day:
went to yet another temple about the dragon's and tiger's mouths(what's up with temples?).
aiya im lazy to think about it. so so many things.
went to night market after a long journey cos we skipped some of the itinerary things
shopshop and eateateat. sighs wonder if i will grow sideways.
cos i seriously ate like a glutton. one after another. but did alot of walking.
walked for three straight hours gah.
5th day:
i only vividly remember another night market and shopped like hell.
oh well.....
6th day:
*speechless*
went to a lousy hotel located near those red-light district.
old men starred at my mum, sis and i. from up to middle. then down all the way.
got this bloody cheeky man looked at my sis like she was ...u know.
i totally starred him like a mad woman. whatever.
7th day:
home sweet home.
okay i shall write about 15 dec's outing cos i need to go right now.
BYES!
and photos will be uploaded(:(:(:
well my blog is in hopeless shape apparently.
weiting said that my blog is dead bcos i dont update enuff
to keep people interested . hahas sadly i always forget all the
exciting events in my life, for example, i have seen a cricket rubbing its wings to make
that irritating sound last month, or i banged my head on the door after waking from my deep sleep last last last week. hmmmm so redundant.
TAIWAN SCOOP
1st day:
nothing to say. traumatizing.
2nd day:
went to jiufen street. in yeliu.
the street was FLOODED. i mean really FLOODED.
all i can see was people walking up and down, left and right,
squeezing thru their way and eating chou doufu. bleagrh to that.
alot of japanese peeps too.
oh there was this fat man who nearly squashed against the wall.
very scary cos he looked like he was going to topple onto me.
and u can guess what will probably happen.
went to the mazhu temple. buddhist stuff.
im not sure of the name so pls forgive me.
after that headed to the farm to stay for the night.
no fruits in the farm, nth to pluck. sad right?
only saw a miserable orange among hundreds of trees. sadded
3rd day:
later when to tai lu ge in hualien, where all the mountains were located at.
with all those rivers and springs.
the trip up the mountain was horrible though.
now i understand how pregnant people felt when they have morning sickness
cos i sorta went through the same thing. (pls im not pregnant ).
motion sickness was so so so hard to take. wanted to vomit but i cant.
all i could do was to burp loudly, and it did not feel good. bleahrgu.
but it was worth it, the scenery was awesome to the max. can relate geography
with all those features. ok call me a nerd lah. i studied during holidays (:
after that, we went to this jade museum.
dad bought my sis and i a necklace.
oh he did not buy jade pendants pls. we are way too young to appreciate jade
sweet of him anyways. oh the jade stuff was great. shiny and cold.
4th day:
took a train back to taipei as out first tour guide had to sayonara .
met our second guide( who is a total pervert. steph and asy know about him).
went to this museum(again) to see all the pottery from the ch'ing dynasty.
kinda cool, esp that jade caixin.
then went to some place to see people marching. handsome people.
lols. i wasnt drooling ok.i know my limits. but they were really hot,
and really tall. lols. whatever.
saw a troop of japanese students.
the shocking find was that jap girls' skirt are not short, unlike in those anime.
they are long. not just long, extremely long. slightly above the ankles.
did i go to a night market on this day?
idk....
4th day:
went to yet another temple about the dragon's and tiger's mouths(what's up with temples?).
aiya im lazy to think about it. so so many things.
went to night market after a long journey cos we skipped some of the itinerary things
shopshop and eateateat. sighs wonder if i will grow sideways.
cos i seriously ate like a glutton. one after another. but did alot of walking.
walked for three straight hours gah.
5th day:
i only vividly remember another night market and shopped like hell.
oh well.....
6th day:
*speechless*
went to a lousy hotel located near those red-light district.
old men starred at my mum, sis and i. from up to middle. then down all the way.
got this bloody cheeky man looked at my sis like she was ...u know.
i totally starred him like a mad woman. whatever.
7th day:
home sweet home.
okay i shall write about 15 dec's outing cos i need to go right now.
BYES!
and photos will be uploaded(:(:(:
Friday, December 05, 2008
tomorrow is the day.
the day i step into an aeroplane.
9 long years of waiting for a plane trip.
and here it comes.
i hope im allowed to listen to my music via phone.
my phone is stored with the greatest music.
they have been by my side when im happy , sad and angry.
or when i felt like killing someone.(:
omg im flying soon. tomorrow, tomorrow.
time flies very slowly when you are waiting for something.
god god god im so excited. speechless.
no words can describe my feeling!!(:(:
i want to go to museum. asked asy and steph about it.
ooooooooo
today went to hospital with family for sis' appointment.
ordered lasagne from delifrance.
this weird guy from the counter scanned me up down left right, and suddenly said this
'girl , you very cute leh'. =.=
the awkward silence lasted for ten good seconds
before i manage to mouth out this words in a rush 'thank you'.
and i quickly spun around and head back to my table.
so whacked out. wide-eyed.
FREAKY.
one maths exercise to go.
printed half of the chem notes thru commontown.
mt hw not even touched yet.
i kinda keep putting my mt homework aside.
and continue my maths. heehee
not first day know me , chinese just dont interest me.
no connection with it. lols.
i would love to wear peranakan clothes (who cares the spelling?)
i like those flower patterns and colours.
oh the cuisine. would love to eat it some day.
great my mum just said my feet size is so big=.=
hahas unlike their 6-sized feet, i have a 7-8 sized feet.
so i can slip my feet into their heels or shoes or whatever.
lols sad life. the good thing is that i can personally own my shoes(:
and my mum said i have a higher chance of growing taller(:
woots woots. still got hope to grow tall(:(: i want be 160 cm.
ideal height. taller also can.
oh jesus lord jesus, can you see my wish on this pathetic blog of mine?
make it happen(:bwahahahahhaha!
god brandon just called me stupid on msn.
he said im evil too. grrrrrrrr.
now he has a name for me :stupid baka pig.=.=
his name is baka kaijiu monsterous evil pig .call him that whoever sees this entry.
i am going to miss tons of people.
esp steph, asy, yixiu, shufen, yvonne. actually is everybody(:
and thank you brandon and yvonne for sending the songs i want.
mandy too(: tho the transfer kept cancelling on its own...
omg i will miss everybody:(:(:
commitment takes time and effort .without either, the whole relationship will collapse.<<< being lame (:
the day i step into an aeroplane.
9 long years of waiting for a plane trip.
and here it comes.
i hope im allowed to listen to my music via phone.
my phone is stored with the greatest music.
they have been by my side when im happy , sad and angry.
or when i felt like killing someone.(:
omg im flying soon. tomorrow, tomorrow.
time flies very slowly when you are waiting for something.
god god god im so excited. speechless.
no words can describe my feeling!!(:(:
i want to go to museum. asked asy and steph about it.
ooooooooo
today went to hospital with family for sis' appointment.
ordered lasagne from delifrance.
this weird guy from the counter scanned me up down left right, and suddenly said this
'girl , you very cute leh'. =.=
the awkward silence lasted for ten good seconds
before i manage to mouth out this words in a rush 'thank you'.
and i quickly spun around and head back to my table.
so whacked out. wide-eyed.
FREAKY.
one maths exercise to go.
printed half of the chem notes thru commontown.
mt hw not even touched yet.
i kinda keep putting my mt homework aside.
and continue my maths. heehee
not first day know me , chinese just dont interest me.
no connection with it. lols.
i would love to wear peranakan clothes (who cares the spelling?)
i like those flower patterns and colours.
oh the cuisine. would love to eat it some day.
great my mum just said my feet size is so big=.=
hahas unlike their 6-sized feet, i have a 7-8 sized feet.
so i can slip my feet into their heels or shoes or whatever.
lols sad life. the good thing is that i can personally own my shoes(:
and my mum said i have a higher chance of growing taller(:
woots woots. still got hope to grow tall(:(: i want be 160 cm.
ideal height. taller also can.
oh jesus lord jesus, can you see my wish on this pathetic blog of mine?
make it happen(:bwahahahahhaha!
god brandon just called me stupid on msn.
he said im evil too. grrrrrrrr.
now he has a name for me :stupid baka pig.=.=
his name is baka kaijiu monsterous evil pig .call him that whoever sees this entry.
i am going to miss tons of people.
esp steph, asy, yixiu, shufen, yvonne. actually is everybody(:
and thank you brandon and yvonne for sending the songs i want.
mandy too(: tho the transfer kept cancelling on its own...
omg i will miss everybody:(:(:
commitment takes time and effort .without either, the whole relationship will collapse.<<< being lame (:
Sunday, November 30, 2008
just realised my friendster is alright now.
lols well i havent been using the com for the longest time.
abit slow leh(:
right ear : three earholes.
left ear: two earholes.
consequences: infection(:
yays finally pierced! actually im suppose to announce this news last last week
but i kinda forgot and was lazy to go online to blog.
andandand i learnt how to cycle already!
i can cycle!even though i have three cuts, many blueblack,
the shiokness is like overwhelming! wah wah wah.
WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.
edwin, you got anything to say now? bwahahaha
i know how to cycle!!!!! u cant say anything now huh?
no more tricycle u bodoh moronic dinghead.
twilight twilight twilight
twilight twilight twilight.
never copy paste. im so excited!
the movie is coming soon. BAWAHAHAHAHAHA
oh my twilight..oh my twilight.
18 december is coming in two weeks' time(:
oh im going to taiwan on the 6th!
so i better wish tingshiuan and yuping happy birthday (:
HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY!stay pretty, happy or whatever u want(:
13th would be back.(:
oh i love 19th november. cos my cousins came to my house
for a family reunion. oh my timothy oh my timothy.
the pictures are in my sis' phone. currently she is outseide with
her friends watching quarantine (>.<).oh man i want to watch that too. sadly i cant go in the cinema looking like a 16 year old teen. i got caught last time. anyways oh my timothy. i love him love him love him love him. he is getting a lil defiant. but a lil defiance makes him more cute(: oh and marc and joshua are growing really tall. marc is towering over me and soon it will be joshua's turn. AND THEY ARE YOUNGER THAN ME! goodness. yays i have leg muscles now! ok not exactly leg muscles. but they are a lil harder(: bum bum bee dam. and my lips are no longer that dry(: ytd watched ' the girl who leapt through time'. makoto and chiaki<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHW985d84nnBJ0raaFkOBTX0IOtUX4LlsXcWpBogpHy3tlo-rjMr94Ik1xgB4xjhxqth7GBu9-Q2v38EiEHywWulmP2Zj_zOkJ0UMRz3xawu8bmaq0giEmipIgN7o84qMyxyRf4A/s1600-h/chiakiandmakoto.png">
'i will wait for you in the future'
!!!!!!!!
i hate guys who dont even think properly
(:
lols well i havent been using the com for the longest time.
abit slow leh(:
right ear : three earholes.
left ear: two earholes.
consequences: infection(:
yays finally pierced! actually im suppose to announce this news last last week
but i kinda forgot and was lazy to go online to blog.
andandand i learnt how to cycle already!
i can cycle!even though i have three cuts, many blueblack,
the shiokness is like overwhelming! wah wah wah.
WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.
edwin, you got anything to say now? bwahahaha
i know how to cycle!!!!! u cant say anything now huh?
no more tricycle u bodoh moronic dinghead.
twilight twilight twilight
twilight twilight twilight.
never copy paste. im so excited!
the movie is coming soon. BAWAHAHAHAHAHA
oh my twilight..oh my twilight.
18 december is coming in two weeks' time(:
oh im going to taiwan on the 6th!
so i better wish tingshiuan and yuping happy birthday (:
HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY!stay pretty, happy or whatever u want(:
13th would be back.(:
oh i love 19th november. cos my cousins came to my house
for a family reunion. oh my timothy oh my timothy.
the pictures are in my sis' phone. currently she is outseide with
her friends watching quarantine (>.<).oh man i want to watch that too. sadly i cant go in the cinema looking like a 16 year old teen. i got caught last time. anyways oh my timothy. i love him love him love him love him. he is getting a lil defiant. but a lil defiance makes him more cute(: oh and marc and joshua are growing really tall. marc is towering over me and soon it will be joshua's turn. AND THEY ARE YOUNGER THAN ME! goodness. yays i have leg muscles now! ok not exactly leg muscles. but they are a lil harder(: bum bum bee dam. and my lips are no longer that dry(: ytd watched ' the girl who leapt through time'. makoto and chiaki<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHW985d84nnBJ0raaFkOBTX0IOtUX4LlsXcWpBogpHy3tlo-rjMr94Ik1xgB4xjhxqth7GBu9-Q2v38EiEHywWulmP2Zj_zOkJ0UMRz3xawu8bmaq0giEmipIgN7o84qMyxyRf4A/s1600-h/chiakiandmakoto.png">
'i will wait for you in the future'
!!!!!!!!
i hate guys who dont even think properly
(:
Sunday, November 16, 2008
warning:
for some reason i dont know, my friendster friends have decreased from 135 to 1. i dont know. so if you are reading this, kindly add me on friendster. i dont know if the prob lies with my com, but whatever it is, pls re-add. idk what happen and im like flabbergasted . panic mode.
PICTURES(:
i dunno what was mr monopoly looking at.
she is very smart you know!
cheetah and rabbit.
pig and cheetah
rabbit and pig.
rabbit, pig, cheetah
yays there pictures from err last friday? i forgotten the date.
i am a rabbit. and people thought im a mouse.
and apparently i have what it takes to scare people away.
little kiddos look at me and gave me the wth face.
we all look hot, i know!
Q1. The person that tag/ pass me this is?
lian yixiu(:
Q2. The relationship between him & her is?
lesbians(: no lah, good-est friends(:
.Q3. Your five expression of her & him is?
good listener, give fair judgements, caring, crazy, silly
Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
making me talk to blahblah.
Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
you are so hot, i want to eat you =.=
Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
huh?
Qn 7. If he & she become your lover, thing she/he needs to improve on ?
nth(:
Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
hahas it will only happen when i learn how to fly.
Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
idk
Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
slap her butt(:
Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
crazy ass with a compassionate heart.
Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
think im crazy cos i laugh like a donkey.
.Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
being a little tenacious and crazy.
Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
errrr...being emotional?
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
just me?
.Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
you rock my socks off!
Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
(names are all random)
1. Stephanie
2. Ting shiuan
3. Qiao Sian
4. asyiqin
5. Mandy
6. Yu ping
7.shu fen
8. yen shan
9. edwin ass
10. wei xiang
Qn 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
(yu ping) no one?
Qn 19. No.9 is a male or female ?
(edwin) female(:(:
Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
(shufen & weixiang)*dropping on the floor laughing my ass out*
Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ?
(ting shiuan) ack?
Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?
(qiao sian)forgot.
Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?
(yenshan) CLICK FIVE!
Qn 24. Does No.1 have any sibilings ?
(Steph)yes, one bro one sis.
Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3 ?
(qiao sian) haha i think she wont accept me.
Qn 26. How about No. 7?
(shufen) YES(:
Qn 27. Is No.4 single?
(asy)she is mine
Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5 ?
(mandy) cheong
Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10 ?
(wx)bb-ing.
Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
(mandy & shufen) so so bah.
Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?
(tingshiuan)henderson Secondary School.
Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1 ?
(steph)she is horny.
Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 ?
(yuping) no! lols
Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ?
(edwin) bukit batok.
Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?
(asy) she likes alot of colours
Qn 36. Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?
(James & Sery) i think they know each other.
Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
(shufen) yes but im sexier=.=
Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?
(yuping)sleeping *just online*
in case you cant, this anonymous writer said 'do you know how much i love you'
since i sat on this particular bus for three times at the same place,
i kinda decided to answer this person 'yes i do'. but i realised i have no marker to write it down somewhere. im lame, slap me.
the holidays are boring, im rotting soon.
my brain is not tuned to STUDYYOURGUTsOUT-fm.
im sleeping 12 hours a day and i still get tired for no damn reason.
i have not master the skill of cycling and i will use a chopper to chop edwin's bird
once i learnt how to cycle. he will have to wait and get ready (:
i yearn for chocolates but im cutting down on my intake.
just so you know, i can eat a whole box of chocolates
or a big big bar of cadbury in one day. and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
i just dont understand why guys can get away from growing sideways .they just
spurt and grow upwards.
Us , girls, on the other hand, have to take measures to maintain the weight
and control the the food we eat.
the thing is i cant live with morsels of potato or whatever. cos i would just give up the next min
and start gouging myself with mountains of meat(i love meat more than veges, call me a carnivore).
okay im panicking cos all my friends in friendster are missing. shoot shoot!
panic mode. freeze mode. shaken mode.
aiya friendster also dead. so not that panicky(:
with that heavy feeling in my chest, baby im so crushed(:
for some reason i dont know, my friendster friends have decreased from 135 to 1. i dont know. so if you are reading this, kindly add me on friendster. i dont know if the prob lies with my com, but whatever it is, pls re-add. idk what happen and im like flabbergasted . panic mode.
PICTURES(:
i dunno what was mr monopoly looking at.
she is very smart you know!
cheetah and rabbit.
pig and cheetah
rabbit and pig.
rabbit, pig, cheetah
yays there pictures from err last friday? i forgotten the date.
i am a rabbit. and people thought im a mouse.
and apparently i have what it takes to scare people away.
little kiddos look at me and gave me the wth face.
we all look hot, i know!
Q1. The person that tag/ pass me this is?
lian yixiu(:
Q2. The relationship between him & her is?
lesbians(: no lah, good-est friends(:
.Q3. Your five expression of her & him is?
good listener, give fair judgements, caring, crazy, silly
Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
making me talk to blahblah.
Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
you are so hot, i want to eat you =.=
Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
huh?
Qn 7. If he & she become your lover, thing she/he needs to improve on ?
nth(:
Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
hahas it will only happen when i learn how to fly.
Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
idk
Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
slap her butt(:
Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
crazy ass with a compassionate heart.
Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
think im crazy cos i laugh like a donkey.
.Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
being a little tenacious and crazy.
Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
errrr...being emotional?
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
just me?
.Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
you rock my socks off!
Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
(names are all random)
1. Stephanie
2. Ting shiuan
3. Qiao Sian
4. asyiqin
5. Mandy
6. Yu ping
7.shu fen
8. yen shan
9. edwin ass
10. wei xiang
Qn 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
(yu ping) no one?
Qn 19. No.9 is a male or female ?
(edwin) female(:(:
Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
(shufen & weixiang)*dropping on the floor laughing my ass out*
Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ?
(ting shiuan) ack?
Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?
(qiao sian)forgot.
Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?
(yenshan) CLICK FIVE!
Qn 24. Does No.1 have any sibilings ?
(Steph)yes, one bro one sis.
Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3 ?
(qiao sian) haha i think she wont accept me.
Qn 26. How about No. 7?
(shufen) YES(:
Qn 27. Is No.4 single?
(asy)she is mine
Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5 ?
(mandy) cheong
Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10 ?
(wx)bb-ing.
Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
(mandy & shufen) so so bah.
Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?
(tingshiuan)henderson Secondary School.
Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1 ?
(steph)she is horny.
Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 ?
(yuping) no! lols
Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ?
(edwin) bukit batok.
Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?
(asy) she likes alot of colours
Qn 36. Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?
(James & Sery) i think they know each other.
Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
(shufen) yes but im sexier=.=
Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?
(yuping)
in case you cant, this anonymous writer said 'do you know how much i love you'
since i sat on this particular bus for three times at the same place,
i kinda decided to answer this person 'yes i do'. but i realised i have no marker to write it down somewhere. im lame, slap me.
the holidays are boring, im rotting soon.
my brain is not tuned to STUDYYOURGUTsOUT-fm.
im sleeping 12 hours a day and i still get tired for no damn reason.
i have not master the skill of cycling and i will use a chopper to chop edwin's bird
once i learnt how to cycle. he will have to wait and get ready (:
i yearn for chocolates but im cutting down on my intake.
just so you know, i can eat a whole box of chocolates
or a big big bar of cadbury in one day. and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
i just dont understand why guys can get away from growing sideways .they just
spurt and grow upwards.
Us , girls, on the other hand, have to take measures to maintain the weight
and control the the food we eat.
the thing is i cant live with morsels of potato or whatever. cos i would just give up the next min
and start gouging myself with mountains of meat(i love meat more than veges, call me a carnivore).
okay im panicking cos all my friends in friendster are missing. shoot shoot!
panic mode. freeze mode. shaken mode.
aiya friendster also dead. so not that panicky(:
with that heavy feeling in my chest, baby im so crushed(:
Saturday, November 08, 2008
today, i was abit too intuitive.
well my family were going to have durians in some place i dunno.
i saw this car with windows wound down.
i kinda peek inside, and there! i saw a couple making out!
god my sis said my face was stupid.
i knew my mouth was hanging open. my jaws just could not close.
the guy looked like he was pawing on her!!! he was on top of her!
but thankfully, they were fully-clothed or i would have drop dead on the floor.
cos i definitely do not wish to see people making love live.
shoot i still dont know how to ride a bike.
and edwin, idontcareifyoucanrideabike.youcantburp.
hahahahahahaha i dont care if you can ride a stupid bike.
YOU CANT BURP and that would stay as a fact.
call me childish (:
im going to watch my inuyasha baby(:
oh my inuyasha and kagome, here i come!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ohya changed my song.
miley cyrus made the song juvenile.
well my family were going to have durians in some place i dunno.
i saw this car with windows wound down.
i kinda peek inside, and there! i saw a couple making out!
god my sis said my face was stupid.
i knew my mouth was hanging open. my jaws just could not close.
the guy looked like he was pawing on her!!! he was on top of her!
but thankfully, they were fully-clothed or i would have drop dead on the floor.
cos i definitely do not wish to see people making love live.
shoot i still dont know how to ride a bike.
and edwin, idontcareifyoucanrideabike.youcantburp.
hahahahahahaha i dont care if you can ride a stupid bike.
YOU CANT BURP and that would stay as a fact.
call me childish (:
im going to watch my inuyasha baby(:
oh my inuyasha and kagome, here i come!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ohya changed my song.
miley cyrus made the song juvenile.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
ok call me a bum but just go to asyiqin's blog to view pictures.
lazy luh duh.
yesterday, me, steph and asyiqin went to airport .
headed to popeye for lunch. saw some rude bimbos who thinks that eating fries
would make them grow extremely fat overnight.tsk.
if that was true, i would be a round balloon by now.
nehmind that. we went to the viewing gallery.
it is kinda ironic to call it a viewing gallery when you cant really see the planes fly.
ohwell. but we camwhored alot. we took silly photos.
like..*sees phone*....100 over pictures.
ccool leh dey. lols.
after that, went to ikea to look at furnitures.
ohmyneh, the furnitures are so delightful to see. they look like cake.
okay i admit i was a little hungry then .so everything looks delicious.
oh wth. but the furnitures is so so so so awesome lah.
so homey and comfortable. idk how to describe
suppose to go to queensway shopping centre
but steph had to go home earlier. left me and asyiqin alone.
so we hung around to look for skirtd and shoes.
asyiqin bought hers. and she said she felt guilty that i didnt buy anything.
lols. cute lah.
anyways we went to imm. took 198 from queensway there to jurong east.
god the journey made my butt ached like hell.
worst, we had to walk over the overhead bridge, walk pass the jec, walk pass int,
then to imm. so so tired luh.
im struck with unluckiness today.stomach ache, flu.
all in one go. marvalleous.
end of the day, i just ran to the toilet to let out everything in my system.
wow.best moment
24 oct: supposed to go to zoo.
bombarded with a last min chinese supp.
scolded, scolded , scolded.
not that i dowan to, but it would be very late.
10 to 12. supp starts at 1.30.
from zoo to sch:2 hour ride. you tell me, can reach in time.
i know my chinese like shit. like really bad.
but i feel bad to leave steph behind, cos nat and wt are not going afterall.
when will it be gone?
do i truly need help? sickening .
lazy luh duh.
yesterday, me, steph and asyiqin went to airport .
headed to popeye for lunch. saw some rude bimbos who thinks that eating fries
would make them grow extremely fat overnight.tsk.
if that was true, i would be a round balloon by now.
nehmind that. we went to the viewing gallery.
it is kinda ironic to call it a viewing gallery when you cant really see the planes fly.
ohwell. but we camwhored alot. we took silly photos.
like..*sees phone*....100 over pictures.
ccool leh dey. lols.
after that, went to ikea to look at furnitures.
ohmyneh, the furnitures are so delightful to see. they look like cake.
okay i admit i was a little hungry then .so everything looks delicious.
oh wth. but the furnitures is so so so so awesome lah.
so homey and comfortable. idk how to describe
suppose to go to queensway shopping centre
but steph had to go home earlier. left me and asyiqin alone.
so we hung around to look for skirtd and shoes.
asyiqin bought hers. and she said she felt guilty that i didnt buy anything.
lols. cute lah.
anyways we went to imm. took 198 from queensway there to jurong east.
god the journey made my butt ached like hell.
worst, we had to walk over the overhead bridge, walk pass the jec, walk pass int,
then to imm. so so tired luh.
im struck with unluckiness today.stomach ache, flu.
all in one go. marvalleous.
end of the day, i just ran to the toilet to let out everything in my system.
wow.best moment
24 oct: supposed to go to zoo.
bombarded with a last min chinese supp.
scolded, scolded , scolded.
not that i dowan to, but it would be very late.
10 to 12. supp starts at 1.30.
from zoo to sch:2 hour ride. you tell me, can reach in time.
i know my chinese like shit. like really bad.
but i feel bad to leave steph behind, cos nat and wt are not going afterall.
when will it be gone?
do i truly need help? sickening .
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
my mum: sighs, why do u keep attracting the malay guys?
me: ???
my mum: everywhere i go, i see malay guys looking at you.
me: not my fault, skin too dark
my mum: you look too malay!
me:=.=
lols im tan !!! too tan until people thought im a malay.
today was great. skipped today's lessons for art club competition(:
setted up out booths, got ready.
it was kinda boring at first, then when the children flooded into the hall
it was overwhelming. they crowded around out booth cos they got real interested in our
keychains made from old unusable paintbrushes.
they were cute(: they like me(:(:(: i think. helped them paint, glue the things together.
i even flattered them. children are easy to please. not like me(:
oh ya i was suppose to be a brush but it failed.
so my stiff ponytail coiled into bun. nat's plaits coiled up. we look good.
got the pictures. aint posting it cos i think i look horrible.(:
oh my hair still retains the smell of hairspray. urrgh disgusting.
used ALOT of shampoo and conditioner-masque. my hair has smoothen but the smell....puke.
hope nat's hair is fine(: (she said my hair is really thick)
mdn rafilah is the best teacher for a lifetime(:
and *** ** is not very likeable. her reputation is going down and down to the pit.
im really sad for her but she sorta asked for it(: had it coming.
nat and i talked about some issues about sth.
i thought alot about IT. and i think i should just be shot at.
i really dunno what im thinking. nat told me to think thru.
but i cant. it feels like my vision is blurred by sth.
i cant seem to focus properly on one thing. it is very bad of me.
that is why i feel like chopping my body, acidify myself and be rammed over by a train
sighs.
im an idiot. i deserve the worst punishment ever.
sentence me for my folly and sins.
wtf.
i saw something real bad. my eyes broke into halves for a split second.
scary (:
anyways , mark, a friend i made from last year's cruise trip,
is coming to singapore for lodging. asked me to intro him good hotels.
luckily never said hotel 81(:
hope he enjoys his stay here.
kill me if u must, for i have committed a crime.why is my heart speaking differently from what my mind says?
me: ???
my mum: everywhere i go, i see malay guys looking at you.
me: not my fault, skin too dark
my mum: you look too malay!
me:=.=
lols im tan !!! too tan until people thought im a malay.
today was great. skipped today's lessons for art club competition(:
setted up out booths, got ready.
it was kinda boring at first, then when the children flooded into the hall
it was overwhelming. they crowded around out booth cos they got real interested in our
keychains made from old unusable paintbrushes.
they were cute(: they like me(:(:(: i think. helped them paint, glue the things together.
i even flattered them. children are easy to please. not like me(:
oh ya i was suppose to be a brush but it failed.
so my stiff ponytail coiled into bun. nat's plaits coiled up. we look good.
got the pictures. aint posting it cos i think i look horrible.(:
oh my hair still retains the smell of hairspray. urrgh disgusting.
used ALOT of shampoo and conditioner-masque. my hair has smoothen but the smell....puke.
hope nat's hair is fine(: (she said my hair is really thick)
mdn rafilah is the best teacher for a lifetime(:
and *** ** is not very likeable. her reputation is going down and down to the pit.
im really sad for her but she sorta asked for it(: had it coming.
nat and i talked about some issues about sth.
i thought alot about IT. and i think i should just be shot at.
i really dunno what im thinking. nat told me to think thru.
but i cant. it feels like my vision is blurred by sth.
i cant seem to focus properly on one thing. it is very bad of me.
that is why i feel like chopping my body, acidify myself and be rammed over by a train
sighs.
im an idiot. i deserve the worst punishment ever.
sentence me for my folly and sins.
wtf.
i saw something real bad. my eyes broke into halves for a split second.
scary (:
anyways , mark, a friend i made from last year's cruise trip,
is coming to singapore for lodging. asked me to intro him good hotels.
luckily never said hotel 81(:
hope he enjoys his stay here.
kill me if u must, for i have committed a crime.why is my heart speaking differently from what my mind says?
Monday, September 08, 2008
wahlieweh no tags at all.
like empty sia. people, wo qiu qiu ni,
help me tag lah.
tagboard is like a dead corpse.
oh for goodness sake TAG!
last saturday went to the zoo with steph, nat, gwt and alex.
fortunately nat's dad fetched us there, so we need not wake up early.
oh precious sleep. anyways back to the point.
i dirtied her dad's car cos of the mud in my shoes.guilt.
introduced ourselves to people who would probably forgotten our names. blah.
not the point. we strolled everywhere. it was pretty tiring.oh!
we saw ponies!
they were absolutely adorable.
carried a bunny too. like really cute.and tiny.
oh ya they are bunnies. baby rabbits. really sweet .
collected saga seeds along the road.since young i have collected them.
it is very little though.
do you know if u collect a saga seed with one side red, one side black, it is a good thing.
i dunno how to explain. but it is something to do with LOVE.
im a strong believer of it, right now. so ya...COLLECTING THEM UNTIL MY DRAWER BURST
i would love to ride a horse though.
and pray that i will pass the test! if not have to go back to retake.
next saturday going back to zoo again! wee.
seeing animals is a great thing to me. i love animals. ok some only.
saga!
call me a love freak
call me an extreme love freak
ok enough of the love
officially obsessed with love
five sided star
ugly picture. sorry about that. no autofocus
collection of shells!
combination
bunny!
bunny!
bunny!
bunny!
kid!
kid!
rabbit!
bunny!
penguins~!
hippo!
hippo and friends!
horse
horse!
hahas pictures are cool(:
looney tunes is great entertainment.
but i find most parts of the cartoons stupid and hilarious at the same time.
the bombing part. do you realise the bombs in the show,
dont kill the characters in it? like really...the bomb would have killed them
but the outcome would be either their fur drops or they turn black.hmmmm
two is too much to handle. will someone bang my head or pull my guts out?
like empty sia. people, wo qiu qiu ni,
help me tag lah.
tagboard is like a dead corpse.
oh for goodness sake TAG!
last saturday went to the zoo with steph, nat, gwt and alex.
fortunately nat's dad fetched us there, so we need not wake up early.
oh precious sleep. anyways back to the point.
i dirtied her dad's car cos of the mud in my shoes.guilt.
introduced ourselves to people who would probably forgotten our names. blah.
not the point. we strolled everywhere. it was pretty tiring.oh!
we saw ponies!
they were absolutely adorable.
carried a bunny too. like really cute.and tiny.
oh ya they are bunnies. baby rabbits. really sweet .
collected saga seeds along the road.since young i have collected them.
it is very little though.
do you know if u collect a saga seed with one side red, one side black, it is a good thing.
i dunno how to explain. but it is something to do with LOVE.
im a strong believer of it, right now. so ya...COLLECTING THEM UNTIL MY DRAWER BURST
i would love to ride a horse though.
and pray that i will pass the test! if not have to go back to retake.
next saturday going back to zoo again! wee.
seeing animals is a great thing to me. i love animals. ok some only.
saga!
call me a love freak
call me an extreme love freak
ok enough of the love
officially obsessed with love
five sided star
ugly picture. sorry about that. no autofocus
collection of shells!
combination
bunny!
bunny!
bunny!
bunny!
kid!
kid!
rabbit!
bunny!
penguins~!
hippo!
hippo and friends!
horse
horse!
hahas pictures are cool(:
looney tunes is great entertainment.
but i find most parts of the cartoons stupid and hilarious at the same time.
the bombing part. do you realise the bombs in the show,
dont kill the characters in it? like really...the bomb would have killed them
but the outcome would be either their fur drops or they turn black.hmmmm
two is too much to handle. will someone bang my head or pull my guts out?
Monday, September 01, 2008
amk int. bus 138.zoo.
DIE.
so far eh. need to wake up early to go there on saturday.
wahlauwe.
yesterday shopped with mum to find the bracelet i want
this is what i wanted.
anyways i couldnt find it. like sad . but mummy bought another cool brown
leather bracelet.
ok i dont think it is even called a bracelet.
bracelet sounds too delicate(:
who cares.
still on the search to find it. my precious bracelet.
and im not going on an emo mode.
not into those gothic emo look.
just want to have that bracelet cos it is cool and ruggard(:
nehmind.
last friday went out with steph and asyiqin.
wtached money no enough 2 again(:
we hung around in toy r us and took videos.
got reprimanded by some hag. lols
had a wonderful time with them!(:(:
pictures are in steph's phone(:(:(: videos too(:
last saturday watched movie with sis.
WALL-E. really nice. eve and wall-e.
AWWWWw. u can melt in the theatre.
they are so cute together!
you know, i hate creatures who take people like they are dispensable.
making use of them to get back at others.
like f**k. talk cock and nonsense.
who are you to treat people like nothing?
when you are not even worth to be compared with shit.
pardon me for the vulgarity.
just feel kinda insulted and indignant.
a miracle happened this afternoon.
i enjoyed writing my chinese compo. very rare!
but then it was rubbish. the whole compo.
i reread it and i was mocking at my atrocious idiocy
to write such an incoherent essay.
ok not incoherent, just stupid.
oh ya my sis tried to snatch the paper from me
and i kicked her. lols pulled her hair, vice versa.
like two crazy hooligans. my mum also joined in
so it became a threesome-fight-mania-whatever-you-call-it.
recently my temper has become unpredictable.
easily intimidated. and i really dont like it.
and my friend, dont worry about me. i know very well where i stand.
i know what to do. i know what im doing.
am very clear in my head.
what i think you should do, my friend, is to start worrying about yourself.
and no im not troubled.
my results were stagnant.kinda disappointed.
parents also not happy with my results. my dad saw the wrong result slip tho.
except for combined humanities and english. C6:(
but will work harder ! started on geography yesterday . proud of that.
but i aced my physics. improved(:(:
chemistry still the same. also started studying it this monday.
i must MUST get at least 4 As this year. must must work real hard.
everyday study. no outings! will be a nerd forever and ever and ever.
ok im not a prisoner. wouldnt want to neglect my precious ass friends.
i think i like you(;
DIE.
so far eh. need to wake up early to go there on saturday.
wahlauwe.
yesterday shopped with mum to find the bracelet i want
this is what i wanted.
anyways i couldnt find it. like sad . but mummy bought another cool brown
leather bracelet.
ok i dont think it is even called a bracelet.
bracelet sounds too delicate(:
who cares.
still on the search to find it. my precious bracelet.
and im not going on an emo mode.
not into those gothic emo look.
just want to have that bracelet cos it is cool and ruggard(:
nehmind.last friday went out with steph and asyiqin.
wtached money no enough 2 again(:
we hung around in toy r us and took videos.
got reprimanded by some hag. lols
had a wonderful time with them!(:(:
pictures are in steph's phone(:(:(: videos too(:
last saturday watched movie with sis.
WALL-E. really nice. eve and wall-e.
AWWWWw. u can melt in the theatre.
they are so cute together!
you know, i hate creatures who take people like they are dispensable.
making use of them to get back at others.
like f**k. talk cock and nonsense.
who are you to treat people like nothing?
when you are not even worth to be compared with shit.
pardon me for the vulgarity.
just feel kinda insulted and indignant.
a miracle happened this afternoon.
i enjoyed writing my chinese compo. very rare!
but then it was rubbish. the whole compo.
i reread it and i was mocking at my atrocious idiocy
to write such an incoherent essay.
ok not incoherent, just stupid.
oh ya my sis tried to snatch the paper from me
and i kicked her. lols pulled her hair, vice versa.
like two crazy hooligans. my mum also joined in
so it became a threesome-fight-mania-whatever-you-call-it.
recently my temper has become unpredictable.
easily intimidated. and i really dont like it.
and my friend, dont worry about me. i know very well where i stand.
i know what to do. i know what im doing.
am very clear in my head.
what i think you should do, my friend, is to start worrying about yourself.
and no im not troubled.
my results were stagnant.kinda disappointed.
parents also not happy with my results. my dad saw the wrong result slip tho.
except for combined humanities and english. C6:(
but will work harder ! started on geography yesterday . proud of that.
but i aced my physics. improved(:(:
chemistry still the same. also started studying it this monday.
i must MUST get at least 4 As this year. must must work real hard.
everyday study. no outings! will be a nerd forever and ever and ever.
ok im not a prisoner. wouldnt want to neglect my precious ass friends.
i think i like you(;
Thursday, August 28, 2008
i love candice.
omg i cant believe i suggested that censored word and stephanie was brave enough
to say it out loud! lols. my best friends are lovable.
and surrounding us are a real great deal of friends.
like when you are truly down but you are concealing it,
they are the first to notice and ask .hahas
really love them loads. they are absolutely the best medicine.
no no the best healers in the world!
ok my friend just said horror movies are hilarious.
lets start doing that stupid face.
=.=
whatever. hahas crazy .
friends are like THE package for anything.
ok talking crap.
love happens when you tell a boy you like his shirt. and then he starts wearing it everyday.
sweet right? from a small kiddo you know.from some foreign country.
how can a small child know about love like it is the simplest thing in the world?
amazing amazing.
children give the best answers to question that require common sense
hahas and steph! i wont have phobia of dogs !fret not
and heack those assholish cockish jerks in the world
cos they are not worth it! so kick them aside!
MUAHAHAHA! need help kicking them can tell me!
i help you kick them until their butts felll offfffffff~
ok crazy me. but really, need help tell me!
woohoo wanna kick butt!
or maube some other place^^
omg i cant believe i suggested that censored word and stephanie was brave enough
to say it out loud! lols. my best friends are lovable.
and surrounding us are a real great deal of friends.
like when you are truly down but you are concealing it,
they are the first to notice and ask .hahas
really love them loads. they are absolutely the best medicine.
no no the best healers in the world!
ok my friend just said horror movies are hilarious.
lets start doing that stupid face.
=.=
whatever. hahas crazy .
friends are like THE package for anything.
ok talking crap.
love happens when you tell a boy you like his shirt. and then he starts wearing it everyday.
sweet right? from a small kiddo you know.from some foreign country.
how can a small child know about love like it is the simplest thing in the world?
amazing amazing.
children give the best answers to question that require common sense
hahas and steph! i wont have phobia of dogs !fret not
and heack those assholish cockish jerks in the world
cos they are not worth it! so kick them aside!
MUAHAHAHA! need help kicking them can tell me!
i help you kick them until their butts felll offfffffff~
ok crazy me. but really, need help tell me!
woohoo wanna kick butt!
or maube some other place^^
Friday, August 22, 2008
i wanna make love in this club.
editted!
ok that line was from a song .not that i want to MAKE LOVE.
like...im only fifteen? too young to harbour such horny thoughts.
hahas!
ok today im being all hyper and lame.
and irritating. irritate ricia, stephanie, natalie, everybody
with endless lameness. lols typical huishi
today's emaths test was kinda complicating.
my head was choked with what you call, pressure.
not peer pressure, the REAL pressure. the kind which like presses ur brain down.
it was kinda annoying, cos i couldnt concentrate well on the diagrams.
my neighbour's dog is barking non stop. sighs wonder if it is ok?
cant help feeling worried cos this has happened like....the..
uncountable time? hmmmm
i have such a good heart. oh oh oh lalala
im currently counselling my dear GODbrother , yong thai.
lols. even though i can help others...
i feel so helpless when it comes to my problems.
sighs. unlucky girl.when i finally want to label something as mine,
the chance, oppurnity slipped from my hands .
and i was oblivious.
and ya. end of my suppose-to-be-happy-but-became-sad story
sadded.
oh well. part and parcel of life.
no dwelling ! well back to crazy life stories of Teo Hui Shi.
ok wth?
ok yong thai and i are discussing issues on relationship, friends and puberty.
now he is talking about my perfect height of 152. short!
and now we are pretending to be in love. ahaha i could be a good actress.
and jiajun, you are short too(: dont deny. lols.
monday got two tests. confirmed DEAD
but will study hard!!!
ok i want to end it here. bye people!be happy!
oh i had a great birthday! my timmy boy sang a birthday song for me!
i wore a dress! i loook hot! AH! just kidding
LAME(:
editted!
ok that line was from a song .not that i want to MAKE LOVE.
like...im only fifteen? too young to harbour such horny thoughts.
hahas!
ok today im being all hyper and lame.
and irritating. irritate ricia, stephanie, natalie, everybody
with endless lameness. lols typical huishi
today's emaths test was kinda complicating.
my head was choked with what you call, pressure.
not peer pressure, the REAL pressure. the kind which like presses ur brain down.
it was kinda annoying, cos i couldnt concentrate well on the diagrams.
my neighbour's dog is barking non stop. sighs wonder if it is ok?
cant help feeling worried cos this has happened like....the..
uncountable time? hmmmm
i have such a good heart. oh oh oh lalala
im currently counselling my dear GODbrother , yong thai.
lols. even though i can help others...
i feel so helpless when it comes to my problems.
sighs. unlucky girl.when i finally want to label something as mine,
the chance, oppurnity slipped from my hands .
and i was oblivious.
and ya. end of my suppose-to-be-happy-but-became-sad story
sadded.
oh well. part and parcel of life.
no dwelling ! well back to crazy life stories of Teo Hui Shi.
ok wth?
ok yong thai and i are discussing issues on relationship, friends and puberty.
now he is talking about my perfect height of 152. short!
and now we are pretending to be in love. ahaha i could be a good actress.
and jiajun, you are short too(: dont deny. lols.
monday got two tests. confirmed DEAD
but will study hard!!!
ok i want to end it here. bye people!be happy!
oh i had a great birthday! my timmy boy sang a birthday song for me!
i wore a dress! i loook hot! AH! just kidding
LAME(:
Sunday, August 10, 2008
im lazy to do the quiz tingshiuan. sorry!
same excuse. HA.
7th august and 8th august is freakingly awesome.
took alot of pictures with steph and asyiqin. yupps.
all the photos are in her phone tho. so if you want to see,
CHECK HER PHONE.
my blog is really dead. it has been almost...no no...
more than a week since the last tag. which is mine=.=
so if u happen to be reading thru this post and have seen the above statement,
please have a gracious heart and tag sth. anything .
just tag for goodness' sake. the tagboard is on the verge of dying from a terminal disease aka not-being-tagged-for-a-damn-long-time illness.
just say hi, bye . SOMETHING. feed/fill it with rubbish. whatever.
JUST TAGGGGGG. PLEASE!
feel like changing blogskin but kinda lazy.
oh ya did i mention abt the labrador park thingy?
lets see...nope.
ok. i just wanna say im really sad cos i had to use my phone to sms cos im the sms master blah blah. and great my bill exploded. wampoo. like great.
i totally didnt expect to use my PHONE to sms PEOPLE.
is the school really scrimping on everything for the sch we are building?
the thing is that i wont be able to see it cos by then, i would have graduated.
tsk much.
oh i bought a watch last thurs with steph.
lols cool wanna see the watch, go her blog. then see.
i feel that people shldnt say they copycats or whatsoever.
i mean, ok i did say things like ' copycat, copy me sia', blahblah.
but now, when i think about it. i find it really stupid. really.
like seriously, if u bought this really cute dress, and then u see someone buying the exact same thing, does that mean she copied u or whatever u people call it?
ok if u see someone wearing the same necklace as you, would you accuse her/him for copying you? i mean, hello, that person may not even know you, vice versa.
like get over the fact that he/she has something you have luh.
ok mood swings are setting in. bad huishi.
must learn how to control. MEDITATION
ya know, sometimes u just want to let ur frustration out.
and at times you just feel like breaking down.
and the best thing is that nobody notices it.
and sometimes i feel isolated . ahaha im not emoing please.
is just that sometimes it is inevitable. it is unpreventable
it just happens. just pretty worn out.
ok whatever. lols get away from me moodswings.
must regain my cheerfulness.
oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA POH!
now that u are 15, dont scream into my ears!
and yixiu, u did a good job on 8th august.
dont dwell on it babe? CHEERS!
and this saturday is mybday!
i wont ask for gifts, tho i truly love to receive one from any.
but just rmb my existence and wish me happy bday!
i would bless you with my heavenly innocent power!
oh HOLY.
ok gasps im just making y'all feel cold right?
gosh my gastric pains are concurring .
and i need my dark knight.
by saying all those shit crap, i came to a realization that you really dont seem to understand me.
forcefully, i forgive you. but i always have to face your ATTITUDE, until now. so ya i had enough .
by saying all those blahblah things, it doesnt really affect me anymore.idc idb.
im no longer as nice as before, as forgiving as before. everybody has a limit
so just stop it. before i blow. im just a bomb ticking away.
i know some of you get what i mean.
steph and yixiu, u know who im referring to.
*winks stupidly*
and if u ignite it, i will burn you down.
same excuse. HA.
7th august and 8th august is freakingly awesome.
took alot of pictures with steph and asyiqin. yupps.
all the photos are in her phone tho. so if you want to see,
CHECK HER PHONE.
my blog is really dead. it has been almost...no no...
more than a week since the last tag. which is mine=.=
so if u happen to be reading thru this post and have seen the above statement,
please have a gracious heart and tag sth. anything .
just tag for goodness' sake. the tagboard is on the verge of dying from a terminal disease aka not-being-tagged-for-a-damn-long-time illness.
just say hi, bye . SOMETHING. feed/fill it with rubbish. whatever.
JUST TAGGGGGG. PLEASE!
feel like changing blogskin but kinda lazy.
oh ya did i mention abt the labrador park thingy?
lets see...nope.
ok. i just wanna say im really sad cos i had to use my phone to sms cos im the sms master blah blah. and great my bill exploded. wampoo. like great.
i totally didnt expect to use my PHONE to sms PEOPLE.
is the school really scrimping on everything for the sch we are building?
the thing is that i wont be able to see it cos by then, i would have graduated.
tsk much.
oh i bought a watch last thurs with steph.
lols cool wanna see the watch, go her blog. then see.
i feel that people shldnt say they copycats or whatsoever.
i mean, ok i did say things like ' copycat, copy me sia', blahblah.
but now, when i think about it. i find it really stupid. really.
like seriously, if u bought this really cute dress, and then u see someone buying the exact same thing, does that mean she copied u or whatever u people call it?
ok if u see someone wearing the same necklace as you, would you accuse her/him for copying you? i mean, hello, that person may not even know you, vice versa.
like get over the fact that he/she has something you have luh.
ok mood swings are setting in. bad huishi.
must learn how to control. MEDITATION
ya know, sometimes u just want to let ur frustration out.
and at times you just feel like breaking down.
and the best thing is that nobody notices it.
and sometimes i feel isolated . ahaha im not emoing please.
is just that sometimes it is inevitable. it is unpreventable
it just happens. just pretty worn out.
ok whatever. lols get away from me moodswings.
must regain my cheerfulness.
oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA POH!
now that u are 15, dont scream into my ears!
and yixiu, u did a good job on 8th august.
dont dwell on it babe? CHEERS!
and this saturday is mybday!
i wont ask for gifts, tho i truly love to receive one from any.
but just rmb my existence and wish me happy bday!
i would bless you with my heavenly innocent power!
oh HOLY.
ok gasps im just making y'all feel cold right?
gosh my gastric pains are concurring .
and i need my dark knight.
forcefully, i forgive you. but i always have to face your ATTITUDE, until now. so ya i had enough .
by saying all those blahblah things, it doesnt really affect me anymore.idc idb.
im no longer as nice as before, as forgiving as before. everybody has a limit
so just stop it. before i blow. im just a bomb ticking away.
i know some of you get what i mean.
steph and yixiu, u know who im referring to.
*winks stupidly*
and if u ignite it, i will burn you down.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
runny nose, minor slight sore throat.
fatigue. sighs.
phlegm is stuck in my throat.
feeling bloated again. legs are aching.
had napfa ytd. tried my best. think im gonna get silver.
.
.
.
.
HOO-RAH~
tingshiuan , i saturday then do ur quiz ok?
really sleepy and tired and sleepy.
and tired.
there is sth stuck in my throat. not a fishbone.like.... idk
tired tired tired. oh man i still have maths. and chi compo.
DIE. sighs oh my flu, run away, go away from me. gasps
i think my mind is flying .
fatigue. sighs.
phlegm is stuck in my throat.
feeling bloated again. legs are aching.
had napfa ytd. tried my best. think im gonna get silver.
.
.
.
.
HOO-RAH~
tingshiuan , i saturday then do ur quiz ok?
really sleepy and tired and sleepy.
and tired.
there is sth stuck in my throat. not a fishbone.like.... idk
tired tired tired. oh man i still have maths. and chi compo.
DIE. sighs oh my flu, run away, go away from me. gasps
i think my mind is flying .
Saturday, July 26, 2008
sucky face. but note the skirt.
disgustingly short. but only steph witnessed it!
you people know i dont wear such short skirt in school(:
gummy sweets. i look like i just vomitted blood.
stephanie looks likes an pervert. hahas dont kill me.
i like this pic. cos we both look cool:) in my opinion:D
couple horr? NO. but we look like one, HAH!
this pictures depicts a story of a just-broke-up couple, TO ME.
it is like we were walking on the streets, then we saw each other.
trying to avoid eye-contact, winanto just walked pass me, like im invisible.
and there i was, crying...
chey nothing of this sort happened.
me and him? hahah the sky will tumble, break, and then fall.
ok if u dont get it, i wont blame you.
cos i dunno what the hell im typing.
mind went haywire
random.
i have uploaded some pictures, (duh=.=)
hope the people in the picture would forgive me!
people have asked me about what i meant on the other post.
about the mistake i made last year.
it was referring to the number of times i cried in school.
which i have reflected on. and i totally find myself stupid.
*slaps myself*
lols and please dont ask me why.
i will smack ur face:D
nah just kidding.
ACES DAY. dance and dance.
dont get the steps. and i danced like a chicken. pok pok.
and we are gonna learn more new steps next Tuesday.
i hope i wont fall over and tear my pants apart.
god im getting super lame. wonder how steph can tahan my lameness?
*thinks*
edwin :lols tanned and dark gt diff de k. im tanned n u r dark as wad u've admitted n if im burnt pig dhen u r roasted.
me:you are not tan. you are darker than tanned. i roasted at least not as bad as burnt right?
edwin:lols careful get eaten n tanned=shiny=my skin.
me:yours is shiny and burnt. HAH!
edwin:lols roasted pig is oso shiny bt u r nt coz u is chao da de roasted pig.
me:hahas. please im getting SLIGHTLY fairer ok.
edwin:lols, agreed, last tym is cant c u in e dark de
me:oi not so exagerrating right?
edwin:hahas nxt tym u go 4 a swim le dhen we 7th lunar mth go play hide n seek at old changi road, u sure win
and then later...
edwin: lols black until stand at white wall oso tot is paint
huishi: hahas it means i blend. for you arr, stand on wall people think it is wall that is scraped.
edwin:lols, U IS tot it is a hole( he thinks im the hole....tsk!)
u stupid burnt pig.
call me roasted hen? i knock ur balls off.
off to read manga.oreo is nice to eat(and lick!)
Friday, July 18, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
my hair is so thick.
so layered yet the ponytail is so thick.
hahas but im happy about it:D
sudden appreciation for my thick hair.
you might be wondering why i mentioned about my hair from out of the blue huh?
cos my mum said sth about my hair.
she was stroking my hair today, then she suddenly said that my hair is very layered.
i was like 'really meh?very thick leh.'. hoho.
she told me to not cut, later layer layer and botak.
hahas exagerration! anyways the part on the botak thing was not true.
like i mentioned in my previous post, dunno which...
i said i would leave it long. anyways my hair grow really fast.
within six months, my hair can grow at least 5-6cm.
cool huh? happy happy. cos end of dec my hair would be nearly reach
half of my back. by then , i would be a super happy crazy hyper girl.
part of me wants to do a super layered haircut.
hmmmmm but im not giving in.
gonna wait until my hair grows real long.
and seriously i abhor porridge.
insulting me....
i hate you .wait 'hate' is a word too strong. i dislike you
your life must be miserable
by the increasing no of haters.YOUR haters i mean.
i dont care. im not gonna DISAPPOINT you.
im gonna do it, prove it. prove to you im not all that lousy in that subject.
when that happens, you will be the first to hear the GOOD news.
dickhead.
recently i have been spouting various vulgarities.
not turning to an ah lian dont worry.
just that some *** people make people's lives miserable.
why dont they just disappear? they only bring misery.
dont know why. are they like some testers or obstacles in life?
chey .
(before you say anything, i must say this :IM NOT EMO-ING)
im just so angry at myself.
i dont know. im just so pissed and frustrated for the past week.
or month. dont keep track on these mundane stuff.
SOMETHING made me think. think about lots of random things
which slowly resulted into anger, hate and abrasiveness(mental note: i wrote abrasion at first but check the dictionary and realised i used the wrong word. HAH!)
. and i really hate this.
im tired of listening to IT almost everyday.
sometimes i get so tired ,i wish i can just sleep the whole day,
just so that pest-like thought would vanish.
except i cant do that cos i have homework.
so i turn to studying...to rid this idiotic thoughts and abrupt emotions.
and it is somehow working. i understand the depth of some of the topics from the sciences better now.
as much as i want to stay strong, i still long and yearn for a shoulder to lean on.
yet i will reject cos i dont NEED one. not trying to act cool.
AND i want to say this, PLEASE DONT SAY YOU CAN BE A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.
except if you are one of my besties-girlfriends. see it, GIRL-friends
if not, shoo. really, shoo.
but seriously , what for? people will think you are fake and pretentious in the end.
i made a mistake last year. so not gonna repeat it again.
so ya, rather stay strong, cool and funny.
and ya i dont believe in what people call 'fantasy'.
COS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. no offence though.
why fall for it when you already know it can never happen?
haha people will say im being way too practical and realistic.
yeah. seen too many things happen.
so mindset will automatically tune. yupps. so cant blame.
blame on those who started those happenings.
hmmmm actually cant fully blame them..
aiya whatever. this is so redundant.
right now, im kinda not in the mood.
sighs and i really want it to go away.
okays think of the bright side of life.
hmmmmmm....
i have a project to do. oh nothing to be happy about.
ok my primary schoolmate Emmanuel just told me he dissected a pig's heart.
ok not being sadistic. but u cant deny that it is kinda....interesting.
a kind of thing which makes u ask alot of question.
sound like a nerd dia. hahas.
oh gosh i have been busy surfing the net,
i have totally neglected my geo project.
friday must hand in...so rushing.
why cant the the teachers put forward the deadline?
i think this sentence sounds weird.
nvm.
byes peeps. needa start on something.
you know, i really want you to kiss my arse
so layered yet the ponytail is so thick.
hahas but im happy about it:D
sudden appreciation for my thick hair.
you might be wondering why i mentioned about my hair from out of the blue huh?
cos my mum said sth about my hair.
she was stroking my hair today, then she suddenly said that my hair is very layered.
i was like 'really meh?very thick leh.'. hoho.
she told me to not cut, later layer layer and botak.
hahas exagerration! anyways the part on the botak thing was not true.
like i mentioned in my previous post, dunno which...
i said i would leave it long. anyways my hair grow really fast.
within six months, my hair can grow at least 5-6cm.
cool huh? happy happy. cos end of dec my hair would be nearly reach
half of my back. by then , i would be a super happy crazy hyper girl.
part of me wants to do a super layered haircut.
hmmmmm but im not giving in.
gonna wait until my hair grows real long.
and seriously i abhor porridge.
insulting me....
i hate you .wait 'hate' is a word too strong. i dislike you
your life must be miserable
by the increasing no of haters.YOUR haters i mean.
i dont care. im not gonna DISAPPOINT you.
im gonna do it, prove it. prove to you im not all that lousy in that subject.
when that happens, you will be the first to hear the GOOD news.
dickhead.
recently i have been spouting various vulgarities.
not turning to an ah lian dont worry.
just that some *** people make people's lives miserable.
why dont they just disappear? they only bring misery.
dont know why. are they like some testers or obstacles in life?
chey .
(before you say anything, i must say this :IM NOT EMO-ING)
im just so angry at myself.
i dont know. im just so pissed and frustrated for the past week.
or month. dont keep track on these mundane stuff.
SOMETHING made me think. think about lots of random things
which slowly resulted into anger, hate and abrasiveness(mental note: i wrote abrasion at first but check the dictionary and realised i used the wrong word. HAH!)
. and i really hate this.
im tired of listening to IT almost everyday.
sometimes i get so tired ,i wish i can just sleep the whole day,
just so that pest-like thought would vanish.
except i cant do that cos i have homework.
so i turn to studying...to rid this idiotic thoughts and abrupt emotions.
and it is somehow working. i understand the depth of some of the topics from the sciences better now.
as much as i want to stay strong, i still long and yearn for a shoulder to lean on.
yet i will reject cos i dont NEED one. not trying to act cool.
AND i want to say this, PLEASE DONT SAY YOU CAN BE A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.
except if you are one of my besties-girlfriends. see it, GIRL-friends
if not, shoo. really, shoo.
but seriously , what for? people will think you are fake and pretentious in the end.
so ya, rather stay strong, cool and funny.
and ya i dont believe in what people call 'fantasy'.
COS IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. no offence though.
why fall for it when you already know it can never happen?
haha people will say im being way too practical and realistic.
yeah. seen too many things happen.
so mindset will automatically tune. yupps. so cant blame.
blame on those who started those happenings.
hmmmm actually cant fully blame them..
aiya whatever. this is so redundant.
right now, im kinda not in the mood.
sighs and i really want it to go away.
okays think of the bright side of life.
hmmmmmm....
i have a project to do. oh nothing to be happy about.
ok my primary schoolmate Emmanuel just told me he dissected a pig's heart.
ok not being sadistic. but u cant deny that it is kinda....interesting.
a kind of thing which makes u ask alot of question.
sound like a nerd dia. hahas.
oh gosh i have been busy surfing the net,
i have totally neglected my geo project.
friday must hand in...so rushing.
why cant the the teachers put forward the deadline?
i think this sentence sounds weird.
nvm.
byes peeps. needa start on something.
you know, i really want you to kiss my arse
Sunday, July 06, 2008
heys people:D
err brandon, dont have to SHOW your wowwow love for your lp:D
and audience, dont think dirty:D
im watching spiderman. i have to admit, he is really unlucky.
his life is filled with crisis and struck with all sorts of disasters.
the love of his life just told him she was going out to be married!
sighs if i had a life like his, i think i might jump down a building.
hmm speaking of suicide, i dont know which ways of suicide would cause the least pain of all.
okay need to clarify, im not EMO. just wondering...
i personally object to the idea of jumping down a building.
what if you fall, and land on the ground(obviously=.=), AND survive.
it means that you will have to go thru an ordeal and suffer.
not to mention medical bills. hmmmmm.....
hmmmm what about drugging oneself?
your life would be 'eaten' bit by bit due to the effects of the drugs,
and the pain slowly creeps within/inside you.
eh i think that would really be painful seh.
i cant possibly list out every single way of killing oneself.
but it all boils down that every way of suicide
brings pain and despair.
hahas i dont really understand whatthehell im saying.
loads of crap in my mind.
went to jurong point yesterday.
saw numerous fashion disasters.
okay, im not in any position to comment on people.
but seriously, a super short pink dress( the kind that will show your bottom when you bend slightly) with no pants or tights?
i dunno. still got alot more. just cant recall for the moment.
i have finalise my decision on what im gonna do with my hair
im gonna keep it very long, not too long tho
and im so gonna have those curls felicia chin's has!
woots!! gonna be patient.
*note: when i made this suggestion to brandon, he gave me that sucky look.
speaking of which, i hate this particular ______(hint: got to do with sch)
i mean, ya, i admit i have no interest in the subject ____,
so i need a teacher who can motivate me to learn more. i know, EXCUSES.
you know, questioning me on my 'O' levels and how i feel on how i might my fair in that subject
is totally stupid. cos any normal human would say you will do ok in it.
it is a ego-kind-of-thing.
who would admit they dont have much confidence or say that the probability of flunging that subject is kinda high?
not me , that's for sure. and you have to stample on my pride by saying im acting smart!
well, look's who talking.
and which part of my conv with you did i ever mention anything on my intelligence?
ass sia. and please, talking to my friend is not equivalent to not listening to you.
it's not like im ignoring you. im not even engrossed in the chat with my fellow friend.
i did LISTEN to you lah. i was taking down notes you blind***.
only settle with brainless conclusions without even getting your facts right.
ya , you say you dont want to care about me right.
fine! lets see who gets the last laugh.
i will show you i can do it. i will. and when they ask about anything on my results, i would say
it is all due to my effort.
that is when you can suck your stupid lemons.
i guess people know who im referring to:)
well wait im not sure i can actually do it, but will try my best.
tmr, after my food feast with friends over at seoul garden, i will study!
hopefully i wont forget.:X
WATCH ME:D
as if you can.
you make me laugh, you make cry, i dont know which side to buy
err brandon, dont have to SHOW your wowwow love for your lp:D
and audience, dont think dirty:D
im watching spiderman. i have to admit, he is really unlucky.
his life is filled with crisis and struck with all sorts of disasters.
the love of his life just told him she was going out to be married!
sighs if i had a life like his, i think i might jump down a building.
hmm speaking of suicide, i dont know which ways of suicide would cause the least pain of all.
okay need to clarify, im not EMO. just wondering...
i personally object to the idea of jumping down a building.
what if you fall, and land on the ground(obviously=.=), AND survive.
it means that you will have to go thru an ordeal and suffer.
not to mention medical bills. hmmmmm.....
hmmmm what about drugging oneself?
your life would be 'eaten' bit by bit due to the effects of the drugs,
and the pain slowly creeps within/inside you.
eh i think that would really be painful seh.
i cant possibly list out every single way of killing oneself.
but it all boils down that every way of suicide
brings pain and despair.
hahas i dont really understand whatthehell im saying.
loads of crap in my mind.
went to jurong point yesterday.
saw numerous fashion disasters.
okay, im not in any position to comment on people.
but seriously, a super short pink dress( the kind that will show your bottom when you bend slightly) with no pants or tights?
i dunno. still got alot more. just cant recall for the moment.
i have finalise my decision on what im gonna do with my hair
im gonna keep it very long, not too long tho
and im so gonna have those curls felicia chin's has!
woots!! gonna be patient.
*note: when i made this suggestion to brandon, he gave me that sucky look.
speaking of which, i hate this particular ______(hint: got to do with sch)
i mean, ya, i admit i have no interest in the subject ____,
so i need a teacher who can motivate me to learn more. i know, EXCUSES.
you know, questioning me on my 'O' levels and how i feel on how i might my fair in that subject
is totally stupid. cos any normal human would say you will do ok in it.
it is a ego-kind-of-thing.
who would admit they dont have much confidence or say that the probability of flunging that subject is kinda high?
not me , that's for sure. and you have to stample on my pride by saying im acting smart!
well, look's who talking.
and which part of my conv with you did i ever mention anything on my intelligence?
ass sia. and please, talking to my friend is not equivalent to not listening to you.
it's not like im ignoring you. im not even engrossed in the chat with my fellow friend.
i did LISTEN to you lah. i was taking down notes you blind***.
only settle with brainless conclusions without even getting your facts right.
ya , you say you dont want to care about me right.
fine! lets see who gets the last laugh.
i will show you i can do it. i will. and when they ask about anything on my results, i would say
it is all due to my effort.
that is when you can suck your stupid lemons.
i guess people know who im referring to:)
well wait im not sure i can actually do it, but will try my best.
tmr, after my food feast with friends over at seoul garden, i will study!
hopefully i wont forget.:X
WATCH ME:D
as if you can.
you make me laugh, you make cry, i dont know which side to buy
Saturday, June 28, 2008
stephanie, i would like both juices. more flesh juice though.
and this is for steph:
it is alright to have phobias. it takes time to get rid of it.
and heck those asses who dont give a damn on how you feel.
if they dont seem to understand, dont have to care them.
and it is perfectly fine to be depressed once in a while.
nobody's life is polished and perfect.
and please if you do anything stupid, i will be the first friend to punch ur face.
(nah just kidding only:D)
.
ok now im doing my dumbass LV project.
mdm tan complained about out slides being too general.
so have to re-type, research. whatever it is.
it all boils down to redoing everything.
...
wah im seriously bored. i need someone to sms me but stupid me cant sms so much.
im not used to people calling me cos i feel my voice sucks .
i seriously sound like a man. not the slightest bit girly, i tell you.
it is so grrr. i totally detest my deep voice. gah.
and the glaring sun is robbing my chance of getting fairer .
the sweltering heat is making me perspire a carton of water, or sweat i should say.
i hate it cos my hair gets oily so quickly after my bath.
maths have proved to be a headache for me. partial fractions are so longwinded.
i get tummy pains regularly which makes me curse alot(in my mind).
my hair have grown over my shoulder but im still not satisfied with it.
veryyyyyyy slow you know. please, my hair. i beg you to grow faster.
and cos i sacrifice the opportunity to cut my hair during the hols so that it can grow out, my hair
have turned to a thick thick mess of hair.
ok not really a mess but it is alot. so it means i get hot easily.
steaming hot= perspiring ALOT.
a STEAMING hot person is an ANGRY person.
and now im freaking pissed with my brain cos i think i left it in school.
ok off with my project. trying to recall what the content was in the teacher's guide!
BYE!
and this is for steph:
it is alright to have phobias. it takes time to get rid of it.
and heck those asses who dont give a damn on how you feel.
if they dont seem to understand, dont have to care them.
and it is perfectly fine to be depressed once in a while.
nobody's life is polished and perfect.
and please if you do anything stupid, i will be the first friend to punch ur face.
(nah just kidding only:D)
.
ok now im doing my dumbass LV project.
mdm tan complained about out slides being too general.
so have to re-type, research. whatever it is.
it all boils down to redoing everything.
...
wah im seriously bored. i need someone to sms me but stupid me cant sms so much.
im not used to people calling me cos i feel my voice sucks .
i seriously sound like a man. not the slightest bit girly, i tell you.
it is so grrr. i totally detest my deep voice. gah.
and the glaring sun is robbing my chance of getting fairer .
the sweltering heat is making me perspire a carton of water, or sweat i should say.
i hate it cos my hair gets oily so quickly after my bath.
maths have proved to be a headache for me. partial fractions are so longwinded.
i get tummy pains regularly which makes me curse alot(in my mind).
my hair have grown over my shoulder but im still not satisfied with it.
veryyyyyyy slow you know. please, my hair. i beg you to grow faster.
and cos i sacrifice the opportunity to cut my hair during the hols so that it can grow out, my hair
have turned to a thick thick mess of hair.
ok not really a mess but it is alot. so it means i get hot easily.
steaming hot= perspiring ALOT.
a STEAMING hot person is an ANGRY person.
and now im freaking pissed with my brain cos i think i left it in school.
ok off with my project. trying to recall what the content was in the teacher's guide!
BYE!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
ytd went to newton and eat. i ordered a longan drink. this is what i get:
water with syrup from those longan dessert thingy, with, of course, bits of longan
thats not all, the syrup is so miserable, you can almost taste water.
so is that longan drink? i dont know. hmmmmm....
ok MISS STEPHANIE TAN , done with the LV thing .
i will print the other part of lv for four of us:D
okays... i dont know what to type.
errrr school is going to reopen. ok im suppose to pretend im really uber excited for the day to come.ok ok...here goes.....
WAH IM SO HAPPY SCHOOL IS OPENING SOON!!!!.....not.
whole holiday do homework and do homework.
june holidays should be called ' homeworkdays'.
ok i want to stop blogging.
days are boring:((( BYE!
and again, im a rare breed:D
water with syrup from those longan dessert thingy, with, of course, bits of longan
thats not all, the syrup is so miserable, you can almost taste water.
so is that longan drink? i dont know. hmmmmm....
ok MISS STEPHANIE TAN , done with the LV thing .
i will print the other part of lv for four of us:D
okays... i dont know what to type.
errrr school is going to reopen. ok im suppose to pretend im really uber excited for the day to come.ok ok...here goes.....
WAH IM SO HAPPY SCHOOL IS OPENING SOON!!!!.....not.
whole holiday do homework and do homework.
june holidays should be called ' homeworkdays'.
ok i want to stop blogging.
days are boring:((( BYE!
and again, im a rare breed:D
Saturday, June 14, 2008
13th june
happy birthday yunqi!
14th june
happy birthday winanto!
15th june
happy birthday MUMMY!
16th june
happy birthday JIEJIE!
18th june
happy birthday baboon!
ok settle . all happy birthday wishes are said!
im getting rather lethargic these few days.
dont ask me why. cos i dont even know.
i want to go out! i want winanto to come back from his fishing business in indo!
ok i dunno if he does fishing over at indonesia...to heck with it!
suddenly miss his goofiness and how he solve his rubik cubes,...
and somehow gets panicky when someone is timing him.
i want to go out, no shopping please. just bask into the air,
smell air, breath in air, and
cycle...
.
.
.
.
speaking of cycling, i was suppose to do that on wednesday, 11th june.
BUT ...i didnt. cos stephanie doesnt want to cycle! so does brandon.
and i feel slightly awkward to cycle with stella.
not that she is weird or yucky or anything like that,
cos i had this feeling we wouldnt really cycle, i mean ME cos i wouldnt dare to climb onto the bicycle.hahas so SORRY stella! next time when im super confident that i wont look like
a gorilla balancing on one egg, i would definitely cycle with you!:D
and if we have this next time, i DEMAND steph to cycle with us:)
muhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!
heeheee and she doesnt, i will smear anything i have in my bag onto her face:)
*hope she doesnt see this! hahas lame-.-
anyways steph and brandon seemed surprised with what i wore on that day.
they said i look like a boy.brandon kept saying he is sitting next to a boy at burger king.
(i was sitting next to him, obviously =.=)
so i asked steph if she willing to be my girl.
she said she doesnt want to date a bangala :((
i think i was being a tad too boyish as well.
well, i got stares from people, i observed.
maybe they really thought im a REAL boy.
hmmmmm i wonder. what if....
NAH!
im a imperfectly normal girl who likes guys.
that doesnt sound right. like im some bargirl.
it should be : im a imperfectly normal girl who have crushes on males.
.
.
.
.
i think they are the same.
you get the whole idea anyways.
PICTURES
library
stella and i :D
ok i think this picture is uncouth for a girl.
i look like a boy. hahas my sis told me to put this up tho.
we acting funky.i think my posture is abit coquettish. hmmmm.
steph looks she is gonna eat the sock.
*note : i typed COCK just now.
wow. cup got magic water.
there was actually this picture where steph and stella look like twins.
but rather lazy to upload:D
and you know what, im a rare breed!
happy birthday yunqi!
14th june
happy birthday winanto!
15th june
happy birthday MUMMY!
16th june
happy birthday JIEJIE!
18th june
happy birthday baboon!
ok settle . all happy birthday wishes are said!
im getting rather lethargic these few days.
dont ask me why. cos i dont even know.
i want to go out! i want winanto to come back from his fishing business in indo!
ok i dunno if he does fishing over at indonesia...to heck with it!
suddenly miss his goofiness and how he solve his rubik cubes,...
and somehow gets panicky when someone is timing him.
i want to go out, no shopping please. just bask into the air,
smell air, breath in air, and
cycle...
.
.
.
.
speaking of cycling, i was suppose to do that on wednesday, 11th june.
BUT ...i didnt. cos stephanie doesnt want to cycle! so does brandon.
and i feel slightly awkward to cycle with stella.
not that she is weird or yucky or anything like that,
cos i had this feeling we wouldnt really cycle, i mean ME cos i wouldnt dare to climb onto the bicycle.hahas so SORRY stella! next time when im super confident that i wont look like
a gorilla balancing on one egg, i would definitely cycle with you!:D
and if we have this next time, i DEMAND steph to cycle with us:)
muhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!
heeheee and she doesnt, i will smear anything i have in my bag onto her face:)
*hope she doesnt see this! hahas lame-.-
anyways steph and brandon seemed surprised with what i wore on that day.
they said i look like a boy.brandon kept saying he is sitting next to a boy at burger king.
(i was sitting next to him, obviously =.=)
so i asked steph if she willing to be my girl.
she said she doesnt want to date a bangala :((
i think i was being a tad too boyish as well.
well, i got stares from people, i observed.
maybe they really thought im a REAL boy.
hmmmmm i wonder. what if....
NAH!
im a imperfectly normal girl who likes guys.
that doesnt sound right. like im some bargirl.
it should be : im a imperfectly normal girl who have crushes on males.
.
.
.
.
i think they are the same.
you get the whole idea anyways.
PICTURES
library
stella and i :D
ok i think this picture is uncouth for a girl.
i look like a boy. hahas my sis told me to put this up tho.
we acting funky.i think my posture is abit coquettish. hmmmm.
steph looks she is gonna eat the sock.
*note : i typed COCK just now.
wow. cup got magic water.
there was actually this picture where steph and stella look like twins.
but rather lazy to upload:D
and you know what, im a rare breed!
Sunday, June 08, 2008
on second thoughts, i wont do the quiz.
sorry tingshiuan!
i cant even copy paste the thing.
and currently im a tad too lazy to type out everything.
so SORRY tingshiuan!
going out with tingshiuan, augustine and randy.
woopees! beats better than rotting away at home.
i have been watching cardcaptor sakura.
finished season 2. now onto season 1.
and i have been binging on alot of snacks.
i spend at least an hour cooped up in my study room,
studying and doing my homework.
very guai right? hoho.
going to sentosa or pasir ris park on wednesday i guess
I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE!
hoi! gonna cycle! dont care with fall over the cliff,
splash into the mud or rip my pants apart(?)
IM STILL GONNA LEARN CYCLING!
to heck with constipated facial expressions.
STILL GONNA CYCLE MY LIFE OUT:D
yesterday went to setph's house to study with yvonne.
apparently, my face is really funny.
cos stella, steph's lil sis, never failed to laugh whenever she catches a glimpse of me.
and cos we were joking about something, the soup and macaroni from my mouth
shot out back into my bowl.
and the way i sucked e life out of my coke with a stupid face, according to steph.
and i kept laughing hysterically. dont bother asking me.
finished my chem. we were all confused with all the balancing of chemistry thingys.
hope we can get the hang of it:D
i dont know what to write.
aiya i dowan blog. BYES!
lyrics -better in time.
Oooh oooh
Hmmmmh
(Verse)
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow i can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Who's there? , No one)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realized
that i really didn’t knooOooOw
If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'ma be oooOook
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
(Verse)
How could i turn on the TV
Without something that would remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feeling?
If i’m dreamin
Don’t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn’t notice
Well, you mean everything (quickly i’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I will be ok
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)
(Bridge)
Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
It's time i let you go so i can be free
And live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes i Will
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I wanna smile 'coz i deserve to yes i do(It’ll all get better in time)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Gonna smile 'coz i deserve to Ooooooh (It’ll all get better....)
MUST PLAY THIS SONG!
sorry tingshiuan!
i cant even copy paste the thing.
and currently im a tad too lazy to type out everything.
so SORRY tingshiuan!
going out with tingshiuan, augustine and randy.
woopees! beats better than rotting away at home.
i have been watching cardcaptor sakura.
finished season 2. now onto season 1.
and i have been binging on alot of snacks.
i spend at least an hour cooped up in my study room,
studying and doing my homework.
very guai right? hoho.
going to sentosa or pasir ris park on wednesday i guess
I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE!
hoi! gonna cycle! dont care with fall over the cliff,
splash into the mud or rip my pants apart(?)
IM STILL GONNA LEARN CYCLING!
to heck with constipated facial expressions.
STILL GONNA CYCLE MY LIFE OUT:D
yesterday went to setph's house to study with yvonne.
apparently, my face is really funny.
cos stella, steph's lil sis, never failed to laugh whenever she catches a glimpse of me.
and cos we were joking about something, the soup and macaroni from my mouth
shot out back into my bowl.
and the way i sucked e life out of my coke with a stupid face, according to steph.
and i kept laughing hysterically. dont bother asking me.
finished my chem. we were all confused with all the balancing of chemistry thingys.
hope we can get the hang of it:D
i dont know what to write.
aiya i dowan blog. BYES!
lyrics -better in time.
Oooh oooh
Hmmmmh
(Verse)
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow i can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Who's there? , No one)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realized
that i really didn’t knooOooOw
If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'ma be oooOook
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
(Verse)
How could i turn on the TV
Without something that would remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feeling?
If i’m dreamin
Don’t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn’t notice
Well, you mean everything (quickly i’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I will be ok
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)
(Bridge)
Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
It's time i let you go so i can be free
And live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes i Will
(Chorus)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I wanna smile 'coz i deserve to yes i do(It’ll all get better in time)
Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Gonna smile 'coz i deserve to Ooooooh (It’ll all get better....)
MUST PLAY THIS SONG!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
heys!
i havent been online for almost a month, excluding the IT enrichment
which was a total bore. the lecturers were slacking, well most of the time.
but they were very good people . throughout the enrichment, they allowed us to use the internet
if we BEHAVED ourselves:D
i have alot of things to update on.
people are telling me to update...
but im kinda lazy:D cos i have not touch the computer for more than a month.
thought people wouldnt exactly notice. my blog is usually dead, well to me.
so i really appreciate the fact you peeps actually read my blog and want me to update.
but my memory bank isnt the size of an elephant, so i cant exactly remember everything i did .
and im missing out lots of stuff without going online.
last to see, last to know, last to witness.
well this is not the point:D
attended a wedding dinner on 24th may.
basically, i was walking, IN MY HEELS, to find the venue where the wedding is being held.
i guess my mum had it worse, since she wore stilettos , which was gift from my sis and i to her for mothers' day:D
me, my sis, mum and grandma were walking back and forth in EXPO.
and im telling you, EXPO is SUPER BIG.
never ever going to step inside again. i cant imagine myself having to walk rounds just to find something. brrrrr .
i realise something, even though i have some arguments with my mum,
or we exchanged words, i still love her always cos she is always there for me.
although sometimes i do get intimidated, i still love her:D
mum YOU ARE THE BEST:D
*
*
*
it is not about the necessity to wish someone happy birthday.
people do so , because people have put you in their important list of friends.
they called because they want you to have the most memorable birthday.
they stayed up because they think YOU are worth it.
and we honestly do not wish to see him hurt you again.
it is not about going through us before going out with someone.
once bitten, twice shy.
ya, i admit, we were against the idea of you going out with him.
you may question about your own freedom and choice of friends,
we may seem CONTROLLING and probably ...OUTRAGEOUS?
i tell you, we were not.
we were merely concerned and feared of the possibility of everything repeating again.
we just dont want to see the whole cycle start again. it is unbearable.
is this too much? arent friends suppose to FEEL this way?
and ya we intended to throw a surprise for you.
but we decided to cancel it cos you were going out with your family,
which is pretty understandable(on the part you celebrating ur birthday with your family)
then tables are turned and shockingly, we were the ones being surprised.
turns out you went out with him.
hmmm...well we may sound totally unreasonable.
but only cos this was came across as heart-shocking news.
we were not expecting you to do anything, ya.
anyways, you have the freedom to hang out with friends,
so this should be put aside.
and i agree with steph, we are also reflecting on ourselves.
occasionally, i do think whether the whole rollarcoaster ride is worth it.
and i want to tell you, nothing in this world is worthless. nothing.
so, like what steph said, we do not wish to have this friendship ties being severed.
i rather we will talk to each other face to face.
'cept, maybe not now, since the air is still very super ultra mega thick.
im not pleading for anything.
just voicing my opinions. and clear the air.
and this is for another person,mind you. dont jump to conclusions cos it does not refer to you:
PLEASE DONT ACT AS IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
dont even TRY, i emphasize , TRY to point out my misdoings.
or mistakes or whatever people call it.
nothing in this world has everything structured out perfectly, i know.
but do you think i saw all of it coming?
oh, did i persuade god , to what, let all of these things happen?
clearly you dont really know the situation.
so STOP assuming and telling me what is right or wrong or whatever.
you want to be a smart aleck, go do it to someone else.
im not going to take ur nonsense.
do not wish to HEAR any rubbish. so GET LOST.
and before you go, GO CHOP OFF UR MOUTH!
i hope things will tide down.
** will post pictures some day. got over hundred . so dont expect me to actually bluetooth-ed all the pics from my phone to the com and upload.:D too lazy.
but i will remember to put some memorable ones:D
i havent been online for almost a month, excluding the IT enrichment
which was a total bore. the lecturers were slacking, well most of the time.
but they were very good people . throughout the enrichment, they allowed us to use the internet
if we BEHAVED ourselves:D
i have alot of things to update on.
people are telling me to update...
but im kinda lazy:D cos i have not touch the computer for more than a month.
thought people wouldnt exactly notice. my blog is usually dead, well to me.
so i really appreciate the fact you peeps actually read my blog and want me to update.
but my memory bank isnt the size of an elephant, so i cant exactly remember everything i did .
and im missing out lots of stuff without going online.
last to see, last to know, last to witness.
well this is not the point:D
attended a wedding dinner on 24th may.
basically, i was walking, IN MY HEELS, to find the venue where the wedding is being held.
i guess my mum had it worse, since she wore stilettos , which was gift from my sis and i to her for mothers' day:D
me, my sis, mum and grandma were walking back and forth in EXPO.
and im telling you, EXPO is SUPER BIG.
never ever going to step inside again. i cant imagine myself having to walk rounds just to find something. brrrrr .
i realise something, even though i have some arguments with my mum,
or we exchanged words, i still love her always cos she is always there for me.
although sometimes i do get intimidated, i still love her:D
mum YOU ARE THE BEST:D
*
*
*
it is not about the necessity to wish someone happy birthday.
people do so , because people have put you in their important list of friends.
they called because they want you to have the most memorable birthday.
they stayed up because they think YOU are worth it.
and we honestly do not wish to see him hurt you again.
it is not about going through us before going out with someone.
once bitten, twice shy.
ya, i admit, we were against the idea of you going out with him.
you may question about your own freedom and choice of friends,
we may seem CONTROLLING and probably ...OUTRAGEOUS?
i tell you, we were not.
we were merely concerned and feared of the possibility of everything repeating again.
we just dont want to see the whole cycle start again. it is unbearable.
is this too much? arent friends suppose to FEEL this way?
and ya we intended to throw a surprise for you.
but we decided to cancel it cos you were going out with your family,
which is pretty understandable(on the part you celebrating ur birthday with your family)
then tables are turned and shockingly, we were the ones being surprised.
turns out you went out with him.
hmmm...well we may sound totally unreasonable.
but only cos this was came across as heart-shocking news.
we were not expecting you to do anything, ya.
anyways, you have the freedom to hang out with friends,
so this should be put aside.
and i agree with steph, we are also reflecting on ourselves.
occasionally, i do think whether the whole rollarcoaster ride is worth it.
and i want to tell you, nothing in this world is worthless. nothing.
so, like what steph said, we do not wish to have this friendship ties being severed.
i rather we will talk to each other face to face.
'cept, maybe not now, since the air is still very super ultra mega thick.
im not pleading for anything.
just voicing my opinions. and clear the air.
and this is for another person,mind you. dont jump to conclusions cos it does not refer to you:
PLEASE DONT ACT AS IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
dont even TRY, i emphasize , TRY to point out my misdoings.
or mistakes or whatever people call it.
nothing in this world has everything structured out perfectly, i know.
but do you think i saw all of it coming?
oh, did i persuade god , to what, let all of these things happen?
clearly you dont really know the situation.
so STOP assuming and telling me what is right or wrong or whatever.
you want to be a smart aleck, go do it to someone else.
im not going to take ur nonsense.
do not wish to HEAR any rubbish. so GET LOST.
and before you go, GO CHOP OFF UR MOUTH!
i hope things will tide down.
** will post pictures some day. got over hundred . so dont expect me to actually bluetooth-ed all the pics from my phone to the com and upload.:D too lazy.
but i will remember to put some memorable ones:D
Saturday, April 19, 2008
HELLOS!!!
i am officially off the emoness.
cos basically my friends have made every single day of my life damn freaking fun:D
shalalalalala.
i shall:
.never ever resort into thinking of anything depressing!
.never pretend/acknowledge the grass on the other side is much greener
.never put myself down. its just depletes my energy
.never drop an egg on the floor ( i did that today!)
ok ok. rewind back. gotta remember what i did. hmmm...
oh ya yesterday winanto, natalie, ricia and i went for some competition at suntec.
it was about EARTH day. something like that.
we came with our tiny paintbrush- ornaments and old brushes.
but we kinda freaked out upon seeing every school, who participated in this too, had
prepared boards and blahblah , and they look stable and steady.
hahas heck care, we did out best by talking,
especially me but i was blabbering all sorts of craps which came out naturally from my mouth.
and apologies to winanto. he didnt have the opportunity to speak up.
so sorry!
and today....
*DRUMS ROLL, PEOPLE JUMPING*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....
NATALIE PHANG PHANG!
now that she is older, her duty is to take care of me and stephanie, who are on the go
of turning fifteen. we dont feel old and never will be!! muahahahah
=.=
anyways ..NATALIE!
i hope you like my present:D *winks*
and it would stay comfy! FOREVER!
a friend is like a bra, which makes u feel comfy all the time~
hahaha!
ok i flunged my a maths test. HOO-RAHHH.
gotta practise more man..go huishi go!
and steph and i made the same mistake:D:D:D
sitting partners mah...what to do??
sit together, make mistakes together, laugh together, hate (a person) together.
hohoho.
about the egg incident..
ya today i dropped an egg. on the floor.
and i was frantically calling for help, inside my head.
but i stayed cool in front of my mum.
my sis saw the mess and helped distract my mu while i cleared it up.
i was literally smelling the floor to detect if there was any smell of eggs!
used the cloth, tissue, mop. anything to rid the smell.
mum thought i spill the egg on the stove,
and i nodded. and she believed me!
im such a good liar:D
and for those who i despise:
there are SUCKERS out there in this world who cant suck anymore
COS they are too damn sucky:D still got the cheek to accuse huh...
***
and i wish mdm rafilah good health.
i hope she gets better soon.
***
bah bah .
im so bored. i have camwhored alot to pass time,
did my a maths. my handwriting was so so immaculate at first,
and then became very untidy cos some of questions are wrecked
my ability to write properly.
ok i have nothing to write.
my head is empty. check it out, it is hollow.
dong...im so mundanely lame.
and sorry weiting for the patapon music which blasted him right out from his seat tothe gorund and blown away into the sky...
kidding here
**
went for the self-esteem workshop last tuesday.
it was really cool seeing candice again,
she looks more cute in her shorter bob-hairstyle.
anyways she showed us some video clips
which was amazing. and very saddening.
especially the part where we saw a video on a girl whose face got melted and burnt.
she is the utmost beauty in the world, she faced all her fears and handled it well.
and forgave the culprit for what he has done.
sometimes it takes alot to forgive one person for her/his doing.
but she did it effortlessly, which is pretty cool to me.
and i teared when i saw the clip on mother theresa.
i couldnt hold it back anymore so it just fell out.
*you may think that what you have contributed to the world is just a drop of water into the sea, but the sea would be missing a drop without you
i dunno if that is correct, but the main point is stated lah.
i am officially off the emoness.
cos basically my friends have made every single day of my life damn freaking fun:D
shalalalalala.
i shall:
.never ever resort into thinking of anything depressing!
.never pretend/acknowledge the grass on the other side is much greener
.never put myself down. its just depletes my energy
.never drop an egg on the floor ( i did that today!)
ok ok. rewind back. gotta remember what i did. hmmm...
oh ya yesterday winanto, natalie, ricia and i went for some competition at suntec.
it was about EARTH day. something like that.
we came with our tiny paintbrush- ornaments and old brushes.
but we kinda freaked out upon seeing every school, who participated in this too, had
prepared boards and blahblah , and they look stable and steady.
hahas heck care, we did out best by talking,
especially me but i was blabbering all sorts of craps which came out naturally from my mouth.
and apologies to winanto. he didnt have the opportunity to speak up.
so sorry!
and today....
*DRUMS ROLL, PEOPLE JUMPING*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....
NATALIE PHANG PHANG!
now that she is older, her duty is to take care of me and stephanie, who are on the go
of turning fifteen. we dont feel old and never will be!! muahahahah
=.=
anyways ..NATALIE!
i hope you like my present:D *winks*
and it would stay comfy! FOREVER!
a friend is like a bra, which makes u feel comfy all the time~
hahaha!
ok i flunged my a maths test. HOO-RAHHH.
gotta practise more man..go huishi go!
and steph and i made the same mistake:D:D:D
sitting partners mah...what to do??
sit together, make mistakes together, laugh together, hate (a person) together.
hohoho.
about the egg incident..
ya today i dropped an egg. on the floor.
and i was frantically calling for help, inside my head.
but i stayed cool in front of my mum.
my sis saw the mess and helped distract my mu while i cleared it up.
i was literally smelling the floor to detect if there was any smell of eggs!
used the cloth, tissue, mop. anything to rid the smell.
mum thought i spill the egg on the stove,
and i nodded. and she believed me!
im such a good liar:D
and for those who i despise:
there are SUCKERS out there in this world who cant suck anymore
COS they are too damn sucky:D still got the cheek to accuse huh...
***
and i wish mdm rafilah good health.
i hope she gets better soon.
***
bah bah .
im so bored. i have camwhored alot to pass time,
did my a maths. my handwriting was so so immaculate at first,
and then became very untidy cos some of questions are wrecked
my ability to write properly.
ok i have nothing to write.
my head is empty. check it out, it is hollow.
dong...im so mundanely lame.
and sorry weiting for the patapon music which blasted him right out from his seat tothe gorund and blown away into the sky...
kidding here
**
went for the self-esteem workshop last tuesday.
it was really cool seeing candice again,
she looks more cute in her shorter bob-hairstyle.
anyways she showed us some video clips
which was amazing. and very saddening.
especially the part where we saw a video on a girl whose face got melted and burnt.
she is the utmost beauty in the world, she faced all her fears and handled it well.
and forgave the culprit for what he has done.
sometimes it takes alot to forgive one person for her/his doing.
but she did it effortlessly, which is pretty cool to me.
and i teared when i saw the clip on mother theresa.
i couldnt hold it back anymore so it just fell out.
*you may think that what you have contributed to the world is just a drop of water into the sea, but the sea would be missing a drop without you
i dunno if that is correct, but the main point is stated lah.
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