happy chinese new year everybody!!
though it is kinda late...
but just wish everybody can get alot alot alot of money!!!
for girls, i hope you get alot of money to spend on girl stuffs!!clothes, accessories, anything.
and boys, hope you can get alot of money to spend on your boy stuff, ESPECIALLY on GIRLS!!

cny was fun.
maternal cousins came over on the first day of cny.
we had a SUPER wide spread of GOOD FOOD:D:D
i love my timothy so much:D:D
oh ya my sis spilled her apple juice(she was actually holding my cup of apple juice) on the bed.
and me, being some frantic aunty, running up and down, making my way to the kitchen to get the cloth to clear the stain. er gu was asking me why i was running around like mad.
i told him my silly sister spilled the apple juice and we told him to keep it a secret from mummy.
he gave a grin and stall my mum.
but she found out anyways.

the food.

second day of cny went to grandma(father) house.
celebrate, collect ang baos.
just slack around, look at people gambling


i was supposed to go out with ricia and jinyang.
but around 8 plus, my head felt very light and hot.
and whenever i moved my eyes, the images surrounding me move slower than usual.
my vision was spinning and my head was strumming to a noisy annoying rhythm.
couldnt take it so i messaged her that i couldnt make it.
so after that, i continued to go back to my slumber,
wishing that the pain would just disappear, thinking a good dream might just chase it away.
but then, all i got was a terrible nightmare.
about scary deadly centipedes which eats humans up .
sighs

so anyways, i woke up around 11 plus with a weird feeling.
attempted to shake it off but failed.
my mum and sista wanted to shop at jurong point.
so off we went, walking around.
i bought this skirt at double index with my own cny money!
mum bought us two shirts and a vest cum jacket.


and i pierced my right ear.
now it has two beautiful holes:D
im so glad my mum didnt went complaining.
but sadly, sista didnt accompany me to pierce.
i have been waiting for almost a year to pierce cos of my darling sista.
sadly, my patience has worn off and thin.
so there, i have pierced my ear, my right ear!!!
at first, my heart was on the verge of coming out from my mouth.
but when the sound made by that tool-for-ear-piercing was made,signaling that everything is over
first thing that came to my mind was ' YA-TA!!!!!'.
kinda overwhelmed with elation and pride.
i think im being way too happy over this ...LALALALA.






bought this two cute lil cupcakes from 'made with love' for mum and sister.
it was sort of an early valentines' day gift:D:D:D:D

and i just ate SOME of it. and it was good!!!
should have bought more. oh no cant resist my temptation.
gotta take control within. weeeezzzzzzz.

omg i want those cakes, now, badly, immediately, no matter how fattening it is, now matter how much butter has been used , i still must have it!!!~~~~~~

sometimes, things are not as simple as what you think.it takes more than just thinking. you have to read between the lines to get to your answer to some questions in the heart.

back from camp!!
woots!!!

i want rock-climbing!!!
i was waiting for so long to rock climb
and i wasnt given that chance!!! booo hooo.

and i want night hike.
threw grass at tan hao, and felt things jumping on my body.
yikes. and i counted 55 stars in total.
i wished for many things:D:D:D:D

the camp was basically fun.
except SOMETHING lahs... cant elaborate.
cos if i do, i will be literally dead.
i have no mood to continue on about the camp.
just thinking about it makes me pissed.
and unjust. really....sighs.

im sad for natalie cos her bobo just passed on.
may he be happy forever above in the clouds:D:D

yesterday went to a reunion dinner with my family on my dad's side.
it was cool ya. i wore heels for the first time:D:D:D
felt tall. woots~~~~ i wish i could(i used past tense cos i dont think it is possible) hit around 168??
anyways i had a bad tummyache throughout the dinner.
you know how annoying it is, when all your favourite dishes are placed right in front of you,
and you simply cant bear to eat cos of a unbearable tummy pains??
and when the whole pain is over, your most unlikeable dish arrives right after??
it is so so so so so gahgahgahgah.

and how does it feel to have tummy pains for four days straight???
so so so so so so so~~~~~~~~~

remind to upload some photos yeah?
extremely lazy to even send the photos:D:D

andand i would love to complain

about so so many things
im not disgusted.just not used to it YET.
but i just cant help imagining them.... i mean i really really wish them the best.
but...you know you know...like...you know lahs.
aiyo what the hell am i saying?
im just beating round the bush lahs......snores.
but it is like........weird.

andandand

whats wrong with people these days?
i was complaining to syaz(zany), winanto and steph during the camp(second day)
about this particular person who flirts around with guys. any guy.
any tom, dick or harry or what-so-ever.
i mean, flirting with guys is alright.
but flirting with people who are already taken???
in front of their partners??? gosh!
you should jolly well understand by doing this,
nobody will respect you. .
so why dont you just step back before the world hates you?

*******


andand an advice to people.
to comfort somebody is not all about shutting up.
it is about opening the mouth and letting the words flow.
it doesnt have to be about the SUBJECT.
it could be anything.
it doesnt feel nice when the silence is so clear and deafening.

thats all i can say. too much is bad cos
words can cause hectic chaos
hahahas so cheem sia. dunno what wrong with my head.
the brain isnt working well.
but the wackiness hasnt died. weee~~~~
weeee-song(it is just a...sound. you try making it)

watched 27 dresses yesterday. so damn touching.
imagining being a bridesmaid for 27 times?
woah, how tiring to see couples happy about their marriage,
and then wondering when will your day come?
hahas im not desperate for marriage, unlike some.
i still want to enjoy my life, drooling at hotties.
actually personally speaking, it is alright to like ADMIRE guys from afar
(i have forgotten which but one magazine stated that it is alright to drool over hotties)
even if you have a boyfriend or hubby.
just draw a line to what you are doing, know what you are doing.
cos remember, people are watching your every step.
hahas my goodness, what i have just said have no link to the movie.

anyways, it is a mustmust to catch the show.
great storyline, great humour, great people.
what more can you ask, really?



ooooooooo and chinese new year is coming!
cash rolling in. WOOHOOO!!!!

*sorry tanhao and natalie. cant make it tomorrow. next week okays?

please think before you act. sensitivity. please read up the dictionary on this word

HELLOS!!!

the sun is setting any moment.

yesterday natalie, winanto, ricia and i were suppose to teach the sec ones.
ricia was away for some aeroplane thingy blah blah blah.
and the rest werent so active basically.

but anyways, i was enthusiastically taught the sec ones
like what nat said, they were painfully shy.
total silence and pauses after every string of words that comes out of my words.

it goes like this:
me: hellos
the sec ones: *sniggers*
me in my thoughts: izit me or is my face so funny?? hmmm....

and then....

me: now we teaching you how to make clay, you excited??
the sec ones: *staring at me in extreme confusion, resulting another min of silence*
me:eh, dont shy lehs. must have response mahs.
the sec ones:* some of them sniggered while some still had that bored facial expression on*

they are so so so so quiet eh.
but kinda happy cos there was this girl who called me 'jie jie'.
so cute seh, i was totally shocked and it was a good thing.
at least better than being called 'aunty'
(i still remembered steph's little cousin, the one who called me aunty so OPENLY)

i hope they will warm up with us.
if they are going to stay quiet throughout the year, im SO willing to give them my hyperness.
im so ambivalent about them staying mute literally.
yosh! im going to be crazy with them, be the next clown of the art club!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

god i have lost my marbles.

currntly doing the project on HEROES.
english stuff, which is very important cos the marks goes to our daily work, which goes to out report card, which is important.
in case you dunno, daily work has been used to somehow replace common tests.
so every homework is important,
cos the marks you get for them, reflect on our grades in every subject.
why did the school have to construct and implant this practice ?
i prefer common tests and those theories.
and worse comes to worst, we are having SPA for chemistry and physics.
meaning: more practicals than theory tests

im so prone to making many mistakes in practicals.
i have the tendency to miscalculate all the stuff.
i get flustered easily when the bunsen burner doesnt light up despite many attempts.
and i hate the labs cos i have seen many spiders and their stupid webs,
which hides under tables

i hope i can cope with these.
im so used to theories.
i lived my life memorising stuff for class tests
and suddenly, theory tests have changed to practical tests.
practicals is not my forte:(((
BUT i will survive !!! i shall do my best albeit i dont have the confidence!

what am i talking..rubbish?

ya rubbish talker.

gasps i feel so mortified.
what has the world become man???

oh the sun just set. woah...
and im going to be away for camp from monday to wednesday?
please do not miss me okays?

hello folks:D
my blog is so so so dead, to me.
boring posts per boring day.
nonetheless i will still be blogging,
so deal with the boredom you are gonna have
for the next few minutes of reading yet another boring post=)

actually yesterday want to go bugis with amanda and winanto.
mummy didnt allow cos too far=x
sorry amanda!!! couldnt go out with y'all!!!!
msged winanto couldnt go with them=(( wah wah wahs....
so in the end went with wx, qj, steph and TMM to kbox.
but plans were changed as everybody was totally uninterested about the kbox idea.
so we went to pasir ris( dont ask me why i can go there. i called my mum for confirmation and she sorta reluctantly allow me to go there=D happy happy.)

th guys rented the bikes while steph and i went to the beach to throw coconuts into the sea.
was kinda fun. play here and there.
and tadaa, the rain came. woots. got drenched all over.
we seeked for shelter, and miraculously, the rain stopped. hoo-RAS.
steph and i went to the swing and swing(i find this sentence stupid, of course you swing in a swing=.=)

anyways back to the where i was, steph was being pushed on the head by tan hao.
sadded lahs. she was so so poor thing. he so bad right??
the way tan hao pushed her head was like pushing a coconut lahs=x
wei xiang went to push my swing, went higher and higher and higher.

steph had to go home early, so KIND tan hao sponsored her taxi fare=))
but it wasnt enough=(((
so the rest of us headed to plaza sing to settle our dinner at ajisen.
we were supposed to meet nat at some condo but it was a tad too late.
wanted to see the condo so badly=(((((

took a number of PICTURES:D:D:D
if any of y'all threaten or bully me,
the next thing you know,
your beautiful photos will and shall be put up.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*****

i absolutely despise people who act they are innocent when they are hell NOT!!
random stuff from random me=))
heehee

recently, i have been trying to master the art of burping the alphabets.
i tried that on ricia and she was practically into tears due to the overwhelming laughter.
lols she said all the burps sounded the same=((
so ya will practise until i get it right.
i know it is so damn revolting for a girl to burp.
and that guys can only do that.
but heys, girls can do anything guys can do.
except for some things ....=))))))

lalalalala. i love eggs.
okays being random is so dumb man....

and i have chopped my fringe with my own hands=)
i think i look funny lehs....sighs.
if any of you laugh, i will go bang my head=))

LOLS!!!!!

yesterday was blasting into laughters with winanto , nat and ricia.
we all did very funny stupid faces, especially me according to everybody.
hahas !!!!
winanto pretended to be angry with anybody we knew,
it turns out that everybody believe he was angry!!
LOLSSSSS.....
and that night i dreamt of them doing stupid faces!
i was laughing laa until i felt like i choked onto my saliva which i didnt ...
and that woke me up D: badbadbad.

today winanto smsed about him being bored and wanting to go out.
so in the end we(me , winanto, wei xiang, natalie) went to the fish farm.
so damn hard to catch the fishes. but managed to caught two big ones.
unlike wei xiang, who got none(muahaha im so evil... pls dont kill me wx!)
wx had to go home first so only left with me, winanto and natalie.
winanto bought this packet of fish food to attract all the fishes .
and it worked!!! we caught so many and then gave it away:D

and i enjoyed the whole thing:D


'i felt so proud today' -winanto's motto of the day.

around 5 plus we took a bus back to boon lay interchange.
nat very suay eh. when we were already in the bus, another shuttle bus came.
and that bus was actually heading for choa chu kang.
but we had loads of fun in the bus.
we were probably the noisiest in the bus
cos we were laughing our heads off.HOHOHO.

nat took a taxi home(you qian ren) while winanto and i took a bus.

now my left side of my body aching .

AND IM NOT BIG BUTT WINANTO~~~~~~~

cca fair was outrageous..
art club was somehow or rather FORGOTTEN
thus we were given a venue near the office, where people will just WALK PASS
and it is damn UNNOTICEABLE..

grrrrrr then entertain out 'customers'
some just merely look at you in the eye, like we are some dirt
and just ignored us =.=

anyways it was kinda okays entertaining some of them.
at least they responded to us....geez.

i hope next year cca fair will be much better
and that art club will be given a much more better VENUE.


now im kinda tired. have nothing much to blog.
just read nat's blog. lols.
i think everybody in art club is feeling the same way as her, including me.

but everything is over.
all i can say is im happy everybody contributed so much into this :D

[EDITED POST]

sighs.
first day of school, most of my good friends said this to me
' you look like sec one'

so i went asking around, and most of them agreed:((

and today kena bei this group of puny sec one boys made fun.
this is what they did>>>
boys:eh, your back got something.
me:*turns around *
me:*touches my back*
boys:HAHA.
boys:gen ni kai wan xiao(im just playing with you)
boys:*walks off while mocking at my stupidity*

grrr im so BODOH can?
i, a sec 3 girl, actually was made fun of by this bunch of sec one brats??!!!
gahhh...even though some of those boys were kinda cute...
it was so so so totally humiliating laaa!!!!

gahgahgahgahgahgahgahgahgah.

tmr im going for cca fair.
now my body aching so much due to the strain.
painted those tiles until hand pain, leg pain, shoulder pain.
but fret not, shall not allow my tiredness to affect me:D

lamelamelame.....snores.

andandand im in the lousiest chinese class laa:D
will TRY to study harder :D JIAYOUUSS

lyrics for broken heart parade by good charlotte:D
a very very nice song:D

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...

[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today

Go oh oh
Oh oh oh

You got a question
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...
[Broken Hearts Parade lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day

[gutar and trumpit solo]

[CHORUS]
The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

new year is coming
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
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just in a few hours, it will be the beginning of 2008!!
gah gah.
even though i do really miss my friends,
but but but but it feels like everything is happening too soon.
im so dreaded by the fact that we have to study real damn hard.
i dont even understand a single thing about logarithms.
gah gah gah.
in need of help here!!! (SOS)

there are so many resolutions i have for 2008
ssshhhhh cant say it here :x:x
heehee

going to change my blogskin for the coming new year!
WOOTS~~~~~

today went out with ting shiuan to bugis.
shopped here and there.
in the end bought this black off-shoulder tee:D
finally bought one eh! finally:D:D:D:D
was eying on this white skinnies but decided not to buy it:)
after the shopping, we headed to AMK hub.
we were searching for places to sit down...
walk walk walk ...walk until legs turned jelly.
when we reached food court, we found some heavenly red empty seats.
sitting on the chair was so oh-heavenly-nice-comfy:D:D:D
HURRAYS!!!

oh my goodness 2008 is coming!!!
basking into the new year!!!
WEEEE~~~~~~

*turns to take a look at the bloody thick books*
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sighs...... damn boring....need to study again.....
OH NO~~~~~~~~

now my whole body aching like hell...
walk too much for today.

i have chopped my hair on friday.
no seriously i really chopped off my hair.
and until now i cant believe my hair is short.
OMG IM STARTING TO MISS MY LONG HAIR:(((

nvm at least i tried a new hairstyle

ting shiuan and man ru said my present hairstyle is very SIMLIAR
to the hairstyle i had when i was in primary five.
(those who have seen my ezlink card, you will get what i mean)
but i argued cos my hair isnt as POOF-ED up.

we met up at cck mrt station platform.
trained all the way to orchard and walked around aimlessly.
kevin heng was kinda lost....(he couldnt find us)
and we walked around in circles trying to find him,
resulting my extreme hunger.
he blamed us for making him walk so much laa!!!

it was fun being with them
especially when we went to kinokuniya
and sat down at one corner to just crap around.
(kevin heng says he doesnt want to know me
cos im too crazy:D)

bah. anyways had a super great time with them.
i want to meet up with them some day :D:D:D:D
miss them loads~~~~~~


NEXT STOP:PICTURES


man ru, me and ting shiuan
MAN RU IS SEXY!!! (i dunno whether she will see this...)

me, kevin heng(behind), man ru and ting shiuan

this damn box of japanese sweets.
price=$9
OMG!!! i was tempted by the cute box and tiny sweets
it was telling me to buy it laa, so i bought it.
the sweets are hard but it is pleasure to suck them:D

but if you were to bite it....your teeth might break:D

okays being lame here...again:D:D:D:D

it is already christmas eve.
gosh time flies really really fast.....

watched national treasure at jp last week.
damn nice show. and i want to visit the city of gold:D:D
GOLD GOLD GOLD:D:D:D:D:D:D
imagine everyday when you wake up, surrounding you is all that shiny gold.
seeing your reflection from any angle on that shiny shiny gold,
and hugging a golden teddy bear to sleep.
ooooo lalala. i have gone mad

lately i have deprived of sleep.
dunno why. im just not tired at night.(because of this, my eyebags have become so damn big)
but it is nice blasting the music in the dark night when nobody cares a hoot on what you are doing.
you can do the craziest things like shaking your arms around wildly
or kicking you leg in the air as if you are kicking somebody out of anger
or making up anime love stories(last night i imagined one about sesshomaru[dont ask me why] and this girl:D:D woots!)
or just thinking of somebody or something and smile to yourself:):):):):):):):)

BYE PEOPLE(i think nobody is reading eh..)

AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!
i dowan the typical 'may all your dreams come true'
so i decided to write: 'may you go lala during the festive season'
*dots**rolls eyes at myself*

*and thank you winanto for the msg.
but i didnt reply you cos i dunno if you are in indo or singapore..
but anyways thanks a bunch:D

christmas is coming soon:D
tmr fixing phone. hurrays.
i hope it wont be spoilt again cos if it does again,
i will bang my head on the wall or ask somebody to shoot me in the head
all of you be my WITNESS then:D:D:D

meeting up with ting shiuan and man ru this saturday.
enwen couldnt make it cos her dad wants her to study=.=
im so sad laa. it is such a rare occasion to meet up again...




(anything written doesnt IMPLY to anybody. so no offence:D)

there are so many fakers in this world.
it is so hard to differentiate from which is which.
i just happen to have heard some story from somebody and it got me thinking.
who are your real friends?

it is so unjust when you get the blame
when you dont even know what has happened
sometimes when a person react to something stupidly
it is not cos she/he is really that stupid
it is cos they want to run away from everything,
and stop the hurt in them,
or just simply do not wish to let people know that everything has been a facade.
sometimes they dont understand not cos they are stupid by nature,
but maybe cos they just dont want to know the truth.
paranoia is what they fear, that's all.
they know running away will not help,
but sometimes it is so damn hard to face the truth.
the truth might be lethal and fatal to handle.
that is why they are so afraid of just looking at it.


only god understands.
probably that is the reason why i seem so fake then.

okays im just randomly typing craps.
but you all get my drift right?

im shaking so hard right now
first time kind-of-thing in my life
i dunno why:D:D:D oh well, who cares.

it is weird posting so many times in just a week.
but please dont miss out the other recent posts okays???
LMAOS~~

today is like my unlucky day i suppose.
my phone cocked up for the second time.
cant open inbox, drafts, sent messages, saved messages.
i cant send any messages.
but i still can call people and receive calls with it.
weird phone.
so i changed my phone to the old crappy SAMSUNG phone...
sighs.........

secondly, my tummy hurts like hell hell HELL.
major diarrhoea. LOLS.
and im still laughing about it:):):)
today i feel like toilet is my second home.for the first time.
okays i have to cut down on my craps.

well they aint gonna affect my christmas+holiday mood.
anyways i have pictures to upload.
hope you all enjoy laa:D:D:D(lame craps again)
kikikidildidli lalala
by the way the photos are all in a mess. too lazy to arrange it,


*gosh i think really got the CRAZY virus from man ru


ricia and i. okays i know i look totally constipated.

okays i look stupid in all of it.
1st shot. act pai kis
2nd shot. another constipated smile
3rd shot. act cute:D

ting shiuan's and my reflection.

me and norryn. okays i couldnt put up the original picture
cos i stupidly replaced it with this edited picture.
dumbo right???

me and aini.
i was bored so edited until like that:D
besides blue is our fave colour:D


ting shiuan and i. i look DARK and my head looks BIG.

i dunno why i took this photo.
just saw the train stop there.
*norryn said when i was taking this picture, one of my legs was lifted up.
to think i didnt notice....




now PICTURES of the lightings in orchard.
*my sis and i had a hard time taking them okays!
and some of them are sort in the wrong alignment so you might have a hard time just looking:X














and i saw this car with cute circular backlights.
sort of reminded me of mickey mouse. the shape of it...
i tried taking pictures of it but i was too far from it.
this is a rough drawing of it
WARNIING: TERRIBLY DRAWN> VERY LETHAL.(okays i have gone over the limit)


okays this isnt detailed.
but deal with it. not bothered drawing it specifically:D

the show alvin and the chipmunks wasnt that bad as i thought.
the chipmunks were so cute, dancing around and singing.
woooo hooooo chipmunks are COOL:D:D:D:D:D

'send you flowers when the sky is grey...'adapted from one of the songs in enchanted

christmas is coming.
and im so so so freakishly excited.

i have so wishes eh.
a whole long long list of it.

1.eat a christmas tree lollipop.
2.do well in 3B(okays humbly and FRANKLY speaking, im not sure if i can top my class but heys i will give you all a good fight, especially to LOO ZHEN HAO:D)
3.go to orchard and see the lightings!!(amanda already asked me out to take many many pictures!)
4.go fly a kite( literallly. this phrase isnt referring to the 'go and die' phrase)
5.eat cake everyday
6.live in a never-melting chocolate castle
7.have a can of whipped cream and spray the whole thing into my mouth
8.have more outings before the holidays are over
9.go to japan(impossible laa. just a WISH)
10.go to the beach and scream at the top of my lungs again
11.learn how to cycle a two-wheeled bike
12.be taller( be around 160 +??)
13.have more stamina:D
14.have fairer skin( another almost-impossible wish)
15.be more brave and outspoken
16.meet KIM JOHN(or jeong?) HOON in person:D
17.take extreme thrilling rides(roller coaster, blahblah.)
18.to paint and decorate my room.(in it, i want people to be blowing dandelions everywhere. it is also known as JINNY JOES in the book 'if you could see me now'.)
19.to paint e potrait of my loved ones:D( lame right?)
20.to be able to inherit the skill of sewing
21.take more neoprints( i already have so many..)
22.to design a wardrobe of clothes:D:D:D
23.to paint the whole world with many bright colours.
24.be more fluent in my chinese( okays this is very very impossible laa, but please lord and santa, grant this very wish for me)
25.to meet SANTA CLAUS in person as well:D:D:D:D
26.to ride on santa's reindeer and travel around the world.
27.everybody to be happy always

last but not least...
28. WORLD PEACE.

there are still many many more wishes.
but so far, these are the only ones i can remember from the back of my head.
and by far, these are the most important wishes to me:D


and this is the lyrics for the song 'tattoo' by jordin sparks:D

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

cant wait for tomorrow:D
TINGSHIUAN.

next time i wil upload the pictures.
hope i wont forget aye:D

and guess what?
i have learnt the art of swallowing a huge panadol pill!

P.s pardon the big handwriting. tried fixing it but failed X(

optimism is so not in my blood now.
as it has been for a period of time
hmmm but heys, im not letting anything get in my way...
besides people wont really want to read emo posts right??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

today is absolutely fun.
took so many photos of the lightings in orchard,
which is totally awesome.
the theme colour is blue:D:D

i really would love for anybody to ask me out
and go with me to orchard late at night.
and just watch the lightings together.
it would be so damn fun. and heart-warming.

(from here, i think it would be damn boring for some people....)
currently, im searching about the Christ.
i want to see how much it affected people's thoughts,
or just see all the profound philosophical things...
it is so amazing how the little-lest things can change a person's character.
or the soul within .
somehow it is so uplifting and wonderful a religion can actually guide you along the road.
sometimes when you don have anybody to turn to, you still have god cos you know he will always be by your side.

whenever you feel the road ahead of you seems beyond your reach or ugly,
you pray for guidance (from god, depending on your religion laa) and protection.
and even though it isnt certain whether you are getting that guidance or protection,
you somehow feel relieved that you have said your prayers.
at least you have a chance of your prayers to be answered.

im talking gibberish laa. gahgahgah(babay laughter???!!)


and WINANTO!!
i have deleted the photo lerr:D:D
hope nth terrible happens to me.

woots bought new phone!!!

i forgot the model name...
anyways it has been on advertisement lately.
the shake shake one.
the one you can shake to change the music you are currently listening to.

yays finally.
cos my phone sucks big time.
it will just off by itself, which irritates me alot
so noe that i have a new phone, YAYS.

and im still wondering which of this are the right spelling?
toa payoh or toh payoh??

that question suddenly popped up from my mind.
hmmmmm kind of a stupid thing laa.

and there are so many songs i want to put on my blog
but it has to be only EITHER ONE OF THEM!!:

one republic-apologise

timbaland-the way i are

click five-empty

paula deanda ft. bow wow- easy

alicia keys - no one

gwen stefani- now that you got it

avril lavigne- hot

linkin park- shadow of the day

and many more....
so in the end i settled with hot by avril lavigne:D:D:D

i love the chalet loads.
i have so many pictures to upload.
but the effing blogger keeps popping up some asshole probs
BUT again, i manage to upload the pictures:D



amanda, steph and felyna


the fire of life:D lameshit


(p.s edwin says his hair was in a mess, but seriously, do you see any difference??
he claimed that i never told him i took a picture of them.
but then i argued that he was too engrossed with his PSP
he concede defeat la. yays)


edwin and LZH. edwin's hair where got messy, you tell me??

ying kang, derek and edwin.
derek looks very adorably funny. that was the purpose of this shot anyways.
edwin says he look sleepy.
more like he is busy peeling his nails la =.=

pink flip flop: mine
blue flip flop: winanto

and note the rainbow nails. lols.

i love the chalet alot. did many first-time-things there.
first time go chalet,
first time go ride a bike(four-wheeled one laa bodoh),
first time went to the so-called cliff and screamed my lungs out,
first time slept on a hardcore floor and shiver like mad,
first time actually never slept for five hours straight,
first time threw a ball of sand into the sea,
first time i swam at night in the very very dark pool,
first time i didnt care about what the world thinks of me(only awhile before i went back into my always-deep-in-my-thoughts-kind-of-thing)

oh ya about the swimming thing.
let me recap about the whole stupid story.
firstly, me, weiting, wendy, felyna and amanda went to the poolside to play.
amanda dared me to jump inside the pool, and i said i would if wei ting or wendy joined me.
so wei ting did and we both jumped inside.
what we didnt know was that there were surveillance cameras surrounding us.
so we kena caught laa,
the guard told us if we continue to play and make so much noise,
the manager will scold him then he will bei kena blamed.
blahblah (here comes the exciting part)
he told us that there were this group of teenagers who came for their chalet.
they jumped into the pool in unison.
so as they were playing, they were oblivious to the fact that one of their friends was missing.
until one of them saw the friend in the pool with the head down.
he told us he isnt being patang but just wanted to warned us.
so much for our fun. our mood got affected so we headed back to the chalet.
that was when winanto said my hand was trembling.
he lifted my hand up for me to see. to think i didnt know that the whole time.

yikes im getting the goosebumps.
shivers shivers.


next few pictures are taken out of boredom

i like the chairs(foot ball and basketball)
so i took a picture of it.

some dessert from swensen's


ricia's and my reflection taken at bugis' mrt station:D

my messy bed:D:D:D:D

yesterday watched lars and the real girl at vivo.
it was midnight then.

the show is very touching.
it is about a guy called lars. he bought a doll and announced to the whole town she was his girlfriend.
the touching part is that everybody willingly played along with him to boost his confidence.

and i want to watch 'if you could see me'.
it is going to be on theatres!!!!
yays!!!!
it is actually a book written by cecilia ahern.
it is a absolute thunbs-up:D:D:D:D
if you are fantasy+romance book lover, this book will make you melt on the spot:D



from here onwards of the post, it would be kinda emo personal
you can dont read it if you want:

im sorry for causing the hurt that is building up in you,
to think i never noticed. and i do care for you.
you exist in my heart. really.
i cant afford to lose a good friend.
you were there for me whenever i feel sad.
i have to reciprocate.but im afraid to deepen your pain.


i will change to be a better person and smile for more reasons:))


im better off dead

OH JUST GET AWAY.
JUST DO THAT, I WILL BE SUPERBLY GRATEFUL.



thank yous.

i have just finished watching titanic.
it was sad. i nearly cried, you know.

when rose passed on after dropping a big blue diamond(heart of the sea) into the sea,
her spirit went back to the ship as everything in it goes back to normal.
the floors, the stairs went back to what it used to be before the ship sank.
so she went into the ballroom, with all the people who did not survive the ordeal in there.
they warmly welcome her. they even formed a path for her to walk to the clock.
and Jack was there, waiting.
she embraced into his arms and they kissed.
they are overjoyed by the fact they have reunited after all these years.

i know that this love story is not true.
but i cant feeling that sadness, as if im connected to it.

im also sad about the diamond thing.
that diamond is so so so rare and yet she just drops it into the sea.
the rarity of it =soaring high
meaning= $$$$$$

haha i sound so money-faced.
but i seriously admire her nobility.
and im so so glad they have reunited in the other world.
in a place where they first met, titanic.

i sound so dramatic aye!!!

and im so happy!!!!!!
yipppeeeesssssssss...................~~~~~~

WINANTO!!!!

i put ten SMILES for you already.
and people, im not being biased.
because he asked for those ten smiles,
so i am forced to do it ya just like that okays:D:D

besides i am nice!!!!

today went for a job hunt. with steph

FAILED TO GET ONE!!!!

all the same reasons:
1)we dont need help currently. we can try contact you
me(in my thoughts): you will definitely forget us

2)must be above sixteen
i even went to ARIES boldly if they have two free vacancies( steph went home already ).
so i dejectedly went out of the shop knowing there were no vacancies, quan jie pointed a note placed right in front of the counter.
it writes: MINIMUM AGE= 18.

3)need full-time workers
sighs i cant be working everyday. my results will plummet.


steph and i even went to bra shops.
i dont even remember where we went to just to ask for VACANCIES.

and i have to work at mcdonalds for ONE year.
my dad strictly DISAPPROVED of that idea.

so in the end, im jobless:D

i want to work aye. i want to know the feeling of having you paycheck.
i want to smell my pay.MY HARD-EARNED MONEY!!!!

$_$

ok ok amanda mad partner asked me to update about the shopping trip
and i specially put two smileys for her.

aint that nice of me? well duh!!!

last friday, i met up with amanda. alicia and her friend, yu ting, were with us.
we waited outside for her at first and when alicia called her to ask what was holding her up,
we then realised she was in the popular waiting for us=.=

we asked if there were any vacancies for us in popular
they said we were too young.
so results: NO JOB!!!!
=.= i want to work lah!!!

so yup after that we went to meet some of amanda's buyers.
then headed off for bugis:D:D:D

oh ya there was this lao ah pek went up to alicia and amanda.
he did that grumpy-old-man-sucky face at them and asked,
'are you sure you are allowed to eat in the MRT?'
(they were eating famous amos cookies at the moment)
they were in the process of popping their cookies in their mouths
before being rudely interrupted by this lao ah pek.
he even had the cheek to roll his eyes at us with all those wrinkles around them.
we were malu and highly irritated by this old fart.
i mean the cookies are so so darn small.
it is not like they are having some feast of shark fin's soup or what-so-ever.
it doesnt really make a difference so why make such a big fuss??
grumpy old farts. pfffft.

back to bugis' trip.
we shopped alot i guess.
my puny head was busy deciding which shirt to choose.
the long yellow shirt or that cute tee??
in the end i chose the cute tee:D:D:D

alicia and yu ting went off around 3 plus for some practice.
so amanda and i carried on the shopping.
i really admire amanda. she just freely buy anything she likes.
my hands were itching and dying to grab this crumpler skirt
(amanda wanted it too but didnt have the size she wanted )
but then i had to control the temptation cos im afraid when i buy it,
it will turn out to be some impulse buy and then i will regret for the rest of my life.
besides i cant buy any clothes........................SADLY.
zit that was soooo lame=.=



the shirt i bought. cute yeah??

1st november is da best:D

what a big notion. it was all for fun:D:D
but seriously that day was a super WOO-HOO!!!


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