HELLOS!!!

the sun is setting any moment.

yesterday natalie, winanto, ricia and i were suppose to teach the sec ones.
ricia was away for some aeroplane thingy blah blah blah.
and the rest werent so active basically.

but anyways, i was enthusiastically taught the sec ones
like what nat said, they were painfully shy.
total silence and pauses after every string of words that comes out of my words.

it goes like this:
me: hellos
the sec ones: *sniggers*
me in my thoughts: izit me or is my face so funny?? hmmm....

and then....

me: now we teaching you how to make clay, you excited??
the sec ones: *staring at me in extreme confusion, resulting another min of silence*
me:eh, dont shy lehs. must have response mahs.
the sec ones:* some of them sniggered while some still had that bored facial expression on*

they are so so so so quiet eh.
but kinda happy cos there was this girl who called me 'jie jie'.
so cute seh, i was totally shocked and it was a good thing.
at least better than being called 'aunty'
(i still remembered steph's little cousin, the one who called me aunty so OPENLY)

i hope they will warm up with us.
if they are going to stay quiet throughout the year, im SO willing to give them my hyperness.
im so ambivalent about them staying mute literally.
yosh! im going to be crazy with them, be the next clown of the art club!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

god i have lost my marbles.

currntly doing the project on HEROES.
english stuff, which is very important cos the marks goes to our daily work, which goes to out report card, which is important.
in case you dunno, daily work has been used to somehow replace common tests.
so every homework is important,
cos the marks you get for them, reflect on our grades in every subject.
why did the school have to construct and implant this practice ?
i prefer common tests and those theories.
and worse comes to worst, we are having SPA for chemistry and physics.
meaning: more practicals than theory tests

im so prone to making many mistakes in practicals.
i have the tendency to miscalculate all the stuff.
i get flustered easily when the bunsen burner doesnt light up despite many attempts.
and i hate the labs cos i have seen many spiders and their stupid webs,
which hides under tables

i hope i can cope with these.
im so used to theories.
i lived my life memorising stuff for class tests
and suddenly, theory tests have changed to practical tests.
practicals is not my forte:(((
BUT i will survive !!! i shall do my best albeit i dont have the confidence!

what am i talking..rubbish?

ya rubbish talker.

gasps i feel so mortified.
what has the world become man???

oh the sun just set. woah...
and im going to be away for camp from monday to wednesday?
please do not miss me okays?