my mum: sighs, why do u keep attracting the malay guys?
me: ???
my mum: everywhere i go, i see malay guys looking at you.
me: not my fault, skin too dark
my mum: you look too malay!
me:=.=

lols im tan !!! too tan until people thought im a malay.

today was great. skipped today's lessons for art club competition(:
setted up out booths, got ready.
it was kinda boring at first, then when the children flooded into the hall
it was overwhelming. they crowded around out booth cos they got real interested in our
keychains made from old unusable paintbrushes.
they were cute(: they like me(:(:(: i think. helped them paint, glue the things together.
i even flattered them. children are easy to please. not like me(:
oh ya i was suppose to be a brush but it failed.
so my stiff ponytail coiled into bun. nat's plaits coiled up. we look good.
got the pictures. aint posting it cos i think i look horrible.(:
oh my hair still retains the smell of hairspray. urrgh disgusting.
used ALOT of shampoo and conditioner-masque. my hair has smoothen but the smell....puke.
hope nat's hair is fine(: (she said my hair is really thick)
mdn rafilah is the best teacher for a lifetime(:
and *** ** is not very likeable. her reputation is going down and down to the pit.
im really sad for her but she sorta asked for it(: had it coming.

nat and i talked about some issues about sth.
i thought alot about IT. and i think i should just be shot at.
i really dunno what im thinking. nat told me to think thru.
but i cant. it feels like my vision is blurred by sth.
i cant seem to focus properly on one thing. it is very bad of me.
that is why i feel like chopping my body, acidify myself and be rammed over by a train
sighs.

im an idiot. i deserve the worst punishment ever.
sentence me for my folly and sins.

wtf.

i saw something real bad. my eyes broke into halves for a split second.
scary (:

anyways , mark, a friend i made from last year's cruise trip,
is coming to singapore for lodging. asked me to intro him good hotels.
luckily never said hotel 81(:
hope he enjoys his stay here.


kill me if u must, for i have committed a crime.why is my heart speaking differently from what my mind says?

wahlieweh no tags at all.
like empty sia. people, wo qiu qiu ni,
help me tag lah.
tagboard is like a dead corpse.
oh for goodness sake TAG!


last saturday went to the zoo with steph, nat, gwt and alex.
fortunately nat's dad fetched us there, so we need not wake up early.
oh precious sleep. anyways back to the point.
i dirtied her dad's car cos of the mud in my shoes.guilt.
introduced ourselves to people who would probably forgotten our names. blah.
not the point. we strolled everywhere. it was pretty tiring.oh!
we saw ponies!
they were absolutely adorable.
carried a bunny too. like really cute.and tiny.
oh ya they are bunnies. baby rabbits. really sweet .
collected saga seeds along the road.since young i have collected them.
it is very little though.
do you know if u collect a saga seed with one side red, one side black, it is a good thing.
i dunno how to explain. but it is something to do with LOVE.
im a strong believer of it, right now. so ya...COLLECTING THEM UNTIL MY DRAWER BURST

i would love to ride a horse though.
and pray that i will pass the test! if not have to go back to retake.

next saturday going back to zoo again! wee.
seeing animals is a great thing to me. i love animals. ok some only.




saga!

call me a love freak

call me an extreme love freak

ok enough of the love

officially obsessed with love

five sided star

ugly picture. sorry about that. no autofocus

collection of shells!

combination


bunny!

bunny!

bunny!

bunny!

kid!

kid!

rabbit!

bunny!

penguins~!

hippo!

hippo and friends!

horse

horse!


hahas pictures are cool(:

looney tunes is great entertainment.
but i find most parts of the cartoons stupid and hilarious at the same time.
the bombing part. do you realise the bombs in the show,
dont kill the characters in it? like really...the bomb would have killed them
but the outcome would be either their fur drops or they turn black.hmmmm


two is too much to handle. will someone bang my head or pull my guts out?

amk int. bus 138.zoo.

DIE.

so far eh. need to wake up early to go there on saturday.

wahlauwe.

yesterday shopped with mum to find the bracelet i want

this is what i wanted.

anyways i couldnt find it. like sad . but mummy bought another cool brown
leather bracelet.
ok i dont think it is even called a bracelet.
bracelet sounds too delicate(:
who cares.

still on the search to find it. my precious bracelet.

and im not going on an emo mode.
not into those gothic emo look.
just want to have that bracelet cos it is cool and ruggard(:

nehmind.

last friday went out with steph and asyiqin.
wtached money no enough 2 again(:
we hung around in toy r us and took videos.
got reprimanded by some hag. lols
had a wonderful time with them!(:(:
pictures are in steph's phone(:(:(: videos too(:

last saturday watched movie with sis.
WALL-E. really nice. eve and wall-e.
AWWWWw. u can melt in the theatre.
they are so cute together!


you know, i hate creatures who take people like they are dispensable.
making use of them to get back at others.
like f**k. talk cock and nonsense.
who are you to treat people like nothing?
when you are not even worth to be compared with shit.

pardon me for the vulgarity.
just feel kinda insulted and indignant.

a miracle happened this afternoon.
i enjoyed writing my chinese compo. very rare!
but then it was rubbish. the whole compo.
i reread it and i was mocking at my atrocious idiocy
to write such an incoherent essay.
ok not incoherent, just stupid.
oh ya my sis tried to snatch the paper from me
and i kicked her. lols pulled her hair, vice versa.
like two crazy hooligans. my mum also joined in
so it became a threesome-fight-mania-whatever-you-call-it.

recently my temper has become unpredictable.
easily intimidated. and i really dont like it.

and my friend, dont worry about me. i know very well where i stand.
i know what to do. i know what im doing.
am very clear in my head.
what i think you should do, my friend, is to start worrying about yourself.
and no im not troubled.

my results were stagnant.kinda disappointed.
parents also not happy with my results. my dad saw the wrong result slip tho.
except for combined humanities and english. C6:(
but will work harder ! started on geography yesterday . proud of that.
but i aced my physics. improved(:(:
chemistry still the same. also started studying it this monday.
i must MUST get at least 4 As this year. must must work real hard.
everyday study. no outings! will be a nerd forever and ever and ever.

ok im not a prisoner. wouldnt want to neglect my precious ass friends.

i think i like you(;