a another so lame post

I HATE IT!!!
everything is going e way i neva wanted!!!
y do i haf to tolerate such things???
why do i even haf to care???
why do i haf to pretend to put on a stupid smile
and be hurt in e inside?????
why do i have to clear the shit that is nth to do with me???
n then after i clear it, it COMES BACK AGAIN???!!!!

breath in breath out
gotta take control man.
i shldnt care. haish.
anyways i got alot of things happened ytd
so i haf to rewind a little...

3rd feb~
went to my grandma's hse to visit my DARLING
so cute nor. he look at me v blur blur de.
then when he saw us, he didnt wan to drink e milk.
go crawl to us=]=]
then when i fed him, i told him to say please
he rly SAID IT!!!!!!
omg~. and he grew on small tooth.
look so cute n CUTE n CUTE!!!!
hahax anyways i taught one word 'zip'
even tho he cant rly pronounce the word
but still v cuddly cute lorrr!!!!
haish i rly miss him so much.
then going home le horr..he cried.tts wat my grandma told my mum=]
i love him more than anything else. except my family n GOD=]

after that my family go west mall
go shop and save. bought alot of things.
tt word 'alot' is rly rly ALOT.
is lyk we bought e whole mart.
when we pushing e cart down(using e elevator)
i held e cart lyk some duck.
HAHAX. after that went to newton circus
ate alot but still v hungry=[=[

i totally love fei lun hai!!!
so shuaiix all of them. hahax.
so cute, v boyish. and MORE CUTE!!!!


2day went to lot one but some stationary.
then just walk here and there.
bought e cd i wanted. haha i rly love MUSIC
music is my motto for life!!!!
LALALALALALALALA!!!!

heehee nth to write le nor.
MUHAHAHA
BOOBUAIIX!!!

_________did i make a mistake___shld i even care?_________