today had such a fun day?
went to imm with winanto, nat, yu ping, hui wen and quan jie.
i was busily picking which toy winanto should buy for me.
i bu she de let him buy the big mushroom
the price of it was so pricey. besides i have no place for it:(

anyways i was choosing between a eeyore toy or winnie the pooh toy.
after much of thinking, i decided to opt for the eeyore:D:D
so happy. now it is right beside me and im hugging it very tightly:D:D
my head is lying on it. actually my back is...
what made it look so so so cute was its big humongous head and the tiny body:D:D
i love him to tiny bits<3333 size="5">THANK YOU WINANTO for the early birthday prezzie!!

love ya!!!

after buying the toys for me, yu ping and huiwen
huiwen, yu ping and quan jie went off to clementi to go to kbox.
then me, nat and winanto went to settle our lunch at LJS.
ordered combo 3, fish fingers and a clam chowder soup and shared with everybody
wo shi hao ren ma!!
anyways after we ate, i tried to eat a whole lump of tar tar sauce.
yupps my prune face appeared almost immediately.
side effects of the sourness of the tar tar sauce.
winanto and nat were laughing at how ridicuous iey looked.
but seriously, the sauce was so yucky. ewww so im warning y'all people:
never try eating a spoonful of tar tar sauce!!

before we left, we mixed all sorts of leftovers into the cup of clam chowder.
it smelled ok . it must have tasted revolting. the sight of it is so gross.
OUR SPECIALITY or rather concotion!

went to nat's home to see her dog(not really hers. she is just a co-owner) and her bunny.
the bunny's name was bobo. the dog's was baby.
i love bobo alot:D:D so cute nia.
somemore it is a bunny, and bunny is my nickname:D:D
it was so furry:D:D too furry until the fur was flying everywhere...
and it scratched me! and it ran under a sofa:))
but nat, the hero, manage to take it out:D:D
i love cuddling it like a baby. it looks so lovingly adorable when it closes its eyes:D:D

baby bit me. literally and physically.
cos i was getting something off its nose.
guess it must have been scared. maybe it thought i was going to do something bad to it...
most probably reason bahh.
if nat did not tell me female animals could have menses(i know this is a sensitive matter. but just wanna share this piece of info with everybody who does not know about this),
i might not have known forever.

and im telling you, they know how to be cute.
they always give you that kind of 'please love me' cute cute impression:D:D:D
and im, the very sentimental, soft hearted LADY, fell in love with them.
awww im missing them so much~

i hate my current sitting arrangement now!.
im right at a corner. i hate it when teachers or students or people pop out from the door.
i hate the fact that there is no fan under us neither is there any wind blowing my direaction,
which means it is so uber blazing scorching hot.
(im just adding to the dramatic-ness)
but the only reason i love it is that the position of my seat is good for smsing secretly:DD
that is that. that is the only fact and reason:)

first day i was caught for my fringe,
miss tan say alot of feelers were coming out.
and wei ting added into the background ' eskimo'.
hmph. lucky im very guai, tuck in my shirt and check to see if my skirt was long enough.
haha. i look like a nerd with my fringe pinned up:((
geez...


going to the funfair on the 30th june in nanyang
cant wait to see everybody!!:D:D

CHEEREYS.

lameness is the new addiction
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the eeyore toy winanto bought




baby with my extra fingers

me holding bobo




a concotion to make perfect little girls. filled tar tar sauce, fish crumbs, super-diluted coke, clam chowder and many other junks you can think of in LJS:D

a quail's egg after being in hydrochloyric acid

a egg smiling:)

my , nat's, hani's and aini's index numbers:D

crystal licking the ice cream from winanto.and it loved it!!

and i bought two roses. haha asked brandon to buy e other pink one cos i was broke.
wakaka. paiseh brandon:D
and thanks:D

mood: sloppy? ?? hmmm... just plain and ok and plain and ok and plain...

went out with cleon brother, ting shiuan DAR ,
and some of cleon's friends to plaza singapura.
so awkward when i came.
was with cleon and his friend. and im the only girl.
cleon kept telling me to relax. but i could not.
my muscles were so tense. i was trying my best not to make myself look stupid
and im trying to hold back the laughter that was going to blast right out of my mouth:/
cleon also said im zi lian.
aiya. now that my self esteem boost, so more OPEN.
last time i was so much uglier than the present
im not saying i very pretty now LAH. but i think i look better now.
my lips aint that dry anymore. i change my specs.

hmph. then i was so....extra?
cos im the only girl?? in between two boys who were in their world....sort of.
i was praying so hard that ting shiuan would be able to catch a bus EARLY
so that she could come EARLIER...
TRALALALAS~~
actually cleon's friends were ok.
not that kind will shut his mouth once they see some stranger
i dunno what is his name eh...but nevermind:)

wtached ocean's 13.
and i was going to doze off. but the end of it got better...
so i did not sleep LORH. niahahahaa.
if you love casinos and gambling, i guess this show will nice to you bahh...

hmmm got people say i look mature..
on no. im having my frantic calls. haha.
but serious. im having my frantic nervous calls.
hmmmmm i need to change my hairstyle??
i need options to 'cure' and get rid this matured look!!!

hmmm
1. cut my hair. short
wait i dont think i look good in punky hair. i dunno what kind of hairtyle fits me:((

2. start to wear frilly girly dresses with pinky cute hairclips
nope. i will look like a baked pink barbie doll.plus i think i look hideous in that pinky frilly dress.
this is so nonsensical. who, in my age, would wear such things??

3.put on make up
i dont really like make-ups.not because i believe in o'naturale look[i do. partially], cos first of all my skin is sensitive. second of all, i have no skills in it. later anyhow put look like hantu...

4.wear contacts
eh im scared of it. i bet i will hallucinate about the slimy thingy on my eye moving here and there.people say it isnt that scary...but i cant help thinking it will....stick onto the eye..forever.
and showing my eyebags to the world...NO THANKS!!

i need help. i need advice!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO? HELP!!!
im not gonna be some vampire who sucks on youth's blood to preserve the youth...
definitely not gonna do black magic....
im writing out of the point right?? hmph...i think im thinking too much..

stop thinking huishi.
you are who you are. dont put so much thought into this matter. i
t is just a outer side of you.
it will not last forever:):):)
and be proud of how you look. cos you are going to live with it:D:D

ok im talking shit again. but my face is something in me
and it can never change no matter how much cream, moisturizer i put on.
they are just things to make your skin more supple:D:D
plus not all skin creams are suitable for all sorts of skin right???
later have rashes...
teehee im just comforting myself:D:D:D

and here is the lyrics for falling for you.
i dont know why im putting it up..
but this song was so nice and cute, i decided to share the lyrics with everybody:D:D

HERE GOES[im singing to the rhythm]
four, thre, two, uno. probably this song is ancient?? but who cares?

Semester's coming soon
So I would like to mention
I work up in my room
Alone your always welcome
Next week my mum's away
So now my futures brightened
I'd ask to have you stay
If I wasn't so frightened.

[Chorus:]

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?

You showed up at my door
Just like in a teen movie
I said are you the whore?
I paid to come and screw me
I guess she found it funny
When I said "hello honey"
The piercing in her belly
They turned my legs to jelly

[Chorus:]

I
I'm really falling for you
I
I hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?

Taking over my life
But I don't seem to mind
And there's no stopping you
Taking me on a ride

[Chorus:]

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?
Will someone please turn on the light?

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?





lameness is the NEW addiction

You Are 51% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself. You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows. Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you. Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

the part where it says ' You're not truly happy with who you are at times..'
it is so true.

well sometimes people are not satisfied of some things in life right?
unless you are a pure 100% optimist who believe that every day is happy-go lucky without any teeny weeny bit of worry.

i have to admit, im abit of a pessimist.
even though im always happy, smiling away
and loves laughing my head off cos of some lame joke,
i do have depression within me:D:D
i get sad when im supposed to be.

this makes me a pretty normal person:D:D
haha i come across as a crazy+happy girl:D:D
BUT I CAN BE FROWNING(when im suppose to be)

ok im posting the lamest stuff in the world.
madness is eating me up. slowly...
lameness is the new addiction:D
CHEERS.

i want to go bugis with:
amanda
natalie
felyna
alicia
ting shiuan
man ru
en wen
yunqi
[ paiseh if your name isnt here cos im too lazy to carry on...]
[ the names are not according to anything. random writings]

wah.
paiseh amanda! everytime ask then cant go:((

{EDITED VERSION OF POST]
heyas:D
i love the song 'losing you' by busted!!
WOO HEE. thnk you brandon for the songs:D:D

BOOYEAH.

lameness exceeded[ copyrighted by zany:D]
just that i changed the 'aceness' to 'lameness'.
lame...

wanna post about the class camps
which was awesome. to the max:D:D

day one:

studied geography.
and played waterbomb games.
and i stupidly forgotten to bring an extra set of clothes.
WIPEE + HURRAYS.
haha. but i was not entirely drenched.
just partially. and i was slammed with a huge water balloon right in my face.
nat too. and her specs spoilt=((

=.=

day two:
played many games.
as always, GWT is the creator of the games.
was very fun. ran here and there. EVERYWHERE.
and it was for a good cause ...for me.
cos im on a diet due to the overwhemlingly large amount of food i ate during my cruise trip.
nono.... i want to build up my fitness and stamina:D:D
=.=
ok im just trying to run away form the diet topic LAH.
cos i hate to got dieting as i somehow have to forgo all the delicious food that are right in your face, telling you to eat[or gobble] it down.

there was one part of the treasure hunt i banged both my eyes.
and for the next few days, my brain[left side] and the eye[left, esp] itself ached. alot.
whenever i rub my eyes, esp the left one, it feels like someone's hand was on mine,
AND adding the pressure onto it, which is seriously irritating plus pressurizing....

and i love the barbeque so much:D
i love roasted marshmallow! they rock so much.
it is so good when they are so gooey. teehee
did i mention i burned one? as in the marchmallow was on fire?
yes it was, OKAY.
e marshmallow was almost perfect LAH.
and then....blame me on my over- ambitious-attitude
i decided to try putting the marshmallow nearer to the fire,
and poof...it was on fire. im so smart right??

and i made brandon fall down T.T
so guilty....haiix.
his wound was like this:
if im right , his first layer of skin came off cos all i could see on his wound
was a white patch. if could not be the bone, definitely.
so it had to be a new layer of skin....

and i was so angry at myself at that time...
haiix. he keep on saying it was not my fault...haha
natural ans from this nice chap LAH.
but his words made me feel worse....haha.
but now everything is over. his leg is bandaged and he is in a good state=))

YIPEES.

ok end of camps.

yesterday had a birthday bash for my mum and sista
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM:D:D:D

ate alot yeah?
actually my tummy wasnt in a good condition during lunch.
haha. then i took quite a long time swallowing e pill.
[i used to be scared of pills cos i always think they will roll down your throat and then...get stuck=((]
and i felt so much better. soon after, i ate. alot.
cos i was so hungry:D:D:D

from 3pm to 4pm, played bowling downstairs.
my first round score: 50[i know....the score is horrendous]
second round: 69[ srill very lousy...but heys. i did IMPROVE]
met more friends. hmmm what's their names again...:
ryan, john, sean[shaun?] and weije.
haha. it was fun meeting them.
marc and joshua cliqued with them almost immediately.
then we played from 5pm to 6.25pm.
[we played the extra 25 min cos the repairers took up some time to repair the lane]

after the whole game, we all [ me , sis , marc and joshua ONLY] went up to eat our dinner.
and i ate two plates of rice, three chicken, three slices of fish and more.
haha i cant help it LAH. was so hungry. haha.
but i ate too much and fast i guess, my tummy's pains decided to come back.
and i couldnt eat the cake:(( but nice marmie saved a huge slice for me:D:D:D

haiix im already missing them so much....:((

ok picture time:D:D:D [lameness is contagious. pls dont come near me. unless u want to be]
kaijie. a cute small kid i met on board


khairul and me. yes im wearing a shrek hairband. cute right?

a burnt marshmallow. this was the one that was on fire

booby trap for the enemies in the vietnam war. taken in vietnam[DUH]


a box of chocolates:D


lighted version of cake:D:D

BDAY CakE.


and to someone:
im sorry . i didnt mean it.
but somehow, im confused. and angry..with you
what were you thinking and doing then?
how come it ended this way?
probably im thinking too much about it...
but you better think....why are you doing this?
i hate it when everything i thought would not happen,
is just slammed right in my face
i dunno what's going on in your head...
and i do not want to know....

*oh ya soya bean ice cream is good.
esp for ppl on diet.
filling and healthy!!!

___stupidity filling my puny mind____

i met an alien. i mean two.
introduced by brandon=D
THEIR EMAILS:
his email is breadtan193@hotmail.com
her email is smiling_gurl12@hotmail.com

brandon says the guy alien is nice. and has a sexy butt.
he says the girl is nice but veryy evil.
but i told him the girl alien was very very nice and she claims the guy alien bullies her:D
brandon says the guy alien is nicer which i dont believe. teehee

in the end we realised we were very much lyk them.
so we named the girl alien=> alien huishi
and the guy alin=> brandon alien:D

i have so many things to say LAH=D

first of all, IM BACK PEEPOES!
did anyone miss me?

seh.

im so happy i have my first mp4:D:D creative v plus:)
and it is white in colour!!yippees.
yeah:D:D:D CHEERS TO THE WORLD:D:D

back to my trip ....

my papa scared harold, a guy from the entertainment line in the cruise, with a kung fu stunt.
harold's reaction:*wobbles wobbles* SIR I HATE YOU!>.<
totally hilarious:D:D:D

tours:

VIETNAM:
yupps. Vietnam was cool.
and the guide sounded lyk a strangled dog when he made a rooster sound to wake everybody:D
there were so many cows on the padi fields
somehow i felt a little sad as the cows were so skinny, as if they have malnutrition.
the schedule was very rushy.
we didnt even have enough time to shop:(( and there were so many things to buy!!
BUT i managed to buy a pair of slippers and a French cap:):)
and the bus trips are so LONG.
during this whole trip, my butt was glued to the seat for more than 4hrs. in total.
then the bus was infested with houseflies.
i was so pissed that i managed to squash one of it with the curtain.
yes and it IMMEDIATELY dropped dead on the ground.
good riddance:D:D
cos that stupid fly kept annoying me. so yupps.
that sucker fly had to go:):):):)


went to the cu chi tunnels.
saw many eeky millipedes crawling everywhere.
the opening of the tunnel for the soldiers who fought in the vietnam wars
was so small. so small that Si En had to bend down as well..
jia yi was freaked out by the millipedes. so freaked out that she grabbed me.
hahaha.


REDANG ISLANDS:
this place is AWESOME. the sea was like so clear and blue!
unlike the sea in singapore which is GREEN plus dirty....plus murky

went to swim and play near the shore .
i played so roughly that i scratched my face. but very small. not even 1 cm...
ROFL. but i was so afraid it would turn out to be a scar...

soon after we went to the swimming pool at the resort.
when we were swimming, there was this man, working at the resort,
starring at me. at first i wasnt so sure cos my spectacles were not on.
but when i went closer just to make sure if my eyes were playing tricks on me, i saw him giving me that disgusting-horrible-indigestible pervert smile.
ANd i swear i saw him winking . AT ME. AT ME???!!!
i really felt like walloping him and gouging his eyeballs out.
pfft.

after going down the cruise, my papa went to wait for a taxi.
so when i was waiting, i saw a old man.
he looked vey crossed. and mad.
and he was fuming cos the taxi he called for went to the wrong venue and wanted to cancel this taxi trip=.=

ok i create a pseudonym for this man. lets see....lets call him uncle
this was the conversation on the fone:
uncle:*trying to contact the taxi company* excuse me. i want to say that your taxi driver went to the wrong place and does not want to fetch me!
Taxi company: then call for a new taxi.
uncle: i already told him[the taxi driver] to go to harbourfront at lobby B. why cant he go there?? now he say he at the other lobby near the cablecars. and want to cancel it. what is this?? how can like that?? he can just make a loop right?? why he dont want come?? i have been waiting for so long and now he telling me he dowan to come?? wat this?? i want to lodge a complaint about it. what kind of service is this?? does your taxi driver know or not??


it was all in broken English to add in more... hmmm...i dunno. that was what he said.

and i was so pissed.
i mean c'mon, it is just a taxi. and the taxi driver may not want to come is not cos he was being lazy, but it could be because he is a novice in directions all over singapore.

and how long has he waited?? i only remember that he came to the lobby later than us, which means he waited for his taxi not longer than us.
he talks as if he is very DUA PAI.
like the taxi company owns him a living=.=
typical grumpy impatient ppl.

ok next time i will upload pictures.
now im so tired i could sleep on super super hard bed.
*YAWNS*

nitey nite peepoes:D

___im trying to forget______

i will be owae from the computer from 3rd to 8th June:DD
so it is a must to miss me ok:D:D

:DD
hope y'all peepoes will have a good holiday:D:D

CHEEKY MAMBO SHALALALALA

eee yer.. i have pimple outbreaks!!
BOO HOO blame e creator of hideous pimple!!
ok maybe im just being paranoid. my pimple is so small...

but seriously? who would want to have a lump of oil on ur face??
even e stupidest people
or those with obnoxious fashion sense, wouldn't hell want them??!!

my mood: how do you call that....hmm flat?? bored?

today's IT enrichment SUCKS big time.
the computers are so so SO slow. which is sth i find in every computer in most schools.
what made things worse[for me] was that i could not log into my account cos i forgot the
bloody PASSWORD!!

bloodiest hell

whst made matters worse was that my com was so LAG,
i could not finish my brochure in or on time:((
the stupid computer took so long just to copy-paste a picture,
which is so dammm irritating can??
i mean c'mon, it is high time the school gets better computers.
no offence really, but seriously,
could you provide us with computers that are good and quick enough
to finish the given projects??
it does not have to be the best, just adequate to quickly our things:))

pfft.

and due to the VERY long hours, i became emo.
i kept laughing when im not suppose to...
seriously if i were to choose between two choices of sitting for the whole day staring at a lagging com or run up to the highest mountain, i rather take the second option.
since young i hated IT classes.
i detested it cos i remembered so called 'insulted'
for being slow cos i didnt know how to use e keyboard when i was 8??
who cares??

remembered when e conversation with winanto>>
[winanto drew this two beautiful green patterns and i saw it]
me:winanto, you do very nice leh.
winanto: i know.
me:can you help me do e green one? not that green one but e green one??

it makes no sense. im just going round and round in circles.
winanto and wt kept laughing and repeating what i said....
and my head was going to fly off cos i was laughing too hard:D:D:D:D:DD:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

come to think about childhood teachers, i harbour[and still] hatred for my primary one form teacher>:((
she is very biase to the smarter kids, whereas meaner to the not-as-smart kids and i happened to be one of them. i hated HER to the guts.
i remembered i cried when she reprimanded me for not being able to do my english hw.
but i didnt know how to do cos i could not understand her. and when i told her this,
she said that i didnt pay enough attention and didnt listen to her.
does he get the meaning of not understanding and not listening.
two different and seperate meanings. worlds apart!

wait wait wait why am i angry about this, it's been lyk 7 years.
but because of HER, i sort of have a thing for most teachers who taught the SMARTER students.

if there was a cake right beside me,
and if she was standing beside me,
plus if there were no rules or regulations,
i would REALLY love to use e cake and smash it in her face,
smudging all that cream or fruit in her face[or mouth]
and tell her she totally deserves it:D:D


i think i have gone mad, guess what i oreadi am:D:D


last sunday went to west mall,
shopped and shopped. and bought nothing.
rented a book called 'love reasons'
my sista say e book is really good, just that e ending makes you wanna throw a table.
just kidding about that, yes i know it is lame.
but my sis say e ending will make you kinda angry.

i so wanna THAT book. TEEHEE

major gigs. ROFL. haha.
i think i might have gone over the limit...

crazy kicks for dicks[or dickheads]. yes it is finalised. im mad:D:D

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourdreamsmeanquiz/">What Do Your Dreams Mean?

'girls are scared of emotional torture and guys are easily seduced by girls.]

that's wat i learnt from e show 'xing fu shuang ren chuan' on channel 8.
come to think about this, it seems kinda true.
from my perception, most girls are very committed to relationships.
and obviously they hate to be controlled or being hurt by their loved ones.
or be shot by daggers of insults.
cos all they want from their BFs or hubby or WHATEVER
is love and care:):):)

as for boys..hmmmm i dunno that much kays. im nt a boy u know. but i kind of agree to this statement:):):) no offence taken boys kays??

my mood: i dunno. i dunno. I DUNNO!!!
hated thursday cos it was sculpture walk.
not that i cant admire e art pieces .
just could nt stand our guide.her face is lyk sour prunes.
and she laffed at her own jokes which were LAME to us.
nobody really cared what she was explaining.
i cud nt care less of her glances on me.
PFFT.

and e bus was infested with insects....

2day went to IMM with winanto. we went into mini toons where i was busy
hugging e cuddly toys:):)[hint for my birthday prezzie;)
just kidding about that BUT i dun mind ya know:):)]
ok that sounded more like some sort of a demand right? :):)
actually we were waiting for wei ting and mandy to arrive
so that we can go to GIANT to write down e prices of e food stuff for e BBQ.

seriously we had lots of fun in e supermarket.
we kept laughing lyk some psychopaths if i have not mistaken.
acting lyk babarians( to say things not crudely, maniacs would be a better term),
we 'roamed' in GIANT and played.
everytime we were discussing about leftover chicken wings not eaten during e BBQ,
mandy would say 'ke yi da bao de'(which means can takeaway or sth lyk that).
From then winanto called her 'bangala aunty'.
HAHAx.

so after much of our crazy-in-motion, we went to e section where all e charcoals were and other materials for BBQ's uses were.
that was when all e frenzy started again.
mandy wanted to use a pair of tongs to pinch my butt but failed to do so.
yippees. my butt is being saved by e clutches of a 'bangala aunty'[no offence mandy].
she also used e tongs to pick up a sepap teckcraw[i dunno how u call it.that rattle ball] and threw it around.
it was absolutely hilarious. ROFL.
wei ting also 'whipped' out another pair of tongs and 'fought' with mandy.
like er one on one??
mandy also used a badminton racket to hit winanto.

i had a feeling or premonition that people were looking at us
and that was not a good thing . cos we kept laughing ly wk MAD peepoes or lunatics.
LOL.ROFL.

anyways winanto bought me a pacifier sweet to suck on.
i jokingly[actually i wanted e sweet LAH] suggested to him to buy a sweet
and he did!!:):):)
when i was sucking it lyk nobody should care,
it seemed that everybody cared to stare at me.
ok cos DEFINITELY i must have looked lyk a retard.
that was e cause of e weird stares....
'fancy being at e age of fourteen but still sucking on her sweet pacifyer:):)
she must be seriously mad. gotta get a hold of herself'
probably that's what they thought yeah?
WATEVA.

later we went into e shop where all e elctronic devices[forgot e shop's name].
saw a boy playing e elcetric piano. and when he saw us passing by
and looking at him[ or was it just me cos i wanted to hear what he was playing]
he STOPPED and gave me that kind of err-can-u-dun-look-at-me-and-scoot-off expression.
SO LAME can....
so when i went to another to e FRIDGE section,
he was still looking at my direction=.=
which i dun see e need in it cos im far away enuff to not hear u and ur music man.
calm down yeah..

oh yeah today e sec twos had to watch a movie 'akeelah and the bee'
as some of e clips were related to JVS' school moral values:
P erseverance
R espect
I ntegrity
D iligence
E xcellence

e show was great yeah. Dylan was kind of cute.
it was sweet when javier gave akeelah a peck on e cheek:):)

BTW e words were so CHEEM[ during e spelling bee]. i dun even know one of them[most LAH]
and i cant believe akeelah[main character] studied e dictionary
to memorise words. i doubt i can flip e first page cos
BIG words give me headaches.
ok maybe i could if im interested to find e meaning of some word.
but if u want me to read a dictionary, i rather u kill me than having millions words swirling in my head.

recently i realized i LOVE mrs gan!!
teehee i love her SO SO SO much!
me and amanda chatted with her this wednesday.
and i never knew she was so GIRLY,
cos i had this image or impression that she was a serious lady
who ate metal and would kill anybody hu irritated her.
ok im just exaggerating...
BUT she sounded very young at that moment. so ADORABLE!!
BEAUTIFUL YOUTH. *admires*

i think im in love.
JUST KIDDING. haha im nt a lesibian ok???!!


:):):):):):):):):):)

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA im CRAZILY IN LOVE.

BAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAH.




e pacifyer sweet:)

i dread tmr. meet-the-parents' meeting. dammn. why do teachers have so much free time??


'Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it'
[over it by katherine mcphee]


___TRALALALAs. yes im mad and always will be. TAD_____________

You Have Your Emotions in Check

You are an incredibly stable and happy person.Ever consider being a therapist?You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what.You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.

Can'>http://www.blogthings.com/canyoukeepyouremotionsincheckquiz/">Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

TRALALALALA.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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hmm maybe true ba...

Your Worry Factor is 34%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/doyouworrytoomuchquiz/">Do You Worry Too Much?

is this true??? HAHA

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourworldviewquiz/">What Is Your World View?

absolutely true!

mood:hmmmm neutral?



ben told me he never laughed at me and even encouraged me?:):)
well probably i missed out that part:):):)
hahax i dunno anything. clean forgotten about it. its been a week seh.
cant possibly be remembering everything:):):)



CHEEERRS.



when miss tan was talking about some class camp(no overnights),
i just realized my holidays will be err herm ruined(somewhat larr)
cos i oreadi received e maths homework we have to do over e holidays
and it is confirmed we will have chinese hw. BOO HOO.
PLUS i still have e other maths a.k.a training papers to work on
for some competition.
yeah these training maths paper consists most questions on patterns, common sense, simultaneous equations.
and i absolutely hate patterns. it is so tiring when u have to keep on doing trial and error. or figuring e dammm problems. eee yeer i hate patternsXP. pukes....



and i just remembered that mdm rafilah said we might have an art club camp
to paint e toilets and maybe e canteen??
it oreadi took painstaking hours to finish painting door of e toilet and now we have to paint e insides and maybe e canteen?
now i dread just going to e canteen cos i cant imagine how we are gonna paint it. e canteen aint a small place u know. it may seem so but it is NOT!!


wells i nth to write. i dun even noe why i posting, geeeezzz.

hiie back to blog again:)
well it might be a good thing cos im happy right now:):):)
no longer emo or depressed lyk what benJAMIN said about my profile and posts:D:D:D

happy hui shii embarks her journey here...

=.=


mood: well, HAPPY. shake e booty yeah.


on marking day, which was 16th may..
went ice skating with eileen, evelyn, nat n jin lan.
i fell many times... major embarrassment

*counting with my fingers*

to be exact, i fell FIVE times.:(
my butt really hurt.
blame e damm ice. why does it have to be so hard???:(:(:(:(
btw thank you everybody who guided me
and let me hold them so tightly:):):)

benjamin laughed at me when i fell on my knees in e ice skating ring.
but he had his retribution when he fell on this wet puddle:):)
he had a number of bruises on his arm.
when i was going to use plaster nat gave me for my blister,
he asked me if i could give it to him.
with a little of reluctance, i gave it to him.
i have such a BIG heart:):):):):) kindness within e beautiful heart. aww

DRAMA MOMO:D:D:D:D

left e ring at 12.30pm.
played in e arcade. i suck at car games.
BOO HOO:(:(:(:(:(
went to watch spidey in action(spider man 3)
with nat, brina, evelyn, jin lan, WX n mao mao.
watched it for two times. and im still loving it.
but one thing i could nt accept was that harry died protecting spidey a.k.a peter.
i cried u noe T.T.
a handsome face in the show had to go just lyk that.
sad to say he was/is e onli handsome guy in e show.
not that tobey mcguire(spidey) is not handsome, just that he comes across as cute to me:):)

i have this sudden urge to meet up with cleon, WH, man ru, ts, en wen, yunqi. n many more peepoes to play e arcade in e dhouby gaut mrt station:):):)
how i miss those times in nanyang.... :):):)
just thinking about it makes me tinkle:):):):):):)

I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH.


ytd went for a programme 'dare to dream'
learnt about multiple intelligences, which were:
naturalist intellegence[ it is about nature . you noe]
bodily-kinesthetic intelligence[ it is about physical things, sports]
intrapersonal intelligence[to be able to understand ones elf's emotion]
visual- spatial intelligence[ creativity and art;D ]
musical-rhythmic intelligence[ ability to rmb music and rhythm]
interpersonal intelligence[ ability to interact with ppl]
logical- mathematic intelligence[ OBVIOUSLY it is about ability to solve mathematical problems fast]
verbal linguistic intelligence[ ability to create thoughts n being expressive]

i think i either belong in e visual-spatial intelligence or logical-mathematic intelligences.
had full marks n 9 points respectively:D:D:D:D:D
plus when i grow up, i want to be in fashion line.
as in i wanna be a fashion designer:):) LOL.

YIPEES. major happiness.


:):):):):)

my.. my...
i think i have gone too happily mad?
im smiling too much . beats better than frowning:):):)

BWHAHAHAHAHA:D:D:D:D

ok im officially mad..wait i oreadi am.
13999:):):):):)


pink cocktail is so frigging good for me♥. /

when u want sth, make ur first step.
no matter how hard things may seem lyk.
dun wait for e other party to do so.
or in e end u might still waiting all alone , pinned down with false hope

when u wan sth, pls do sth to make it happen
or else when everything is gone,
it is too late to take it back or wish for it or regret.

everybody has a weakness, a vulnerability.
no matter how much they hide, how strong they seemed n act,
somehow their vulnerability will surface someday n be discovered by someone.

dun owaes think u still have enuff time to get e things u wan,
cos u neva noe by e time u turn around,
probably everything has disappeared.
it is like getting e bag. u feel reluctant to buy. but when u decided to have it,
it might have been bought by someone else(lame...)
so it applies to neva wait too long to tell someone how much u love them,
cos u neva when they will vanish in just a second, a minute, a hour. watever.


ANDANDAND

to e passer-by from yp's blog:
grow up?
if u are so daring enuff to voice out ur own opinion,
pls have guts to write ur famous or 'prominent' name down.
n if u can write down all this nonsensical craps, be MENTALLY PREPARED to face insults.
dun come scolding people lyk u are some big action or DUA PAI in this scenario.
u shld noe that there will owaes be contradictions or disagreements in what u say
nobody can please everybody.
u asked for it, e insults. u were e one hu started this after all:)
nt onli u are inflicting pain on others, u urself get hated for being such a pest.
blossom from all ur adolescence and childishness. i beg you so.
stop hurting my friends. thank you very much:)


penciled my thoughts down.

BAH. im so angry. fuming from this anger.
i could melt an ice cap right now.
e heat angry wave emitting from me could burn down all habitual forestrial areas.
im too angry to pen it down. too angry too find e right words .
sighs. e world sometimes is so unfair to e innocent.

well e world is supposedly to be unfair,
but sometimes it turns to a harsh reality for some.
but we live and learn from it, to survive in this unfair world,
where coincidences or inevitabilities happen they way u do nt wan
and sometimes, it is annoying to have to face it 24/7.

sighs...what e hell am i writing??


i wish upon a star someday i will hold your hand, n then kick ur ***:)

im stressed. tired . too weak to even think abt it
things i cant comprehend.
EMO KILLS.

im overly curious? curiosity kills e cat.
im that cat:] miaow.

guess wat?my tummy is rumbling jumbling tumbling.

/♥. mystified . if u cant understand , u dont know me well.

my mood: in between e words 'crazy' and 'hyper'

all the important exams are finally over.
everybody can lighten up with the holiday mood.

:)

have been missing for 2 weeks? i dunno. hahax

yesterday and today, went to science centre play water with fely, GWT, cherry, bear, potato and amanda. jin yang also came along but did nt want to join in e fun with us.
i noe it may sound childish but it was ok.
ytd i was drenched all over: from top to bottom.
hahax. it was rather cold when i board e bus cos of e air con.

2day was more fun as we played longer and we were errmm more 'violent'?
as in there were alot of sabotaging of friends behind their backs: pushing them into the upcoming water:)
we went with potato, GWT, cherry, bear, amanda and jy.
again JY didnt play n potato had to go off to meet somebody.
i was e first one to be wet cos GWT pushed me into e water,
then all of the sudden, one of those water spurting things
overwhelmingly sprayed all over me. there was this moment GWT and cherry,
they totally bullied me. they pushed me around lyk some bean bag,
guess what? every part of my clothes all soaked with water:my hair dripping many droplets of water, like rain. hahahax.
soon after, clar came. i love today so much.

we played like babarians? yeah people were staring at us lyk we are some psychos who
just cant have enough fun in the water. hahax but hu cares? just wanna play all i can
cos e tightest seatbelt has oreadi unbuckled from all the stress from exams. gonna let my
hair down.for all i care even if i looked like a lion. BAH.
there was once cherry was pulling GWT and remarkably, his head banged onto mine.
and it seriously hurts. his head seems to be made of metal. my head and brain was ringing
cos of e impact. omg it rly rly hurts. owww...
and i felt sick. feverish. i had bloodshot eyes cos of e water. s

after e whole water-playing event, we changed into a new set of clothes
bear had to buy e t shirt(it costed $12.90) as she did not bring any extra clothes along.
went into e omni centre n took some ride in this helicopter[ it aint e real kind ok]
i felt groggy and giddy due to e 'sudden' movements of e helicopter.
so i decided to buy this warheads sweets in liquid form which tasted v sour.
but it somehow became revolting when it gave me an tummy upset.

after cruising around e centre, we went to JEC to slack.
was having e worst headache oreadi by then. trying to tolerate and holding back the possibility of me screaming cos e pain was accumulating over time.
tick tock. so i suggested to everybody to go home since clar needs to fetch her sis.
went home with e heavy head. it could fall at any minute.

ok end of explanation for 2day?
end of post? no way duh.

three simple words: i had enough.
u claim u have changed. probably u NEVER did not do much self-reflection.
not enough to change people's mind.
you have not realize people still hate you to their guts cos of ur attitude.
thats all i want to say. im being as polite as possible. im trying not to beat around the bush
and be tedious. just short, sweet, simple, starightforward. FOR YOUR EYES TO SEE.

pfft. major tolerance. craps. nonsensical craps.

guessed wat? e DNT artifact is finally done.
thanks to e big help from WT, fely n jy.
they helped out alot. even heard GWT accidentally hurt his hand with e straight cutter:(
poor boy had his thumb plastered. i was nt dere at e scene to see how it happened:(

did i mention e artifact was cool? YES it ROCKED. even tho e cam was nt rly working ..

BUT WHO CARES?

cos as long it is done, i dun care. it is btr than nth.
besides i didnt contribute much. no complains=)
im nice? yes pls nod ur heads.
all of you , audience, have to agree to this statement:)

*applauses*


THANK YOUS.

ok im seriously gotta stop this lame-ness in me.
seems there no cure for it. somehow it is my trademark.
n no one can steal this perfect title from me:]

have not done my art draft. v lazy. can someone help me?
wow tot this post will be kept short.
guess i was wrong. it is long i suppose.
BWAHAHAHAHAx.

ok end e post from all my lame-ness.
SO LONG PEEPOES

(i noe i have been toking abt this issue but many people opposed to e idea of me cutting my hair short. cos either i look btr with my current hairstyle or short hair is a nono thing for me. im so confused )
_________ur eyes melts my tender heart____________

e days are viciously boring.[im getting vicious?]
exams. tests. all coming charging towards me in one go.
stress piling up time after time.
tension over exams getting higher
mugging over books. history, geography.
oh they give me major headaches. owww
memorising word after word, words staring me. me staring at them
practically, having a date with them.
then later, more WORDS spinning in my head like a turbulence.
me trying to get my mind focused on chinese characters, sentence, stories.
im floating, daydreaming. my head is flying.

BWA when will it end??

exams are around the corner.
haiix. more supplementary lessons.
getting very tired, my brain is on the verge to explode.

SOMEONE SAVE ME. PLEASE.
im seriously in need of more chocolates and ben and jerry's strawberry cheese ice cream.
they give me satisfying comfort. me and my hedonistic needs. heehee.

im wanna be pampered with heaps and heaps of good, creamy and sweet ice cream.




received this forwarded email from edwin about the horoscope signs[in the mail it is written 'zodiac signs'. hmmm i dunno].


LEO - The LionGreat >talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is >really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down >to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.


laid back?i dun think im laid back. im owaes so hectic. ok maybe for now due to the MYE...
im a talker?? yes i think i am.
attractive? maybe. i rather skip that. i dunno which part of me is considered attractive...hmmmm.
passionate? yes i suppose so=) haha. im so PASSIONATE
knows how to have fun? yes i do. i enjoy snorkelling, eating good food around the world. yupps. i do enjoy everything i have now. except that it would be better if SOMEONE would stop clinging
onto me. hahax.
is really good at almost everything? except certain sports, i guess im ok with everything=)
great kisser? wow wow wow. i dunno whether is that true. will see about it.
unpredictable? hmmmmm... i dunno about this
outgoing? i disagree to this. me outgoing? i doubt so
down to earth? i am?
addictive? am i some drug? hahax. i must be absolutely 'ADDICTIVE'
loud? i do talk very loudly at times. i do scream. BAH.
love being in long relationships? i believe in monogamy =)
talkative? A THOUSAND YES-es. see my profile. i even call myself as a talkative girl!
not one to mess with? YEAH. i wish.
rare to find? yes cos im different. as matter-of-factly, every individuals has different point of views in everything they see. bwahahahaha so im RARE.

well this is my horoscope. overall? this kind of reflects on my character. haha.
is that a good thing? onli my very good friends will noe=)

without life, there is no death. without you, there wont be me

so angry with e bloody internet connection.
it just cut off like that, pissed man.
it is so BLOODY irritating when i have to try e darn connection
for many times n IT DOES NOT WORK.
e blood in my nerves are currently magma.
IM SO PISSED!!!!
why does it have to bloody stop during e bloody time i wanna do my things, QUICK.
a waste of my very precious time. GEEZ

BLOODY OF THE BLOODIEST HELL.

=.=


my mood: bad?angry? RRAAHHHH.................

2day went to e hospital as my sis had a physiotherapy session
it was kinda boring. sitting down there. looking at ppl walk.
until when i saw this lady trying her best to exercise.
she seemed to have some problem with her legs.
yeah but she was still there. trying ever so hard to strengthen her leg muscles
i was SORTA inspired by her. she does nt complain despite e 'arduous' training.
instead she still goes on, EXERCISING.
she still can wear a smile throughout e whole therapy.
i rly look up to her optimism=)

wish i can be like her....=)=)

anyways after e whole therapy, my mum, me n my sis went to jurong point
to do some window shopping. bought a new wallet which costed $29!!!
WAAHHH another hole in my savingsT.T
anyways it was worth while as my two years old wallet is very old
n stinky XP. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
mum bought me n my sis chain necklaces which are so darn PRETTAYE.
i love my mum so much<3<3>
went to lot one to have dinner at AJISEN.
e soup is so mm-mm delicious. hahax.
slacked around in e mall. busy dazing at e shiny necklaces.
hahax. yeah nth much to elaborate....


speech day was ok. i was kinda screwed up.
these are e scenarios..:
FIRSTLY i had to pin up my fringe[ i look kinda ok , nt too nerdy] which was sth i would protest in=).[rebel]
SECONDLY: i forgot to bring my tie!!! wow this is my very important day n i have to dumbly hell forgotten to bring my precious tie=(
THIRDLY: i bang into mrs goi[ i dunno e spelling] when i went down e stage after taking e prize. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard from woodbridge n have a biggest brain prob going on in my head T.T
FOURTHLY: i was e only one who had to walk one whole BIG round to go back to my seat cos there was nobody to assist me!!
.
.
.
.
.
.
i enjoyed e rest of e performances=)
[i was trying to find WT during e CO part. managed to see a little of his hair]
esp e band n choir n CO part. it was great great GREAT. then at e end of e whole event everyone had to stand up to sing e school song.
so LALALALALALALALA i did nt dare to open my mouth widely as e camera man/boy was right beside me taking fotos of everybody singing.
i had to present myself well.
end it here with pictures. BWAHAHAHAHAx


my prizes received during speech day

e present i gave to nat fer her bday.[i want it badly]


lollipop whistle[ really can make music]

e package of prezzie from me to nat.




________________i want to be by my side so badly; please make it happen_________

im in school posting seh..
pro right????? so lame.
anyways i love mr ang onli fer 2day cos he is e one hu brought us here into e com lab=)
hahax=D so lame right???
anyways ppl MUST tag my board ok????
EXCEPT spams from some FRENS in my class.
WU LIAO=)

ok ok i go first i let nat use e com first=) kk bye

my mood: i dun have the foggiest idea=)

HEY.HEY. it's been a week since i last blog
i have so many things to blog esp about wednesday!!!
i love this day so VERY DE MUCH=) hee hee

[sorry i cant update everything that happened last week cos e other days i neva mentioned ARE just plain boring so dere's no point. besides i have forgotten about it le.]

wednesday(11th april):
actually i didnt rly lyk e day at the beginning as PE falls on tt day=(
i loathe e running, sports, games EXCEPT hockey n badminton(i kinda suck at it tho)
n i HATE captain's ball cos i feel v EXTRA n kinda inferior dere if my group consists of boys.
im nt a v good player so i dun rly get to catch e bal which was OK.
from my persepective i guess im more of a 'study' girl then a sportswomen
hahax i seem so tiny in e group. LOL. brandon n derek say i must jump so tt they can see me.
Fer some reason derek will try to pass me e ball to BE part of e game.
i dunno whether it is real or wat but this is my instinct=)
when i complained to him i feel v extra in the game cos i cant contribute much, he showed me this peace sign( everytime we see each other we clap our hands then give each other a tweeze finger sign. this started last year. v cute) n told me it was alright cos it is just a game. hahax.
surprisingly i was touched yeah?? weird much but yeah=)
that was why i thanked him. obviously he didnt noe why i thanked him.
but wateva=)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

wat i learn from this:
no offence to boys but i feel boys think they can do things girls cant do.
HEAPS better that is wat u think. but heys. we girls can be better than U in many other ways. i emphasise e word 'MANY'.
sports may not be e best talent fer most girls but we can achieve much better goals than y'all cos girls have been often chaised at one side cos we seem v 'weak' n fragile
so we wanna PROVE to u all we can do it n that we have e brains.
see nowadays girls are more smart n arent that naiive.
we may seem lyk gossipers but we understand each other's feelings more than u boys( as in boy to boy).
we speak the same language. we cherish. WE ARE JUST TOO SMART.
GIRLS RULES!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
three(or more) cheers fer every single girl in this world!!!

*major silence*

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anyways e whole class went to bukit chandu fer some learning journey.
learned a number of things about singapore's history.
it was so fun as everybody was lyk getting off their seats to take pictures with frens.
dere was one part where me n jin yang went to this church-like place n we pretended to be a couple. LOL
it seemed lyk some foto festival. it was v fun esp e part where we went to e monster gun section where me,nat, fely n amanda took a picture on this platform n pretended to be statues. i posed in a funny way i suppose.
winanto said this was his favourite foto n he laffed at the way i posed.hahax i cackle everytime i look at this foto cos i look kinda cool in it.
sadly wei ting cud nt come due to PSL exchange programme if nt his coming might have made this whole trip more fun=)
but anyways this wednesday we are going to thian hock keng temple if im right.
so i doubt pictures wont be taken=)
im so loving my class more cos of this<3

*blows a thousand kisses to my class*

GOSH I LOVE THEM LOADSS!!

i rmb friday vividly cos i went fer e speech day's rehersal fer
one whole hour. ONE WHOLE HOUR.
my goodness. when i tot e whole thing finished
i was lyk 'finally'
then mr goh say 'let's try again'
i was lyk omf=g. my leg is oreadi so numb n u r telling me 'let's try again'??!!!
but it is alright larr. but im still afraid cos im e first to go up e stage
n 'man man' see each person walking up n down e stage n hearing speeches
given by e ex n present principal. RRAAHH
im so washed out....

im obsessed with wu zun seh. last friday nat, shaffiqa(sec 4) n me went to use e art room's com
to find wu zun's pictures n we were squealing in every sight of his face.
WU ZUN!!!! he is mine n nobody can take him owae!!!MUHAHAHAHA!!!

on saturday went to JP to catch a movie with my sis n mum.
watched sunshine. it was UBERLY sad. kinda scary.
i wanna watch mr bean's holiday or meet the robinsons!!
anyone wanna watch with me??? PLEASE >.<

im fickle yeah. so im wondering every now n then...
WHICH AYUMI'S CD ALBUM SHLD I BUY???
BLACK OR WHITE??
HELP ME COS I LYK BOTH OF THEM BUT I DUN WANNA WASTE MY MONEY JUST LYK THAT
COS THEY COST A BOMB N E MONEY (IF) IM SPENDING ON THEM WILL BURN A HOLE IN MY POCKET MONEY!!
RRRAAAHHHH PPL HELP ME MAKE A DECISION!!! MY MIND IS IN SPIRALS OF CONFUSION!!!
my sis told me to buy e black one. haiiix im in need of help......

i got a new laopo. wan qin if im right .
[but my xing gan bao beii is steph my 1st lao po]
when i kissed her on e cheek(it is not a censored lesibian act. it is friendly.FRIENDLY)
she got kinda scared n surprised cos she dared me.
so she told potato, bear n gladys i kissed her cheek n they went lyk 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'.
we demonstrated to them n they were in a shock. so when i kissed them, their eyes were lyk saucepan, open v big seh.
hahax gladys even told me she got scared sia. hahax. so cute. sec ones are so lovable n innocent.

oh ya some things happened? yeah dun wanna bother writing it down.
waste of time n space in my blog. im so cool man.
(woooo a flying pig!!!)
[e lamelessness in me is shooting up cos i out of things to write le...]

i wanns watch e movie 'a walk to remember' n 'artificial intelligience'
it is rly v sad. made me cry until lyk siao....

ending it here. CRAPS are written down oreadi.
so BYE BYE.