CHEEKY MAMBO SHALALALALA

eee yer.. i have pimple outbreaks!!
BOO HOO blame e creator of hideous pimple!!
ok maybe im just being paranoid. my pimple is so small...

but seriously? who would want to have a lump of oil on ur face??
even e stupidest people
or those with obnoxious fashion sense, wouldn't hell want them??!!

my mood: how do you call that....hmm flat?? bored?

today's IT enrichment SUCKS big time.
the computers are so so SO slow. which is sth i find in every computer in most schools.
what made things worse[for me] was that i could not log into my account cos i forgot the
bloody PASSWORD!!

bloodiest hell

whst made matters worse was that my com was so LAG,
i could not finish my brochure in or on time:((
the stupid computer took so long just to copy-paste a picture,
which is so dammm irritating can??
i mean c'mon, it is high time the school gets better computers.
no offence really, but seriously,
could you provide us with computers that are good and quick enough
to finish the given projects??
it does not have to be the best, just adequate to quickly our things:))

pfft.

and due to the VERY long hours, i became emo.
i kept laughing when im not suppose to...
seriously if i were to choose between two choices of sitting for the whole day staring at a lagging com or run up to the highest mountain, i rather take the second option.
since young i hated IT classes.
i detested it cos i remembered so called 'insulted'
for being slow cos i didnt know how to use e keyboard when i was 8??
who cares??

remembered when e conversation with winanto>>
[winanto drew this two beautiful green patterns and i saw it]
me:winanto, you do very nice leh.
winanto: i know.
me:can you help me do e green one? not that green one but e green one??

it makes no sense. im just going round and round in circles.
winanto and wt kept laughing and repeating what i said....
and my head was going to fly off cos i was laughing too hard:D:D:D:D:DD:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

come to think about childhood teachers, i harbour[and still] hatred for my primary one form teacher>:((
she is very biase to the smarter kids, whereas meaner to the not-as-smart kids and i happened to be one of them. i hated HER to the guts.
i remembered i cried when she reprimanded me for not being able to do my english hw.
but i didnt know how to do cos i could not understand her. and when i told her this,
she said that i didnt pay enough attention and didnt listen to her.
does he get the meaning of not understanding and not listening.
two different and seperate meanings. worlds apart!

wait wait wait why am i angry about this, it's been lyk 7 years.
but because of HER, i sort of have a thing for most teachers who taught the SMARTER students.

if there was a cake right beside me,
and if she was standing beside me,
plus if there were no rules or regulations,
i would REALLY love to use e cake and smash it in her face,
smudging all that cream or fruit in her face[or mouth]
and tell her she totally deserves it:D:D


i think i have gone mad, guess what i oreadi am:D:D


last sunday went to west mall,
shopped and shopped. and bought nothing.
rented a book called 'love reasons'
my sista say e book is really good, just that e ending makes you wanna throw a table.
just kidding about that, yes i know it is lame.
but my sis say e ending will make you kinda angry.

i so wanna THAT book. TEEHEE

major gigs. ROFL. haha.
i think i might have gone over the limit...

crazy kicks for dicks[or dickheads]. yes it is finalised. im mad:D:D

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourdreamsmeanquiz/">What Do Your Dreams Mean?

'girls are scared of emotional torture and guys are easily seduced by girls.]

that's wat i learnt from e show 'xing fu shuang ren chuan' on channel 8.
come to think about this, it seems kinda true.
from my perception, most girls are very committed to relationships.
and obviously they hate to be controlled or being hurt by their loved ones.
or be shot by daggers of insults.
cos all they want from their BFs or hubby or WHATEVER
is love and care:):):)

as for boys..hmmmm i dunno that much kays. im nt a boy u know. but i kind of agree to this statement:):):) no offence taken boys kays??

my mood: i dunno. i dunno. I DUNNO!!!
hated thursday cos it was sculpture walk.
not that i cant admire e art pieces .
just could nt stand our guide.her face is lyk sour prunes.
and she laffed at her own jokes which were LAME to us.
nobody really cared what she was explaining.
i cud nt care less of her glances on me.
PFFT.

and e bus was infested with insects....

2day went to IMM with winanto. we went into mini toons where i was busy
hugging e cuddly toys:):)[hint for my birthday prezzie;)
just kidding about that BUT i dun mind ya know:):)]
ok that sounded more like some sort of a demand right? :):)
actually we were waiting for wei ting and mandy to arrive
so that we can go to GIANT to write down e prices of e food stuff for e BBQ.

seriously we had lots of fun in e supermarket.
we kept laughing lyk some psychopaths if i have not mistaken.
acting lyk babarians( to say things not crudely, maniacs would be a better term),
we 'roamed' in GIANT and played.
everytime we were discussing about leftover chicken wings not eaten during e BBQ,
mandy would say 'ke yi da bao de'(which means can takeaway or sth lyk that).
From then winanto called her 'bangala aunty'.
HAHAx.

so after much of our crazy-in-motion, we went to e section where all e charcoals were and other materials for BBQ's uses were.
that was when all e frenzy started again.
mandy wanted to use a pair of tongs to pinch my butt but failed to do so.
yippees. my butt is being saved by e clutches of a 'bangala aunty'[no offence mandy].
she also used e tongs to pick up a sepap teckcraw[i dunno how u call it.that rattle ball] and threw it around.
it was absolutely hilarious. ROFL.
wei ting also 'whipped' out another pair of tongs and 'fought' with mandy.
like er one on one??
mandy also used a badminton racket to hit winanto.

i had a feeling or premonition that people were looking at us
and that was not a good thing . cos we kept laughing ly wk MAD peepoes or lunatics.
LOL.ROFL.

anyways winanto bought me a pacifier sweet to suck on.
i jokingly[actually i wanted e sweet LAH] suggested to him to buy a sweet
and he did!!:):):)
when i was sucking it lyk nobody should care,
it seemed that everybody cared to stare at me.
ok cos DEFINITELY i must have looked lyk a retard.
that was e cause of e weird stares....
'fancy being at e age of fourteen but still sucking on her sweet pacifyer:):)
she must be seriously mad. gotta get a hold of herself'
probably that's what they thought yeah?
WATEVA.

later we went into e shop where all e elctronic devices[forgot e shop's name].
saw a boy playing e elcetric piano. and when he saw us passing by
and looking at him[ or was it just me cos i wanted to hear what he was playing]
he STOPPED and gave me that kind of err-can-u-dun-look-at-me-and-scoot-off expression.
SO LAME can....
so when i went to another to e FRIDGE section,
he was still looking at my direction=.=
which i dun see e need in it cos im far away enuff to not hear u and ur music man.
calm down yeah..

oh yeah today e sec twos had to watch a movie 'akeelah and the bee'
as some of e clips were related to JVS' school moral values:
P erseverance
R espect
I ntegrity
D iligence
E xcellence

e show was great yeah. Dylan was kind of cute.
it was sweet when javier gave akeelah a peck on e cheek:):)

BTW e words were so CHEEM[ during e spelling bee]. i dun even know one of them[most LAH]
and i cant believe akeelah[main character] studied e dictionary
to memorise words. i doubt i can flip e first page cos
BIG words give me headaches.
ok maybe i could if im interested to find e meaning of some word.
but if u want me to read a dictionary, i rather u kill me than having millions words swirling in my head.

recently i realized i LOVE mrs gan!!
teehee i love her SO SO SO much!
me and amanda chatted with her this wednesday.
and i never knew she was so GIRLY,
cos i had this image or impression that she was a serious lady
who ate metal and would kill anybody hu irritated her.
ok im just exaggerating...
BUT she sounded very young at that moment. so ADORABLE!!
BEAUTIFUL YOUTH. *admires*

i think im in love.
JUST KIDDING. haha im nt a lesibian ok???!!


:):):):):):):):):):)

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA im CRAZILY IN LOVE.

BAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAHBAH.




e pacifyer sweet:)

i dread tmr. meet-the-parents' meeting. dammn. why do teachers have so much free time??


'Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it'
[over it by katherine mcphee]


___TRALALALAs. yes im mad and always will be. TAD_____________

You Have Your Emotions in Check

You are an incredibly stable and happy person.Ever consider being a therapist?You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what.You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.

Can'>http://www.blogthings.com/canyoukeepyouremotionsincheckquiz/">Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

TRALALALALA.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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hmm maybe true ba...

Your Worry Factor is 34%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/doyouworrytoomuchquiz/">Do You Worry Too Much?

is this true??? HAHA

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourworldviewquiz/">What Is Your World View?

absolutely true!

mood:hmmmm neutral?



ben told me he never laughed at me and even encouraged me?:):)
well probably i missed out that part:):):)
hahax i dunno anything. clean forgotten about it. its been a week seh.
cant possibly be remembering everything:):):)



CHEEERRS.



when miss tan was talking about some class camp(no overnights),
i just realized my holidays will be err herm ruined(somewhat larr)
cos i oreadi received e maths homework we have to do over e holidays
and it is confirmed we will have chinese hw. BOO HOO.
PLUS i still have e other maths a.k.a training papers to work on
for some competition.
yeah these training maths paper consists most questions on patterns, common sense, simultaneous equations.
and i absolutely hate patterns. it is so tiring when u have to keep on doing trial and error. or figuring e dammm problems. eee yeer i hate patternsXP. pukes....



and i just remembered that mdm rafilah said we might have an art club camp
to paint e toilets and maybe e canteen??
it oreadi took painstaking hours to finish painting door of e toilet and now we have to paint e insides and maybe e canteen?
now i dread just going to e canteen cos i cant imagine how we are gonna paint it. e canteen aint a small place u know. it may seem so but it is NOT!!


wells i nth to write. i dun even noe why i posting, geeeezzz.

hiie back to blog again:)
well it might be a good thing cos im happy right now:):):)
no longer emo or depressed lyk what benJAMIN said about my profile and posts:D:D:D

happy hui shii embarks her journey here...

=.=


mood: well, HAPPY. shake e booty yeah.


on marking day, which was 16th may..
went ice skating with eileen, evelyn, nat n jin lan.
i fell many times... major embarrassment

*counting with my fingers*

to be exact, i fell FIVE times.:(
my butt really hurt.
blame e damm ice. why does it have to be so hard???:(:(:(:(
btw thank you everybody who guided me
and let me hold them so tightly:):):)

benjamin laughed at me when i fell on my knees in e ice skating ring.
but he had his retribution when he fell on this wet puddle:):)
he had a number of bruises on his arm.
when i was going to use plaster nat gave me for my blister,
he asked me if i could give it to him.
with a little of reluctance, i gave it to him.
i have such a BIG heart:):):):):) kindness within e beautiful heart. aww

DRAMA MOMO:D:D:D:D

left e ring at 12.30pm.
played in e arcade. i suck at car games.
BOO HOO:(:(:(:(:(
went to watch spidey in action(spider man 3)
with nat, brina, evelyn, jin lan, WX n mao mao.
watched it for two times. and im still loving it.
but one thing i could nt accept was that harry died protecting spidey a.k.a peter.
i cried u noe T.T.
a handsome face in the show had to go just lyk that.
sad to say he was/is e onli handsome guy in e show.
not that tobey mcguire(spidey) is not handsome, just that he comes across as cute to me:):)

i have this sudden urge to meet up with cleon, WH, man ru, ts, en wen, yunqi. n many more peepoes to play e arcade in e dhouby gaut mrt station:):):)
how i miss those times in nanyang.... :):):)
just thinking about it makes me tinkle:):):):):):)

I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH.


ytd went for a programme 'dare to dream'
learnt about multiple intelligences, which were:
naturalist intellegence[ it is about nature . you noe]
bodily-kinesthetic intelligence[ it is about physical things, sports]
intrapersonal intelligence[to be able to understand ones elf's emotion]
visual- spatial intelligence[ creativity and art;D ]
musical-rhythmic intelligence[ ability to rmb music and rhythm]
interpersonal intelligence[ ability to interact with ppl]
logical- mathematic intelligence[ OBVIOUSLY it is about ability to solve mathematical problems fast]
verbal linguistic intelligence[ ability to create thoughts n being expressive]

i think i either belong in e visual-spatial intelligence or logical-mathematic intelligences.
had full marks n 9 points respectively:D:D:D:D:D
plus when i grow up, i want to be in fashion line.
as in i wanna be a fashion designer:):) LOL.

YIPEES. major happiness.


:):):):):)

my.. my...
i think i have gone too happily mad?
im smiling too much . beats better than frowning:):):)

BWHAHAHAHAHA:D:D:D:D

ok im officially mad..wait i oreadi am.
13999:):):):):)


pink cocktail is so frigging good for me♥. /

when u want sth, make ur first step.
no matter how hard things may seem lyk.
dun wait for e other party to do so.
or in e end u might still waiting all alone , pinned down with false hope

when u wan sth, pls do sth to make it happen
or else when everything is gone,
it is too late to take it back or wish for it or regret.

everybody has a weakness, a vulnerability.
no matter how much they hide, how strong they seemed n act,
somehow their vulnerability will surface someday n be discovered by someone.

dun owaes think u still have enuff time to get e things u wan,
cos u neva noe by e time u turn around,
probably everything has disappeared.
it is like getting e bag. u feel reluctant to buy. but when u decided to have it,
it might have been bought by someone else(lame...)
so it applies to neva wait too long to tell someone how much u love them,
cos u neva when they will vanish in just a second, a minute, a hour. watever.


ANDANDAND

to e passer-by from yp's blog:
grow up?
if u are so daring enuff to voice out ur own opinion,
pls have guts to write ur famous or 'prominent' name down.
n if u can write down all this nonsensical craps, be MENTALLY PREPARED to face insults.
dun come scolding people lyk u are some big action or DUA PAI in this scenario.
u shld noe that there will owaes be contradictions or disagreements in what u say
nobody can please everybody.
u asked for it, e insults. u were e one hu started this after all:)
nt onli u are inflicting pain on others, u urself get hated for being such a pest.
blossom from all ur adolescence and childishness. i beg you so.
stop hurting my friends. thank you very much:)


penciled my thoughts down.

BAH. im so angry. fuming from this anger.
i could melt an ice cap right now.
e heat angry wave emitting from me could burn down all habitual forestrial areas.
im too angry to pen it down. too angry too find e right words .
sighs. e world sometimes is so unfair to e innocent.

well e world is supposedly to be unfair,
but sometimes it turns to a harsh reality for some.
but we live and learn from it, to survive in this unfair world,
where coincidences or inevitabilities happen they way u do nt wan
and sometimes, it is annoying to have to face it 24/7.

sighs...what e hell am i writing??


i wish upon a star someday i will hold your hand, n then kick ur ***:)

im stressed. tired . too weak to even think abt it
things i cant comprehend.
EMO KILLS.

im overly curious? curiosity kills e cat.
im that cat:] miaow.

guess wat?my tummy is rumbling jumbling tumbling.

/♥. mystified . if u cant understand , u dont know me well.

my mood: in between e words 'crazy' and 'hyper'

all the important exams are finally over.
everybody can lighten up with the holiday mood.

:)

have been missing for 2 weeks? i dunno. hahax

yesterday and today, went to science centre play water with fely, GWT, cherry, bear, potato and amanda. jin yang also came along but did nt want to join in e fun with us.
i noe it may sound childish but it was ok.
ytd i was drenched all over: from top to bottom.
hahax. it was rather cold when i board e bus cos of e air con.

2day was more fun as we played longer and we were errmm more 'violent'?
as in there were alot of sabotaging of friends behind their backs: pushing them into the upcoming water:)
we went with potato, GWT, cherry, bear, amanda and jy.
again JY didnt play n potato had to go off to meet somebody.
i was e first one to be wet cos GWT pushed me into e water,
then all of the sudden, one of those water spurting things
overwhelmingly sprayed all over me. there was this moment GWT and cherry,
they totally bullied me. they pushed me around lyk some bean bag,
guess what? every part of my clothes all soaked with water:my hair dripping many droplets of water, like rain. hahahax.
soon after, clar came. i love today so much.

we played like babarians? yeah people were staring at us lyk we are some psychos who
just cant have enough fun in the water. hahax but hu cares? just wanna play all i can
cos e tightest seatbelt has oreadi unbuckled from all the stress from exams. gonna let my
hair down.for all i care even if i looked like a lion. BAH.
there was once cherry was pulling GWT and remarkably, his head banged onto mine.
and it seriously hurts. his head seems to be made of metal. my head and brain was ringing
cos of e impact. omg it rly rly hurts. owww...
and i felt sick. feverish. i had bloodshot eyes cos of e water. s

after e whole water-playing event, we changed into a new set of clothes
bear had to buy e t shirt(it costed $12.90) as she did not bring any extra clothes along.
went into e omni centre n took some ride in this helicopter[ it aint e real kind ok]
i felt groggy and giddy due to e 'sudden' movements of e helicopter.
so i decided to buy this warheads sweets in liquid form which tasted v sour.
but it somehow became revolting when it gave me an tummy upset.

after cruising around e centre, we went to JEC to slack.
was having e worst headache oreadi by then. trying to tolerate and holding back the possibility of me screaming cos e pain was accumulating over time.
tick tock. so i suggested to everybody to go home since clar needs to fetch her sis.
went home with e heavy head. it could fall at any minute.

ok end of explanation for 2day?
end of post? no way duh.

three simple words: i had enough.
u claim u have changed. probably u NEVER did not do much self-reflection.
not enough to change people's mind.
you have not realize people still hate you to their guts cos of ur attitude.
thats all i want to say. im being as polite as possible. im trying not to beat around the bush
and be tedious. just short, sweet, simple, starightforward. FOR YOUR EYES TO SEE.

pfft. major tolerance. craps. nonsensical craps.

guessed wat? e DNT artifact is finally done.
thanks to e big help from WT, fely n jy.
they helped out alot. even heard GWT accidentally hurt his hand with e straight cutter:(
poor boy had his thumb plastered. i was nt dere at e scene to see how it happened:(

did i mention e artifact was cool? YES it ROCKED. even tho e cam was nt rly working ..

BUT WHO CARES?

cos as long it is done, i dun care. it is btr than nth.
besides i didnt contribute much. no complains=)
im nice? yes pls nod ur heads.
all of you , audience, have to agree to this statement:)

*applauses*


THANK YOUS.

ok im seriously gotta stop this lame-ness in me.
seems there no cure for it. somehow it is my trademark.
n no one can steal this perfect title from me:]

have not done my art draft. v lazy. can someone help me?
wow tot this post will be kept short.
guess i was wrong. it is long i suppose.
BWAHAHAHAHAx.

ok end e post from all my lame-ness.
SO LONG PEEPOES

(i noe i have been toking abt this issue but many people opposed to e idea of me cutting my hair short. cos either i look btr with my current hairstyle or short hair is a nono thing for me. im so confused )
_________ur eyes melts my tender heart____________

e days are viciously boring.[im getting vicious?]
exams. tests. all coming charging towards me in one go.
stress piling up time after time.
tension over exams getting higher
mugging over books. history, geography.
oh they give me major headaches. owww
memorising word after word, words staring me. me staring at them
practically, having a date with them.
then later, more WORDS spinning in my head like a turbulence.
me trying to get my mind focused on chinese characters, sentence, stories.
im floating, daydreaming. my head is flying.

BWA when will it end??

exams are around the corner.
haiix. more supplementary lessons.
getting very tired, my brain is on the verge to explode.

SOMEONE SAVE ME. PLEASE.
im seriously in need of more chocolates and ben and jerry's strawberry cheese ice cream.
they give me satisfying comfort. me and my hedonistic needs. heehee.

im wanna be pampered with heaps and heaps of good, creamy and sweet ice cream.




received this forwarded email from edwin about the horoscope signs[in the mail it is written 'zodiac signs'. hmmm i dunno].


LEO - The LionGreat >talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is >really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down >to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.


laid back?i dun think im laid back. im owaes so hectic. ok maybe for now due to the MYE...
im a talker?? yes i think i am.
attractive? maybe. i rather skip that. i dunno which part of me is considered attractive...hmmmm.
passionate? yes i suppose so=) haha. im so PASSIONATE
knows how to have fun? yes i do. i enjoy snorkelling, eating good food around the world. yupps. i do enjoy everything i have now. except that it would be better if SOMEONE would stop clinging
onto me. hahax.
is really good at almost everything? except certain sports, i guess im ok with everything=)
great kisser? wow wow wow. i dunno whether is that true. will see about it.
unpredictable? hmmmmm... i dunno about this
outgoing? i disagree to this. me outgoing? i doubt so
down to earth? i am?
addictive? am i some drug? hahax. i must be absolutely 'ADDICTIVE'
loud? i do talk very loudly at times. i do scream. BAH.
love being in long relationships? i believe in monogamy =)
talkative? A THOUSAND YES-es. see my profile. i even call myself as a talkative girl!
not one to mess with? YEAH. i wish.
rare to find? yes cos im different. as matter-of-factly, every individuals has different point of views in everything they see. bwahahahaha so im RARE.

well this is my horoscope. overall? this kind of reflects on my character. haha.
is that a good thing? onli my very good friends will noe=)

without life, there is no death. without you, there wont be me

so angry with e bloody internet connection.
it just cut off like that, pissed man.
it is so BLOODY irritating when i have to try e darn connection
for many times n IT DOES NOT WORK.
e blood in my nerves are currently magma.
IM SO PISSED!!!!
why does it have to bloody stop during e bloody time i wanna do my things, QUICK.
a waste of my very precious time. GEEZ

BLOODY OF THE BLOODIEST HELL.

=.=


my mood: bad?angry? RRAAHHHH.................

2day went to e hospital as my sis had a physiotherapy session
it was kinda boring. sitting down there. looking at ppl walk.
until when i saw this lady trying her best to exercise.
she seemed to have some problem with her legs.
yeah but she was still there. trying ever so hard to strengthen her leg muscles
i was SORTA inspired by her. she does nt complain despite e 'arduous' training.
instead she still goes on, EXERCISING.
she still can wear a smile throughout e whole therapy.
i rly look up to her optimism=)

wish i can be like her....=)=)

anyways after e whole therapy, my mum, me n my sis went to jurong point
to do some window shopping. bought a new wallet which costed $29!!!
WAAHHH another hole in my savingsT.T
anyways it was worth while as my two years old wallet is very old
n stinky XP. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
mum bought me n my sis chain necklaces which are so darn PRETTAYE.
i love my mum so much<3<3>
went to lot one to have dinner at AJISEN.
e soup is so mm-mm delicious. hahax.
slacked around in e mall. busy dazing at e shiny necklaces.
hahax. yeah nth much to elaborate....


speech day was ok. i was kinda screwed up.
these are e scenarios..:
FIRSTLY i had to pin up my fringe[ i look kinda ok , nt too nerdy] which was sth i would protest in=).[rebel]
SECONDLY: i forgot to bring my tie!!! wow this is my very important day n i have to dumbly hell forgotten to bring my precious tie=(
THIRDLY: i bang into mrs goi[ i dunno e spelling] when i went down e stage after taking e prize. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard from woodbridge n have a biggest brain prob going on in my head T.T
FOURTHLY: i was e only one who had to walk one whole BIG round to go back to my seat cos there was nobody to assist me!!
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i enjoyed e rest of e performances=)
[i was trying to find WT during e CO part. managed to see a little of his hair]
esp e band n choir n CO part. it was great great GREAT. then at e end of e whole event everyone had to stand up to sing e school song.
so LALALALALALALALA i did nt dare to open my mouth widely as e camera man/boy was right beside me taking fotos of everybody singing.
i had to present myself well.
end it here with pictures. BWAHAHAHAHAx


my prizes received during speech day

e present i gave to nat fer her bday.[i want it badly]


lollipop whistle[ really can make music]

e package of prezzie from me to nat.




________________i want to be by my side so badly; please make it happen_________

im in school posting seh..
pro right????? so lame.
anyways i love mr ang onli fer 2day cos he is e one hu brought us here into e com lab=)
hahax=D so lame right???
anyways ppl MUST tag my board ok????
EXCEPT spams from some FRENS in my class.
WU LIAO=)

ok ok i go first i let nat use e com first=) kk bye

my mood: i dun have the foggiest idea=)

HEY.HEY. it's been a week since i last blog
i have so many things to blog esp about wednesday!!!
i love this day so VERY DE MUCH=) hee hee

[sorry i cant update everything that happened last week cos e other days i neva mentioned ARE just plain boring so dere's no point. besides i have forgotten about it le.]

wednesday(11th april):
actually i didnt rly lyk e day at the beginning as PE falls on tt day=(
i loathe e running, sports, games EXCEPT hockey n badminton(i kinda suck at it tho)
n i HATE captain's ball cos i feel v EXTRA n kinda inferior dere if my group consists of boys.
im nt a v good player so i dun rly get to catch e bal which was OK.
from my persepective i guess im more of a 'study' girl then a sportswomen
hahax i seem so tiny in e group. LOL. brandon n derek say i must jump so tt they can see me.
Fer some reason derek will try to pass me e ball to BE part of e game.
i dunno whether it is real or wat but this is my instinct=)
when i complained to him i feel v extra in the game cos i cant contribute much, he showed me this peace sign( everytime we see each other we clap our hands then give each other a tweeze finger sign. this started last year. v cute) n told me it was alright cos it is just a game. hahax.
surprisingly i was touched yeah?? weird much but yeah=)
that was why i thanked him. obviously he didnt noe why i thanked him.
but wateva=)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

wat i learn from this:
no offence to boys but i feel boys think they can do things girls cant do.
HEAPS better that is wat u think. but heys. we girls can be better than U in many other ways. i emphasise e word 'MANY'.
sports may not be e best talent fer most girls but we can achieve much better goals than y'all cos girls have been often chaised at one side cos we seem v 'weak' n fragile
so we wanna PROVE to u all we can do it n that we have e brains.
see nowadays girls are more smart n arent that naiive.
we may seem lyk gossipers but we understand each other's feelings more than u boys( as in boy to boy).
we speak the same language. we cherish. WE ARE JUST TOO SMART.
GIRLS RULES!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
three(or more) cheers fer every single girl in this world!!!

*major silence*

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anyways e whole class went to bukit chandu fer some learning journey.
learned a number of things about singapore's history.
it was so fun as everybody was lyk getting off their seats to take pictures with frens.
dere was one part where me n jin yang went to this church-like place n we pretended to be a couple. LOL
it seemed lyk some foto festival. it was v fun esp e part where we went to e monster gun section where me,nat, fely n amanda took a picture on this platform n pretended to be statues. i posed in a funny way i suppose.
winanto said this was his favourite foto n he laffed at the way i posed.hahax i cackle everytime i look at this foto cos i look kinda cool in it.
sadly wei ting cud nt come due to PSL exchange programme if nt his coming might have made this whole trip more fun=)
but anyways this wednesday we are going to thian hock keng temple if im right.
so i doubt pictures wont be taken=)
im so loving my class more cos of this<3

*blows a thousand kisses to my class*

GOSH I LOVE THEM LOADSS!!

i rmb friday vividly cos i went fer e speech day's rehersal fer
one whole hour. ONE WHOLE HOUR.
my goodness. when i tot e whole thing finished
i was lyk 'finally'
then mr goh say 'let's try again'
i was lyk omf=g. my leg is oreadi so numb n u r telling me 'let's try again'??!!!
but it is alright larr. but im still afraid cos im e first to go up e stage
n 'man man' see each person walking up n down e stage n hearing speeches
given by e ex n present principal. RRAAHH
im so washed out....

im obsessed with wu zun seh. last friday nat, shaffiqa(sec 4) n me went to use e art room's com
to find wu zun's pictures n we were squealing in every sight of his face.
WU ZUN!!!! he is mine n nobody can take him owae!!!MUHAHAHAHA!!!

on saturday went to JP to catch a movie with my sis n mum.
watched sunshine. it was UBERLY sad. kinda scary.
i wanna watch mr bean's holiday or meet the robinsons!!
anyone wanna watch with me??? PLEASE >.<

im fickle yeah. so im wondering every now n then...
WHICH AYUMI'S CD ALBUM SHLD I BUY???
BLACK OR WHITE??
HELP ME COS I LYK BOTH OF THEM BUT I DUN WANNA WASTE MY MONEY JUST LYK THAT
COS THEY COST A BOMB N E MONEY (IF) IM SPENDING ON THEM WILL BURN A HOLE IN MY POCKET MONEY!!
RRRAAAHHHH PPL HELP ME MAKE A DECISION!!! MY MIND IS IN SPIRALS OF CONFUSION!!!
my sis told me to buy e black one. haiiix im in need of help......

i got a new laopo. wan qin if im right .
[but my xing gan bao beii is steph my 1st lao po]
when i kissed her on e cheek(it is not a censored lesibian act. it is friendly.FRIENDLY)
she got kinda scared n surprised cos she dared me.
so she told potato, bear n gladys i kissed her cheek n they went lyk 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'.
we demonstrated to them n they were in a shock. so when i kissed them, their eyes were lyk saucepan, open v big seh.
hahax gladys even told me she got scared sia. hahax. so cute. sec ones are so lovable n innocent.

oh ya some things happened? yeah dun wanna bother writing it down.
waste of time n space in my blog. im so cool man.
(woooo a flying pig!!!)
[e lamelessness in me is shooting up cos i out of things to write le...]

i wanns watch e movie 'a walk to remember' n 'artificial intelligience'
it is rly v sad. made me cry until lyk siao....

ending it here. CRAPS are written down oreadi.
so BYE BYE.

another day another long post i suppose=)


sorry ppl if any inconvenience is caused due to e background n e un-seenable words.

my mood: serious??[ i can be u know=)]


on wednesday went to e old folks' home.
my heart broke upon seeing old women[e home consists of WOMEN onli]
having to squeeze in such a small space.
e furniture was v sparse. yeah
anyways me n ricia. actually many other ppl
made friends with this lady called irene if im correct
her english was surprisingly good. hahax.
i wanted to continue hearing her story. but i had to go cos alot of e other folk were looking at us as alot of ppl were crowding around her listening to her story.
so me n wei ting left e scene n visited others.
there was one lady who cud not speak clearly as she had no teeth.
n e floor which was near her bed had some blood stains.
it was scary yet v saddening.
then soon we went to chat with others. yeah.
i chat with this lady hu had severe asthma. she spoke so softly
i had to go v v v v v v v near her to listen to wat she was saying.
yeah she seems v shy n v introverted.
b4 we left, i gave a blow kiss to everybody n one old lady responded by doing e blow kiss to me=) so sweet right?
i hope everybody there will be happy n REMEMBER me=)

on thursday saw my lao po go on e bus ready to go fer SYF. sth lyk that..
love her so much. she look so prettaye in e uniform
then when another bus with all e rest of e choir ppl inside passed by,
got one boy did this funny face expresiions n another pounted middle finger towards me, nat n ricia. so stupid seh.


2day is good friday.
so my family, granny n uncle went to hougang saints' home
to visit my grandfather[maternal side] tomb.
i made hearts, a lotus flowerr n a shell to decorate his area.
i was v emotional then. i nearly teared but i manage to hold it back.
i had to contain my sadness inside.
i felt guilty bcos we dun rly get to visit him alot.
but i dun blame anyone cos we dun have time...
n i do not rmb him as he passed on when i was young.
i onli knew how he looked lyk when i flipped thru e foto album when i was around 4 i think
if not i think i wud not have known.
i feel a little bad cos i cant rmb wat i played with him. i dun even rmb him scolding me bcos i loved to play with his clutches.

ok i better stop all this sorrowful things. later i cry. hahx
anyways after e whole visit, we went to velocity.
ate in e kopitiam. i was ordering my food when this lady kept looking at me, as if she looking down at me. she looked at me then whispered to her bf.
i rolled my eyes at her. i dun care abt her stupidity or bimbo-ness.
i mean if u r not happy with me, voice it out.
dun haf to act so secretive n all.
after lunch, my sis n i went to haagen daz to buy ice cream.
bought vanilla caramel brownie which was superbly GOOD!!!
i wanna eat more ice cream!!

oh ya 4got to mention my sis dislocated her knee. she told me it was disgusting as her leg was twisted in a v unsightly form. e kind of form lyk e gymnastics bending their legs lyk rubber.
she neva cried when e whole incident happened.
if i were her, i might have been too shocked to even cry, let alone scream.
so 2day went she went to e saints' home, she had sit down with her injured leg straight.
n i had to squeeze so she can get ample space. i oso had to sit on my mum's lap so that my granny can have enuff space fer her to sit. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard:D

im gonna stop here le. my week was kinda boring. yeah=)
hope evrybody's everydays will be great=)




________i regretted not seeing e true beauty in u____________

YOO HOO..
miss me peepoes? i v buay ba right??? haha
im back hot papas n mamas n korrs n sistas n lao po=)

my attitude right now: crazy
nickname: crazy dude

yeah thats so MUNDANE
yupps thats a new IN word fer my class
MUNDANE hahax.

2day went to my grandama's hse
to visit my darling timothy=)
awwww he recognizes me=)
at first he mistaken my sis as me.
but soon he knew im HUISHI. hope he will rmb that 4eva....
yeah. my dad gave me, my aunt, mum, sis n grandma
n of cos my timothy fer a car ride from clementi to TUAS
he kept dancing to e beat of e music from e radio
n pretended he was driving e car=)
so cute. love him 4eva
when we were leaving, his eyes were teary.
he seemed v reluctant to see us go.
T.T dun tok abt him lerr. im gonna cry........

ran e 2.4 km run on wed.
tried to catch up with suhaira n fiqa
they were...i mean are SONIC BOOMX
they kept telling me n nat to keep up
eventually we didnt cos they were 3m ahead
n by then my legs were wobbly. my stomach muscles were aching. HELL
after e whole run, n so much of drama-ness
guess wat?
i failed=( boo hoo. i was 30 secs AWAY from e passing time
n yeah. i had to choose to run SLOWER so i FAILED.
i nearly died. i seriously haf to buck up man,
if nt i will fail again.

got back my chinese paper n i passed=)
34/50. WOO HOOO.
my dad say improve le but can do better=)
im happy LOADs=)=)
scream with me everybody=)

speech day is coming. haiix.
going to audition as MC fer speech day
im in a 'no choice' position. RAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

im a prized winner in e sch. (im nt showing off yeah)
i topped literature during sec one so i haf to collect some prize during assembly.
im 1st in standard in e sch. n i haf to go fer speech day to yet collect another prize.
yea. JENKYS.
im scared sth might happen when i go up e stage n take e prize
esp during speech day bcos it is in front of many VIPS.
it is lyk u on e stage n seeing heaps of VIPS heads row after row right in ur face.
RRAAHHH imagine u accidentally topple over...
i better not. i will be worrying more over such trivial matters that dun rly make much sense...
gotta keep my composure....hu xi hu xi.

from dunno when, some day last week
mrs gan arranged me to sit with amanda as a maths tutor=)
hahax im sure gonna have lotsa fun with mummy=)))
im gonna make sure her maths improve with my teaching
or i will be gunned down by mrs gan.
BOOMMMM. dead.

e entrepreneurship programme is officially OVER.
which means i do nt have to stay every wed fer thie business programme
i love e ppl who started this programme
to end it so early. hahax.
i will miss mr martin yeo ~ NOT.
hahax just kidding=)

well i have nth to say or write or think.
im drained out.
so ppl miss me now=)

_________it was a mistake to start loving u______

my song: your color by boa

i find this song kinda nice.
i oreadi created a so called MTV of this song in my head=)
me sitting by e window. in a depressed state cos just had a row with bf(this is just a story!!!not real)
dere was one part im walking in this dark place n e candles along the walkway begin to light up. v solemn n sophisticated=)
yeah. i haf a big imagination=)

im currently more angry n aggressive
mostly angry i think
over SOMEONE.
just a reminder fer FELYNA:this msg is nt fer euu!!!
hahax.

i will nt mention whether izit a gurl or boy
but i just LOATHE tt person.
yeah. i will create a pseudonym for this person to make things easier fer me
hmmmm this person will be called 'idiot'=)
yeah. this 'idiot' is so idiot. if nt 'idiot' will not be called 'idiot'
yupps.
'idiot' is currently an object, target , WADEVA
i rly hate. 'idiot' is on e top of e lost of ppl i hate.
yeah. hahax. 'idiot' thinks it is all superior and all
'idiot' thinks it says is correct. WTH??
!#(#**$&%&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;$##&$*$&%$&%\
it makes me sick when 'it' owaes CRAP
which rly gets on my nerves. at times 'idiot' is a parasite. a pest.
wish i can STOMP on 'it'. kill it. smash it. squash it.
YEA. i will try tt...

mr ang chose me, nat n hani to be MC a.k.a speaker fer speech day.
we are NOT exactly chosen. just choices fer this whole event.
i shld nt have turned my head when he called fer hani.
f nt i would nt be a 'choice' in this whole thing!!!
ya. im not gonna speak in e mike. it is embarrassing esp when u stutter or fart.
ok u wont exactly fart unless u r having a unlucky day=)
n it wud be deadly EMBARRASSING if e mike goes screeching
or when u choke on ur saliva bcos u r either having a nervous breakdown
or u just happen to be again,....PLAIN UNLUCKY=(
with my lack of confidence, e whole speech will bound to be destroyed. by ME
yeah. n i will STUTTER. which may ruin e reputation of e sch. which is ALSO a bad thing.
n i definitely do not wan to be a laughing stock.
or fer e rest of my life, i will neva face e world. NEVER!!!
WAHHH~~~~~~~

2day art club sian larr.
after end of cca, walked around e school fer 3 rounds.
it is compulsory to do some physical exercises fer all cca
heard it was to stimulates e body. replenish e oxygen supply in e body.
mdm rafilah said that exercising can help us increase e amt of oxygen in our body
bcos if we just sit down, do nth, e oxygen supply will be lower in our brain.
yeah. BIOLOGY. this is biology.
yeah i will wanna take up this course in sec 3.
sounds rather interesting. hahahax.

watched e last episode of hana kimi(hua yang hua nian shao nu)
[i dunno whether e name is correct]
it was so mouth-dropping. in a bad way.
e ending was unexpected. a little weird.
my eyes were wide open. then i became crazy.
it makes no sense. im nt criticizing. e show was great.
so i was expecting quan n ruixi to be together
but e ending was abt them still being good FRENS as everybody still believes ruixi is a boy.
THE END.
yeah...im so pissed>.<. y arent they together???

WAHHH!!!!!

this week was nice. seeing my classmates still as wacky as eva.
hahax even dere are some hu destroy e fun. hahax
YEAH. one of them happens to be 'idiot'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
fer e day to past. time just sometimes lyk to move slowly
as we wait excitedly
i will end it here.
im turning in early cos my baby darling cousins timothy, marc n josh
are coming over to my hse to play. play PLAY.
hahax i cant waitfer e event to happen faster=))

slp tight peepoes. i wish i can try to find all of euu in dreamland=)
NITES!!!!!

(someone pray fer me. my ulcer is getting worse=(]!

_________our lips cud touch. our cheeks cud brush_______________

i so adore e Popsicles i made.
out of ribena n orange juice. hahax simply love them so much=)
love sucking all e juice out, leaving it in2 a icy state.
WOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
n they look v prettaye. not mentioning colourful
BRIGHT COLOURS FOR LIFE!!! adore them.
im so loving sweets more than eva n everyone
cos im e QUEEN of sweets.
who's my king?? hmm let fate takes its course=)
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

im so over e moon, maybe over e stars n sun n wateva things
cos my bluetooth works in e com!!finally!!
me, a computer novice, actually was able to fix e darn prob i haf shouldering on
fer lyk 6 months???wow even i myself was v amazed tt i actually fixed a com prob???
im so gonna love myself more than eva cos of this!!!
YIPEEEEE I FEEL GOOD=)=)
which means i can post e pics i haf been wanting to post!!!!
my virtual hubby, e paintings....etc
but sadly e fone went dead, so b4 it cud send e pic had with nat
it just went dead. DEAD. when i was so happy i was able to send
e batt decided to die, i was so pissed!!!
but this is so nt gonna spoil my happy mood
of fixing my BLUETOOTH!!!

*rocking n dancing crazily as i sing e song 'i feel good' plus using my comb as my mike*

i so adore BOA!!!
her songs are super, uber nice. e ballads are so highly recommended=)
hahax she is lyk a sunshine gurl, how i wish i can be her..

*daydreams abt being miss sunshine*

cos i rather share my happiness
rather than be so sadistic n hurt others.
hahx how good i can be??
im not being righteous or nice.
i feel this makes life more meaningful.
but of cos u share e happiness with ppl hu love u n dun HURT u.
these both qualities are v important. dere is a connection between them
dere r ppl hu act they rly love but they hurt u BIG TIME n ALOT=)
so they dun deserve it. ALOT
u can hurt them since they haf once, twice hurt u b4=)
oh e rubbish. it's coming out from my mouth again =X

holidays are going to end=(
how boring can tt get?
nid to slowly c e clock ticking n tocking
but think of e bright side, i can c my bros n besties
n LAOPO!!!!!!!
hahahax i sound so lesibian-ish but im not.
hahax i love gurls. yes as my girlfrens
i love boys. ya. as frens n some as crushes
*blush blush*
typical. im a girl. i dun wanna be chucked at some corner
or be some gurl hu does not haf crushes.
even tho i treasure single hood but it is so normal to haf a crush. so ya.
hahax!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dere r so many flies in e room.
while blogging, one stupid small fly bit me?!?!!?!?!?
i tried to find tt pest but failed XP
simple hate irritating insects
even tho i adore butterly n ladybugs cos they are v adorable n lovable.
with e exception of those insects i mentioned, i wish every species of insects in this world
be banished or murdered, squashed. BE GONE!!
wateva. just make sure they wont be near me
or they will be having e 'best' death=)=)
e best of e best of e best..(this goes on until it forms a bridge to e sun)

how lame can i get???=.=

hahax here are e pics i MANAGED to receive
due to e freaking batt dying off without a trace
if not i would haf another handful of fotos of my besties (chio bus)

shld i make a frenster acc since my bluetooth can work rite now?
but i haf a feeling i will be too lazy to update....
ppl help me???

this post has so much love.
so try catching it!!!


me n my husband
e girl on e girls' toilet door(1st floor)


ee ting n me


e smiley face i did on e paint itself

e guy painted on e guys' toilet door(1st floor) a.k.a my hubby


me n my virtual hubby


me n ee ting

3rd Popsicle i made

1st popsicle i made


2nd popsicle i made

(p.s u may think im crazy to haf a virtual hubby. e thing is, i painted him with ee ting n nat. so i love him loads. so yeah if u think im some psycho or weirdo, so be it)



_____________i love u a thousand fishes____________________