e days are viciously boring.[im getting vicious?]
exams. tests. all coming charging towards me in one go.
stress piling up time after time.
tension over exams getting higher
mugging over books. history, geography.
oh they give me major headaches. owww
memorising word after word, words staring me. me staring at them
practically, having a date with them.
then later, more WORDS spinning in my head like a turbulence.
me trying to get my mind focused on chinese characters, sentence, stories.
im floating, daydreaming. my head is flying.

BWA when will it end??

exams are around the corner.
haiix. more supplementary lessons.
getting very tired, my brain is on the verge to explode.

SOMEONE SAVE ME. PLEASE.
im seriously in need of more chocolates and ben and jerry's strawberry cheese ice cream.
they give me satisfying comfort. me and my hedonistic needs. heehee.

im wanna be pampered with heaps and heaps of good, creamy and sweet ice cream.




received this forwarded email from edwin about the horoscope signs[in the mail it is written 'zodiac signs'. hmmm i dunno].


LEO - The LionGreat >talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is >really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down >to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.


laid back?i dun think im laid back. im owaes so hectic. ok maybe for now due to the MYE...
im a talker?? yes i think i am.
attractive? maybe. i rather skip that. i dunno which part of me is considered attractive...hmmmm.
passionate? yes i suppose so=) haha. im so PASSIONATE
knows how to have fun? yes i do. i enjoy snorkelling, eating good food around the world. yupps. i do enjoy everything i have now. except that it would be better if SOMEONE would stop clinging
onto me. hahax.
is really good at almost everything? except certain sports, i guess im ok with everything=)
great kisser? wow wow wow. i dunno whether is that true. will see about it.
unpredictable? hmmmmm... i dunno about this
outgoing? i disagree to this. me outgoing? i doubt so
down to earth? i am?
addictive? am i some drug? hahax. i must be absolutely 'ADDICTIVE'
loud? i do talk very loudly at times. i do scream. BAH.
love being in long relationships? i believe in monogamy =)
talkative? A THOUSAND YES-es. see my profile. i even call myself as a talkative girl!
not one to mess with? YEAH. i wish.
rare to find? yes cos im different. as matter-of-factly, every individuals has different point of views in everything they see. bwahahahaha so im RARE.

well this is my horoscope. overall? this kind of reflects on my character. haha.
is that a good thing? onli my very good friends will noe=)

without life, there is no death. without you, there wont be me

so angry with e bloody internet connection.
it just cut off like that, pissed man.
it is so BLOODY irritating when i have to try e darn connection
for many times n IT DOES NOT WORK.
e blood in my nerves are currently magma.
IM SO PISSED!!!!
why does it have to bloody stop during e bloody time i wanna do my things, QUICK.
a waste of my very precious time. GEEZ

BLOODY OF THE BLOODIEST HELL.

=.=


my mood: bad?angry? RRAAHHHH.................

2day went to e hospital as my sis had a physiotherapy session
it was kinda boring. sitting down there. looking at ppl walk.
until when i saw this lady trying her best to exercise.
she seemed to have some problem with her legs.
yeah but she was still there. trying ever so hard to strengthen her leg muscles
i was SORTA inspired by her. she does nt complain despite e 'arduous' training.
instead she still goes on, EXERCISING.
she still can wear a smile throughout e whole therapy.
i rly look up to her optimism=)

wish i can be like her....=)=)

anyways after e whole therapy, my mum, me n my sis went to jurong point
to do some window shopping. bought a new wallet which costed $29!!!
WAAHHH another hole in my savingsT.T
anyways it was worth while as my two years old wallet is very old
n stinky XP. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
mum bought me n my sis chain necklaces which are so darn PRETTAYE.
i love my mum so much<3<3>
went to lot one to have dinner at AJISEN.
e soup is so mm-mm delicious. hahax.
slacked around in e mall. busy dazing at e shiny necklaces.
hahax. yeah nth much to elaborate....


speech day was ok. i was kinda screwed up.
these are e scenarios..:
FIRSTLY i had to pin up my fringe[ i look kinda ok , nt too nerdy] which was sth i would protest in=).[rebel]
SECONDLY: i forgot to bring my tie!!! wow this is my very important day n i have to dumbly hell forgotten to bring my precious tie=(
THIRDLY: i bang into mrs goi[ i dunno e spelling] when i went down e stage after taking e prize. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard from woodbridge n have a biggest brain prob going on in my head T.T
FOURTHLY: i was e only one who had to walk one whole BIG round to go back to my seat cos there was nobody to assist me!!
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i enjoyed e rest of e performances=)
[i was trying to find WT during e CO part. managed to see a little of his hair]
esp e band n choir n CO part. it was great great GREAT. then at e end of e whole event everyone had to stand up to sing e school song.
so LALALALALALALALA i did nt dare to open my mouth widely as e camera man/boy was right beside me taking fotos of everybody singing.
i had to present myself well.
end it here with pictures. BWAHAHAHAHAx


my prizes received during speech day

e present i gave to nat fer her bday.[i want it badly]


lollipop whistle[ really can make music]

e package of prezzie from me to nat.




________________i want to be by my side so badly; please make it happen_________

im in school posting seh..
pro right????? so lame.
anyways i love mr ang onli fer 2day cos he is e one hu brought us here into e com lab=)
hahax=D so lame right???
anyways ppl MUST tag my board ok????
EXCEPT spams from some FRENS in my class.
WU LIAO=)

ok ok i go first i let nat use e com first=) kk bye

my mood: i dun have the foggiest idea=)

HEY.HEY. it's been a week since i last blog
i have so many things to blog esp about wednesday!!!
i love this day so VERY DE MUCH=) hee hee

[sorry i cant update everything that happened last week cos e other days i neva mentioned ARE just plain boring so dere's no point. besides i have forgotten about it le.]

wednesday(11th april):
actually i didnt rly lyk e day at the beginning as PE falls on tt day=(
i loathe e running, sports, games EXCEPT hockey n badminton(i kinda suck at it tho)
n i HATE captain's ball cos i feel v EXTRA n kinda inferior dere if my group consists of boys.
im nt a v good player so i dun rly get to catch e bal which was OK.
from my persepective i guess im more of a 'study' girl then a sportswomen
hahax i seem so tiny in e group. LOL. brandon n derek say i must jump so tt they can see me.
Fer some reason derek will try to pass me e ball to BE part of e game.
i dunno whether it is real or wat but this is my instinct=)
when i complained to him i feel v extra in the game cos i cant contribute much, he showed me this peace sign( everytime we see each other we clap our hands then give each other a tweeze finger sign. this started last year. v cute) n told me it was alright cos it is just a game. hahax.
surprisingly i was touched yeah?? weird much but yeah=)
that was why i thanked him. obviously he didnt noe why i thanked him.
but wateva=)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

wat i learn from this:
no offence to boys but i feel boys think they can do things girls cant do.
HEAPS better that is wat u think. but heys. we girls can be better than U in many other ways. i emphasise e word 'MANY'.
sports may not be e best talent fer most girls but we can achieve much better goals than y'all cos girls have been often chaised at one side cos we seem v 'weak' n fragile
so we wanna PROVE to u all we can do it n that we have e brains.
see nowadays girls are more smart n arent that naiive.
we may seem lyk gossipers but we understand each other's feelings more than u boys( as in boy to boy).
we speak the same language. we cherish. WE ARE JUST TOO SMART.
GIRLS RULES!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
three(or more) cheers fer every single girl in this world!!!

*major silence*

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anyways e whole class went to bukit chandu fer some learning journey.
learned a number of things about singapore's history.
it was so fun as everybody was lyk getting off their seats to take pictures with frens.
dere was one part where me n jin yang went to this church-like place n we pretended to be a couple. LOL
it seemed lyk some foto festival. it was v fun esp e part where we went to e monster gun section where me,nat, fely n amanda took a picture on this platform n pretended to be statues. i posed in a funny way i suppose.
winanto said this was his favourite foto n he laffed at the way i posed.hahax i cackle everytime i look at this foto cos i look kinda cool in it.
sadly wei ting cud nt come due to PSL exchange programme if nt his coming might have made this whole trip more fun=)
but anyways this wednesday we are going to thian hock keng temple if im right.
so i doubt pictures wont be taken=)
im so loving my class more cos of this<3

*blows a thousand kisses to my class*

GOSH I LOVE THEM LOADSS!!

i rmb friday vividly cos i went fer e speech day's rehersal fer
one whole hour. ONE WHOLE HOUR.
my goodness. when i tot e whole thing finished
i was lyk 'finally'
then mr goh say 'let's try again'
i was lyk omf=g. my leg is oreadi so numb n u r telling me 'let's try again'??!!!
but it is alright larr. but im still afraid cos im e first to go up e stage
n 'man man' see each person walking up n down e stage n hearing speeches
given by e ex n present principal. RRAAHH
im so washed out....

im obsessed with wu zun seh. last friday nat, shaffiqa(sec 4) n me went to use e art room's com
to find wu zun's pictures n we were squealing in every sight of his face.
WU ZUN!!!! he is mine n nobody can take him owae!!!MUHAHAHAHA!!!

on saturday went to JP to catch a movie with my sis n mum.
watched sunshine. it was UBERLY sad. kinda scary.
i wanna watch mr bean's holiday or meet the robinsons!!
anyone wanna watch with me??? PLEASE >.<

im fickle yeah. so im wondering every now n then...
WHICH AYUMI'S CD ALBUM SHLD I BUY???
BLACK OR WHITE??
HELP ME COS I LYK BOTH OF THEM BUT I DUN WANNA WASTE MY MONEY JUST LYK THAT
COS THEY COST A BOMB N E MONEY (IF) IM SPENDING ON THEM WILL BURN A HOLE IN MY POCKET MONEY!!
RRRAAAHHHH PPL HELP ME MAKE A DECISION!!! MY MIND IS IN SPIRALS OF CONFUSION!!!
my sis told me to buy e black one. haiiix im in need of help......

i got a new laopo. wan qin if im right .
[but my xing gan bao beii is steph my 1st lao po]
when i kissed her on e cheek(it is not a censored lesibian act. it is friendly.FRIENDLY)
she got kinda scared n surprised cos she dared me.
so she told potato, bear n gladys i kissed her cheek n they went lyk 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'.
we demonstrated to them n they were in a shock. so when i kissed them, their eyes were lyk saucepan, open v big seh.
hahax gladys even told me she got scared sia. hahax. so cute. sec ones are so lovable n innocent.

oh ya some things happened? yeah dun wanna bother writing it down.
waste of time n space in my blog. im so cool man.
(woooo a flying pig!!!)
[e lamelessness in me is shooting up cos i out of things to write le...]

i wanns watch e movie 'a walk to remember' n 'artificial intelligience'
it is rly v sad. made me cry until lyk siao....

ending it here. CRAPS are written down oreadi.
so BYE BYE.

another day another long post i suppose=)


sorry ppl if any inconvenience is caused due to e background n e un-seenable words.

my mood: serious??[ i can be u know=)]


on wednesday went to e old folks' home.
my heart broke upon seeing old women[e home consists of WOMEN onli]
having to squeeze in such a small space.
e furniture was v sparse. yeah
anyways me n ricia. actually many other ppl
made friends with this lady called irene if im correct
her english was surprisingly good. hahax.
i wanted to continue hearing her story. but i had to go cos alot of e other folk were looking at us as alot of ppl were crowding around her listening to her story.
so me n wei ting left e scene n visited others.
there was one lady who cud not speak clearly as she had no teeth.
n e floor which was near her bed had some blood stains.
it was scary yet v saddening.
then soon we went to chat with others. yeah.
i chat with this lady hu had severe asthma. she spoke so softly
i had to go v v v v v v v near her to listen to wat she was saying.
yeah she seems v shy n v introverted.
b4 we left, i gave a blow kiss to everybody n one old lady responded by doing e blow kiss to me=) so sweet right?
i hope everybody there will be happy n REMEMBER me=)

on thursday saw my lao po go on e bus ready to go fer SYF. sth lyk that..
love her so much. she look so prettaye in e uniform
then when another bus with all e rest of e choir ppl inside passed by,
got one boy did this funny face expresiions n another pounted middle finger towards me, nat n ricia. so stupid seh.


2day is good friday.
so my family, granny n uncle went to hougang saints' home
to visit my grandfather[maternal side] tomb.
i made hearts, a lotus flowerr n a shell to decorate his area.
i was v emotional then. i nearly teared but i manage to hold it back.
i had to contain my sadness inside.
i felt guilty bcos we dun rly get to visit him alot.
but i dun blame anyone cos we dun have time...
n i do not rmb him as he passed on when i was young.
i onli knew how he looked lyk when i flipped thru e foto album when i was around 4 i think
if not i think i wud not have known.
i feel a little bad cos i cant rmb wat i played with him. i dun even rmb him scolding me bcos i loved to play with his clutches.

ok i better stop all this sorrowful things. later i cry. hahx
anyways after e whole visit, we went to velocity.
ate in e kopitiam. i was ordering my food when this lady kept looking at me, as if she looking down at me. she looked at me then whispered to her bf.
i rolled my eyes at her. i dun care abt her stupidity or bimbo-ness.
i mean if u r not happy with me, voice it out.
dun haf to act so secretive n all.
after lunch, my sis n i went to haagen daz to buy ice cream.
bought vanilla caramel brownie which was superbly GOOD!!!
i wanna eat more ice cream!!

oh ya 4got to mention my sis dislocated her knee. she told me it was disgusting as her leg was twisted in a v unsightly form. e kind of form lyk e gymnastics bending their legs lyk rubber.
she neva cried when e whole incident happened.
if i were her, i might have been too shocked to even cry, let alone scream.
so 2day went she went to e saints' home, she had sit down with her injured leg straight.
n i had to squeeze so she can get ample space. i oso had to sit on my mum's lap so that my granny can have enuff space fer her to sit. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard:D

im gonna stop here le. my week was kinda boring. yeah=)
hope evrybody's everydays will be great=)




________i regretted not seeing e true beauty in u____________

YOO HOO..
miss me peepoes? i v buay ba right??? haha
im back hot papas n mamas n korrs n sistas n lao po=)

my attitude right now: crazy
nickname: crazy dude

yeah thats so MUNDANE
yupps thats a new IN word fer my class
MUNDANE hahax.

2day went to my grandama's hse
to visit my darling timothy=)
awwww he recognizes me=)
at first he mistaken my sis as me.
but soon he knew im HUISHI. hope he will rmb that 4eva....
yeah. my dad gave me, my aunt, mum, sis n grandma
n of cos my timothy fer a car ride from clementi to TUAS
he kept dancing to e beat of e music from e radio
n pretended he was driving e car=)
so cute. love him 4eva
when we were leaving, his eyes were teary.
he seemed v reluctant to see us go.
T.T dun tok abt him lerr. im gonna cry........

ran e 2.4 km run on wed.
tried to catch up with suhaira n fiqa
they were...i mean are SONIC BOOMX
they kept telling me n nat to keep up
eventually we didnt cos they were 3m ahead
n by then my legs were wobbly. my stomach muscles were aching. HELL
after e whole run, n so much of drama-ness
guess wat?
i failed=( boo hoo. i was 30 secs AWAY from e passing time
n yeah. i had to choose to run SLOWER so i FAILED.
i nearly died. i seriously haf to buck up man,
if nt i will fail again.

got back my chinese paper n i passed=)
34/50. WOO HOOO.
my dad say improve le but can do better=)
im happy LOADs=)=)
scream with me everybody=)

speech day is coming. haiix.
going to audition as MC fer speech day
im in a 'no choice' position. RAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

im a prized winner in e sch. (im nt showing off yeah)
i topped literature during sec one so i haf to collect some prize during assembly.
im 1st in standard in e sch. n i haf to go fer speech day to yet collect another prize.
yea. JENKYS.
im scared sth might happen when i go up e stage n take e prize
esp during speech day bcos it is in front of many VIPS.
it is lyk u on e stage n seeing heaps of VIPS heads row after row right in ur face.
RRAAHHH imagine u accidentally topple over...
i better not. i will be worrying more over such trivial matters that dun rly make much sense...
gotta keep my composure....hu xi hu xi.

from dunno when, some day last week
mrs gan arranged me to sit with amanda as a maths tutor=)
hahax im sure gonna have lotsa fun with mummy=)))
im gonna make sure her maths improve with my teaching
or i will be gunned down by mrs gan.
BOOMMMM. dead.

e entrepreneurship programme is officially OVER.
which means i do nt have to stay every wed fer thie business programme
i love e ppl who started this programme
to end it so early. hahax.
i will miss mr martin yeo ~ NOT.
hahax just kidding=)

well i have nth to say or write or think.
im drained out.
so ppl miss me now=)

_________it was a mistake to start loving u______

my song: your color by boa

i find this song kinda nice.
i oreadi created a so called MTV of this song in my head=)
me sitting by e window. in a depressed state cos just had a row with bf(this is just a story!!!not real)
dere was one part im walking in this dark place n e candles along the walkway begin to light up. v solemn n sophisticated=)
yeah. i haf a big imagination=)

im currently more angry n aggressive
mostly angry i think
over SOMEONE.
just a reminder fer FELYNA:this msg is nt fer euu!!!
hahax.

i will nt mention whether izit a gurl or boy
but i just LOATHE tt person.
yeah. i will create a pseudonym for this person to make things easier fer me
hmmmm this person will be called 'idiot'=)
yeah. this 'idiot' is so idiot. if nt 'idiot' will not be called 'idiot'
yupps.
'idiot' is currently an object, target , WADEVA
i rly hate. 'idiot' is on e top of e lost of ppl i hate.
yeah. hahax. 'idiot' thinks it is all superior and all
'idiot' thinks it says is correct. WTH??
!#(#**$&%&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;$##&$*$&%$&%\
it makes me sick when 'it' owaes CRAP
which rly gets on my nerves. at times 'idiot' is a parasite. a pest.
wish i can STOMP on 'it'. kill it. smash it. squash it.
YEA. i will try tt...

mr ang chose me, nat n hani to be MC a.k.a speaker fer speech day.
we are NOT exactly chosen. just choices fer this whole event.
i shld nt have turned my head when he called fer hani.
f nt i would nt be a 'choice' in this whole thing!!!
ya. im not gonna speak in e mike. it is embarrassing esp when u stutter or fart.
ok u wont exactly fart unless u r having a unlucky day=)
n it wud be deadly EMBARRASSING if e mike goes screeching
or when u choke on ur saliva bcos u r either having a nervous breakdown
or u just happen to be again,....PLAIN UNLUCKY=(
with my lack of confidence, e whole speech will bound to be destroyed. by ME
yeah. n i will STUTTER. which may ruin e reputation of e sch. which is ALSO a bad thing.
n i definitely do not wan to be a laughing stock.
or fer e rest of my life, i will neva face e world. NEVER!!!
WAHHH~~~~~~~

2day art club sian larr.
after end of cca, walked around e school fer 3 rounds.
it is compulsory to do some physical exercises fer all cca
heard it was to stimulates e body. replenish e oxygen supply in e body.
mdm rafilah said that exercising can help us increase e amt of oxygen in our body
bcos if we just sit down, do nth, e oxygen supply will be lower in our brain.
yeah. BIOLOGY. this is biology.
yeah i will wanna take up this course in sec 3.
sounds rather interesting. hahahax.

watched e last episode of hana kimi(hua yang hua nian shao nu)
[i dunno whether e name is correct]
it was so mouth-dropping. in a bad way.
e ending was unexpected. a little weird.
my eyes were wide open. then i became crazy.
it makes no sense. im nt criticizing. e show was great.
so i was expecting quan n ruixi to be together
but e ending was abt them still being good FRENS as everybody still believes ruixi is a boy.
THE END.
yeah...im so pissed>.<. y arent they together???

WAHHH!!!!!

this week was nice. seeing my classmates still as wacky as eva.
hahax even dere are some hu destroy e fun. hahax
YEAH. one of them happens to be 'idiot'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
fer e day to past. time just sometimes lyk to move slowly
as we wait excitedly
i will end it here.
im turning in early cos my baby darling cousins timothy, marc n josh
are coming over to my hse to play. play PLAY.
hahax i cant waitfer e event to happen faster=))

slp tight peepoes. i wish i can try to find all of euu in dreamland=)
NITES!!!!!

(someone pray fer me. my ulcer is getting worse=(]!

_________our lips cud touch. our cheeks cud brush_______________

i so adore e Popsicles i made.
out of ribena n orange juice. hahax simply love them so much=)
love sucking all e juice out, leaving it in2 a icy state.
WOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
n they look v prettaye. not mentioning colourful
BRIGHT COLOURS FOR LIFE!!! adore them.
im so loving sweets more than eva n everyone
cos im e QUEEN of sweets.
who's my king?? hmm let fate takes its course=)
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

im so over e moon, maybe over e stars n sun n wateva things
cos my bluetooth works in e com!!finally!!
me, a computer novice, actually was able to fix e darn prob i haf shouldering on
fer lyk 6 months???wow even i myself was v amazed tt i actually fixed a com prob???
im so gonna love myself more than eva cos of this!!!
YIPEEEEE I FEEL GOOD=)=)
which means i can post e pics i haf been wanting to post!!!!
my virtual hubby, e paintings....etc
but sadly e fone went dead, so b4 it cud send e pic had with nat
it just went dead. DEAD. when i was so happy i was able to send
e batt decided to die, i was so pissed!!!
but this is so nt gonna spoil my happy mood
of fixing my BLUETOOTH!!!

*rocking n dancing crazily as i sing e song 'i feel good' plus using my comb as my mike*

i so adore BOA!!!
her songs are super, uber nice. e ballads are so highly recommended=)
hahax she is lyk a sunshine gurl, how i wish i can be her..

*daydreams abt being miss sunshine*

cos i rather share my happiness
rather than be so sadistic n hurt others.
hahx how good i can be??
im not being righteous or nice.
i feel this makes life more meaningful.
but of cos u share e happiness with ppl hu love u n dun HURT u.
these both qualities are v important. dere is a connection between them
dere r ppl hu act they rly love but they hurt u BIG TIME n ALOT=)
so they dun deserve it. ALOT
u can hurt them since they haf once, twice hurt u b4=)
oh e rubbish. it's coming out from my mouth again =X

holidays are going to end=(
how boring can tt get?
nid to slowly c e clock ticking n tocking
but think of e bright side, i can c my bros n besties
n LAOPO!!!!!!!
hahahax i sound so lesibian-ish but im not.
hahax i love gurls. yes as my girlfrens
i love boys. ya. as frens n some as crushes
*blush blush*
typical. im a girl. i dun wanna be chucked at some corner
or be some gurl hu does not haf crushes.
even tho i treasure single hood but it is so normal to haf a crush. so ya.
hahax!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dere r so many flies in e room.
while blogging, one stupid small fly bit me?!?!!?!?!?
i tried to find tt pest but failed XP
simple hate irritating insects
even tho i adore butterly n ladybugs cos they are v adorable n lovable.
with e exception of those insects i mentioned, i wish every species of insects in this world
be banished or murdered, squashed. BE GONE!!
wateva. just make sure they wont be near me
or they will be having e 'best' death=)=)
e best of e best of e best..(this goes on until it forms a bridge to e sun)

how lame can i get???=.=

hahax here are e pics i MANAGED to receive
due to e freaking batt dying off without a trace
if not i would haf another handful of fotos of my besties (chio bus)

shld i make a frenster acc since my bluetooth can work rite now?
but i haf a feeling i will be too lazy to update....
ppl help me???

this post has so much love.
so try catching it!!!


me n my husband
e girl on e girls' toilet door(1st floor)


ee ting n me


e smiley face i did on e paint itself

e guy painted on e guys' toilet door(1st floor) a.k.a my hubby


me n my virtual hubby


me n ee ting

3rd Popsicle i made

1st popsicle i made


2nd popsicle i made

(p.s u may think im crazy to haf a virtual hubby. e thing is, i painted him with ee ting n nat. so i love him loads. so yeah if u think im some psycho or weirdo, so be it)



_____________i love u a thousand fishes____________________

im posting another lame post,
out of boredom. yupps

finally i remembered to let my daddy sign my report book
after for lyk ZILLION years=)
he seemed disappointed=(
somehow i felt more down. dramatically, it felt lyk my world has fell apart.
my hart has broken. haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............
im so HAF TO STUDY HARDER!!!
nt gonna drop. not anymore. nt gonna be down anymore
gonna get higher....

went to west mall with my mummy=)
cos our boredom is shooting up.
shop n shop. bought two earrings, a brand new pair of shoes(cos one pair of my shoes was errr falling into pieces n stinks!!) n bought a new cd!!!
BOA made in twenty(20)!!!!!
WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
WEEE!!!!

while cruising around e mall, searching fer a new wallet(cud nt find e right one)
i saw jia qin. hahax. then he saw me. gave me e err hermm
'cheeky' look?? hahax he looked v cute AT THAT MOMENT.
ONLY AT TT TIME!!! making things clear=)
HARHARHAR:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
then we went to foodcourt n eat.
mummy said i look so strong cos i was nt shivering under e air con
but then e actual fact was: i WAS SHAKING ALL OVER!!!
we laffed our asses off. HOHOHOHOHOHO(tt sounded more lyk santa claus??)

stop here lerr. HAHAX
so byes=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

_______________if u were a flower, i will pick u_________________-

HELL

eh i went online fer fun
oh yeah this msg is fer my darling felyna=)

E LAST POST IS
NOT FER EUU DE!!!!
seriously, it is not fer euu de=)


anyways...great i 4got wat i wanna say....
oh yeah. mon went to sch paint e first floor toilet doors=)
oh ya im so having such a good story to say

FIRSTLY,,
dere is this err weird much gurl in art club.
i didnt rly lyk her fer she kept toking abt 'logical' things
which was v BORING to hear
n she owaes seems righteous which somehow get on my nerves>=[

she brought her mum's apron so that her uniform wont be dirty
i was all 'ok. wateva'
LATER SHE DID NOT WAN TO WEAR IT
so again i was in my wateva mood.

so we started painting(this is where my hatred fer her BOMBA)
she accidentally dirty her hand
she sort of went hysterical(a btr word to describe her)
n was ' aiyo my hand got paint'
wait a sec. do u noe when painting, dere is a risk of dirtying urself
BY ACCIDENT
n pls, if u dun wanna be dirty, y AT E FIRST PLACE u even join art club????
lyk hello, dun wanna be dirty, be somewhere else.
FAR FAR AWAY!!!!!

n c'mon, is just paint on ur HAND.
it is not some acid tt will slowly kill euu
n corroding u(i wished it cud happen)
u make it sound it is SO a BIG THING to dirty ur danty hands.
me, nat, ee ting n kang li n ricia were so pissed.

so later as i was doing e shades of e boy(my husband) uniform
u now wat she said????
'u shade v nice eh...'
so i was a happy to be complimented
then '...but e more u paint lyk v ugly'
i was so PISSED n PISSED!!!
then i suan her 'u so smart, DO IT URSELF'
she backed off. she btr had or she will get a piece of me.
my mind was lyk if u dun f*** off, i wud rly use any sort of sharp material
to stab u in ur face.
TO HELL WITH IT
since when u haf e dammm rights to say i paint not nice???
im not saying my painting is all tt nice
but AT LEAST just shuddup whether it is not nice or blah blah
this is called 'RESPECT' n 'POLITENESS'
n yeah u still cant preach on abt home education
when u dunno e basics of it???? MY GAWD!!!!
*FUMES*

n puh lease, u say we v bad neva let u paint.
WTF???? i asked u if u wanna paint
out of sympathy, n then u were lyk
' dun wan la. i paint not nice'
so dun change e whole story!!!
n pls we are doing u a favour
U DUN WANNA GET DIRTY SO WE DIDNT WAN U TO PAINT
U EVEN SAID WAT U PAINT NOT NICE!!!
THEN R U TRYING TO HELP US BY DESTROYING E PAINTING???!!!!

mdm rafilah ordered pizza fer our lunch.
she claimed she was on a diet. cant eat chocolate.
Y E HELL U EVEN ATE PIZZA WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY FATTENING
PLUS PEPSI WHICH HAS CALORIES PLUS SUGAR N ALL SORTS???!!!
somemore say wat pepsi no carbohydrates.
did u noe e sugar inside can change to fats????
as e excess sugar u dun nid will turn to fats????
n pls, hu r u to decide fer us to not share e drink?????
cmon just bcos u r ill tt does not mean we haf to share ur misery by not sharing our saliva??!!!!
say wat v unhygienic. u r far worse than us.
u even used e DIRTY bottle cap to close e bottle
*FAINTS*
can still tok abt hygiene missy????
GAWD!!!!!!!!
n still say wat cheese can cause diarrhea. then y u even ate e pizza???

me, nat, ricia, kang li, ee ting n asykin
kept saying bomb bomb bomb.
we were saying abt u little miss=)
hahax so cute nia.

anyways i tmr then post more things.
if i can, post a pic of my virtual hubby=)))

__________u cant be anymore stupid when u r oreadi downright stupid______

do i look lyk i freaking care???
my gawd u act as if u control e world
n u revolve in it. ONLI U REVOLVE IN IT
n u think everything u say is oh-so-nice n good
n me : e baddie hu makes u so pitiful in everybody's eyes
e fact u just...arrgh!!!!

wat makes u think i will freaking care???
u think u rather waste my care on u such a freaking person??
n rather spend tt time on u???i wud rather study!!!(ok im just using this as a example)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HELL NO!!!!!

in ur dreams i shld say!!
u can fan lian n angry anytime invalidly i cannot meh??
wait a sec....u can even give me a 'im-angry-with u' expression!!! WADEVA!!
*rolls eyes*
onli u can do e things tt makes u happy
n when u get to taste ur OWN medicine
u can dun happy larr??? show ur stupid attitude larr???
**** UR CRAPPY ATTITUDE!!!!
n just bcos u angry or blah blah
tt does makes u haf e rights to vent it on others
think u wat???king of anger??? lord of everything???(how lame can i get?=.=)
hail to euu my foot!!!


oh ya i said i trying nt to be vulgar
ok just this one day then im off it(i will try)


________________u shut e **** up if u continue crapping____

back here. maybe posting a another long post??
hmmm i dunno. haha im so darn lame=)

got back e report book.
e marks wasnt as pleasing as wat i wanted.
not up to my expectation=(
haix gotta study harder i suppose=)=)
hahax i will do so!!! tts my resolution fer e march holidays=)

yupps holidays oreadi come lerr=)))
monday nid go back to sch n paint e toilet.
ok ok it is just painting e doors,
not e toilet bowls or e other disgusting stuffs u guys owaes think of=)
hahax. i hope e toilet will turn out real good!!!
heeheex.... nm

2day got sports day.
v hot. e sun was scorching hot n it is burning my skin n bones n my skin bones ya ya im getting a little ridiculous
but i survived. KUDOS to me!!!!
e fire hse's teddy bear was so big n CUTE!!!!!
hahaha hugged it a thousand times.
but it is nt as cute as timothy.
hahax e cheerleading from fire hse was so good!!!!
esp when they dance so well!!!!!
*whistles*
but they didnt win(i think)!!!how can???so biase!!!
our hse is e best lorr.
ya everytime got fire hse ppl race horr
i scream my lungs out. im v supportive!!!!!
anyways fire hse did nt emerge as e champ.
lightning hse won. n im so err WAHHH!!!!!
IM SO FREAKING SAD!!!!


2day went out with amanda n nat to JE
went to aries and looked around, then saw potato, bear bear n amanda(sec 1)
then we go take neoprint 1st
FIRST me , nat n amanda(sec 2) take
SECOND take with potato, bear bear n amanda
LASTLY take neoprints with alicia(she came later), me , nat n amanda(sec 2)
after tt we went long john silver go eat.
alicia bought a whole lot of food then share among us.
hahx so sweet horr???
then saw bear bear n amanda(sec 1) again.
they are just so cute man...n prettaye.
we sat at e long john silver 4 half hour
laffed so loud cos we laffing abt sth stupid
abt err hermm...nvm nvm=) it is a PRIVATE secret among us=))
got ppl look at us lyk we r some siao ding dong.
i think cos amanda kept laffing n her laughter is v different from err us??
hahax anyways it was fun n all, HAHAHAHAHAHAX!!!!
=.=

i next time then post e pics. too lazy to scan e neoprints=)

ok i just wanna voice my feelings.
hahax when i c somebody n sth v UNPLEASING
or simply...DISGUSTING n UGLY!!!!!
i haf this story of 'film' playing in my head,
abt me holding e biggest n SHARPEST chopper
n killing them. with blood spurting everywhere,
as their harts r being pullled out as i thrust e chopper in theirs face..
okok im not tt cruel or disgustiing or neither i will go to tt extent
maybe i will just hate them. yupps.

hahax anyways i think i haf changed oreadi
personality wise.
i feel im getting v aggressive n a little more vulgar.
or more of that.

firstly, AGGRESSIVE
i owaes feel lyk beating ppl up when i see them doing e things i rly hate
thic means i haf gone from a v err herm neutral(i think tts a btr word) gurl
into a gurl hu can just beat u up at any moment of e day=)

as fer e vulgarities, i haf no idea how to say..
but when words(vulgarities) play in my head or is verbally said when im in a bad mood
i get rly worked up n guilty fer some reason.
haiix ok my resolution is to try not say vulgarities when im angry!!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
haiix hope e big guy above e clouds 4gibb me=))))
*shows my puppy dog eyes towards e clouds*
hahax.

ok i stop here ler. e post is long enuff=)
so BOOBUAIIX

______u look stupid when u think u r e best____

e bag i bought


e jacket i bought


i noe i v lame. but i finally got e pics. hahax!!!
at least!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA
so enjoy e pics. yepps.
4got to add sth: cant wait to get my hands on e class jersey!!!

_________e smallest flower can replace e most beautiful(+ BIG) diamond if u noe how to cherish its beauty_____

standard thing:long time neva post lerr
hahax. i think this will be a long one
so...enjoy???:):):):):):)


last friday gwt gorr, nat, felyna ah gong, ricia n me make e dnt thingy
then nat made this shit thingy which looks so cute!!
gwt go play e clay then dirty my, nat's n felyna ah gong's hands.
but felyna more jia lat. she both hands, face kena dao.
HARHARXX!!!!!
then soon after they left, e ppl in charge of e happy toilet
go practice painting e doors behind e room
then when ee ting was trying so hard to paint the uniform
i said 'why are we trying so hard when all of tis is just a practice?'
she looked at me fer a while then she went lyk 'ya horr'
so funny.
me, ee ting n ricia didnt manage to paint e hair cos no time
so e guy looked err botak, including in fotos
other words, bald and ugly. but he will look good
AFTER he has his painted brown hair on
he v handsome de leh, me n ee ting love him so much
we 'qiang' fer e position of being his wife!!!
we paint until our necks n legs n hands lyk wanna break lerr:(
hahax. nobody can snatch my virtual husband!!!
MUWHAHAHAHAHAHA!~

ytd went to takashimaya.
im spoilt for choices. so many nice things dere.
every direction shows a display of v cool bags
and clothes n wallets
n pencil cases, jackets!!!!
WAH!! i was lyk 'dunno wat to choose...that bag is so nice...that bag oso v nice leh....' blabbers blah blah
so in e end.....
bought a bag n a jacket.
hahax v happy, e jacket looks nice n ruggard.
hahax so happy sia~~~~~
i next time if can go post e pics cos again,
my bluetooth cant work on my com sadly...

CONFIRMED:fail my chinese. got 45.5!!!
hahax so proud of tt RED mark!! anyways
i felt so pathetic when i cried in sch.
haiix gotta try harder lorr. hope next exam can do btr.
pass my history. hahax happy happy eh
cos e last two class test did not very well.
hahax again standard thing, GOTTA STUDY HARDER!!!!
i think i pass my science as e cher said all gurls pass.
hope wat she say is FOR REAL.
later she mistaken or sth lyk that. hahax im so bad:):):)
maths oso pass. tts wat mrs gan said.
heehee n heard from ricia e ans fer e last qn is 20!!!
im so uber happy!!!!!
WEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
n ya mr ang say got ppl fail english
im so TENSED man. haiix...........
how how how how??

mrs gan say wat if u concentrate on a necklace
and tell urself it will move to e left or any direction
it will ACTUALLY move!! so i tried larr
try... tryy... n tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i ended up thinking of e song 'smack that' fer some reason
n it just kept playing in my head n i tried to stop it
but FAILED X)
n felt lyk throwing or if i cud
MURDER e necklace in tiny puny bits.
but in e end i just threw it. cos it was my fav necklace:):):)
so moral of story:i dun haf e gift of having a v strong mindpower.
i seem to be not able to concentrate when i nid to
n when i dun, i do. tts wat nat said 2day when she called 2day
now when im thinking abt it, im all lyk 'yea horr. so lame'
im so weird:):):):) n im v proud of tt!!!!!

sports day coming lerr.
it is lyk v sian can??!! cos we will be under e hot sun
n soon we will be found being roasted on news.
hahas im so lame.
FIRE hse is e best man!! it is a winner!!!
WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

e song list is so colourful=)
so pink n purple. cool rite??
i added new songs peepos.
so listen it kays???
esp songs lyk 'here in your arms', 'in the end', 'it is not over'
ETC. so listen up everybody!!!!
it is v v v super uber nice!!!!

n oh ya ppl, these few nites v cold
so cover urselves well with lots of blankets??
aint im just too nice??? hahax i si beh hou lian pii.
and LAME!!!!

stop here lerr lars. emtpied my 'diary' in my head
n i cant simply recall other things i shld rmb.
ahaha anyways i will try to recall de!!!
so boobye!!!
and ppl if u can...MISS me.
cos i will appreciate it alot:):):):):)

____dun act as if u care cos when u do, i rly feel lyk screwing u in ur face______