my kyo and tohru. lolers.


i have a bloody fringe(: yays
and it has grown longer.:(

i want mangoes. i love them like crazy.
i want to swim in mango juice and eat them everyday.

andand steph and i held hands during the 2.4km run.
khairul said we looked like primary school children.
hohohoho.

and stephanie tan is the sexiest friend ever cos she pushed me to run faster.
and we finished the run together. gahahoheehu.
16min 58 seconds.
steph kept insisting it was 17 min, but i kept arguing with her that telling people
we ran 2.4 in 16min58sec sounds nicer than 17min. sounds more shiok, you know.
hoho ego boostttttt. hahas what the heck am i talking?


im so bored right now, yawns.
i have amaths supp tmr(: yays can see mdm wu(:
she is the loveliest amaths teacher(:(:



oh and asyiqin, i love youu too(:(:



tongues :P

hellos!

yesterday was great with classmates in supp.
met asyiqin at JE library to study.
actually didnt exactly studied, we talked about a lot of issues,
new chapters of our lives and those in the past.(wth)
told her some stuff that has made me feel so much better,
like a huge huge heavy piece of rock have been removed from my heart.
but after hearing some things, i was so tempted to do some slapping and scolding.
sexybabe told me to calm down. sweet asyiqin.
but im still pretty pissed.
idk how to say. very complicated. but i know it irks me to know that
people DO judge on your social STATUS(or whatever it is) thru the way you DRESS.
i shall end this paragraph this way.

after leaving the library, met edwin at jp. SUYUPING could not come
so i had to suffer my whole day with edwin. :(
hoho no lah.didnt catch any movie cos we missed the timeslot and the tickets were almost sold .
'sides, had no mood to watch. i just wanted to talk.
talk talk talk at dessert shop, treated him to durian with pomelo sago while i slowly ate my double boiled milk with mango juice. woohooo(:(:
we gossiped alot i guessed, talk about the most random things ever.
and somemore talk until night time. lolers.

watched shinjiku incident with family on fridayyy.
daniel wu is so so hot. so so so hot i tell you.
and his facial expressions are so so so gooodddddd.
AAAHHHHH X FACTOR!!!!


went to the school dentist. he said i have great gums and teeth.
properly taken care of. HOO-ray.

eye-lashes: 1.3cm long. ROFL.

body language is very important. it shows a mood of a person.


it sucks to be taking in all the shit but the blame shouldnt be shouldered by you.
it sucks to be insulted so so so indirectly
it sucks to feel inferior and so so ordinary .
it sucks to know you cant do anything unless you are courageous to step up, do sth that might have adverse changes in your life.
it sucks to know that without the bad, the good will never appear.
it sucks to know that good and bad are always together
it sucks to know too much of the truth.
it sucks even more when you want to know the whole truth that kills.

now i know it feels like to be confused.
to walk aimlessly in circles but yet being aware of what's ahead of you
hearing snippets of conversations of others but you just cant seem to make them out.
to feel very tired and light-headed yet alert

hahas. im mad. like a donkey eating meat(?)
wells, i hope eventually god can place the answers into my hands.
right now, im a very lost person. very very lost.




guilt trip. and screw the internet.