stephanie, i would like both juices. more flesh juice though.

and this is for steph:

it is alright to have phobias. it takes time to get rid of it.
and heck those asses who dont give a damn on how you feel.
if they dont seem to understand, dont have to care them.

and it is perfectly fine to be depressed once in a while.
nobody's life is polished and perfect.
and please if you do anything stupid, i will be the first friend to punch ur face.
(nah just kidding only:D)


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ok now im doing my dumbass LV project.
mdm tan complained about out slides being too general.
so have to re-type, research. whatever it is.
it all boils down to redoing everything.
...


wah im seriously bored. i need someone to sms me but stupid me cant sms so much.
im not used to people calling me cos i feel my voice sucks .
i seriously sound like a man. not the slightest bit girly, i tell you.
it is so grrr. i totally detest my deep voice. gah.
and the glaring sun is robbing my chance of getting fairer .
the sweltering heat is making me perspire a carton of water, or sweat i should say.
i hate it cos my hair gets oily so quickly after my bath.
maths have proved to be a headache for me. partial fractions are so longwinded.
i get tummy pains regularly which makes me curse alot(in my mind).
my hair have grown over my shoulder but im still not satisfied with it.
veryyyyyyy slow you know. please, my hair. i beg you to grow faster.
and cos i sacrifice the opportunity to cut my hair during the hols so that it can grow out, my hair
have turned to a thick thick mess of hair.
ok not really a mess but it is alot. so it means i get hot easily.
steaming hot= perspiring ALOT.
a STEAMING hot person is an ANGRY person.
and now im freaking pissed with my brain cos i think i left it in school.


ok off with my project. trying to recall what the content was in the teacher's guide!
BYE!

ytd went to newton and eat. i ordered a longan drink. this is what i get:

water with syrup from those longan dessert thingy, with, of course, bits of longan
thats not all, the syrup is so miserable, you can almost taste water.
so is that longan drink? i dont know. hmmmmm....


ok MISS STEPHANIE TAN , done with the LV thing .
i will print the other part of lv for four of us:D

okays... i dont know what to type.

errrr school is going to reopen. ok im suppose to pretend im really uber excited for the day to come.ok ok...here goes.....
WAH IM SO HAPPY SCHOOL IS OPENING SOON!!!!.....not.
whole holiday do homework and do homework.
june holidays should be called ' homeworkdays'.

ok i want to stop blogging.
days are boring:((( BYE!


and again, im a rare breed:D

13th june
happy birthday yunqi!


14th june
happy birthday winanto!


15th june
happy birthday MUMMY!


16th june
happy birthday JIEJIE!


18th june
happy birthday baboon!




ok settle . all happy birthday wishes are said!

im getting rather lethargic these few days.
dont ask me why. cos i dont even know.


i want to go out! i want winanto to come back from his fishing business in indo!
ok i dunno if he does fishing over at indonesia...to heck with it!
suddenly miss his goofiness and how he solve his rubik cubes,...
and somehow gets panicky when someone is timing him.
i want to go out, no shopping please. just bask into the air,
smell air, breath in air, and
cycle...


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speaking of cycling, i was suppose to do that on wednesday, 11th june.
BUT ...i didnt. cos stephanie doesnt want to cycle! so does brandon.
and i feel slightly awkward to cycle with stella.
not that she is weird or yucky or anything like that,
cos i had this feeling we wouldnt really cycle, i mean ME cos i wouldnt dare to climb onto the bicycle.hahas so SORRY stella! next time when im super confident that i wont look like
a gorilla balancing on one egg, i would definitely cycle with you!:D

and if we have this next time, i DEMAND steph to cycle with us:)
muhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!

heeheee and she doesnt, i will smear anything i have in my bag onto her face:)

*hope she doesnt see this! hahas lame-.-

anyways steph and brandon seemed surprised with what i wore on that day.
they said i look like a boy.brandon kept saying he is sitting next to a boy at burger king.
(i was sitting next to him, obviously =.=)
so i asked steph if she willing to be my girl.
she said she doesnt want to date a bangala :((

i think i was being a tad too boyish as well.
well, i got stares from people, i observed.
maybe they really thought im a REAL boy.
hmmmmm i wonder. what if....

NAH!
im a imperfectly normal girl who likes guys.
that doesnt sound right. like im some bargirl.
it should be : im a imperfectly normal girl who have crushes on males.
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i think they are the same.
you get the whole idea anyways.






PICTURES



















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stella and i :D



















ok i think this picture is uncouth for a girl.
i look like a boy. hahas my sis told me to put this up tho.




















we acting funky.i think my posture is abit coquettish. hmmmm.
steph looks she is gonna eat the sock.

*note : i typed COCK just now.




















wow. cup got magic water.


there was actually this picture where steph and stella look like twins.
but rather lazy to upload:D


and you know what, im a rare breed!

on second thoughts, i wont do the quiz.
sorry tingshiuan!
i cant even copy paste the thing.
and currently im a tad too lazy to type out everything.
so SORRY tingshiuan!

going out with tingshiuan, augustine and randy.
woopees! beats better than rotting away at home.
i have been watching cardcaptor sakura.
finished season 2. now onto season 1.
and i have been binging on alot of snacks.
i spend at least an hour cooped up in my study room,
studying and doing my homework.
very guai right? hoho.

going to sentosa or pasir ris park on wednesday i guess
I AM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE!
hoi! gonna cycle! dont care with fall over the cliff,
splash into the mud or rip my pants apart(?)
IM STILL GONNA LEARN CYCLING!
to heck with constipated facial expressions.
STILL GONNA CYCLE MY LIFE OUT:D

yesterday went to setph's house to study with yvonne.
apparently, my face is really funny.
cos stella, steph's lil sis, never failed to laugh whenever she catches a glimpse of me.
and cos we were joking about something, the soup and macaroni from my mouth
shot out back into my bowl.
and the way i sucked e life out of my coke with a stupid face, according to steph.
and i kept laughing hysterically. dont bother asking me.

finished my chem. we were all confused with all the balancing of chemistry thingys.
hope we can get the hang of it:D

i dont know what to write.

aiya i dowan blog. BYES!


lyrics -better in time.
Oooh oooh

Hmmmmh

(Verse)

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow i can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going
Coming
Thought i heard a knock(Who's there? , No one)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realized
that i really didn’t knooOooOw

If you didn’t notice
You mean everything (quickly I’m learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'ma be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Verse)

How could i turn on the TV
Without something that would remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feeling?


If i’m dreamin
Don’t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that’s the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it

If you didn’t notice
Well, you mean everything (quickly i’m learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I will be ok

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I’m gonna smile because i deserve to oooooh(It’ll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there’s no more you and me (No more you and me)
It's time i let you go so i can be free
And live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes i Will

(Chorus)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I wanna smile 'coz i deserve to yes i do(It’ll all get better in time)

Thought i couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It’ll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Gonna smile 'coz i deserve to Ooooooh (It’ll all get better....)

MUST PLAY THIS SONG!