Sunday, November 25, 2007

i love the chalet loads.
i have so many pictures to upload.
but the effing blogger keeps popping up some asshole probs
BUT again, i manage to upload the pictures:D



amanda, steph and felyna


the fire of life:D lameshit


(p.s edwin says his hair was in a mess, but seriously, do you see any difference??
he claimed that i never told him i took a picture of them.
but then i argued that he was too engrossed with his PSP
he concede defeat la. yays)


edwin and LZH. edwin's hair where got messy, you tell me??

ying kang, derek and edwin.
derek looks very adorably funny. that was the purpose of this shot anyways.
edwin says he look sleepy.
more like he is busy peeling his nails la =.=

pink flip flop: mine
blue flip flop: winanto

and note the rainbow nails. lols.

i love the chalet alot. did many first-time-things there.
first time go chalet,
first time go ride a bike(four-wheeled one laa bodoh),
first time went to the so-called cliff and screamed my lungs out,
first time slept on a hardcore floor and shiver like mad,
first time actually never slept for five hours straight,
first time threw a ball of sand into the sea,
first time i swam at night in the very very dark pool,
first time i didnt care about what the world thinks of me(only awhile before i went back into my always-deep-in-my-thoughts-kind-of-thing)

oh ya about the swimming thing.
let me recap about the whole stupid story.
firstly, me, weiting, wendy, felyna and amanda went to the poolside to play.
amanda dared me to jump inside the pool, and i said i would if wei ting or wendy joined me.
so wei ting did and we both jumped inside.
what we didnt know was that there were surveillance cameras surrounding us.
so we kena caught laa,
the guard told us if we continue to play and make so much noise,
the manager will scold him then he will bei kena blamed.
blahblah (here comes the exciting part)
he told us that there were this group of teenagers who came for their chalet.
they jumped into the pool in unison.
so as they were playing, they were oblivious to the fact that one of their friends was missing.
until one of them saw the friend in the pool with the head down.
he told us he isnt being patang but just wanted to warned us.
so much for our fun. our mood got affected so we headed back to the chalet.
that was when winanto said my hand was trembling.
he lifted my hand up for me to see. to think i didnt know that the whole time.

yikes im getting the goosebumps.
shivers shivers.


next few pictures are taken out of boredom

i like the chairs(foot ball and basketball)
so i took a picture of it.

some dessert from swensen's


ricia's and my reflection taken at bugis' mrt station:D

my messy bed:D:D:D:D

yesterday watched lars and the real girl at vivo.
it was midnight then.

the show is very touching.
it is about a guy called lars. he bought a doll and announced to the whole town she was his girlfriend.
the touching part is that everybody willingly played along with him to boost his confidence.

and i want to watch 'if you could see me'.
it is going to be on theatres!!!!
yays!!!!
it is actually a book written by cecilia ahern.
it is a absolute thunbs-up:D:D:D:D
if you are fantasy+romance book lover, this book will make you melt on the spot:D



from here onwards of the post, it would be kinda emo personal
you can dont read it if you want:

im sorry for causing the hurt that is building up in you,
to think i never noticed. and i do care for you.
you exist in my heart. really.
i cant afford to lose a good friend.
you were there for me whenever i feel sad.
i have to reciprocate.but im afraid to deepen your pain.


i will change to be a better person and smile for more reasons:))


im better off dead

Saturday, November 17, 2007

OH JUST GET AWAY.
JUST DO THAT, I WILL BE SUPERBLY GRATEFUL.



thank yous.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

i have just finished watching titanic.
it was sad. i nearly cried, you know.

when rose passed on after dropping a big blue diamond(heart of the sea) into the sea,
her spirit went back to the ship as everything in it goes back to normal.
the floors, the stairs went back to what it used to be before the ship sank.
so she went into the ballroom, with all the people who did not survive the ordeal in there.
they warmly welcome her. they even formed a path for her to walk to the clock.
and Jack was there, waiting.
she embraced into his arms and they kissed.
they are overjoyed by the fact they have reunited after all these years.

i know that this love story is not true.
but i cant feeling that sadness, as if im connected to it.

im also sad about the diamond thing.
that diamond is so so so rare and yet she just drops it into the sea.
the rarity of it =soaring high
meaning= $$$$$$

haha i sound so money-faced.
but i seriously admire her nobility.
and im so so glad they have reunited in the other world.
in a place where they first met, titanic.

i sound so dramatic aye!!!

and im so happy!!!!!!
yipppeeeesssssssss...................~~~~~~

WINANTO!!!!

i put ten SMILES for you already.
and people, im not being biased.
because he asked for those ten smiles,
so i am forced to do it ya just like that okays:D:D

besides i am nice!!!!

Friday, November 09, 2007

today went for a job hunt. with steph

FAILED TO GET ONE!!!!

all the same reasons:
1)we dont need help currently. we can try contact you
me(in my thoughts): you will definitely forget us

2)must be above sixteen
i even went to ARIES boldly if they have two free vacancies( steph went home already ).
so i dejectedly went out of the shop knowing there were no vacancies, quan jie pointed a note placed right in front of the counter.
it writes: MINIMUM AGE= 18.

3)need full-time workers
sighs i cant be working everyday. my results will plummet.


steph and i even went to bra shops.
i dont even remember where we went to just to ask for VACANCIES.

and i have to work at mcdonalds for ONE year.
my dad strictly DISAPPROVED of that idea.

so in the end, im jobless:D

i want to work aye. i want to know the feeling of having you paycheck.
i want to smell my pay.MY HARD-EARNED MONEY!!!!

$_$

Sunday, November 04, 2007

ok ok amanda mad partner asked me to update about the shopping trip
and i specially put two smileys for her.

aint that nice of me? well duh!!!

last friday, i met up with amanda. alicia and her friend, yu ting, were with us.
we waited outside for her at first and when alicia called her to ask what was holding her up,
we then realised she was in the popular waiting for us=.=

we asked if there were any vacancies for us in popular
they said we were too young.
so results: NO JOB!!!!
=.= i want to work lah!!!

so yup after that we went to meet some of amanda's buyers.
then headed off for bugis:D:D:D

oh ya there was this lao ah pek went up to alicia and amanda.
he did that grumpy-old-man-sucky face at them and asked,
'are you sure you are allowed to eat in the MRT?'
(they were eating famous amos cookies at the moment)
they were in the process of popping their cookies in their mouths
before being rudely interrupted by this lao ah pek.
he even had the cheek to roll his eyes at us with all those wrinkles around them.
we were malu and highly irritated by this old fart.
i mean the cookies are so so darn small.
it is not like they are having some feast of shark fin's soup or what-so-ever.
it doesnt really make a difference so why make such a big fuss??
grumpy old farts. pfffft.

back to bugis' trip.
we shopped alot i guess.
my puny head was busy deciding which shirt to choose.
the long yellow shirt or that cute tee??
in the end i chose the cute tee:D:D:D

alicia and yu ting went off around 3 plus for some practice.
so amanda and i carried on the shopping.
i really admire amanda. she just freely buy anything she likes.
my hands were itching and dying to grab this crumpler skirt
(amanda wanted it too but didnt have the size she wanted )
but then i had to control the temptation cos im afraid when i buy it,
it will turn out to be some impulse buy and then i will regret for the rest of my life.
besides i cant buy any clothes........................SADLY.
zit that was soooo lame=.=



the shirt i bought. cute yeah??

1st november is da best:D

what a big notion. it was all for fun:D:D
but seriously that day was a super WOO-HOO!!!


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