hahas.
i love my friends lah.
yesterday i went to eat lunch with suhaira, amanda and weiting at pizza hut in JE
it is so fun gossiping with them.
i just realise suhaira is really really sotongnish( new word. taddaaa!)
and her laughter is one of a kind.
it is so squeaky and cute. hahas very funny lah.
it is only the start of holidays
and i have been dreaming of our class D:
sighs im bored.
someone entertain me?
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
im missing 2bee more than anything else.
i really wish we can stick together in the same class.
why do we have disperse and separate???
it is kinda too fast.
it feels like i just zoomed into time.
well it seems we still havent spend enough time with each other
before we separate and go different classes
oh oh we can never have a time limit with each other.
a minute or a second without 2bee is good as drinking salty coffee:(((
this is the first time i feel so tormented.
in the past when my classes were separating, i was only interested in making new friends.
and when during primary 6 graduation, even though i did feel very sad about us going to different schools, it wasnt half as bad as how i feel now.
probably i felt it this way is cos i kinda interpreted my friends will change
and they did, in either a good or bad way
but 2bee'07 has created beautiful memories that are very hard to let go.
without all the clowns and friends, it feels like there is a void in my heart.
2BEE is DA LOVE<333333333333
i know you people will be thinking:
'aiyo it is only separating lah. i mean you are gonna be in the same school for two years!'
it is not as easy as what you think.
and think deeper,
if right now im feeling so upset about us 2bee scattered into different classes,
wont it be worse when we graduate in teo years' time ????
sighs i really MISS everybody.
lucky there will be a chalet held from 20th - 22nd november.
i bet, on the last day, all the girls will have tears streaming down from their cheels.
girls are more sentimental, no offence to the boys.
i want 2beee!!!
i really wish we can stick together in the same class.
why do we have disperse and separate???
it is kinda too fast.
it feels like i just zoomed into time.
well it seems we still havent spend enough time with each other
before we separate and go different classes
oh oh we can never have a time limit with each other.
a minute or a second without 2bee is good as drinking salty coffee:(((
this is the first time i feel so tormented.
in the past when my classes were separating, i was only interested in making new friends.
and when during primary 6 graduation, even though i did feel very sad about us going to different schools, it wasnt half as bad as how i feel now.
probably i felt it this way is cos i kinda interpreted my friends will change
and they did, in either a good or bad way
but 2bee'07 has created beautiful memories that are very hard to let go.
without all the clowns and friends, it feels like there is a void in my heart.
2BEE is DA LOVE<333333333333
i know you people will be thinking:
'aiyo it is only separating lah. i mean you are gonna be in the same school for two years!'
it is not as easy as what you think.
and think deeper,
if right now im feeling so upset about us 2bee scattered into different classes,
wont it be worse when we graduate in teo years' time ????
sighs i really MISS everybody.
lucky there will be a chalet held from 20th - 22nd november.
i bet, on the last day, all the girls will have tears streaming down from their cheels.
girls are more sentimental, no offence to the boys.
i want 2beee!!!
Friday, October 26, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
im your happy girl:D
my gosh i didnt even know why i did this.
got influenced by getai??
i dont know.
i dont even the reason why i posted this hideous picture:D:D:D
and my face= constipated. =.=
and i look so so so so so so ugly. heehee.
steph was laughing at me.
aiya nothing better to do mah:D:D
yays im in my very happy mood:D
cant say later people think i show off.
but im really happy!!
and i want DJ MAX!!! anybody lend me your psp...mao or nat or steph??!!
i HELP u level up:D:D:D:D
ci ji gan!!!!
i just read something from somebody's blog..
and right now im very.............red.
lols. oi second time eh... piak you or buttock!
ahahahahas:D:D:D:D:D:D
and im touched? hahas!
heehee i think im mad. heehee
and guess what im doing??
im listening pokemon songs on youtube??
lame much...
but the songs are quite nice:D:D:D
hahah i ki siao liao. wu yao ke jiu:D:D:D
my head is hopelessly floating everywhere.
and during the holidays you peepoes BETTER ask me out.
cos i dont wanna rot at home!!! i wanna play and just simply have fun.
so pls pls anybody...pls have a date with me!!!!
anywhere also can...i just want to hang out:D:D:D
PLEASE ASK ME OUT!!!!!
and i want to fly a kite and play sand:D
im still kid and i will never change that:D:D:D lame lame lame:D:D
will someone do the honour and accompany me?]
:D:D:D:D:D
IM SO FREAKISHLY HAPPY:D:D
Sunday, October 21, 2007
heys.
im currently bored.
besides nobody sees my atrociously DEAD blog.
hmmmmmmmm salvation is not enough:((
i have just watched hills have eyes 2.
i was shaking, my sister was grabbing me.
it was so bloody. the main girl character used some sharp object
to...errr...pierce the cannibal's(he's a guy) genitals and the mouth.
and blood was flowing...no no... spurting out like a water from a fountain.
but this case, the water is crimsom and very very thick.
grrrrrrrr....eeekkks.
yesterday my family and i watched the making of the Alien Saga.
the aliens looked like moving raw chicken meat.
they look so....mechanical-like...and silver.
they almost look liked the humongous creatures which have broken their spines.
i dont know.....they look very awful and disgusting.
and i didnt know that alien's blood were corrosive.
eee yerrr i wish and hope to never never ever see an alien.
afraid of being corroded. shheesh.
(so sorry if there's any colour change in the font)
imagine seeing an alien baby killing its own mother alien(the queen apparently)
and going up to a human clone and then acknowledging her as its mum.
ohhhhh my gosh......
my weekend is all about grotesque stuff to me.
blood, weird looking creatures....
is there a message in it? hmmmmmmm
hoho im thinking too much....*laughs uproariously*
.
..
...
..
.
there is no point holding onto what's left behind
cos its gonna hurt you more emotionally....just literally everywhere.
it will ache.....
sighs i hope i wont be in class with strangers next year.
i really dont want 2Beee to seperate...
i will miss everything with them crazy fellas...
*crys crys*
dang....
im currently bored.
besides nobody sees my atrociously DEAD blog.
hmmmmmmmm salvation is not enough:((
i have just watched hills have eyes 2.
i was shaking, my sister was grabbing me.
it was so bloody. the main girl character used some sharp object
to...errr...pierce the cannibal's(he's a guy) genitals and the mouth.
and blood was flowing...no no... spurting out like a water from a fountain.
but this case, the water is crimsom and very very thick.
grrrrrrrr....eeekkks.
yesterday my family and i watched the making of the Alien Saga.
the aliens looked like moving raw chicken meat.
they look so....mechanical-like...and silver.
they almost look liked the humongous creatures which have broken their spines.
i dont know.....they look very awful and disgusting.
and i didnt know that alien's blood were corrosive.
eee yerrr i wish and hope to never never ever see an alien.
afraid of being corroded. shheesh.
(so sorry if there's any colour change in the font)
imagine seeing an alien baby killing its own mother alien(the queen apparently)
and going up to a human clone and then acknowledging her as its mum.
ohhhhh my gosh......
my weekend is all about grotesque stuff to me.
blood, weird looking creatures....
is there a message in it? hmmmmmmm
hoho im thinking too much....*laughs uproariously*
.
..
...
..
.
there is no point holding onto what's left behind
cos its gonna hurt you more emotionally....just literally everywhere.
it will ache.....
sighs i hope i wont be in class with strangers next year.
i really dont want 2Beee to seperate...
i will miss everything with them crazy fellas...
*crys crys*
dang....
Thursday, October 18, 2007
17th october:
it was cross country.
i totally dread it. loads loads loads.
why do they have to organise it the second time
it is so redundant...at least for me
the kind who hates running and sweat
and rather stay at home to pig out and sleep.
i absolutely protest against the idea of any form of sports
(except hockey and badminton)
geeez anyways i still ran
wasnt much of a choice.
i didnt want to be the last few.
after the X country,
i asked mrs gan for my maths..
she is disappointed with my marks:(:(:(
i was UTTERLY disappointed as well, much more than her thats all i know
i nearly fessed up my reasons to this.
but there isnt really much of a point to tell her
what and how it all happen and why everything stung and stunk bad.
god teachers are getting another impression of me
like im some problematic student who is a magnet to troubles.
they think that i have done not so well due to him
i mean cmon....i do not have the time to think about it.
i already have a effing load of another prob...
do you really expect me to think of that as well??!
so what if i did think about it, do you expect me to just brush it off?
do you think i want all these stuff to fall upon me
at the crucial time, my END OF YEAR.
blame it on my karma or what so ever.
when will people get to understand that people can fall.
so what i have done well(thats what people claim) in sec one??
does that really apply to every year of school?
i would love to maintain that image honestly
BUT I CANT!!!! i cant!!!
grrr get off my back.
just stop telling me how much i have fallen
cos i do know what are the reasons.
and do you think i like it??
huishi you gotta chill man...
you are just going thru whatyoucallit.
part of school, part of life.
chill man....
i gonna suck ice until i have cooled off
i went to bugis with amanda and felyna.
when we were heading to the food court
we coincidentally saw mao mao, brandon, guan jie, alex and wei xiang.
we went to bugis street.
spotted so many WANTED clothes
skinny jeans, little miss tees...more tees!!
lols i really want to buy everything but i dowan to spend so much.
gonna save it up for my holiday usages:D:D:D
18th october:
went to JE with amanda to eat.
settled our lunch in pizza hut.
lols. we gossiped about almost everything.
it is fun just sitting down and chatting over a cup of coffee...
but in this case we did it over curry baked rice and pizza...
sighs im getting so lame...
today sucks.
i can tell everybody is so shocked by my maths. seriously.
i wish i have a real therapy buddy to help me.
shheeeeshhhh.......
and i really have a burning question for everyone...
am i the kind who has anger inside me?
i wish upon every bread crumb everything can be resolved
even if it takes me to go through the hurt and
let them go from all the pain....
it was cross country.
i totally dread it. loads loads loads.
why do they have to organise it the second time
it is so redundant...at least for me
the kind who hates running and sweat
and rather stay at home to pig out and sleep.
i absolutely protest against the idea of any form of sports
(except hockey and badminton)
geeez anyways i still ran
wasnt much of a choice.
i didnt want to be the last few.
after the X country,
i asked mrs gan for my maths..
she is disappointed with my marks:(:(:(
i was UTTERLY disappointed as well, much more than her thats all i know
i nearly fessed up my reasons to this.
but there isnt really much of a point to tell her
what and how it all happen and why everything stung and stunk bad.
god teachers are getting another impression of me
like im some problematic student who is a magnet to troubles.
they think that i have done not so well due to him
i mean cmon....i do not have the time to think about it.
i already have a effing load of another prob...
do you really expect me to think of that as well??!
so what if i did think about it, do you expect me to just brush it off?
do you think i want all these stuff to fall upon me
at the crucial time, my END OF YEAR.
blame it on my karma or what so ever.
when will people get to understand that people can fall.
so what i have done well(thats what people claim) in sec one??
does that really apply to every year of school?
i would love to maintain that image honestly
BUT I CANT!!!! i cant!!!
grrr get off my back.
just stop telling me how much i have fallen
cos i do know what are the reasons.
and do you think i like it??
huishi you gotta chill man...
you are just going thru whatyoucallit.
part of school, part of life.
chill man....
i gonna suck ice until i have cooled off
i went to bugis with amanda and felyna.
when we were heading to the food court
we coincidentally saw mao mao, brandon, guan jie, alex and wei xiang.
we went to bugis street.
spotted so many WANTED clothes
skinny jeans, little miss tees...more tees!!
lols i really want to buy everything but i dowan to spend so much.
gonna save it up for my holiday usages:D:D:D
18th october:
went to JE with amanda to eat.
settled our lunch in pizza hut.
lols. we gossiped about almost everything.
it is fun just sitting down and chatting over a cup of coffee...
but in this case we did it over curry baked rice and pizza...
sighs im getting so lame...
today sucks.
i can tell everybody is so shocked by my maths. seriously.
i wish i have a real therapy buddy to help me.
shheeeeshhhh.......
and i really have a burning question for everyone...
am i the kind who has anger inside me?
i wish upon every bread crumb everything can be resolved
even if it takes me to go through the hurt and
let them go from all the pain....
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
i just put up a new song
'only one' by yellowcard:D:D
the song is so...touching?
heehee i super duper really in love with it.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
Only One Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
anyone who has the song MUST MUST send me.
you better send it to me or i will fa feng ( go crazy)
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
EFF cant upload my pictures.
dammmit.
FWOREHAHAHAHAA
gotta laugh to keep myself from being angry.
YALALALALAKAKAKAKAHAHAHHAHA!!!
'only one' by yellowcard:D:D
the song is so...touching?
heehee i super duper really in love with it.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
Only One Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
anyone who has the song MUST MUST send me.
you better send it to me or i will fa feng ( go crazy)
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
EFF cant upload my pictures.
dammmit.
FWOREHAHAHAHAA
gotta laugh to keep myself from being angry.
YALALALALAKAKAKAKAHAHAHHAHA!!!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
prudence. exhilarating.
not gonna be some whiny girl
gonna create or be a brand new story:D:D
heys.
i have decided not to harbour ANY depressing thoughts.
im so squeaky clean and officially off this:D:D
someone, congratulate me?
hmmmm what the hack, that's not the point anyways.
i dont even CARE what you people think
love me or hate me, i dont give a damn
cos this time i did no wrong.
so why i should be pitying myself over such trivial matters?
make myself seem like the only living thing in the world who is suffering
when there are others going through more hellish things than i am?
nothing is gonna wreck my life
well if you think you can make me do SHIT HELL stuff
or change to somebody i never knew...
shut the hell up:D:D
haha i really wanna thank all my friends:D
they taught me to always look at the positive side
and assured me i will be okays:D
that someone/s were there when i cried and did something sinful:D
that someone was there to comfort me when im down
that someone made me change my whole concept towards life:D
so melodramatic but it is true...
i am so grateful of what they have contributed in my life.
love you all ALWAYS(and i mean it big time)
right now im...hmmm just browsing through people's blog.
lols. and im drawing something:D:D:D
hahas im rather relaxed.
cos all the brain-tiring exams are finally over!!
geography, history, maths, chinese...
oh man...
speaking of chinese...
cher said i pass my paper 2:D:D:D
my first reaction: yays!! i pass!!! cher then how good did i pass?
then she said:pass only by few marks.
so second reaction: damn...
so my happiness died down:(:(:(:(
my efforts are all futile:(:(:(:(
im so scared to fail chinese. practically frantic...
bwah i want my chinese to just improve badly...
even it is just a tiny weeny bit D:
today i had maths paper 2.
there was this question that came out and it was about reciprocals.
AT FIRST i look at the question, i knew what reciprocals was
THEN when i was going to write my steps
I REALISED i have just forgotten the formula
i only knew how to solve the question in an EXACT 1 second
...and i stupidly forgotten the formula..
IN THE END i left the question blank
TADAAH i just made 3 marks flew away which was ACTUALLY within my grasp!
this is so !@*@&$&#&$#^@^^@^!
im one step closer into getting that pathetic 3 marks.
there goes my chance...bid farewell to my 3 marks:(:(:(
BYE TO YOU STUPID 3 MARKS WHICH WAS SUPPOSEDLY BE MINE!
STUPID LAAH!!
why did i even forget the formula?!?!!!
nevermind about maths....pfft.
finished reading two thick books, namely twilight and new moon
in four days for the first time in my lifetime
i was so engrossed with the story:D:D:D
now im starting on the last book: eclipse:D
wooo lalalalala.
jinyang thanks for introducing these books.
hahas kays will stop here:D:D
before you go, read the following things.
copied from some friendster chain thingy:D:D
do you know i love you? i do care
dunno whether i missed out anything eh...:):)
not gonna be some whiny girl
gonna create or be a brand new story:D:D
heys.
i have decided not to harbour ANY depressing thoughts.
im so squeaky clean and officially off this:D:D
someone, congratulate me?
hmmmm what the hack, that's not the point anyways.
i dont even CARE what you people think
love me or hate me, i dont give a damn
cos this time i did no wrong.
so why i should be pitying myself over such trivial matters?
make myself seem like the only living thing in the world who is suffering
when there are others going through more hellish things than i am?
nothing is gonna wreck my life
well if you think you can make me do SHIT HELL stuff
or change to somebody i never knew...
shut the hell up:D:D
haha i really wanna thank all my friends:D
they taught me to always look at the positive side
and assured me i will be okays:D
that someone/s were there when i cried and did something sinful:D
that someone was there to comfort me when im down
that someone made me change my whole concept towards life:D
so melodramatic but it is true...
i am so grateful of what they have contributed in my life.
love you all ALWAYS(and i mean it big time)
right now im...hmmm just browsing through people's blog.
lols. and im drawing something:D:D:D
hahas im rather relaxed.
cos all the brain-tiring exams are finally over!!
geography, history, maths, chinese...
oh man...
speaking of chinese...
cher said i pass my paper 2:D:D:D
my first reaction: yays!! i pass!!! cher then how good did i pass?
then she said:pass only by few marks.
so second reaction: damn...
so my happiness died down:(:(:(:(
my efforts are all futile:(:(:(:(
im so scared to fail chinese. practically frantic...
bwah i want my chinese to just improve badly...
even it is just a tiny weeny bit D:
today i had maths paper 2.
there was this question that came out and it was about reciprocals.
AT FIRST i look at the question, i knew what reciprocals was
THEN when i was going to write my steps
I REALISED i have just forgotten the formula
i only knew how to solve the question in an EXACT 1 second
...and i stupidly forgotten the formula..
IN THE END i left the question blank
TADAAH i just made 3 marks flew away which was ACTUALLY within my grasp!
this is so !@*@&$&#&$#^@^^@^!
im one step closer into getting that pathetic 3 marks.
there goes my chance...bid farewell to my 3 marks:(:(:(
BYE TO YOU STUPID 3 MARKS WHICH WAS SUPPOSEDLY BE MINE!
STUPID LAAH!!
why did i even forget the formula?!?!!!
nevermind about maths....pfft.
finished reading two thick books, namely twilight and new moon
in four days for the first time in my lifetime
i was so engrossed with the story:D:D:D
now im starting on the last book: eclipse:D
wooo lalalalala.
jinyang thanks for introducing these books.
hahas kays will stop here:D:D
before you go, read the following things.
copied from some friendster chain thingy:D:D
do you know i love you? i do care
Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.
Friends
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.
Friends, you and me...
You brought another friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or end...
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.
dunno whether i missed out anything eh...:):)
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