Sunday, April 29, 2007

e days are viciously boring.[im getting vicious?]
exams. tests. all coming charging towards me in one go.
stress piling up time after time.
tension over exams getting higher
mugging over books. history, geography.
oh they give me major headaches. owww
memorising word after word, words staring me. me staring at them
practically, having a date with them.
then later, more WORDS spinning in my head like a turbulence.
me trying to get my mind focused on chinese characters, sentence, stories.
im floating, daydreaming. my head is flying.

BWA when will it end??

exams are around the corner.
haiix. more supplementary lessons.
getting very tired, my brain is on the verge to explode.

SOMEONE SAVE ME. PLEASE.
im seriously in need of more chocolates and ben and jerry's strawberry cheese ice cream.
they give me satisfying comfort. me and my hedonistic needs. heehee.

im wanna be pampered with heaps and heaps of good, creamy and sweet ice cream.




received this forwarded email from edwin about the horoscope signs[in the mail it is written 'zodiac signs'. hmmm i dunno].


LEO - The LionGreat >talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is >really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down >to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.


laid back?i dun think im laid back. im owaes so hectic. ok maybe for now due to the MYE...
im a talker?? yes i think i am.
attractive? maybe. i rather skip that. i dunno which part of me is considered attractive...hmmmm.
passionate? yes i suppose so=) haha. im so PASSIONATE
knows how to have fun? yes i do. i enjoy snorkelling, eating good food around the world. yupps. i do enjoy everything i have now. except that it would be better if SOMEONE would stop clinging
onto me. hahax.
is really good at almost everything? except certain sports, i guess im ok with everything=)
great kisser? wow wow wow. i dunno whether is that true. will see about it.
unpredictable? hmmmmm... i dunno about this
outgoing? i disagree to this. me outgoing? i doubt so
down to earth? i am?
addictive? am i some drug? hahax. i must be absolutely 'ADDICTIVE'
loud? i do talk very loudly at times. i do scream. BAH.
love being in long relationships? i believe in monogamy =)
talkative? A THOUSAND YES-es. see my profile. i even call myself as a talkative girl!
not one to mess with? YEAH. i wish.
rare to find? yes cos im different. as matter-of-factly, every individuals has different point of views in everything they see. bwahahahaha so im RARE.

well this is my horoscope. overall? this kind of reflects on my character. haha.
is that a good thing? onli my very good friends will noe=)

without life, there is no death. without you, there wont be me

Saturday, April 21, 2007

so angry with e bloody internet connection.
it just cut off like that, pissed man.
it is so BLOODY irritating when i have to try e darn connection
for many times n IT DOES NOT WORK.
e blood in my nerves are currently magma.
IM SO PISSED!!!!
why does it have to bloody stop during e bloody time i wanna do my things, QUICK.
a waste of my very precious time. GEEZ

BLOODY OF THE BLOODIEST HELL.

=.=


my mood: bad?angry? RRAAHHHH.................

2day went to e hospital as my sis had a physiotherapy session
it was kinda boring. sitting down there. looking at ppl walk.
until when i saw this lady trying her best to exercise.
she seemed to have some problem with her legs.
yeah but she was still there. trying ever so hard to strengthen her leg muscles
i was SORTA inspired by her. she does nt complain despite e 'arduous' training.
instead she still goes on, EXERCISING.
she still can wear a smile throughout e whole therapy.
i rly look up to her optimism=)

wish i can be like her....=)=)

anyways after e whole therapy, my mum, me n my sis went to jurong point
to do some window shopping. bought a new wallet which costed $29!!!
WAAHHH another hole in my savingsT.T
anyways it was worth while as my two years old wallet is very old
n stinky XP. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
mum bought me n my sis chain necklaces which are so darn PRETTAYE.
i love my mum so much<3<3>
went to lot one to have dinner at AJISEN.
e soup is so mm-mm delicious. hahax.
slacked around in e mall. busy dazing at e shiny necklaces.
hahax. yeah nth much to elaborate....


speech day was ok. i was kinda screwed up.
these are e scenarios..:
FIRSTLY i had to pin up my fringe[ i look kinda ok , nt too nerdy] which was sth i would protest in=).[rebel]
SECONDLY: i forgot to bring my tie!!! wow this is my very important day n i have to dumbly hell forgotten to bring my precious tie=(
THIRDLY: i bang into mrs goi[ i dunno e spelling] when i went down e stage after taking e prize. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard from woodbridge n have a biggest brain prob going on in my head T.T
FOURTHLY: i was e only one who had to walk one whole BIG round to go back to my seat cos there was nobody to assist me!!
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i enjoyed e rest of e performances=)
[i was trying to find WT during e CO part. managed to see a little of his hair]
esp e band n choir n CO part. it was great great GREAT. then at e end of e whole event everyone had to stand up to sing e school song.
so LALALALALALALALA i did nt dare to open my mouth widely as e camera man/boy was right beside me taking fotos of everybody singing.
i had to present myself well.
end it here with pictures. BWAHAHAHAHAx


my prizes received during speech day

e present i gave to nat fer her bday.[i want it badly]


lollipop whistle[ really can make music]

e package of prezzie from me to nat.




________________i want to be by my side so badly; please make it happen_________

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

im in school posting seh..
pro right????? so lame.
anyways i love mr ang onli fer 2day cos he is e one hu brought us here into e com lab=)
hahax=D so lame right???
anyways ppl MUST tag my board ok????
EXCEPT spams from some FRENS in my class.
WU LIAO=)

ok ok i go first i let nat use e com first=) kk bye

Sunday, April 15, 2007

my mood: i dun have the foggiest idea=)

HEY.HEY. it's been a week since i last blog
i have so many things to blog esp about wednesday!!!
i love this day so VERY DE MUCH=) hee hee

[sorry i cant update everything that happened last week cos e other days i neva mentioned ARE just plain boring so dere's no point. besides i have forgotten about it le.]

wednesday(11th april):
actually i didnt rly lyk e day at the beginning as PE falls on tt day=(
i loathe e running, sports, games EXCEPT hockey n badminton(i kinda suck at it tho)
n i HATE captain's ball cos i feel v EXTRA n kinda inferior dere if my group consists of boys.
im nt a v good player so i dun rly get to catch e bal which was OK.
from my persepective i guess im more of a 'study' girl then a sportswomen
hahax i seem so tiny in e group. LOL. brandon n derek say i must jump so tt they can see me.
Fer some reason derek will try to pass me e ball to BE part of e game.
i dunno whether it is real or wat but this is my instinct=)
when i complained to him i feel v extra in the game cos i cant contribute much, he showed me this peace sign( everytime we see each other we clap our hands then give each other a tweeze finger sign. this started last year. v cute) n told me it was alright cos it is just a game. hahax.
surprisingly i was touched yeah?? weird much but yeah=)
that was why i thanked him. obviously he didnt noe why i thanked him.
but wateva=)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

wat i learn from this:
no offence to boys but i feel boys think they can do things girls cant do.
HEAPS better that is wat u think. but heys. we girls can be better than U in many other ways. i emphasise e word 'MANY'.
sports may not be e best talent fer most girls but we can achieve much better goals than y'all cos girls have been often chaised at one side cos we seem v 'weak' n fragile
so we wanna PROVE to u all we can do it n that we have e brains.
see nowadays girls are more smart n arent that naiive.
we may seem lyk gossipers but we understand each other's feelings more than u boys( as in boy to boy).
we speak the same language. we cherish. WE ARE JUST TOO SMART.
GIRLS RULES!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
three(or more) cheers fer every single girl in this world!!!

*major silence*

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anyways e whole class went to bukit chandu fer some learning journey.
learned a number of things about singapore's history.
it was so fun as everybody was lyk getting off their seats to take pictures with frens.
dere was one part where me n jin yang went to this church-like place n we pretended to be a couple. LOL
it seemed lyk some foto festival. it was v fun esp e part where we went to e monster gun section where me,nat, fely n amanda took a picture on this platform n pretended to be statues. i posed in a funny way i suppose.
winanto said this was his favourite foto n he laffed at the way i posed.hahax i cackle everytime i look at this foto cos i look kinda cool in it.
sadly wei ting cud nt come due to PSL exchange programme if nt his coming might have made this whole trip more fun=)
but anyways this wednesday we are going to thian hock keng temple if im right.
so i doubt pictures wont be taken=)
im so loving my class more cos of this<3

*blows a thousand kisses to my class*

GOSH I LOVE THEM LOADSS!!

i rmb friday vividly cos i went fer e speech day's rehersal fer
one whole hour. ONE WHOLE HOUR.
my goodness. when i tot e whole thing finished
i was lyk 'finally'
then mr goh say 'let's try again'
i was lyk omf=g. my leg is oreadi so numb n u r telling me 'let's try again'??!!!
but it is alright larr. but im still afraid cos im e first to go up e stage
n 'man man' see each person walking up n down e stage n hearing speeches
given by e ex n present principal. RRAAHH
im so washed out....

im obsessed with wu zun seh. last friday nat, shaffiqa(sec 4) n me went to use e art room's com
to find wu zun's pictures n we were squealing in every sight of his face.
WU ZUN!!!! he is mine n nobody can take him owae!!!MUHAHAHAHA!!!

on saturday went to JP to catch a movie with my sis n mum.
watched sunshine. it was UBERLY sad. kinda scary.
i wanna watch mr bean's holiday or meet the robinsons!!
anyone wanna watch with me??? PLEASE >.<

im fickle yeah. so im wondering every now n then...
WHICH AYUMI'S CD ALBUM SHLD I BUY???
BLACK OR WHITE??
HELP ME COS I LYK BOTH OF THEM BUT I DUN WANNA WASTE MY MONEY JUST LYK THAT
COS THEY COST A BOMB N E MONEY (IF) IM SPENDING ON THEM WILL BURN A HOLE IN MY POCKET MONEY!!
RRRAAAHHHH PPL HELP ME MAKE A DECISION!!! MY MIND IS IN SPIRALS OF CONFUSION!!!
my sis told me to buy e black one. haiiix im in need of help......

i got a new laopo. wan qin if im right .
[but my xing gan bao beii is steph my 1st lao po]
when i kissed her on e cheek(it is not a censored lesibian act. it is friendly.FRIENDLY)
she got kinda scared n surprised cos she dared me.
so she told potato, bear n gladys i kissed her cheek n they went lyk 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'.
we demonstrated to them n they were in a shock. so when i kissed them, their eyes were lyk saucepan, open v big seh.
hahax gladys even told me she got scared sia. hahax. so cute. sec ones are so lovable n innocent.

oh ya some things happened? yeah dun wanna bother writing it down.
waste of time n space in my blog. im so cool man.
(woooo a flying pig!!!)
[e lamelessness in me is shooting up cos i out of things to write le...]

i wanns watch e movie 'a walk to remember' n 'artificial intelligience'
it is rly v sad. made me cry until lyk siao....

ending it here. CRAPS are written down oreadi.
so BYE BYE.

Friday, April 06, 2007

another day another long post i suppose=)


sorry ppl if any inconvenience is caused due to e background n e un-seenable words.

my mood: serious??[ i can be u know=)]


on wednesday went to e old folks' home.
my heart broke upon seeing old women[e home consists of WOMEN onli]
having to squeeze in such a small space.
e furniture was v sparse. yeah
anyways me n ricia. actually many other ppl
made friends with this lady called irene if im correct
her english was surprisingly good. hahax.
i wanted to continue hearing her story. but i had to go cos alot of e other folk were looking at us as alot of ppl were crowding around her listening to her story.
so me n wei ting left e scene n visited others.
there was one lady who cud not speak clearly as she had no teeth.
n e floor which was near her bed had some blood stains.
it was scary yet v saddening.
then soon we went to chat with others. yeah.
i chat with this lady hu had severe asthma. she spoke so softly
i had to go v v v v v v v near her to listen to wat she was saying.
yeah she seems v shy n v introverted.
b4 we left, i gave a blow kiss to everybody n one old lady responded by doing e blow kiss to me=) so sweet right?
i hope everybody there will be happy n REMEMBER me=)

on thursday saw my lao po go on e bus ready to go fer SYF. sth lyk that..
love her so much. she look so prettaye in e uniform
then when another bus with all e rest of e choir ppl inside passed by,
got one boy did this funny face expresiions n another pounted middle finger towards me, nat n ricia. so stupid seh.


2day is good friday.
so my family, granny n uncle went to hougang saints' home
to visit my grandfather[maternal side] tomb.
i made hearts, a lotus flowerr n a shell to decorate his area.
i was v emotional then. i nearly teared but i manage to hold it back.
i had to contain my sadness inside.
i felt guilty bcos we dun rly get to visit him alot.
but i dun blame anyone cos we dun have time...
n i do not rmb him as he passed on when i was young.
i onli knew how he looked lyk when i flipped thru e foto album when i was around 4 i think
if not i think i wud not have known.
i feel a little bad cos i cant rmb wat i played with him. i dun even rmb him scolding me bcos i loved to play with his clutches.

ok i better stop all this sorrowful things. later i cry. hahx
anyways after e whole visit, we went to velocity.
ate in e kopitiam. i was ordering my food when this lady kept looking at me, as if she looking down at me. she looked at me then whispered to her bf.
i rolled my eyes at her. i dun care abt her stupidity or bimbo-ness.
i mean if u r not happy with me, voice it out.
dun haf to act so secretive n all.
after lunch, my sis n i went to haagen daz to buy ice cream.
bought vanilla caramel brownie which was superbly GOOD!!!
i wanna eat more ice cream!!

oh ya 4got to mention my sis dislocated her knee. she told me it was disgusting as her leg was twisted in a v unsightly form. e kind of form lyk e gymnastics bending their legs lyk rubber.
she neva cried when e whole incident happened.
if i were her, i might have been too shocked to even cry, let alone scream.
so 2day went she went to e saints' home, she had sit down with her injured leg straight.
n i had to squeeze so she can get ample space. i oso had to sit on my mum's lap so that my granny can have enuff space fer her to sit. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard:D

im gonna stop here le. my week was kinda boring. yeah=)
hope evrybody's everydays will be great=)




________i regretted not seeing e true beauty in u____________