Tuesday, October 09, 2007

prudence. exhilarating.

not gonna be some whiny girl
gonna create or be a brand new story:D:D

heys.
i have decided not to harbour ANY depressing thoughts.
im so squeaky clean and officially off this:D:D

someone, congratulate me?
hmmmm what the hack, that's not the point anyways.
i dont even CARE what you people think
love me or hate me, i dont give a damn
cos this time i did no wrong.
so why i should be pitying myself over such trivial matters?
make myself seem like the only living thing in the world who is suffering
when there are others going through more hellish things than i am?
nothing is gonna wreck my life
well if you think you can make me do SHIT HELL stuff
or change to somebody i never knew...
shut the hell up:D:D

haha i really wanna thank all my friends:D
they taught me to always look at the positive side
and assured me i will be okays:D
that someone/s were there when i cried and did something sinful:D
that someone was there to comfort me when im down
that someone made me change my whole concept towards life:D
so melodramatic but it is true...
i am so grateful of what they have contributed in my life.
love you all ALWAYS(and i mean it big time)

right now im...hmmm just browsing through people's blog.
lols. and im drawing something:D:D:D
hahas im rather relaxed.
cos all the brain-tiring exams are finally over!!
geography, history, maths, chinese...

oh man...
speaking of chinese...
cher said i pass my paper 2:D:D:D
my first reaction: yays!! i pass!!! cher then how good did i pass?
then she said:pass only by few marks.
so second reaction: damn...

so my happiness died down:(:(:(:(
my efforts are all futile:(:(:(:(
im so scared to fail chinese. practically frantic...
bwah i want my chinese to just improve badly...
even it is just a tiny weeny bit D:

today i had maths paper 2.
there was this question that came out and it was about reciprocals.
AT FIRST i look at the question, i knew what reciprocals was
THEN when i was going to write my steps
I REALISED i have just forgotten the formula
i only knew how to solve the question in an EXACT 1 second
...and i stupidly forgotten the formula..
IN THE END i left the question blank
TADAAH i just made 3 marks flew away which was ACTUALLY within my grasp!

this is so !@*@&$&#&$#^@^^@^!
im one step closer into getting that pathetic 3 marks.
there goes my chance...bid farewell to my 3 marks:(:(:(
BYE TO YOU STUPID 3 MARKS WHICH WAS SUPPOSEDLY BE MINE!

STUPID LAAH!!
why did i even forget the formula?!?!!!
nevermind about maths....pfft.
finished reading two thick books, namely twilight and new moon
in four days for the first time in my lifetime
i was so engrossed with the story:D:D:D
now im starting on the last book: eclipse:D
wooo lalalalala.
jinyang thanks for introducing these books.

hahas kays will stop here:D:D
before you go, read the following things.
copied from some friendster chain thingy:D:D

do you know i love you? i do care







Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends


Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.


He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Friends, you and me...
You brought another friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or end...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.


http://www.clementsen.com/email/friendship.php


dunno whether i missed out anything eh...:):)

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