ha.

im relatively calm . and i was respecting your image(and mine as well)
cos i didnt want to cause any din.
hahas.and i dont care if people come asking me what the hell is going on.

first, i wouldnt stoop so low to the ground
and spout all the vulgarities i know.
i did no wrong, just a mere confrontation.
im giving you some FACE for the sake of someone who is my very good friend.

the confrontation was a very light-hearted thing.
yet you make it sound so terrible.like i threatened you or something.
im not guilty of that. and never will be.

pushing the blame on others is such an incorrigible act.
EVEN IF you tell me that you didnt say it,
i dont have the intention to really care.
im just TELLING you what i know from sources.
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as much as i want to squash your face,
i dont really want to dirty my hands.
and im do not wish to have a bad name for being such a asshole.


innocence. you still have the audacity to say that word? .


there i said it.
EVERYTHING WITHOUT THE VULGARITIES.

wow i actually managed to not blow over the top.
woah, when i saw what was written,
first reaction: oh, whatever.

okays now this is really the end of the post.:D
tata for now:))

trying to gain pity from tears just make you look more despicably disgusting

second post of the day, short one.

you have the honour of being stuffed with my and his socks.
oh-so-nice-smell~

and today watched movie with nat and winanto.
L change the world~~
omg L is so cute and hot~~~
and we wore denim today:D

say i love you to everything you hate.

yupps that what ii learnt during this workshop.
the instructor: AWESOME
the only flaw, which makes her seem very eccentric, is the speed of her words.
she talks like a machine gun
*does that gun sound that irritates tan hao, thats what he claims*

haha i shall love everything i hate.
with the exception of SOMEONE.
FREQUENCY, YOU KNOW*winks winks*

wow, i want an encore. i want to hear it.
wow i have become some ass eh.
but you all should understand, right???

(btw, she isnt the girl i wrote in one of my previous post. she is much worse than her.MUCH)
always acting innocent, pretending to be FRIENDS with everyone(esp guys).
hahas if she is reading this, i wont really care.
maybe i sound kinda b**chy here, but who cares?
i mean , any girl, or should i say, ANYBODY, would feel the way i am feeling right now?
i have asked so many people, and i get the same response.
so im not technically a b**ch. just maybe sound like it.
aiyos, im talking bullshit craps.
and i cant believed i scolded vulgarities,
words i never thought would come out from my mouth.
cos of her. really. you can ask nat, steph , yixiu and ricia.
after i heard about something, i was literally throwing my words all arounds.
not just any ordinary words, they are those colourful words.
nat said it was the first time i looked so pissed

which was something really rare i think.
tan hao also seemed shocked when i told him what i said.
he said that it was very surprising cos i looked pure.
im not pure, just tolerant . im able to hold my fiery anger.
but if anybody kindle it, wah you are so so dead.
i, myself, dont even know how i look like or sound like if im angry.
there is never a time im angry, and even if i am, i will shut up.

went to ask SOMEONE about something.
im getting the feeling that im being too overly dunno-how-ya-call-it.
im not suppose to. hahas.
but im just wanted to clarify stuff.
and if it were to be true, everybody shall witness the almighty fearsome HUISHI

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dongs~


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i like my very own phrase: pinch of heaven.
stephanie and i were going to use that phrase in this expository essay.
at first i was kinda proud of it, then i re-read it over and over again.
and i found out that the phrase looks stupid.
i asked hafiz if it sounded weird.
he said it was dramatic. too expressive.
stephanie was basically mocking at my idiocy .




these days i have been rather tempremental.
im gonna meditate, calm the soul~~
natalie taught me how to meditate, uhmmmmmmmmm~~

woooweeee i must resist the temptation to release my oh-so-colourful words.
I CAN DO IT YEAH. YIPEEYI

this shorty aint gonna burst till her head goes exploding
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(i was being stupid. that sentence was UNINTENTIONAL)

yesterday went to watch kung fu dunk with winanto, felyna and amanda.
it was nice lahs. blah blah.
aiyo i dont have the mood to blog.

i was being selfish.
it hurts me to see the way things ended.
the way i never wanted.
but even though it is hard to see now,
in the future you will understand it was for the better.
the feelings for you still lingers around.
but i will try to forget.
i was choosing so hard between the former and latter.
both choices can result into two total different endings.
it was really hard...really hard.
until now my heart is aching like nobody's business(winanto's phrase)
but time and friends will help subside the pain i suppose.
sighs .... people, answer me.
was my final decision correct?
dont say it all depends on just me, cos i myself dont even know my answer.


GASPS.
I WANT TO WATCH P.S I LOVE YOU~~
SOMEBODY ASK ME OUT TO PEI WO WATCH!!

GAHSGAHS

and my ear is having a infection.
just now i just lie gently on it, and the pain was so excruciating.
omg pus even came out!!! eeks.


and i havent done my chinese!

thanks for the presents people!!!
this is my best valentines in my entire life:D
i have NEVER received this much before.
and NEVER expected it to be so lovely!
im so glad i have so many friends who are willing to SHOWER their LOVE:D
btw this picture is taken on v. day itself, so sorry if some of the stuff given by my friends today are not in the picture. forgive me:))


siti huishi bin sardine.
my official name:D

went out with winanto and ricia after art club.
they walked away from me cos i was sucking(again) pacifier sweet.
but i managed to catch up with them:D
after that, before i crossed the road,
something very funny happened.
this is how it goes....:

this skinny porcelain-faced girl goes up to me and said>>
GIRL: wei, ni jian ni de tou fa??(hey, did you cut your hair?)
ME:huh?(i dont even know her!)
GIRL:oh, dui bu qi!(oh, sorry)
GIRL(turns to boyfriend):ta shi ma lai ren(she is a malay)
ME(the laughter made my voice go higher, squeakier and louder): WO BU SHI MA LAI REN, WO SHI HUA REN!!!(im not a malay!!!im a chinese!!!!~~~)

like so stupidly funny.
i was so astonished to hear such stuff.
it was like so so so.....amusingly ODD!!!
my goodness lahs~~~

my idiocy have gotten higher.
guess what i did today? i flung ricia's v day gift onto the road!
and it got flattened by the accelerating buses!
i was ohgoodnesswherethehellthethingwent.
and i ranted to myself for being such a pighead.
GASPS. *FAINTS*

this year my junior sec ones are a bunch of total shameless brats.
during PE, there was this twit who went to block my way during my rounds.
i had to run in between him and his friend AND i can tell you,
i looked stupid cos my hair flew around , like a lion.
WORSE, this bespectacled boy who looks nerdy pointed his middle finger
not only once,but TWICE.
i wanted to point back but i manage to resist .
i mean im not going to let my middle finger make me look some jerk.
anyways even if i did it, he wouldnt be able to see it.
A**HOLE. grrrr.
and i was so pissed to see this girl from EXPRESS stream with a skirt so damn short.
the skirt only covered half of her thighs!! and her school top, OHMYGOODNESS.
it is huge on her. she looked like some typical AHLIAN wannabe. maybe worse.
steph said i was being too overly-exaggerating.
but seriously, looking at that sec one wearing that bloody short skirt made my blood boil.
i know, none of my business but i cant help it. it is revolting and sickening.
this particular girl is from a express stream and YET she is wearing a short skirt??!!!
you can say im being stereotype. maybe my brain is not being flexible enough.
gahgahgah. i dont wish to see such short skirts again!!! EVER!!

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

You Are a Friendly Ex

While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

SO LOLSXD


maybe this could be it.

happy chinese new year everybody!!
though it is kinda late...
but just wish everybody can get alot alot alot of money!!!
for girls, i hope you get alot of money to spend on girl stuffs!!clothes, accessories, anything.
and boys, hope you can get alot of money to spend on your boy stuff, ESPECIALLY on GIRLS!!

cny was fun.
maternal cousins came over on the first day of cny.
we had a SUPER wide spread of GOOD FOOD:D:D
i love my timothy so much:D:D
oh ya my sis spilled her apple juice(she was actually holding my cup of apple juice) on the bed.
and me, being some frantic aunty, running up and down, making my way to the kitchen to get the cloth to clear the stain. er gu was asking me why i was running around like mad.
i told him my silly sister spilled the apple juice and we told him to keep it a secret from mummy.
he gave a grin and stall my mum.
but she found out anyways.

the food.

second day of cny went to grandma(father) house.
celebrate, collect ang baos.
just slack around, look at people gambling


i was supposed to go out with ricia and jinyang.
but around 8 plus, my head felt very light and hot.
and whenever i moved my eyes, the images surrounding me move slower than usual.
my vision was spinning and my head was strumming to a noisy annoying rhythm.
couldnt take it so i messaged her that i couldnt make it.
so after that, i continued to go back to my slumber,
wishing that the pain would just disappear, thinking a good dream might just chase it away.
but then, all i got was a terrible nightmare.
about scary deadly centipedes which eats humans up .
sighs

so anyways, i woke up around 11 plus with a weird feeling.
attempted to shake it off but failed.
my mum and sista wanted to shop at jurong point.
so off we went, walking around.
i bought this skirt at double index with my own cny money!
mum bought us two shirts and a vest cum jacket.


and i pierced my right ear.
now it has two beautiful holes:D
im so glad my mum didnt went complaining.
but sadly, sista didnt accompany me to pierce.
i have been waiting for almost a year to pierce cos of my darling sista.
sadly, my patience has worn off and thin.
so there, i have pierced my ear, my right ear!!!
at first, my heart was on the verge of coming out from my mouth.
but when the sound made by that tool-for-ear-piercing was made,signaling that everything is over
first thing that came to my mind was ' YA-TA!!!!!'.
kinda overwhelmed with elation and pride.
i think im being way too happy over this ...LALALALA.






bought this two cute lil cupcakes from 'made with love' for mum and sister.
it was sort of an early valentines' day gift:D:D:D:D

and i just ate SOME of it. and it was good!!!
should have bought more. oh no cant resist my temptation.
gotta take control within. weeeezzzzzzz.

omg i want those cakes, now, badly, immediately, no matter how fattening it is, now matter how much butter has been used , i still must have it!!!~~~~~~

sometimes, things are not as simple as what you think.it takes more than just thinking. you have to read between the lines to get to your answer to some questions in the heart.

back from camp!!
woots!!!

i want rock-climbing!!!
i was waiting for so long to rock climb
and i wasnt given that chance!!! booo hooo.

and i want night hike.
threw grass at tan hao, and felt things jumping on my body.
yikes. and i counted 55 stars in total.
i wished for many things:D:D:D:D

the camp was basically fun.
except SOMETHING lahs... cant elaborate.
cos if i do, i will be literally dead.
i have no mood to continue on about the camp.
just thinking about it makes me pissed.
and unjust. really....sighs.

im sad for natalie cos her bobo just passed on.
may he be happy forever above in the clouds:D:D

yesterday went to a reunion dinner with my family on my dad's side.
it was cool ya. i wore heels for the first time:D:D:D
felt tall. woots~~~~ i wish i could(i used past tense cos i dont think it is possible) hit around 168??
anyways i had a bad tummyache throughout the dinner.
you know how annoying it is, when all your favourite dishes are placed right in front of you,
and you simply cant bear to eat cos of a unbearable tummy pains??
and when the whole pain is over, your most unlikeable dish arrives right after??
it is so so so so so gahgahgahgah.

and how does it feel to have tummy pains for four days straight???
so so so so so so so~~~~~~~~~

remind to upload some photos yeah?
extremely lazy to even send the photos:D:D

andand i would love to complain

about so so many things
im not disgusted.just not used to it YET.
but i just cant help imagining them.... i mean i really really wish them the best.
but...you know you know...like...you know lahs.
aiyo what the hell am i saying?
im just beating round the bush lahs......snores.
but it is like........weird.

andandand

whats wrong with people these days?
i was complaining to syaz(zany), winanto and steph during the camp(second day)
about this particular person who flirts around with guys. any guy.
any tom, dick or harry or what-so-ever.
i mean, flirting with guys is alright.
but flirting with people who are already taken???
in front of their partners??? gosh!
you should jolly well understand by doing this,
nobody will respect you. .
so why dont you just step back before the world hates you?

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andand an advice to people.
to comfort somebody is not all about shutting up.
it is about opening the mouth and letting the words flow.
it doesnt have to be about the SUBJECT.
it could be anything.
it doesnt feel nice when the silence is so clear and deafening.

thats all i can say. too much is bad cos
words can cause hectic chaos
hahahas so cheem sia. dunno what wrong with my head.
the brain isnt working well.
but the wackiness hasnt died. weee~~~~
weeee-song(it is just a...sound. you try making it)

watched 27 dresses yesterday. so damn touching.
imagining being a bridesmaid for 27 times?
woah, how tiring to see couples happy about their marriage,
and then wondering when will your day come?
hahas im not desperate for marriage, unlike some.
i still want to enjoy my life, drooling at hotties.
actually personally speaking, it is alright to like ADMIRE guys from afar
(i have forgotten which but one magazine stated that it is alright to drool over hotties)
even if you have a boyfriend or hubby.
just draw a line to what you are doing, know what you are doing.
cos remember, people are watching your every step.
hahas my goodness, what i have just said have no link to the movie.

anyways, it is a mustmust to catch the show.
great storyline, great humour, great people.
what more can you ask, really?



ooooooooo and chinese new year is coming!
cash rolling in. WOOHOOO!!!!

*sorry tanhao and natalie. cant make it tomorrow. next week okays?

please think before you act. sensitivity. please read up the dictionary on this word

HELLOS!!!

the sun is setting any moment.

yesterday natalie, winanto, ricia and i were suppose to teach the sec ones.
ricia was away for some aeroplane thingy blah blah blah.
and the rest werent so active basically.

but anyways, i was enthusiastically taught the sec ones
like what nat said, they were painfully shy.
total silence and pauses after every string of words that comes out of my words.

it goes like this:
me: hellos
the sec ones: *sniggers*
me in my thoughts: izit me or is my face so funny?? hmmm....

and then....

me: now we teaching you how to make clay, you excited??
the sec ones: *staring at me in extreme confusion, resulting another min of silence*
me:eh, dont shy lehs. must have response mahs.
the sec ones:* some of them sniggered while some still had that bored facial expression on*

they are so so so so quiet eh.
but kinda happy cos there was this girl who called me 'jie jie'.
so cute seh, i was totally shocked and it was a good thing.
at least better than being called 'aunty'
(i still remembered steph's little cousin, the one who called me aunty so OPENLY)

i hope they will warm up with us.
if they are going to stay quiet throughout the year, im SO willing to give them my hyperness.
im so ambivalent about them staying mute literally.
yosh! im going to be crazy with them, be the next clown of the art club!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

god i have lost my marbles.

currntly doing the project on HEROES.
english stuff, which is very important cos the marks goes to our daily work, which goes to out report card, which is important.
in case you dunno, daily work has been used to somehow replace common tests.
so every homework is important,
cos the marks you get for them, reflect on our grades in every subject.
why did the school have to construct and implant this practice ?
i prefer common tests and those theories.
and worse comes to worst, we are having SPA for chemistry and physics.
meaning: more practicals than theory tests

im so prone to making many mistakes in practicals.
i have the tendency to miscalculate all the stuff.
i get flustered easily when the bunsen burner doesnt light up despite many attempts.
and i hate the labs cos i have seen many spiders and their stupid webs,
which hides under tables

i hope i can cope with these.
im so used to theories.
i lived my life memorising stuff for class tests
and suddenly, theory tests have changed to practical tests.
practicals is not my forte:(((
BUT i will survive !!! i shall do my best albeit i dont have the confidence!

what am i talking..rubbish?

ya rubbish talker.

gasps i feel so mortified.
what has the world become man???

oh the sun just set. woah...
and im going to be away for camp from monday to wednesday?
please do not miss me okays?

hello folks:D
my blog is so so so dead, to me.
boring posts per boring day.
nonetheless i will still be blogging,
so deal with the boredom you are gonna have
for the next few minutes of reading yet another boring post=)

actually yesterday want to go bugis with amanda and winanto.
mummy didnt allow cos too far=x
sorry amanda!!! couldnt go out with y'all!!!!
msged winanto couldnt go with them=(( wah wah wahs....
so in the end went with wx, qj, steph and TMM to kbox.
but plans were changed as everybody was totally uninterested about the kbox idea.
so we went to pasir ris( dont ask me why i can go there. i called my mum for confirmation and she sorta reluctantly allow me to go there=D happy happy.)

th guys rented the bikes while steph and i went to the beach to throw coconuts into the sea.
was kinda fun. play here and there.
and tadaa, the rain came. woots. got drenched all over.
we seeked for shelter, and miraculously, the rain stopped. hoo-RAS.
steph and i went to the swing and swing(i find this sentence stupid, of course you swing in a swing=.=)

anyways back to the where i was, steph was being pushed on the head by tan hao.
sadded lahs. she was so so poor thing. he so bad right??
the way tan hao pushed her head was like pushing a coconut lahs=x
wei xiang went to push my swing, went higher and higher and higher.

steph had to go home early, so KIND tan hao sponsored her taxi fare=))
but it wasnt enough=(((
so the rest of us headed to plaza sing to settle our dinner at ajisen.
we were supposed to meet nat at some condo but it was a tad too late.
wanted to see the condo so badly=(((((

took a number of PICTURES:D:D:D
if any of y'all threaten or bully me,
the next thing you know,
your beautiful photos will and shall be put up.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*****

i absolutely despise people who act they are innocent when they are hell NOT!!
random stuff from random me=))
heehee

recently, i have been trying to master the art of burping the alphabets.
i tried that on ricia and she was practically into tears due to the overwhelming laughter.
lols she said all the burps sounded the same=((
so ya will practise until i get it right.
i know it is so damn revolting for a girl to burp.
and that guys can only do that.
but heys, girls can do anything guys can do.
except for some things ....=))))))

lalalalala. i love eggs.
okays being random is so dumb man....

and i have chopped my fringe with my own hands=)
i think i look funny lehs....sighs.
if any of you laugh, i will go bang my head=))

LOLS!!!!!

yesterday was blasting into laughters with winanto , nat and ricia.
we all did very funny stupid faces, especially me according to everybody.
hahas !!!!
winanto pretended to be angry with anybody we knew,
it turns out that everybody believe he was angry!!
LOLSSSSS.....
and that night i dreamt of them doing stupid faces!
i was laughing laa until i felt like i choked onto my saliva which i didnt ...
and that woke me up D: badbadbad.

today winanto smsed about him being bored and wanting to go out.
so in the end we(me , winanto, wei xiang, natalie) went to the fish farm.
so damn hard to catch the fishes. but managed to caught two big ones.
unlike wei xiang, who got none(muahaha im so evil... pls dont kill me wx!)
wx had to go home first so only left with me, winanto and natalie.
winanto bought this packet of fish food to attract all the fishes .
and it worked!!! we caught so many and then gave it away:D

and i enjoyed the whole thing:D


'i felt so proud today' -winanto's motto of the day.

around 5 plus we took a bus back to boon lay interchange.
nat very suay eh. when we were already in the bus, another shuttle bus came.
and that bus was actually heading for choa chu kang.
but we had loads of fun in the bus.
we were probably the noisiest in the bus
cos we were laughing our heads off.HOHOHO.

nat took a taxi home(you qian ren) while winanto and i took a bus.

now my left side of my body aching .

AND IM NOT BIG BUTT WINANTO~~~~~~~

cca fair was outrageous..
art club was somehow or rather FORGOTTEN
thus we were given a venue near the office, where people will just WALK PASS
and it is damn UNNOTICEABLE..

grrrrrr then entertain out 'customers'
some just merely look at you in the eye, like we are some dirt
and just ignored us =.=

anyways it was kinda okays entertaining some of them.
at least they responded to us....geez.

i hope next year cca fair will be much better
and that art club will be given a much more better VENUE.


now im kinda tired. have nothing much to blog.
just read nat's blog. lols.
i think everybody in art club is feeling the same way as her, including me.

but everything is over.
all i can say is im happy everybody contributed so much into this :D

[EDITED POST]

sighs.
first day of school, most of my good friends said this to me
' you look like sec one'

so i went asking around, and most of them agreed:((

and today kena bei this group of puny sec one boys made fun.
this is what they did>>>
boys:eh, your back got something.
me:*turns around *
me:*touches my back*
boys:HAHA.
boys:gen ni kai wan xiao(im just playing with you)
boys:*walks off while mocking at my stupidity*

grrr im so BODOH can?
i, a sec 3 girl, actually was made fun of by this bunch of sec one brats??!!!
gahhh...even though some of those boys were kinda cute...
it was so so so totally humiliating laaa!!!!

gahgahgahgahgahgahgahgahgah.

tmr im going for cca fair.
now my body aching so much due to the strain.
painted those tiles until hand pain, leg pain, shoulder pain.
but fret not, shall not allow my tiredness to affect me:D

lamelamelame.....snores.

andandand im in the lousiest chinese class laa:D
will TRY to study harder :D JIAYOUUSS

lyrics for broken heart parade by good charlotte:D
a very very nice song:D

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...

[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today

Go oh oh
Oh oh oh

You got a question
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...
[Broken Hearts Parade lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day

[gutar and trumpit solo]

[CHORUS]
The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

new year is coming
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
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just in a few hours, it will be the beginning of 2008!!
gah gah.
even though i do really miss my friends,
but but but but it feels like everything is happening too soon.
im so dreaded by the fact that we have to study real damn hard.
i dont even understand a single thing about logarithms.
gah gah gah.
in need of help here!!! (SOS)

there are so many resolutions i have for 2008
ssshhhhh cant say it here :x:x
heehee

going to change my blogskin for the coming new year!
WOOTS~~~~~

today went out with ting shiuan to bugis.
shopped here and there.
in the end bought this black off-shoulder tee:D
finally bought one eh! finally:D:D:D:D
was eying on this white skinnies but decided not to buy it:)
after the shopping, we headed to AMK hub.
we were searching for places to sit down...
walk walk walk ...walk until legs turned jelly.
when we reached food court, we found some heavenly red empty seats.
sitting on the chair was so oh-heavenly-nice-comfy:D:D:D
HURRAYS!!!

oh my goodness 2008 is coming!!!
basking into the new year!!!
WEEEE~~~~~~

*turns to take a look at the bloody thick books*
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sighs...... damn boring....need to study again.....
OH NO~~~~~~~~

now my whole body aching like hell...
walk too much for today.

i have chopped my hair on friday.
no seriously i really chopped off my hair.
and until now i cant believe my hair is short.
OMG IM STARTING TO MISS MY LONG HAIR:(((

nvm at least i tried a new hairstyle

ting shiuan and man ru said my present hairstyle is very SIMLIAR
to the hairstyle i had when i was in primary five.
(those who have seen my ezlink card, you will get what i mean)
but i argued cos my hair isnt as POOF-ED up.

we met up at cck mrt station platform.
trained all the way to orchard and walked around aimlessly.
kevin heng was kinda lost....(he couldnt find us)
and we walked around in circles trying to find him,
resulting my extreme hunger.
he blamed us for making him walk so much laa!!!

it was fun being with them
especially when we went to kinokuniya
and sat down at one corner to just crap around.
(kevin heng says he doesnt want to know me
cos im too crazy:D)

bah. anyways had a super great time with them.
i want to meet up with them some day :D:D:D:D
miss them loads~~~~~~


NEXT STOP:PICTURES


man ru, me and ting shiuan
MAN RU IS SEXY!!! (i dunno whether she will see this...)

me, kevin heng(behind), man ru and ting shiuan

this damn box of japanese sweets.
price=$9
OMG!!! i was tempted by the cute box and tiny sweets
it was telling me to buy it laa, so i bought it.
the sweets are hard but it is pleasure to suck them:D

but if you were to bite it....your teeth might break:D

okays being lame here...again:D:D:D:D

it is already christmas eve.
gosh time flies really really fast.....

watched national treasure at jp last week.
damn nice show. and i want to visit the city of gold:D:D
GOLD GOLD GOLD:D:D:D:D:D:D
imagine everyday when you wake up, surrounding you is all that shiny gold.
seeing your reflection from any angle on that shiny shiny gold,
and hugging a golden teddy bear to sleep.
ooooo lalala. i have gone mad

lately i have deprived of sleep.
dunno why. im just not tired at night.(because of this, my eyebags have become so damn big)
but it is nice blasting the music in the dark night when nobody cares a hoot on what you are doing.
you can do the craziest things like shaking your arms around wildly
or kicking you leg in the air as if you are kicking somebody out of anger
or making up anime love stories(last night i imagined one about sesshomaru[dont ask me why] and this girl:D:D woots!)
or just thinking of somebody or something and smile to yourself:):):):):):):):)

BYE PEOPLE(i think nobody is reading eh..)

AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!
i dowan the typical 'may all your dreams come true'
so i decided to write: 'may you go lala during the festive season'
*dots**rolls eyes at myself*

*and thank you winanto for the msg.
but i didnt reply you cos i dunno if you are in indo or singapore..
but anyways thanks a bunch:D

christmas is coming soon:D
tmr fixing phone. hurrays.
i hope it wont be spoilt again cos if it does again,
i will bang my head on the wall or ask somebody to shoot me in the head
all of you be my WITNESS then:D:D:D

meeting up with ting shiuan and man ru this saturday.
enwen couldnt make it cos her dad wants her to study=.=
im so sad laa. it is such a rare occasion to meet up again...




(anything written doesnt IMPLY to anybody. so no offence:D)

there are so many fakers in this world.
it is so hard to differentiate from which is which.
i just happen to have heard some story from somebody and it got me thinking.
who are your real friends?

it is so unjust when you get the blame
when you dont even know what has happened
sometimes when a person react to something stupidly
it is not cos she/he is really that stupid
it is cos they want to run away from everything,
and stop the hurt in them,
or just simply do not wish to let people know that everything has been a facade.
sometimes they dont understand not cos they are stupid by nature,
but maybe cos they just dont want to know the truth.
paranoia is what they fear, that's all.
they know running away will not help,
but sometimes it is so damn hard to face the truth.
the truth might be lethal and fatal to handle.
that is why they are so afraid of just looking at it.


only god understands.
probably that is the reason why i seem so fake then.

okays im just randomly typing craps.
but you all get my drift right?

im shaking so hard right now
first time kind-of-thing in my life
i dunno why:D:D:D oh well, who cares.

it is weird posting so many times in just a week.
but please dont miss out the other recent posts okays???
LMAOS~~

today is like my unlucky day i suppose.
my phone cocked up for the second time.
cant open inbox, drafts, sent messages, saved messages.
i cant send any messages.
but i still can call people and receive calls with it.
weird phone.
so i changed my phone to the old crappy SAMSUNG phone...
sighs.........

secondly, my tummy hurts like hell hell HELL.
major diarrhoea. LOLS.
and im still laughing about it:):):)
today i feel like toilet is my second home.for the first time.
okays i have to cut down on my craps.

well they aint gonna affect my christmas+holiday mood.
anyways i have pictures to upload.
hope you all enjoy laa:D:D:D(lame craps again)
kikikidildidli lalala
by the way the photos are all in a mess. too lazy to arrange it,


*gosh i think really got the CRAZY virus from man ru


ricia and i. okays i know i look totally constipated.

okays i look stupid in all of it.
1st shot. act pai kis
2nd shot. another constipated smile
3rd shot. act cute:D

ting shiuan's and my reflection.

me and norryn. okays i couldnt put up the original picture
cos i stupidly replaced it with this edited picture.
dumbo right???

me and aini.
i was bored so edited until like that:D
besides blue is our fave colour:D


ting shiuan and i. i look DARK and my head looks BIG.

i dunno why i took this photo.
just saw the train stop there.
*norryn said when i was taking this picture, one of my legs was lifted up.
to think i didnt notice....




now PICTURES of the lightings in orchard.
*my sis and i had a hard time taking them okays!
and some of them are sort in the wrong alignment so you might have a hard time just looking:X














and i saw this car with cute circular backlights.
sort of reminded me of mickey mouse. the shape of it...
i tried taking pictures of it but i was too far from it.
this is a rough drawing of it
WARNIING: TERRIBLY DRAWN> VERY LETHAL.(okays i have gone over the limit)


okays this isnt detailed.
but deal with it. not bothered drawing it specifically:D

the show alvin and the chipmunks wasnt that bad as i thought.
the chipmunks were so cute, dancing around and singing.
woooo hooooo chipmunks are COOL:D:D:D:D:D

'send you flowers when the sky is grey...'adapted from one of the songs in enchanted

christmas is coming.
and im so so so freakishly excited.

i have so wishes eh.
a whole long long list of it.

1.eat a christmas tree lollipop.
2.do well in 3B(okays humbly and FRANKLY speaking, im not sure if i can top my class but heys i will give you all a good fight, especially to LOO ZHEN HAO:D)
3.go to orchard and see the lightings!!(amanda already asked me out to take many many pictures!)
4.go fly a kite( literallly. this phrase isnt referring to the 'go and die' phrase)
5.eat cake everyday
6.live in a never-melting chocolate castle
7.have a can of whipped cream and spray the whole thing into my mouth
8.have more outings before the holidays are over
9.go to japan(impossible laa. just a WISH)
10.go to the beach and scream at the top of my lungs again
11.learn how to cycle a two-wheeled bike
12.be taller( be around 160 +??)
13.have more stamina:D
14.have fairer skin( another almost-impossible wish)
15.be more brave and outspoken
16.meet KIM JOHN(or jeong?) HOON in person:D
17.take extreme thrilling rides(roller coaster, blahblah.)
18.to paint and decorate my room.(in it, i want people to be blowing dandelions everywhere. it is also known as JINNY JOES in the book 'if you could see me now'.)
19.to paint e potrait of my loved ones:D( lame right?)
20.to be able to inherit the skill of sewing
21.take more neoprints( i already have so many..)
22.to design a wardrobe of clothes:D:D:D
23.to paint the whole world with many bright colours.
24.be more fluent in my chinese( okays this is very very impossible laa, but please lord and santa, grant this very wish for me)
25.to meet SANTA CLAUS in person as well:D:D:D:D
26.to ride on santa's reindeer and travel around the world.
27.everybody to be happy always

last but not least...
28. WORLD PEACE.

there are still many many more wishes.
but so far, these are the only ones i can remember from the back of my head.
and by far, these are the most important wishes to me:D


and this is the lyrics for the song 'tattoo' by jordin sparks:D

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

cant wait for tomorrow:D
TINGSHIUAN.

next time i wil upload the pictures.
hope i wont forget aye:D

and guess what?
i have learnt the art of swallowing a huge panadol pill!

P.s pardon the big handwriting. tried fixing it but failed X(

optimism is so not in my blood now.
as it has been for a period of time
hmmm but heys, im not letting anything get in my way...
besides people wont really want to read emo posts right??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

today is absolutely fun.
took so many photos of the lightings in orchard,
which is totally awesome.
the theme colour is blue:D:D

i really would love for anybody to ask me out
and go with me to orchard late at night.
and just watch the lightings together.
it would be so damn fun. and heart-warming.

(from here, i think it would be damn boring for some people....)
currently, im searching about the Christ.
i want to see how much it affected people's thoughts,
or just see all the profound philosophical things...
it is so amazing how the little-lest things can change a person's character.
or the soul within .
somehow it is so uplifting and wonderful a religion can actually guide you along the road.
sometimes when you don have anybody to turn to, you still have god cos you know he will always be by your side.

whenever you feel the road ahead of you seems beyond your reach or ugly,
you pray for guidance (from god, depending on your religion laa) and protection.
and even though it isnt certain whether you are getting that guidance or protection,
you somehow feel relieved that you have said your prayers.
at least you have a chance of your prayers to be answered.

im talking gibberish laa. gahgahgah(babay laughter???!!)


and WINANTO!!
i have deleted the photo lerr:D:D
hope nth terrible happens to me.

woots bought new phone!!!

i forgot the model name...
anyways it has been on advertisement lately.
the shake shake one.
the one you can shake to change the music you are currently listening to.

yays finally.
cos my phone sucks big time.
it will just off by itself, which irritates me alot
so noe that i have a new phone, YAYS.

and im still wondering which of this are the right spelling?
toa payoh or toh payoh??

that question suddenly popped up from my mind.
hmmmmm kind of a stupid thing laa.

and there are so many songs i want to put on my blog
but it has to be only EITHER ONE OF THEM!!:

one republic-apologise

timbaland-the way i are

click five-empty

paula deanda ft. bow wow- easy

alicia keys - no one

gwen stefani- now that you got it

avril lavigne- hot

linkin park- shadow of the day

and many more....
so in the end i settled with hot by avril lavigne:D:D:D