i love the chalet loads.
i have so many pictures to upload.
but the effing blogger keeps popping up some asshole probs
BUT again, i manage to upload the pictures:D



amanda, steph and felyna


the fire of life:D lameshit


(p.s edwin says his hair was in a mess, but seriously, do you see any difference??
he claimed that i never told him i took a picture of them.
but then i argued that he was too engrossed with his PSP
he concede defeat la. yays)


edwin and LZH. edwin's hair where got messy, you tell me??

ying kang, derek and edwin.
derek looks very adorably funny. that was the purpose of this shot anyways.
edwin says he look sleepy.
more like he is busy peeling his nails la =.=

pink flip flop: mine
blue flip flop: winanto

and note the rainbow nails. lols.

i love the chalet alot. did many first-time-things there.
first time go chalet,
first time go ride a bike(four-wheeled one laa bodoh),
first time went to the so-called cliff and screamed my lungs out,
first time slept on a hardcore floor and shiver like mad,
first time actually never slept for five hours straight,
first time threw a ball of sand into the sea,
first time i swam at night in the very very dark pool,
first time i didnt care about what the world thinks of me(only awhile before i went back into my always-deep-in-my-thoughts-kind-of-thing)

oh ya about the swimming thing.
let me recap about the whole stupid story.
firstly, me, weiting, wendy, felyna and amanda went to the poolside to play.
amanda dared me to jump inside the pool, and i said i would if wei ting or wendy joined me.
so wei ting did and we both jumped inside.
what we didnt know was that there were surveillance cameras surrounding us.
so we kena caught laa,
the guard told us if we continue to play and make so much noise,
the manager will scold him then he will bei kena blamed.
blahblah (here comes the exciting part)
he told us that there were this group of teenagers who came for their chalet.
they jumped into the pool in unison.
so as they were playing, they were oblivious to the fact that one of their friends was missing.
until one of them saw the friend in the pool with the head down.
he told us he isnt being patang but just wanted to warned us.
so much for our fun. our mood got affected so we headed back to the chalet.
that was when winanto said my hand was trembling.
he lifted my hand up for me to see. to think i didnt know that the whole time.

yikes im getting the goosebumps.
shivers shivers.


next few pictures are taken out of boredom

i like the chairs(foot ball and basketball)
so i took a picture of it.

some dessert from swensen's


ricia's and my reflection taken at bugis' mrt station:D

my messy bed:D:D:D:D

yesterday watched lars and the real girl at vivo.
it was midnight then.

the show is very touching.
it is about a guy called lars. he bought a doll and announced to the whole town she was his girlfriend.
the touching part is that everybody willingly played along with him to boost his confidence.

and i want to watch 'if you could see me'.
it is going to be on theatres!!!!
yays!!!!
it is actually a book written by cecilia ahern.
it is a absolute thunbs-up:D:D:D:D
if you are fantasy+romance book lover, this book will make you melt on the spot:D



from here onwards of the post, it would be kinda emo personal
you can dont read it if you want:

im sorry for causing the hurt that is building up in you,
to think i never noticed. and i do care for you.
you exist in my heart. really.
i cant afford to lose a good friend.
you were there for me whenever i feel sad.
i have to reciprocate.but im afraid to deepen your pain.


i will change to be a better person and smile for more reasons:))


im better off dead