hey y'all
yesterday was my birthday.
grown a year older:D
and im still so short, for my age, which is fourteen
im so short. im only....150cm?
how short can that be? wah bwah kwah.
omg. i wanna be taller. at least 160cm??
how come i dont get taller by the year??
someone, pull my legs please..
or flatten me in the chewing gum machine.
the one in the book charlie and the chocolate factory.
and i will sure be like elongated...sighs the lameness.
who can you blame for my madness?

miaow

well this post will be filled with nonsense
so please either be ready or you can just X-ed the whole blog:D
as simple as ABC. 123.

well i think it is best to start the post with something happy,
which is all about my birthday! hurrays. BANZAI(i dunno how to spell that. well. wth?)
happy to received so many wishes and blessings from my FRIENDS:D
lols. (just emphasising on that particular word:])
also received some presents:D woopee:D:D
am very appreciative of what i have from y'all:D
thanks a bunch. love love y'all:D

16th august(my BIRTHDAY!!!):
after school
me, steph, wei xiang and tan hao wanted to go clementi.
cos we were deciding the venue for too long,
tan hao decided to just go home:((
in the end, we went to west mall bus stop to wait for mandy and huiwen.
so fun gossiping with your best and good-dest friends:D

while we were waiting,
steph realised that mandy and huiwen over the other side of the bus stop.
so steph and me waved kinda hysterically to get their attention
and they saw us:D hooorayS!!
so they walked over the overhead bridge and met us.
and then...we just sat at the bus stop there,
wondering what are we going to do next.
in the end, again, me, wei xiang and mandy went to bukit panjang plaza.
they bought some doughnuts and ate it ate in the playground near the HDB flats.
si weixiang go put chocolate on my face. then i put on his hand:D
and when i saw mandy like very 'clean', i decided put chocolate on her face:D
so funny seh. loved that day:D my birthday:D

17th august
CROSS COUNTRY!!!
it was raining so heavily(i even prayed for that badly)
god answered my prayers man.
so results: no running!!
but i heard that cross-country will be postponed.
boo hooo. i dowan to run.
lao ah ma hates running LAH:p

but was so bored sitting in such a small space with lots of pupils.
and tummy pains came and go:(((

we, i mean everybody, sat down at the same spot for almost 3 hours.
out butts were glued to the hard floor LAH.
then my back aching like siao.

after everybody was dismissed,
we all have to walk under the rain for a long distance to the MRT station.
was drenched all over XP.
anyways me, cherry, ricia, jy and potato went to JEC makan.
took so many neoprints:D and evelyn bought me a toufu toy for my birthday:D:D:D
yays:D
later went to science centre to play water with bear, amanda, GWT, cherry and jy.
(ricia went home lerr)
i want to have fun everyday yeah. :D:D:D
isnt it good this way to enjoy every day of your life
without any worries and problems??
wouldnt that be nice...


cherry took this.
so bo liao right? i loved the pillar to much LAH.
got one uncle say dunno what but i know he is trying to tell me to get off.
haha. so stupid....

my hand. i dunno what was this for..


had enough. have been tolerant for a long time.
now im blasting it all out. this 'irritant' has parched on my heart endlessly
and it is getting too heavy to hold. so here i am, letting it all out..

i had enough really.
i thought i was being too much. i nearly wanted to take the initiative and talk.
when something held me back, telling me 'no.'
and i decided to listen. i was in despair and depression first.
but i thought it over and over again.
was it worth it to go through all of this 'torture'?

and i have drawn more than before
and when i draw alot alot, it means im distraught and angry
in each drawing, i tried perfecting every single detail in the facial features.
and everytime i fail to do so, i vent my anger on my eraser.
how come it is the non living things that have to endure my fits and tantrums?? lols!

i tried to understand the situation.
i really cant stand it. seh.
enough is enough.
it has crossed the limit.

if any of you were in my shoes, what would you have done?

and i wanna change my skin but have not find the right one.
wish me luck:D:D:D:D