Friday, June 22, 2007

mood: sloppy? ?? hmmm... just plain and ok and plain and ok and plain...

went out with cleon brother, ting shiuan DAR ,
and some of cleon's friends to plaza singapura.
so awkward when i came.
was with cleon and his friend. and im the only girl.
cleon kept telling me to relax. but i could not.
my muscles were so tense. i was trying my best not to make myself look stupid
and im trying to hold back the laughter that was going to blast right out of my mouth:/
cleon also said im zi lian.
aiya. now that my self esteem boost, so more OPEN.
last time i was so much uglier than the present
im not saying i very pretty now LAH. but i think i look better now.
my lips aint that dry anymore. i change my specs.

hmph. then i was so....extra?
cos im the only girl?? in between two boys who were in their world....sort of.
i was praying so hard that ting shiuan would be able to catch a bus EARLY
so that she could come EARLIER...
TRALALALAS~~
actually cleon's friends were ok.
not that kind will shut his mouth once they see some stranger
i dunno what is his name eh...but nevermind:)

wtached ocean's 13.
and i was going to doze off. but the end of it got better...
so i did not sleep LORH. niahahahaa.
if you love casinos and gambling, i guess this show will nice to you bahh...

hmmm got people say i look mature..
on no. im having my frantic calls. haha.
but serious. im having my frantic nervous calls.
hmmmmm i need to change my hairstyle??
i need options to 'cure' and get rid this matured look!!!

hmmm
1. cut my hair. short
wait i dont think i look good in punky hair. i dunno what kind of hairtyle fits me:((

2. start to wear frilly girly dresses with pinky cute hairclips
nope. i will look like a baked pink barbie doll.plus i think i look hideous in that pinky frilly dress.
this is so nonsensical. who, in my age, would wear such things??

3.put on make up
i dont really like make-ups.not because i believe in o'naturale look[i do. partially], cos first of all my skin is sensitive. second of all, i have no skills in it. later anyhow put look like hantu...

4.wear contacts
eh im scared of it. i bet i will hallucinate about the slimy thingy on my eye moving here and there.people say it isnt that scary...but i cant help thinking it will....stick onto the eye..forever.
and showing my eyebags to the world...NO THANKS!!

i need help. i need advice!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO? HELP!!!
im not gonna be some vampire who sucks on youth's blood to preserve the youth...
definitely not gonna do black magic....
im writing out of the point right?? hmph...i think im thinking too much..

stop thinking huishi.
you are who you are. dont put so much thought into this matter. i
t is just a outer side of you.
it will not last forever:):):)
and be proud of how you look. cos you are going to live with it:D:D

ok im talking shit again. but my face is something in me
and it can never change no matter how much cream, moisturizer i put on.
they are just things to make your skin more supple:D:D
plus not all skin creams are suitable for all sorts of skin right???
later have rashes...
teehee im just comforting myself:D:D:D

and here is the lyrics for falling for you.
i dont know why im putting it up..
but this song was so nice and cute, i decided to share the lyrics with everybody:D:D

HERE GOES[im singing to the rhythm]
four, thre, two, uno. probably this song is ancient?? but who cares?

Semester's coming soon
So I would like to mention
I work up in my room
Alone your always welcome
Next week my mum's away
So now my futures brightened
I'd ask to have you stay
If I wasn't so frightened.

[Chorus:]

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?

You showed up at my door
Just like in a teen movie
I said are you the whore?
I paid to come and screw me
I guess she found it funny
When I said "hello honey"
The piercing in her belly
They turned my legs to jelly

[Chorus:]

I
I'm really falling for you
I
I hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?

Taking over my life
But I don't seem to mind
And there's no stopping you
Taking me on a ride

[Chorus:]

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?
Will someone please turn on the light?

I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
My bed is wet don't know how
Will someone please turn on the light?





lameness is the NEW addiction

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