another day another long post i suppose=)


sorry ppl if any inconvenience is caused due to e background n e un-seenable words.

my mood: serious??[ i can be u know=)]


on wednesday went to e old folks' home.
my heart broke upon seeing old women[e home consists of WOMEN onli]
having to squeeze in such a small space.
e furniture was v sparse. yeah
anyways me n ricia. actually many other ppl
made friends with this lady called irene if im correct
her english was surprisingly good. hahax.
i wanted to continue hearing her story. but i had to go cos alot of e other folk were looking at us as alot of ppl were crowding around her listening to her story.
so me n wei ting left e scene n visited others.
there was one lady who cud not speak clearly as she had no teeth.
n e floor which was near her bed had some blood stains.
it was scary yet v saddening.
then soon we went to chat with others. yeah.
i chat with this lady hu had severe asthma. she spoke so softly
i had to go v v v v v v v near her to listen to wat she was saying.
yeah she seems v shy n v introverted.
b4 we left, i gave a blow kiss to everybody n one old lady responded by doing e blow kiss to me=) so sweet right?
i hope everybody there will be happy n REMEMBER me=)

on thursday saw my lao po go on e bus ready to go fer SYF. sth lyk that..
love her so much. she look so prettaye in e uniform
then when another bus with all e rest of e choir ppl inside passed by,
got one boy did this funny face expresiions n another pounted middle finger towards me, nat n ricia. so stupid seh.


2day is good friday.
so my family, granny n uncle went to hougang saints' home
to visit my grandfather[maternal side] tomb.
i made hearts, a lotus flowerr n a shell to decorate his area.
i was v emotional then. i nearly teared but i manage to hold it back.
i had to contain my sadness inside.
i felt guilty bcos we dun rly get to visit him alot.
but i dun blame anyone cos we dun have time...
n i do not rmb him as he passed on when i was young.
i onli knew how he looked lyk when i flipped thru e foto album when i was around 4 i think
if not i think i wud not have known.
i feel a little bad cos i cant rmb wat i played with him. i dun even rmb him scolding me bcos i loved to play with his clutches.

ok i better stop all this sorrowful things. later i cry. hahx
anyways after e whole visit, we went to velocity.
ate in e kopitiam. i was ordering my food when this lady kept looking at me, as if she looking down at me. she looked at me then whispered to her bf.
i rolled my eyes at her. i dun care abt her stupidity or bimbo-ness.
i mean if u r not happy with me, voice it out.
dun haf to act so secretive n all.
after lunch, my sis n i went to haagen daz to buy ice cream.
bought vanilla caramel brownie which was superbly GOOD!!!
i wanna eat more ice cream!!

oh ya 4got to mention my sis dislocated her knee. she told me it was disgusting as her leg was twisted in a v unsightly form. e kind of form lyk e gymnastics bending their legs lyk rubber.
she neva cried when e whole incident happened.
if i were her, i might have been too shocked to even cry, let alone scream.
so 2day went she went to e saints' home, she had sit down with her injured leg straight.
n i had to squeeze so she can get ample space. i oso had to sit on my mum's lap so that my granny can have enuff space fer her to sit. ppl were looking at me lyk im some retard:D

im gonna stop here le. my week was kinda boring. yeah=)
hope evrybody's everydays will be great=)




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