nice picture of me with the flower. haha



havent been blogging for centuries, well at least to me.
meet-the-parents session was ok.
mdm pamela said i have potential, but am too relaxed.
she even said im one of the smarter ones. hoho.
what an honour(:

im doing something funny, exciting and pretty weird.
my first time doing this.

i saw a cat eat a lizard. shock shock horror horror

im thinking of taking down my blog. snores.
boring life.


my cough is back. hallelujah. stupid cough.
stupid blocked lungs.
now when i sing, my voice will really uisdadsbfrbekhfncjkdbufdhfd.
like shit like that. even ricia said my voice changed cos more out of tune.

blue cross is scary. im not saying that out of disgust.i dont look down on them or anything.
i was just shocked. i was definitely not prepared to see
a penis. yes a guy stripped his pants down and i saw everything.
EVERYTHING. and i was freaking out. i didnt go ballistic or whatever.
just turned my head and hide behind winanto and ricia.
grrrrrr the thought gives me the shivers.



haiya i dowan to type leh. sighs.
hope my physics test can do well.:(

ciao!

my throat is killing me.

cant talk, cant eat comfortably, cant even drink water.
my fever is back .again. the horror.
now im taking a different antibiotic, which is horribly big and disgustingly bitter.

ytd was fun with e guys and steph. went to bubbletea shop to chat
and i ended up laughing until my throat got really painful.

today went to school with lethargy. so damn restless.
i didnt feel like talking to anyone cos if i did, my throat and ears will ache damn badly.
didnt go for art club cos i was feeling really sick.blahblahblah.

i feel bad for asyiqin. i didnt do any card for her beforehand cos i was pretty sick.
wanted to wish her happy birthday at midnight, but plan got interrupted by sth.
so i smsed her in the morning. haha love you babe!

have been taking cough syrup and flu medicine, the kind that makes u drowsy.
everything in my head will emptied to idunnowhere, and the sleepiness starts to kick in.
i cant believe i nearly called hafiz a stupid idiot when he called me.
i didnt even know he called until he told me yesterday. i thought he was some advertiser=.=

my mind is floating around.i hope my fever subsides, then can go out with my dear asyiqin.
shopping spree! lols. maybe i will come up with a good plan. like enjoy ourselves. hmmmm.
with what eh? hmmmmmmmm.
see lah huishi, bodoh.never take care of yourself. sick until cant come up with a wonderful idea that will make everybody gasp and faint.

how arr? i really cant think of anything. all im thinking about are beds.
and dont think the sick way.


snores.


oh ya .

happy birthday asyiqin, brandon and yvonne.
stay happy and cute and funny and whatever you are.
can watch NC16 movies seh. shoot the moon!
go jiggle jiggle the buttocks(:

im bored.


im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored
im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored.


im bored.



somebody entertain me. boohoo.


oh and i ate 40 over prawns,10 chicken wings, lots of carbos, lots of veges, lots of pineapple tarts, bowls of soup, lota of abalone and pacific clams during the cny holidays.
elastic tummy.



my throat is burning. stupid throat. it inflammed my ears and nose(according to the doc)
it is hell swallowing water. boooooo.


aiya my sister just put my chocolates away.
she saw me nibbling on one of it...so she went to confiscate the whole box from me.
wth. this morning, she even reprimanded me for eating grapes!
and said that im more disobedient than timothy=.=

every girl will be a bitch one day (?)

im biting my nails and i cant stop. bad habits die hard , dont they?
i hope my mum wont catch me biting them. she finds it annoying.
and very not ladylike(:(: haha whatevers~

ponyo ponyo ponyo.
i want to watch the movie. oooo ponyo ponyo ponyo...

you know, i would love to have a baby girl with curly locks.
i will dress her up like a princess.
i will make sure her hair is perfect everyday.
i will make sure her hair is long and bouncy(:(:(:
i will use pink ribbons to tie her hair into many nice patterns.

if i had a boy, i would just want him to be a normal boy.
play sports, be healthy, good grades.
i dunnno lah. i cant dress a boy up as well as a i dress a girl.
hmmmmmmm......

my blog is dead. hallelujah , praise the lord.
school is fun with the guys. they always talk nonsense
which never fail to keep steph and i entertained. without them,
life would be so bland. lols.i feel like im writing a love letter. wth.

i feel my legs are getting bigger.
every time i look into the mirror, my leg just looks...bigger!
like huge and all. and bulky. i dont know whats wrong.
when i look at the christmas photos, my legs look so so big.
god i look like a gorilla with huge chunks of iduunowhat on my legs.
sighs im being slightly paranoid.
and i dont mean to offend anyone(:
god i need a dosage of calm-me-down medicine. grrrrrr.


wahlauweeeeee.


and im not going to RP anymore. lols .

im bored!
it is the last day of 2008 and im effing bored
and im not looking forward to 2009.
'O' levels is charging towards us. sad life
and im left with 3 more newspaper reports
my mum told me not to do. she thinks my porridge wont even mark or care.

life is boring!!! i feel like going out but yet i feel like zonking out at home.
piglife you might say, hohoho.
and i cant believe im singing 'decode' and im hitting all the notes.
im making miracles. lols. and i can stretch my voice!
hahas whats wrong with me. lols that asyiqin made me sing more and more.
i still remembered singing with her, and suhaira said it was nice,
which i ultimately beg to differ. lols. asyiqin was like
'huishi, your voice really nice lah'. hoho.
i was criticized for having such an awful voice.
also i got criticized for not using my voice properly . hmmmm.
asyiqin was supporting me all the way, telling me these people are bullshitting .

supposed to go out with yt, but cant cos no girls.
no countdown with precious friends. sadsad.
i still dont understand why do we still have to go back to sch on fri,
when ,well, it would be a saturday the next day.
it does not make any sense. ok i rather have holidays then school now.
cos it is the important year for people of my age, the dreadful 'O' levels.
and im going to slog my guts out and study and study.
jiayou to myself~



happy new year peeps. just enjoy ur day and pray that 2009
would be as good as chocolate(: nonsense huishi. talking nonsense
i pray that all my good friends will have a wonderful day today and always!



oh my mum told me not to tie my hair to one side
cos some fashion programme said so =.=


HYDROGEN.

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL(:
may all my friends be blessed with good health, wealth and whatever(:

i paid 5 bucks to fall in sentosa. steph said that.
and i dont want to describe the fall cos it was downright horrible,
not to mention embarrassing. but steph and yvonne helped me alot(:
thanks! and that steph made me laugh cos she kept laughing.wth.

sentosa outing was great with 11 people from 3B.
ya 11, pathetic right? out of 40 students, only 11 came=.=
aizat was the only guy there cos hafiz, khairul and ryan
couldnt make it in time.
we played at the beach and got soaking wet(:
and i got tanner:( no no i want to be fair! life is so unfair!
we all met up at vivo for dinner after the sentosa outing(:

twilight was kinda disappointing. the movie was not really flowing right.
it was like jumping here and there. and i counted at least 20 over close-ups
on edward and bella and the other characters. it was weird. hmmmmm.
but edward remains hot on my list(: and i find alice really pretty (:
and jacob is cute(: wooo hooo!
i hope the second sequel would be good. sighs.

i suggest people to watch yes man and ip man (eep.mun).
these movies are awesome. esp ip man(:
the fighting, the sounds, the everything is as good as eating sugar-coated strawberries(:.
ok i dunno why am i thinking of sugar-coated strawberries.
(:(:(:

yays! i have done two parts of my chinese homework!
now left with 4 newspaper reports and one more exercise from maths(:
later going commontown to see answers. BORED TO DEATH.

can u tell how bored am i?
each paragraph is so bland and perfectly boring with no humour.
i want school to reopen! though homework is bound to pile
and i have to wrack my poor brain off.

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
LINKIN PARK



I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

im back with things to share from taiwan.
well my blog is in hopeless shape apparently.
weiting said that my blog is dead bcos i dont update enuff
to keep people interested . hahas sadly i always forget all the
exciting events in my life, for example, i have seen a cricket rubbing its wings to make
that irritating sound last month, or i banged my head on the door after waking from my deep sleep last last last week. hmmmm so redundant.

TAIWAN SCOOP

1st day:
nothing to say. traumatizing.

2nd day:
went to jiufen street. in yeliu.
the street was FLOODED. i mean really FLOODED.
all i can see was people walking up and down, left and right,
squeezing thru their way and eating chou doufu. bleagrh to that.
alot of japanese peeps too.
oh there was this fat man who nearly squashed against the wall.
very scary cos he looked like he was going to topple onto me.
and u can guess what will probably happen.

went to the mazhu temple. buddhist stuff.
im not sure of the name so pls forgive me.

after that headed to the farm to stay for the night.
no fruits in the farm, nth to pluck. sad right?
only saw a miserable orange among hundreds of trees. sadded

3rd day:
later when to tai lu ge in hualien, where all the mountains were located at.
with all those rivers and springs.
the trip up the mountain was horrible though.
now i understand how pregnant people felt when they have morning sickness
cos i sorta went through the same thing. (pls im not pregnant ).
motion sickness was so so so hard to take. wanted to vomit but i cant.
all i could do was to burp loudly, and it did not feel good. bleahrgu.
but it was worth it, the scenery was awesome to the max. can relate geography
with all those features. ok call me a nerd lah. i studied during holidays (:

after that, we went to this jade museum.
dad bought my sis and i a necklace.
oh he did not buy jade pendants pls. we are way too young to appreciate jade
sweet of him anyways. oh the jade stuff was great. shiny and cold.


4th day:
took a train back to taipei as out first tour guide had to sayonara .
met our second guide( who is a total pervert. steph and asy know about him).
went to this museum(again) to see all the pottery from the ch'ing dynasty.
kinda cool, esp that jade caixin.

then went to some place to see people marching. handsome people.
lols. i wasnt drooling ok.i know my limits. but they were really hot,
and really tall. lols. whatever.
saw a troop of japanese students.
the shocking find was that jap girls' skirt are not short, unlike in those anime.
they are long. not just long, extremely long. slightly above the ankles.

did i go to a night market on this day?
idk....

4th day:
went to yet another temple about the dragon's and tiger's mouths(what's up with temples?).
aiya im lazy to think about it. so so many things.

went to night market after a long journey cos we skipped some of the itinerary things
shopshop and eateateat. sighs wonder if i will grow sideways.
cos i seriously ate like a glutton. one after another. but did alot of walking.
walked for three straight hours gah.

5th day:
i only vividly remember another night market and shopped like hell.
oh well.....

6th day:
*speechless*
went to a lousy hotel located near those red-light district.
old men starred at my mum, sis and i. from up to middle. then down all the way.
got this bloody cheeky man looked at my sis like she was ...u know.
i totally starred him like a mad woman. whatever.

7th day:
home sweet home.



okay i shall write about 15 dec's outing cos i need to go right now.
BYES!
and photos will be uploaded(:(:(:

tomorrow is the day.
the day i step into an aeroplane.
9 long years of waiting for a plane trip.
and here it comes.

i hope im allowed to listen to my music via phone.
my phone is stored with the greatest music.
they have been by my side when im happy , sad and angry.
or when i felt like killing someone.(:

omg im flying soon. tomorrow, tomorrow.
time flies very slowly when you are waiting for something.
god god god im so excited. speechless.
no words can describe my feeling!!(:(:

i want to go to museum. asked asy and steph about it.
ooooooooo


today went to hospital with family for sis' appointment.
ordered lasagne from delifrance.
this weird guy from the counter scanned me up down left right, and suddenly said this
'girl , you very cute leh'. =.=
the awkward silence lasted for ten good seconds
before i manage to mouth out this words in a rush 'thank you'.
and i quickly spun around and head back to my table.
so whacked out. wide-eyed.
FREAKY.

one maths exercise to go.
printed half of the chem notes thru commontown.
mt hw not even touched yet.
i kinda keep putting my mt homework aside.
and continue my maths. heehee
not first day know me , chinese just dont interest me.
no connection with it. lols.

i would love to wear peranakan clothes (who cares the spelling?)
i like those flower patterns and colours.
oh the cuisine. would love to eat it some day.

great my mum just said my feet size is so big=.=
hahas unlike their 6-sized feet, i have a 7-8 sized feet.
so i can slip my feet into their heels or shoes or whatever.
lols sad life. the good thing is that i can personally own my shoes(:
and my mum said i have a higher chance of growing taller(:
woots woots. still got hope to grow tall(:(: i want be 160 cm.
ideal height. taller also can.
oh jesus lord jesus, can you see my wish on this pathetic blog of mine?
make it happen(:bwahahahahhaha!

god brandon just called me stupid on msn.
he said im evil too. grrrrrrrr.
now he has a name for me :stupid baka pig.=.=
his name is baka kaijiu monsterous evil pig .call him that whoever sees this entry.

i am going to miss tons of people.
esp steph, asy, yixiu, shufen, yvonne. actually is everybody(:
and thank you brandon and yvonne for sending the songs i want.
mandy too(: tho the transfer kept cancelling on its own...

omg i will miss everybody:(:(:


commitment takes time and effort .without either, the whole relationship will collapse.<<< being lame (:

just realised my friendster is alright now.
lols well i havent been using the com for the longest time.
abit slow leh(:

right ear : three earholes.
left ear: two earholes.
consequences: infection(:

yays finally pierced! actually im suppose to announce this news last last week
but i kinda forgot and was lazy to go online to blog.

andandand i learnt how to cycle already!
i can cycle!even though i have three cuts, many blueblack,
the shiokness is like overwhelming! wah wah wah.
WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.
edwin, you got anything to say now? bwahahaha
i know how to cycle!!!!! u cant say anything now huh?
no more tricycle u bodoh moronic dinghead.

twilight twilight twilight
twilight twilight twilight.
never copy paste. im so excited!
the movie is coming soon. BAWAHAHAHAHAHA
oh my twilight..oh my twilight.
18 december is coming in two weeks' time(:

oh im going to taiwan on the 6th!
so i better wish tingshiuan and yuping happy birthday (:
HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY!stay pretty, happy or whatever u want(:

13th would be back.(:

oh i love 19th november. cos my cousins came to my house
for a family reunion. oh my timothy oh my timothy.
the pictures are in my sis' phone. currently she is outseide with
her friends watching quarantine (>.<).oh man i want to watch that too. sadly i cant go in the cinema looking like a 16 year old teen. i got caught last time. anyways oh my timothy. i love him love him love him love him. he is getting a lil defiant. but a lil defiance makes him more cute(: oh and marc and joshua are growing really tall. marc is towering over me and soon it will be joshua's turn. AND THEY ARE YOUNGER THAN ME! goodness. yays i have leg muscles now! ok not exactly leg muscles. but they are a lil harder(: bum bum bee dam. and my lips are no longer that dry(: ytd watched ' the girl who leapt through time'. makoto and chiaki<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHW985d84nnBJ0raaFkOBTX0IOtUX4LlsXcWpBogpHy3tlo-rjMr94Ik1xgB4xjhxqth7GBu9-Q2v38EiEHywWulmP2Zj_zOkJ0UMRz3xawu8bmaq0giEmipIgN7o84qMyxyRf4A/s1600-h/chiakiandmakoto.png">
'i will wait for you in the future'



!!!!!!!!


i hate guys who dont even think properly
(:

warning:

for some reason i dont know, my friendster friends have decreased from 135 to 1. i dont know. so if you are reading this, kindly add me on friendster. i dont know if the prob lies with my com, but whatever it is, pls re-add. idk what happen and im like flabbergasted . panic mode.


PICTURES(:

i dunno what was mr monopoly looking at.

she is very smart you know!

cheetah and rabbit.

pig and cheetah

rabbit and pig.

rabbit, pig, cheetah

yays there pictures from err last friday? i forgotten the date.
i am a rabbit. and people thought im a mouse.
and apparently i have what it takes to scare people away.
little kiddos look at me and gave me the wth face.
we all look hot, i know!


Q1. The person that tag/ pass me this is?
lian yixiu(:
Q2. The relationship between him & her is?
lesbians(: no lah, good-est friends(:
.Q3. Your five expression of her & him is?
good listener, give fair judgements, caring, crazy, silly
Qn 4. The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?
making me talk to blahblah.
Qn 5. The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?
you are so hot, i want to eat you =.=
Qn 6. If he & she become your lover you will ?
huh?
Qn 7. If he & she become your lover, thing she/he needs to improve on ?
nth(:
Qn 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
hahas it will only happen when i learn how to fly.
Qn 9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
idk
Qn 10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
slap her butt(:
Qn 11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
crazy ass with a compassionate heart.
Qn 12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
think im crazy cos i laugh like a donkey.
.Qn 13. The characters that i love about myself are ?
being a little tenacious and crazy.
Qn 14. On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
errrr...being emotional?
Qn 15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
just me?
.Qn 16. For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
you rock my socks off!
Qn 17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
(names are all random)
1. Stephanie
2. Ting shiuan
3. Qiao Sian
4. asyiqin
5. Mandy
6. Yu ping
7.shu fen
8. yen shan
9. edwin ass
10. wei xiang
Qn 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
(yu ping) no one?
Qn 19. No.9 is a male or female ?
(edwin) female(:(:
Qn 20. If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
(shufen & weixiang)*dropping on the floor laughing my ass out*
Qn 21. What is No.2 studying about ?
(ting shiuan) ack?
Qn 22. When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?
(qiao sian)forgot.
Qn 23. What kind of music band No.8 like ?
(yenshan) CLICK FIVE!
Qn 24. Does No.1 have any sibilings ?
(Steph)yes, one bro one sis.
Qn 25. Will you woo No. 3 ?
(qiao sian) haha i think she wont accept me.
Qn 26. How about No. 7?
(shufen) YES(:
Qn 27. Is No.4 single?
(asy)she is mine
Qn 28. What is the surname of No.5 ?
(mandy) cheong
Qn 29. What is the hobby of No. 10 ?
(wx)bb-ing.
Qn 30. Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
(mandy & shufen) so so bah.
Qn 31. Where is No. 2 studying at ?
(tingshiuan)henderson Secondary School.
Qn 32. Talk something casually about No.1 ?
(steph)she is horny.
Qn 33. Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 ?
(yuping) no! lols
Qn 34. Where does No.9 lives at ?
(edwin) bukit batok.
Qn 35. What colour does No.4 like ?
(asy) she likes alot of colours
Qn 36. Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?
(James & Sery) i think they know each other.
Qn 37. Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
(shufen) yes but im sexier=.=
Qn 38. What is No. 6 doing now ?
(yuping) sleeping *just online*

in case you cant, this anonymous writer said 'do you know how much i love you'
since i sat on this particular bus for three times at the same place,
i kinda decided to answer this person 'yes i do'. but i realised i have no marker to write it down somewhere. im lame, slap me.

the holidays are boring, im rotting soon.
my brain is not tuned to STUDYYOURGUTsOUT-fm.
im sleeping 12 hours a day and i still get tired for no damn reason.
i have not master the skill of cycling and i will use a chopper to chop edwin's bird
once i learnt how to cycle. he will have to wait and get ready (:

i yearn for chocolates but im cutting down on my intake.
just so you know, i can eat a whole box of chocolates
or a big big bar of cadbury in one day. and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
i just dont understand why guys can get away from growing sideways .they just
spurt and grow upwards.
Us , girls, on the other hand, have to take measures to maintain the weight
and control the the food we eat.
the thing is i cant live with morsels of potato or whatever. cos i would just give up the next min
and start gouging myself with mountains of meat(i love meat more than veges, call me a carnivore).

okay im panicking cos all my friends in friendster are missing. shoot shoot!
panic mode. freeze mode. shaken mode.

aiya friendster also dead. so not that panicky(:


with that heavy feeling in my chest, baby im so crushed(:

today, i was abit too intuitive.
well my family were going to have durians in some place i dunno.
i saw this car with windows wound down.
i kinda peek inside, and there! i saw a couple making out!
god my sis said my face was stupid.
i knew my mouth was hanging open. my jaws just could not close.
the guy looked like he was pawing on her!!! he was on top of her!
but thankfully, they were fully-clothed or i would have drop dead on the floor.
cos i definitely do not wish to see people making love live.

shoot i still dont know how to ride a bike.
and edwin, idontcareifyoucanrideabike.youcantburp.
hahahahahahaha i dont care if you can ride a stupid bike.
YOU CANT BURP and that would stay as a fact.

call me childish (:


im going to watch my inuyasha baby(:
oh my inuyasha and kagome, here i come!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ohya changed my song.
miley cyrus made the song juvenile.

ok call me a bum but just go to asyiqin's blog to view pictures.
lazy luh duh.

yesterday, me, steph and asyiqin went to airport .
headed to popeye for lunch. saw some rude bimbos who thinks that eating fries
would make them grow extremely fat overnight.tsk.
if that was true, i would be a round balloon by now.
nehmind that. we went to the viewing gallery.
it is kinda ironic to call it a viewing gallery when you cant really see the planes fly.
ohwell. but we camwhored alot. we took silly photos.
like..*sees phone*....100 over pictures.
ccool leh dey. lols.

after that, went to ikea to look at furnitures.
ohmyneh, the furnitures are so delightful to see. they look like cake.
okay i admit i was a little hungry then .so everything looks delicious.
oh wth. but the furnitures is so so so so awesome lah.
so homey and comfortable. idk how to describe

suppose to go to queensway shopping centre
but steph had to go home earlier. left me and asyiqin alone.
so we hung around to look for skirtd and shoes.
asyiqin bought hers. and she said she felt guilty that i didnt buy anything.
lols. cute lah.

anyways we went to imm. took 198 from queensway there to jurong east.
god the journey made my butt ached like hell.
worst, we had to walk over the overhead bridge, walk pass the jec, walk pass int,
then to imm. so so tired luh.

im struck with unluckiness today.stomach ache, flu.
all in one go. marvalleous.
end of the day, i just ran to the toilet to let out everything in my system.
wow.best moment

24 oct: supposed to go to zoo.
bombarded with a last min chinese supp.
scolded, scolded , scolded.
not that i dowan to, but it would be very late.
10 to 12. supp starts at 1.30.
from zoo to sch:2 hour ride. you tell me, can reach in time.
i know my chinese like shit. like really bad.
but i feel bad to leave steph behind, cos nat and wt are not going afterall.







when will it be gone?
do i truly need help? sickening .

i cycled for 5m and fell.wow.
weiting has proven to be a wild ass on bicycles.

ok im lazy to blog cos i just changed my blogskin.
and im disappointed with my EOY results.

punch me, will you?

my mum: sighs, why do u keep attracting the malay guys?
me: ???
my mum: everywhere i go, i see malay guys looking at you.
me: not my fault, skin too dark
my mum: you look too malay!
me:=.=

lols im tan !!! too tan until people thought im a malay.

today was great. skipped today's lessons for art club competition(:
setted up out booths, got ready.
it was kinda boring at first, then when the children flooded into the hall
it was overwhelming. they crowded around out booth cos they got real interested in our
keychains made from old unusable paintbrushes.
they were cute(: they like me(:(:(: i think. helped them paint, glue the things together.
i even flattered them. children are easy to please. not like me(:
oh ya i was suppose to be a brush but it failed.
so my stiff ponytail coiled into bun. nat's plaits coiled up. we look good.
got the pictures. aint posting it cos i think i look horrible.(:
oh my hair still retains the smell of hairspray. urrgh disgusting.
used ALOT of shampoo and conditioner-masque. my hair has smoothen but the smell....puke.
hope nat's hair is fine(: (she said my hair is really thick)
mdn rafilah is the best teacher for a lifetime(:
and *** ** is not very likeable. her reputation is going down and down to the pit.
im really sad for her but she sorta asked for it(: had it coming.

nat and i talked about some issues about sth.
i thought alot about IT. and i think i should just be shot at.
i really dunno what im thinking. nat told me to think thru.
but i cant. it feels like my vision is blurred by sth.
i cant seem to focus properly on one thing. it is very bad of me.
that is why i feel like chopping my body, acidify myself and be rammed over by a train
sighs.

im an idiot. i deserve the worst punishment ever.
sentence me for my folly and sins.

wtf.

i saw something real bad. my eyes broke into halves for a split second.
scary (:

anyways , mark, a friend i made from last year's cruise trip,
is coming to singapore for lodging. asked me to intro him good hotels.
luckily never said hotel 81(:
hope he enjoys his stay here.


kill me if u must, for i have committed a crime.why is my heart speaking differently from what my mind says?

wahlieweh no tags at all.
like empty sia. people, wo qiu qiu ni,
help me tag lah.
tagboard is like a dead corpse.
oh for goodness sake TAG!


last saturday went to the zoo with steph, nat, gwt and alex.
fortunately nat's dad fetched us there, so we need not wake up early.
oh precious sleep. anyways back to the point.
i dirtied her dad's car cos of the mud in my shoes.guilt.
introduced ourselves to people who would probably forgotten our names. blah.
not the point. we strolled everywhere. it was pretty tiring.oh!
we saw ponies!
they were absolutely adorable.
carried a bunny too. like really cute.and tiny.
oh ya they are bunnies. baby rabbits. really sweet .
collected saga seeds along the road.since young i have collected them.
it is very little though.
do you know if u collect a saga seed with one side red, one side black, it is a good thing.
i dunno how to explain. but it is something to do with LOVE.
im a strong believer of it, right now. so ya...COLLECTING THEM UNTIL MY DRAWER BURST

i would love to ride a horse though.
and pray that i will pass the test! if not have to go back to retake.

next saturday going back to zoo again! wee.
seeing animals is a great thing to me. i love animals. ok some only.




saga!

call me a love freak

call me an extreme love freak

ok enough of the love

officially obsessed with love

five sided star

ugly picture. sorry about that. no autofocus

collection of shells!

combination


bunny!

bunny!

bunny!

bunny!

kid!

kid!

rabbit!

bunny!

penguins~!

hippo!

hippo and friends!

horse

horse!


hahas pictures are cool(:

looney tunes is great entertainment.
but i find most parts of the cartoons stupid and hilarious at the same time.
the bombing part. do you realise the bombs in the show,
dont kill the characters in it? like really...the bomb would have killed them
but the outcome would be either their fur drops or they turn black.hmmmm


two is too much to handle. will someone bang my head or pull my guts out?

amk int. bus 138.zoo.

DIE.

so far eh. need to wake up early to go there on saturday.

wahlauwe.

yesterday shopped with mum to find the bracelet i want

this is what i wanted.

anyways i couldnt find it. like sad . but mummy bought another cool brown
leather bracelet.
ok i dont think it is even called a bracelet.
bracelet sounds too delicate(:
who cares.

still on the search to find it. my precious bracelet.

and im not going on an emo mode.
not into those gothic emo look.
just want to have that bracelet cos it is cool and ruggard(:

nehmind.

last friday went out with steph and asyiqin.
wtached money no enough 2 again(:
we hung around in toy r us and took videos.
got reprimanded by some hag. lols
had a wonderful time with them!(:(:
pictures are in steph's phone(:(:(: videos too(:

last saturday watched movie with sis.
WALL-E. really nice. eve and wall-e.
AWWWWw. u can melt in the theatre.
they are so cute together!


you know, i hate creatures who take people like they are dispensable.
making use of them to get back at others.
like f**k. talk cock and nonsense.
who are you to treat people like nothing?
when you are not even worth to be compared with shit.

pardon me for the vulgarity.
just feel kinda insulted and indignant.

a miracle happened this afternoon.
i enjoyed writing my chinese compo. very rare!
but then it was rubbish. the whole compo.
i reread it and i was mocking at my atrocious idiocy
to write such an incoherent essay.
ok not incoherent, just stupid.
oh ya my sis tried to snatch the paper from me
and i kicked her. lols pulled her hair, vice versa.
like two crazy hooligans. my mum also joined in
so it became a threesome-fight-mania-whatever-you-call-it.

recently my temper has become unpredictable.
easily intimidated. and i really dont like it.

and my friend, dont worry about me. i know very well where i stand.
i know what to do. i know what im doing.
am very clear in my head.
what i think you should do, my friend, is to start worrying about yourself.
and no im not troubled.

my results were stagnant.kinda disappointed.
parents also not happy with my results. my dad saw the wrong result slip tho.
except for combined humanities and english. C6:(
but will work harder ! started on geography yesterday . proud of that.
but i aced my physics. improved(:(:
chemistry still the same. also started studying it this monday.
i must MUST get at least 4 As this year. must must work real hard.
everyday study. no outings! will be a nerd forever and ever and ever.

ok im not a prisoner. wouldnt want to neglect my precious ass friends.

i think i like you(;

i love candice.

omg i cant believe i suggested that censored word and stephanie was brave enough
to say it out loud! lols. my best friends are lovable.

and surrounding us are a real great deal of friends.
like when you are truly down but you are concealing it,
they are the first to notice and ask .hahas
really love them loads. they are absolutely the best medicine.
no no the best healers in the world!

ok my friend just said horror movies are hilarious.
lets start doing that stupid face.
=.=

whatever. hahas crazy .

friends are like THE package for anything.
ok talking crap.

love happens when you tell a boy you like his shirt. and then he starts wearing it everyday.

sweet right? from a small kiddo you know.from some foreign country.
how can a small child know about love like it is the simplest thing in the world?
amazing amazing.
children give the best answers to question that require common sense


hahas and steph! i wont have phobia of dogs !fret not
and heack those assholish cockish jerks in the world
cos they are not worth it! so kick them aside!
MUAHAHAHA! need help kicking them can tell me!
i help you kick them until their butts felll offfffffff~

ok crazy me. but really, need help tell me!
woohoo wanna kick butt!
or maube some other place^^

i wanna make love in this club.

editted!


ok that line was from a song .not that i want to MAKE LOVE.
like...im only fifteen? too young to harbour such horny thoughts.
hahas!

ok today im being all hyper and lame.
and irritating. irritate ricia, stephanie, natalie, everybody
with endless lameness. lols typical huishi

today's emaths test was kinda complicating.
my head was choked with what you call, pressure.
not peer pressure, the REAL pressure. the kind which like presses ur brain down.
it was kinda annoying, cos i couldnt concentrate well on the diagrams.

my neighbour's dog is barking non stop. sighs wonder if it is ok?
cant help feeling worried cos this has happened like....the..
uncountable time? hmmmm

i have such a good heart. oh oh oh lalala

im currently counselling my dear GODbrother , yong thai.
lols. even though i can help others...
i feel so helpless when it comes to my problems.
sighs. unlucky girl.when i finally want to label something as mine,
the chance, oppurnity slipped from my hands .
and i was oblivious.
and ya. end of my suppose-to-be-happy-but-became-sad story
sadded.

oh well. part and parcel of life.
no dwelling ! well back to crazy life stories of Teo Hui Shi.
ok wth?

ok yong thai and i are discussing issues on relationship, friends and puberty.
now he is talking about my perfect height of 152. short!
and now we are pretending to be in love. ahaha i could be a good actress.
and jiajun, you are short too(: dont deny. lols.

monday got two tests. confirmed DEAD
but will study hard!!!

ok i want to end it here. bye people!be happy!

oh i had a great birthday! my timmy boy sang a birthday song for me!
i wore a dress! i loook hot! AH! just kidding


LAME(:

im lazy to do the quiz tingshiuan. sorry!

same excuse. HA.

7th august and 8th august is freakingly awesome.
took alot of pictures with steph and asyiqin. yupps.
all the photos are in her phone tho. so if you want to see,
CHECK HER PHONE.

my blog is really dead. it has been almost...no no...
more than a week since the last tag. which is mine=.=
so if u happen to be reading thru this post and have seen the above statement,
please have a gracious heart and tag sth. anything .
just tag for goodness' sake. the tagboard is on the verge of dying from a terminal disease aka not-being-tagged-for-a-damn-long-time illness.
just say hi, bye . SOMETHING. feed/fill it with rubbish. whatever.
JUST TAGGGGGG. PLEASE!

feel like changing blogskin but kinda lazy.

oh ya did i mention abt the labrador park thingy?
lets see...nope.
ok. i just wanna say im really sad cos i had to use my phone to sms cos im the sms master blah blah. and great my bill exploded. wampoo. like great.
i totally didnt expect to use my PHONE to sms PEOPLE.
is the school really scrimping on everything for the sch we are building?
the thing is that i wont be able to see it cos by then, i would have graduated.
tsk much.

oh i bought a watch last thurs with steph.
lols cool wanna see the watch, go her blog. then see.

i feel that people shldnt say they copycats or whatsoever.
i mean, ok i did say things like ' copycat, copy me sia', blahblah.
but now, when i think about it. i find it really stupid. really.
like seriously, if u bought this really cute dress, and then u see someone buying the exact same thing, does that mean she copied u or whatever u people call it?
ok if u see someone wearing the same necklace as you, would you accuse her/him for copying you? i mean, hello, that person may not even know you, vice versa.
like get over the fact that he/she has something you have luh.

ok mood swings are setting in. bad huishi.
must learn how to control. MEDITATION

ya know, sometimes u just want to let ur frustration out.
and at times you just feel like breaking down.
and the best thing is that nobody notices it.
and sometimes i feel isolated . ahaha im not emoing please.
is just that sometimes it is inevitable. it is unpreventable
it just happens. just pretty worn out.

ok whatever. lols get away from me moodswings.
must regain my cheerfulness.

oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA POH!
now that u are 15, dont scream into my ears!

and yixiu, u did a good job on 8th august.
dont dwell on it babe? CHEERS!

and this saturday is mybday!
i wont ask for gifts, tho i truly love to receive one from any.
but just rmb my existence and wish me happy bday!
i would bless you with my heavenly innocent power!
oh HOLY.

ok gasps im just making y'all feel cold right?

gosh my gastric pains are concurring .
and i need my dark knight.



by saying all those shit crap, i came to a realization that you really dont seem to understand me.
forcefully, i forgive you. but i always have to face your ATTITUDE, until now. so ya i had enough .
by saying all those blahblah things, it doesnt really affect me anymore.idc idb.
im no longer as nice as before, as forgiving as before. everybody has a limit
so just stop it. before i blow. im just a bomb ticking away.


i know some of you get what i mean.
steph and yixiu, u know who im referring to.
*winks stupidly*


and if u ignite it, i will burn you down.