paiseh for the photo quality.

hellos.

stephanie asked me to join sm and her to find job at causeway point.
and i rejected the offer cos i simply felt HEAVY.
actual fact, i felt lethargic and restless.
and it is true i felt heavy, not weight wise,
heart wise.

nowadays, sad, sappy, long songs makes me feel sick to the stomach.
i listen to them grudgingly on my mp3 that i decided to give up
and go for upbeat songs.now i keep listening to songs from boa, every little thing,
all american rejects and blahs.
and they really put me in a better mood, without having to listen to that depreciating voice in my head, repeating words of discouragement when im at my weakest.

two months was how long it took for me to hold back everything.
and yesterday, i couldnt take it anymore.
hahahah no worries, i didnt attempt suicide. IM NOT THAT DUMB.
but sometimes, when these things happen,
you feel like life is so meaningless for a second.
and then when you think about those who love and care for you,
life seems more meaningful than ever. more colourful i should say.
is like they create the rainbows in your sky, or make you feel you are not alone in this.
im so dramatic.

i could say a thousand words of sorrow, anger.
i could call someone now, and cry over the phone.
but it wont change anything. the emotions wont linger.


i may live in the past, with the past.
but that's the way it is.
people may think im overreacting or what so ever.
but....you know what... WHATEVER.


***

yesterday was a blast with the zoo gang.
was made fun of by everyone, including louis(?) who works there.
he is a zookeeper...right? i am so not sure.
anyways, cos my hair was in such a mess it looked like a horrible bird nest,
all of them decided to call me ah ma. esp alex.
hence, my name has been changed, my age has changed.
but they are great fun. a bundle of wholesome fun.

after that, headed to steph's house to play monopoly.
well we all went kinda mad you know.
i was practically screaming the whole time,
either cos someone stepped into one of the MRT stations (i owned three)
or someone NEARLY stepped into my parliament house and asian civilisation musuems(both had a house each inside).
cos if they did, i would be earning bucks!!! grrrr..
anyways, i joined allies with nat and alex, while gwt and steph joined.
and we won~. hahaha.

childish you may call it, but at least they make life happy:)



i may have broken ur promise, but you have broken my heart.thank you.

' there couldnt be just one side to a problem.
just which side is more'

hi.

im currently in the unstable state of mind.
not the kind when i-take-out-a-penknife-and-start-shredding my-skin-apart.
just like, gosh, it's like im stuck in the world of confusion.
permanently. big time.

does anybody know the dilemma of having to hear things u never wanted to hear,
despite knowing it will happens and that it is natural?
well im going thru that right now.
actually for a long while.11 months to be exact.
and seriously, it is sickening, tiring.

not many will understand what im going thru until they hear of it.
well of course i cant just VOMIT out my emo-est thoughts on this blog,
for they will invite loads of trouble and shitty rumours.
and i might be in the centre of attention. whatever.
I DONT GIVE A SHIT TO THOSE WHO WANNA JUDGE ME.
go ahead and be judgmental. i dont give a hoot. ANYMORE

people make mistakes. even i do make mistakes.
i have been guilty of creating problems and
i would apologise. i would.

sighs im stopping here cos im really getting emotional.that's a bad sign.

i have never blamed u from the start

it's never gonna end isnt it?


it laid a mark on my heart.and it would never be erased.

im chatting with lots of people:)


and thank you, yong thai for making my day.
best god brother:)


and today, i have many to thank.
chatting with them makes me happy.
esp my asyiqin baby doodoogagadollie(where did that came from?)
and u know what, they are really good people.


and a friendship is reborn. again:)
im really grateful i took that step.
and made the biggest climb(well, sort of lah)


entitled to freedom. PEACE Y'ALL! by the way i didnt complain to everyone.

hi

its been a long time ever since idunnowhen i blogged.

retaking chinese tmr and the nerves....grrrr.
actually, im not that nervous.
i dont anticipate to score an A for it cos it is OBVIOUSLY impossible.
hahas. but yet i want to get one.

cos you know, i can shove the report card into teachers' faces.
and HAHAHA at them. just so i can enjoy that one moment of them being dumbfounded.
something along that line i guess.
i mean, imagine their faces. like stoned.

LOLS.

i dont have a life during the course of studying for Os.
i study till late night, and the pimples and zits and whatever keep popping out.
very frustrating you know. like wahlau, it is GOODNESSME pimple!!!
yucks.


but now my skin is pretty clear of pimples.
hahaha.

my god what the hell am i typing.
im feeling confused about many things(confounded, you can say)
yet im talking about my pimpleless face.
hoho what a fulfiling life.

anyways so many things have happen
the truths are out. and im blowned away.
wish i could just blast off to some other planet.
be away from this word 'thinking'.
but...haiya. no point running away.
running aimlessly brings us nowhere.
so why not face the music? and maybe cry a little.
at least i know i have faced it.

i have many opinions on the issues.
and sometimes, people dont even know what i feel, what im going thru,
then they misjudge me for being too...hmm... overboard i guess.
but the thing is, they only see a side of e story.
lets compare this to a beautiful leaf.

what they see is the beautiful texture of the leaf,
its striking colour and smoothness.
but what they dont know, is that on the other side of the leaf,
it is rotten, dark and unwanted.

all they see , is just ONE angle of everything,
without even wanting to approach the whole thing from other angles.

but i cant really blame them. cos they dont know.
so i cant just be angry at them for having their opinion.
it was never their fault to start with.
anyways i wouldnt want them to know what my deepest. innermost thoughts are.

but cant help feeling indignant.

lets put that aside(:(:(:(:

i am very grateful to my friends who consistently help and aide me.
and always there to say words of comfort. soothes me a lot.

i know i have made mistakes that i will always condone.
but i just dont know why i cant concentrate on the good things.
maybe im selfish,thoughtless,reckless and such.
i cant seem to point my stupid finger at the crux of the problem.

maybe i just dont want to face it.
im probably not ready.

im such a coward. lols

pity me.


no wait, dont.(:(:



BYEXZXZXXXX

i see chinese hw on litespeed.

im having homebase learning from saturday till sunday.

im staring at the com like an idiot.


wait...i am an idiot.a full-time noobster who has to keep asking people how to do this and that.
and i realised some homework has to be done on foolscap and some have to be done thru typing and submission.i really dunno which is which. gah. will the flying angels save my pathetic horrible heart????? cos i think im gonna get a heart attack doing all this crap homework.


and my eyes are glued onto the tv.
BOYS OVER FLOWERS!
hahahas lee min ho!!!! he is so hot, i could melt just standing beside him.
hahas radiation from him. *gling gling*

that was a sound effect.go figure

today , i was pretty unglam at the prata shop cos of sth.
not mentioning a single hint of it. so there's no point asking me,
cos my LIPS ARE SEALED. tightly i tell you.

back to where i was,
was just angry and all about SOMETHING.
but like what yp said, im not the kind who gets depressed!
ahahas so nth can bring this obnoxiously crazy girl down to the pits of hell(:
hahas im not so kong xian emo whole day.
got way better things to do and think and do and think.

my mind is flooded with maths equations, plane geometry. the blahblahs.
my calculations are getting faster , dunno why.
must be due to the overload of homework from school.
stupid O levels, hahas! but will strive for victory!

my head itchy leh. dunno why.
i dont have dandruff, mind you.
only mindless blobs would think that way;/


im hungry. i need mamee monster.
im gonna start on my homework. emaths first, geo next


ss can go die.
stupid much, so much to do >:/




and you know, you are not the boss of this.
so dont expect sth to happen.


and asyiqin, u are the sexiest funniest sarcaticist(?) girl ever!
i love you, i mean it.
i love you bollocks(:(:(:

so CHEER UP, cos if not, im gonna make u wear some stuff to make u smile the whole day(:


guilt trip. i did the dumbest thing today: thinking.

la la ala la la.


im blogging again,

hello my blog! miss me horrrhhhzzhzhzzxxccccz
miss me so much righttzzxzxxccxcxx?
i love you, you know right???


hahas see im totally being lame here.
fun eh.

HUHUHUGAGAGAGA. SHAKE BUTTTTTT.



BOLLOCKS!!!!! ()()


actually, im super bored.
idk what to type to fill up the post.
and i just did my essay hw.
ze storyline is really really dumb.

my nose very itchy now seh.
got inspiration inside. HOHO!

last thurs was the bomb!
SO SO FUUN to be with my friends!! i love them alot you know.
*blows kisses to them*


*sneeze*

*sneezes ten times*

*looks up to the ceiling*

*has another sneezing marathon*


huishi:YO sm goh!
S.M.Goh :wa act
S.M.Goh:act yi ge



=.=


ok hafiz just asked me to go update my blog,

hafiz:haha. ya, can you update ur blog?
hafiz:just type hi or sth.
hafiz. says:hahahaha.
huishi:im blogging!



ok now, i shall say hi.


HI


hahas random much.



wahlauwe idk what to type now.
hmmm
today was not a good day.i woke up feeling sleepier than ever.
maybe it is cos TMR IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL:(((

hahahs im not done with homework yet. later chiongzzxzxxz.
huishi=act yi ge?? hahahs just kidding.


S.M.Goh:lol bhb
huishi:hahas u right?
S.M.Goh :of course i very bhb one
huishi:hahahs WOW. im so happy for you now


talking so S.M.goh is fun. very lame.
you know, last time i thought he was the kind who is very anti-sociable.


tian mi mi, ni xiao de tian mi mi

sms 81550433

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vote tmr from 5 to 7!!!!!

hahas e blog is dead, so advertise like also no use.
hoho. just trying my luck.


and thanks steph for being such a darling for spreading the word!
me love you. muacks muacks.

totallly acting cute here,

chio hor?
unfinished sketch(:


i stood there

my kyo and tohru. lolers.


i have a bloody fringe(: yays
and it has grown longer.:(

i want mangoes. i love them like crazy.
i want to swim in mango juice and eat them everyday.

andand steph and i held hands during the 2.4km run.
khairul said we looked like primary school children.
hohohoho.

and stephanie tan is the sexiest friend ever cos she pushed me to run faster.
and we finished the run together. gahahoheehu.
16min 58 seconds.
steph kept insisting it was 17 min, but i kept arguing with her that telling people
we ran 2.4 in 16min58sec sounds nicer than 17min. sounds more shiok, you know.
hoho ego boostttttt. hahas what the heck am i talking?


im so bored right now, yawns.
i have amaths supp tmr(: yays can see mdm wu(:
she is the loveliest amaths teacher(:(:



oh and asyiqin, i love youu too(:(:



tongues :P

hellos!

yesterday was great with classmates in supp.
met asyiqin at JE library to study.
actually didnt exactly studied, we talked about a lot of issues,
new chapters of our lives and those in the past.(wth)
told her some stuff that has made me feel so much better,
like a huge huge heavy piece of rock have been removed from my heart.
but after hearing some things, i was so tempted to do some slapping and scolding.
sexybabe told me to calm down. sweet asyiqin.
but im still pretty pissed.
idk how to say. very complicated. but i know it irks me to know that
people DO judge on your social STATUS(or whatever it is) thru the way you DRESS.
i shall end this paragraph this way.

after leaving the library, met edwin at jp. SUYUPING could not come
so i had to suffer my whole day with edwin. :(
hoho no lah.didnt catch any movie cos we missed the timeslot and the tickets were almost sold .
'sides, had no mood to watch. i just wanted to talk.
talk talk talk at dessert shop, treated him to durian with pomelo sago while i slowly ate my double boiled milk with mango juice. woohooo(:(:
we gossiped alot i guessed, talk about the most random things ever.
and somemore talk until night time. lolers.

watched shinjiku incident with family on fridayyy.
daniel wu is so so hot. so so so hot i tell you.
and his facial expressions are so so so gooodddddd.
AAAHHHHH X FACTOR!!!!


went to the school dentist. he said i have great gums and teeth.
properly taken care of. HOO-ray.

eye-lashes: 1.3cm long. ROFL.

body language is very important. it shows a mood of a person.


it sucks to be taking in all the shit but the blame shouldnt be shouldered by you.
it sucks to be insulted so so so indirectly
it sucks to feel inferior and so so ordinary .
it sucks to know you cant do anything unless you are courageous to step up, do sth that might have adverse changes in your life.
it sucks to know that without the bad, the good will never appear.
it sucks to know that good and bad are always together
it sucks to know too much of the truth.
it sucks even more when you want to know the whole truth that kills.

now i know it feels like to be confused.
to walk aimlessly in circles but yet being aware of what's ahead of you
hearing snippets of conversations of others but you just cant seem to make them out.
to feel very tired and light-headed yet alert

hahas. im mad. like a donkey eating meat(?)
wells, i hope eventually god can place the answers into my hands.
right now, im a very lost person. very very lost.




guilt trip. and screw the internet.

nice picture of me with the flower. haha



havent been blogging for centuries, well at least to me.
meet-the-parents session was ok.
mdm pamela said i have potential, but am too relaxed.
she even said im one of the smarter ones. hoho.
what an honour(:

im doing something funny, exciting and pretty weird.
my first time doing this.

i saw a cat eat a lizard. shock shock horror horror

im thinking of taking down my blog. snores.
boring life.


my cough is back. hallelujah. stupid cough.
stupid blocked lungs.
now when i sing, my voice will really uisdadsbfrbekhfncjkdbufdhfd.
like shit like that. even ricia said my voice changed cos more out of tune.

blue cross is scary. im not saying that out of disgust.i dont look down on them or anything.
i was just shocked. i was definitely not prepared to see
a penis. yes a guy stripped his pants down and i saw everything.
EVERYTHING. and i was freaking out. i didnt go ballistic or whatever.
just turned my head and hide behind winanto and ricia.
grrrrrr the thought gives me the shivers.



haiya i dowan to type leh. sighs.
hope my physics test can do well.:(

ciao!

my throat is killing me.

cant talk, cant eat comfortably, cant even drink water.
my fever is back .again. the horror.
now im taking a different antibiotic, which is horribly big and disgustingly bitter.

ytd was fun with e guys and steph. went to bubbletea shop to chat
and i ended up laughing until my throat got really painful.

today went to school with lethargy. so damn restless.
i didnt feel like talking to anyone cos if i did, my throat and ears will ache damn badly.
didnt go for art club cos i was feeling really sick.blahblahblah.

i feel bad for asyiqin. i didnt do any card for her beforehand cos i was pretty sick.
wanted to wish her happy birthday at midnight, but plan got interrupted by sth.
so i smsed her in the morning. haha love you babe!

have been taking cough syrup and flu medicine, the kind that makes u drowsy.
everything in my head will emptied to idunnowhere, and the sleepiness starts to kick in.
i cant believe i nearly called hafiz a stupid idiot when he called me.
i didnt even know he called until he told me yesterday. i thought he was some advertiser=.=

my mind is floating around.i hope my fever subsides, then can go out with my dear asyiqin.
shopping spree! lols. maybe i will come up with a good plan. like enjoy ourselves. hmmmm.
with what eh? hmmmmmmmm.
see lah huishi, bodoh.never take care of yourself. sick until cant come up with a wonderful idea that will make everybody gasp and faint.

how arr? i really cant think of anything. all im thinking about are beds.
and dont think the sick way.


snores.


oh ya .

happy birthday asyiqin, brandon and yvonne.
stay happy and cute and funny and whatever you are.
can watch NC16 movies seh. shoot the moon!
go jiggle jiggle the buttocks(:

im bored.


im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored
im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored.


im bored.



somebody entertain me. boohoo.


oh and i ate 40 over prawns,10 chicken wings, lots of carbos, lots of veges, lots of pineapple tarts, bowls of soup, lota of abalone and pacific clams during the cny holidays.
elastic tummy.



my throat is burning. stupid throat. it inflammed my ears and nose(according to the doc)
it is hell swallowing water. boooooo.


aiya my sister just put my chocolates away.
she saw me nibbling on one of it...so she went to confiscate the whole box from me.
wth. this morning, she even reprimanded me for eating grapes!
and said that im more disobedient than timothy=.=

every girl will be a bitch one day (?)

im biting my nails and i cant stop. bad habits die hard , dont they?
i hope my mum wont catch me biting them. she finds it annoying.
and very not ladylike(:(: haha whatevers~

ponyo ponyo ponyo.
i want to watch the movie. oooo ponyo ponyo ponyo...

you know, i would love to have a baby girl with curly locks.
i will dress her up like a princess.
i will make sure her hair is perfect everyday.
i will make sure her hair is long and bouncy(:(:(:
i will use pink ribbons to tie her hair into many nice patterns.

if i had a boy, i would just want him to be a normal boy.
play sports, be healthy, good grades.
i dunnno lah. i cant dress a boy up as well as a i dress a girl.
hmmmmmmm......

my blog is dead. hallelujah , praise the lord.
school is fun with the guys. they always talk nonsense
which never fail to keep steph and i entertained. without them,
life would be so bland. lols.i feel like im writing a love letter. wth.

i feel my legs are getting bigger.
every time i look into the mirror, my leg just looks...bigger!
like huge and all. and bulky. i dont know whats wrong.
when i look at the christmas photos, my legs look so so big.
god i look like a gorilla with huge chunks of iduunowhat on my legs.
sighs im being slightly paranoid.
and i dont mean to offend anyone(:
god i need a dosage of calm-me-down medicine. grrrrrr.


wahlauweeeeee.


and im not going to RP anymore. lols .

im bored!
it is the last day of 2008 and im effing bored
and im not looking forward to 2009.
'O' levels is charging towards us. sad life
and im left with 3 more newspaper reports
my mum told me not to do. she thinks my porridge wont even mark or care.

life is boring!!! i feel like going out but yet i feel like zonking out at home.
piglife you might say, hohoho.
and i cant believe im singing 'decode' and im hitting all the notes.
im making miracles. lols. and i can stretch my voice!
hahas whats wrong with me. lols that asyiqin made me sing more and more.
i still remembered singing with her, and suhaira said it was nice,
which i ultimately beg to differ. lols. asyiqin was like
'huishi, your voice really nice lah'. hoho.
i was criticized for having such an awful voice.
also i got criticized for not using my voice properly . hmmmm.
asyiqin was supporting me all the way, telling me these people are bullshitting .

supposed to go out with yt, but cant cos no girls.
no countdown with precious friends. sadsad.
i still dont understand why do we still have to go back to sch on fri,
when ,well, it would be a saturday the next day.
it does not make any sense. ok i rather have holidays then school now.
cos it is the important year for people of my age, the dreadful 'O' levels.
and im going to slog my guts out and study and study.
jiayou to myself~



happy new year peeps. just enjoy ur day and pray that 2009
would be as good as chocolate(: nonsense huishi. talking nonsense
i pray that all my good friends will have a wonderful day today and always!



oh my mum told me not to tie my hair to one side
cos some fashion programme said so =.=


HYDROGEN.

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL(:
may all my friends be blessed with good health, wealth and whatever(:

i paid 5 bucks to fall in sentosa. steph said that.
and i dont want to describe the fall cos it was downright horrible,
not to mention embarrassing. but steph and yvonne helped me alot(:
thanks! and that steph made me laugh cos she kept laughing.wth.

sentosa outing was great with 11 people from 3B.
ya 11, pathetic right? out of 40 students, only 11 came=.=
aizat was the only guy there cos hafiz, khairul and ryan
couldnt make it in time.
we played at the beach and got soaking wet(:
and i got tanner:( no no i want to be fair! life is so unfair!
we all met up at vivo for dinner after the sentosa outing(:

twilight was kinda disappointing. the movie was not really flowing right.
it was like jumping here and there. and i counted at least 20 over close-ups
on edward and bella and the other characters. it was weird. hmmmmm.
but edward remains hot on my list(: and i find alice really pretty (:
and jacob is cute(: wooo hooo!
i hope the second sequel would be good. sighs.

i suggest people to watch yes man and ip man (eep.mun).
these movies are awesome. esp ip man(:
the fighting, the sounds, the everything is as good as eating sugar-coated strawberries(:.
ok i dunno why am i thinking of sugar-coated strawberries.
(:(:(:

yays! i have done two parts of my chinese homework!
now left with 4 newspaper reports and one more exercise from maths(:
later going commontown to see answers. BORED TO DEATH.

can u tell how bored am i?
each paragraph is so bland and perfectly boring with no humour.
i want school to reopen! though homework is bound to pile
and i have to wrack my poor brain off.

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST
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I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

im back with things to share from taiwan.
well my blog is in hopeless shape apparently.
weiting said that my blog is dead bcos i dont update enuff
to keep people interested . hahas sadly i always forget all the
exciting events in my life, for example, i have seen a cricket rubbing its wings to make
that irritating sound last month, or i banged my head on the door after waking from my deep sleep last last last week. hmmmm so redundant.

TAIWAN SCOOP

1st day:
nothing to say. traumatizing.

2nd day:
went to jiufen street. in yeliu.
the street was FLOODED. i mean really FLOODED.
all i can see was people walking up and down, left and right,
squeezing thru their way and eating chou doufu. bleagrh to that.
alot of japanese peeps too.
oh there was this fat man who nearly squashed against the wall.
very scary cos he looked like he was going to topple onto me.
and u can guess what will probably happen.

went to the mazhu temple. buddhist stuff.
im not sure of the name so pls forgive me.

after that headed to the farm to stay for the night.
no fruits in the farm, nth to pluck. sad right?
only saw a miserable orange among hundreds of trees. sadded

3rd day:
later when to tai lu ge in hualien, where all the mountains were located at.
with all those rivers and springs.
the trip up the mountain was horrible though.
now i understand how pregnant people felt when they have morning sickness
cos i sorta went through the same thing. (pls im not pregnant ).
motion sickness was so so so hard to take. wanted to vomit but i cant.
all i could do was to burp loudly, and it did not feel good. bleahrgu.
but it was worth it, the scenery was awesome to the max. can relate geography
with all those features. ok call me a nerd lah. i studied during holidays (:

after that, we went to this jade museum.
dad bought my sis and i a necklace.
oh he did not buy jade pendants pls. we are way too young to appreciate jade
sweet of him anyways. oh the jade stuff was great. shiny and cold.


4th day:
took a train back to taipei as out first tour guide had to sayonara .
met our second guide( who is a total pervert. steph and asy know about him).
went to this museum(again) to see all the pottery from the ch'ing dynasty.
kinda cool, esp that jade caixin.

then went to some place to see people marching. handsome people.
lols. i wasnt drooling ok.i know my limits. but they were really hot,
and really tall. lols. whatever.
saw a troop of japanese students.
the shocking find was that jap girls' skirt are not short, unlike in those anime.
they are long. not just long, extremely long. slightly above the ankles.

did i go to a night market on this day?
idk....

4th day:
went to yet another temple about the dragon's and tiger's mouths(what's up with temples?).
aiya im lazy to think about it. so so many things.

went to night market after a long journey cos we skipped some of the itinerary things
shopshop and eateateat. sighs wonder if i will grow sideways.
cos i seriously ate like a glutton. one after another. but did alot of walking.
walked for three straight hours gah.

5th day:
i only vividly remember another night market and shopped like hell.
oh well.....

6th day:
*speechless*
went to a lousy hotel located near those red-light district.
old men starred at my mum, sis and i. from up to middle. then down all the way.
got this bloody cheeky man looked at my sis like she was ...u know.
i totally starred him like a mad woman. whatever.

7th day:
home sweet home.



okay i shall write about 15 dec's outing cos i need to go right now.
BYES!
and photos will be uploaded(:(:(:

tomorrow is the day.
the day i step into an aeroplane.
9 long years of waiting for a plane trip.
and here it comes.

i hope im allowed to listen to my music via phone.
my phone is stored with the greatest music.
they have been by my side when im happy , sad and angry.
or when i felt like killing someone.(:

omg im flying soon. tomorrow, tomorrow.
time flies very slowly when you are waiting for something.
god god god im so excited. speechless.
no words can describe my feeling!!(:(:

i want to go to museum. asked asy and steph about it.
ooooooooo


today went to hospital with family for sis' appointment.
ordered lasagne from delifrance.
this weird guy from the counter scanned me up down left right, and suddenly said this
'girl , you very cute leh'. =.=
the awkward silence lasted for ten good seconds
before i manage to mouth out this words in a rush 'thank you'.
and i quickly spun around and head back to my table.
so whacked out. wide-eyed.
FREAKY.

one maths exercise to go.
printed half of the chem notes thru commontown.
mt hw not even touched yet.
i kinda keep putting my mt homework aside.
and continue my maths. heehee
not first day know me , chinese just dont interest me.
no connection with it. lols.

i would love to wear peranakan clothes (who cares the spelling?)
i like those flower patterns and colours.
oh the cuisine. would love to eat it some day.

great my mum just said my feet size is so big=.=
hahas unlike their 6-sized feet, i have a 7-8 sized feet.
so i can slip my feet into their heels or shoes or whatever.
lols sad life. the good thing is that i can personally own my shoes(:
and my mum said i have a higher chance of growing taller(:
woots woots. still got hope to grow tall(:(: i want be 160 cm.
ideal height. taller also can.
oh jesus lord jesus, can you see my wish on this pathetic blog of mine?
make it happen(:bwahahahahhaha!

god brandon just called me stupid on msn.
he said im evil too. grrrrrrrr.
now he has a name for me :stupid baka pig.=.=
his name is baka kaijiu monsterous evil pig .call him that whoever sees this entry.

i am going to miss tons of people.
esp steph, asy, yixiu, shufen, yvonne. actually is everybody(:
and thank you brandon and yvonne for sending the songs i want.
mandy too(: tho the transfer kept cancelling on its own...

omg i will miss everybody:(:(:


commitment takes time and effort .without either, the whole relationship will collapse.<<< being lame (:

just realised my friendster is alright now.
lols well i havent been using the com for the longest time.
abit slow leh(:

right ear : three earholes.
left ear: two earholes.
consequences: infection(:

yays finally pierced! actually im suppose to announce this news last last week
but i kinda forgot and was lazy to go online to blog.

andandand i learnt how to cycle already!
i can cycle!even though i have three cuts, many blueblack,
the shiokness is like overwhelming! wah wah wah.
WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.
edwin, you got anything to say now? bwahahaha
i know how to cycle!!!!! u cant say anything now huh?
no more tricycle u bodoh moronic dinghead.

twilight twilight twilight
twilight twilight twilight.
never copy paste. im so excited!
the movie is coming soon. BAWAHAHAHAHAHA
oh my twilight..oh my twilight.
18 december is coming in two weeks' time(:

oh im going to taiwan on the 6th!
so i better wish tingshiuan and yuping happy birthday (:
HAPPY (early) BIRTHDAY!stay pretty, happy or whatever u want(:

13th would be back.(:

oh i love 19th november. cos my cousins came to my house
for a family reunion. oh my timothy oh my timothy.
the pictures are in my sis' phone. currently she is outseide with
her friends watching quarantine (>.<).oh man i want to watch that too. sadly i cant go in the cinema looking like a 16 year old teen. i got caught last time. anyways oh my timothy. i love him love him love him love him. he is getting a lil defiant. but a lil defiance makes him more cute(: oh and marc and joshua are growing really tall. marc is towering over me and soon it will be joshua's turn. AND THEY ARE YOUNGER THAN ME! goodness. yays i have leg muscles now! ok not exactly leg muscles. but they are a lil harder(: bum bum bee dam. and my lips are no longer that dry(: ytd watched ' the girl who leapt through time'. makoto and chiaki<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHW985d84nnBJ0raaFkOBTX0IOtUX4LlsXcWpBogpHy3tlo-rjMr94Ik1xgB4xjhxqth7GBu9-Q2v38EiEHywWulmP2Zj_zOkJ0UMRz3xawu8bmaq0giEmipIgN7o84qMyxyRf4A/s1600-h/chiakiandmakoto.png">
'i will wait for you in the future'



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i hate guys who dont even think properly
(: