ha.

im relatively calm . and i was respecting your image(and mine as well)
cos i didnt want to cause any din.
hahas.and i dont care if people come asking me what the hell is going on.

first, i wouldnt stoop so low to the ground
and spout all the vulgarities i know.
i did no wrong, just a mere confrontation.
im giving you some FACE for the sake of someone who is my very good friend.

the confrontation was a very light-hearted thing.
yet you make it sound so terrible.like i threatened you or something.
im not guilty of that. and never will be.

pushing the blame on others is such an incorrigible act.
EVEN IF you tell me that you didnt say it,
i dont have the intention to really care.
im just TELLING you what i know from sources.
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as much as i want to squash your face,
i dont really want to dirty my hands.
and im do not wish to have a bad name for being such a asshole.


innocence. you still have the audacity to say that word? .


there i said it.
EVERYTHING WITHOUT THE VULGARITIES.

wow i actually managed to not blow over the top.
woah, when i saw what was written,
first reaction: oh, whatever.

okays now this is really the end of the post.:D
tata for now:))

trying to gain pity from tears just make you look more despicably disgusting

second post of the day, short one.

you have the honour of being stuffed with my and his socks.
oh-so-nice-smell~

and today watched movie with nat and winanto.
L change the world~~
omg L is so cute and hot~~~
and we wore denim today:D

say i love you to everything you hate.

yupps that what ii learnt during this workshop.
the instructor: AWESOME
the only flaw, which makes her seem very eccentric, is the speed of her words.
she talks like a machine gun
*does that gun sound that irritates tan hao, thats what he claims*

haha i shall love everything i hate.
with the exception of SOMEONE.
FREQUENCY, YOU KNOW*winks winks*

wow, i want an encore. i want to hear it.
wow i have become some ass eh.
but you all should understand, right???

(btw, she isnt the girl i wrote in one of my previous post. she is much worse than her.MUCH)
always acting innocent, pretending to be FRIENDS with everyone(esp guys).
hahas if she is reading this, i wont really care.
maybe i sound kinda b**chy here, but who cares?
i mean , any girl, or should i say, ANYBODY, would feel the way i am feeling right now?
i have asked so many people, and i get the same response.
so im not technically a b**ch. just maybe sound like it.
aiyos, im talking bullshit craps.
and i cant believed i scolded vulgarities,
words i never thought would come out from my mouth.
cos of her. really. you can ask nat, steph , yixiu and ricia.
after i heard about something, i was literally throwing my words all arounds.
not just any ordinary words, they are those colourful words.
nat said it was the first time i looked so pissed

which was something really rare i think.
tan hao also seemed shocked when i told him what i said.
he said that it was very surprising cos i looked pure.
im not pure, just tolerant . im able to hold my fiery anger.
but if anybody kindle it, wah you are so so dead.
i, myself, dont even know how i look like or sound like if im angry.
there is never a time im angry, and even if i am, i will shut up.

went to ask SOMEONE about something.
im getting the feeling that im being too overly dunno-how-ya-call-it.
im not suppose to. hahas.
but im just wanted to clarify stuff.
and if it were to be true, everybody shall witness the almighty fearsome HUISHI

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(dots....................)


dongs~


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i like my very own phrase: pinch of heaven.
stephanie and i were going to use that phrase in this expository essay.
at first i was kinda proud of it, then i re-read it over and over again.
and i found out that the phrase looks stupid.
i asked hafiz if it sounded weird.
he said it was dramatic. too expressive.
stephanie was basically mocking at my idiocy .




these days i have been rather tempremental.
im gonna meditate, calm the soul~~
natalie taught me how to meditate, uhmmmmmmmmm~~

woooweeee i must resist the temptation to release my oh-so-colourful words.
I CAN DO IT YEAH. YIPEEYI

this shorty aint gonna burst till her head goes exploding
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(i was being stupid. that sentence was UNINTENTIONAL)

yesterday went to watch kung fu dunk with winanto, felyna and amanda.
it was nice lahs. blah blah.
aiyo i dont have the mood to blog.

i was being selfish.
it hurts me to see the way things ended.
the way i never wanted.
but even though it is hard to see now,
in the future you will understand it was for the better.
the feelings for you still lingers around.
but i will try to forget.
i was choosing so hard between the former and latter.
both choices can result into two total different endings.
it was really hard...really hard.
until now my heart is aching like nobody's business(winanto's phrase)
but time and friends will help subside the pain i suppose.
sighs .... people, answer me.
was my final decision correct?
dont say it all depends on just me, cos i myself dont even know my answer.


GASPS.
I WANT TO WATCH P.S I LOVE YOU~~
SOMEBODY ASK ME OUT TO PEI WO WATCH!!

GAHSGAHS

and my ear is having a infection.
just now i just lie gently on it, and the pain was so excruciating.
omg pus even came out!!! eeks.


and i havent done my chinese!

thanks for the presents people!!!
this is my best valentines in my entire life:D
i have NEVER received this much before.
and NEVER expected it to be so lovely!
im so glad i have so many friends who are willing to SHOWER their LOVE:D
btw this picture is taken on v. day itself, so sorry if some of the stuff given by my friends today are not in the picture. forgive me:))


siti huishi bin sardine.
my official name:D

went out with winanto and ricia after art club.
they walked away from me cos i was sucking(again) pacifier sweet.
but i managed to catch up with them:D
after that, before i crossed the road,
something very funny happened.
this is how it goes....:

this skinny porcelain-faced girl goes up to me and said>>
GIRL: wei, ni jian ni de tou fa??(hey, did you cut your hair?)
ME:huh?(i dont even know her!)
GIRL:oh, dui bu qi!(oh, sorry)
GIRL(turns to boyfriend):ta shi ma lai ren(she is a malay)
ME(the laughter made my voice go higher, squeakier and louder): WO BU SHI MA LAI REN, WO SHI HUA REN!!!(im not a malay!!!im a chinese!!!!~~~)

like so stupidly funny.
i was so astonished to hear such stuff.
it was like so so so.....amusingly ODD!!!
my goodness lahs~~~

my idiocy have gotten higher.
guess what i did today? i flung ricia's v day gift onto the road!
and it got flattened by the accelerating buses!
i was ohgoodnesswherethehellthethingwent.
and i ranted to myself for being such a pighead.
GASPS. *FAINTS*

this year my junior sec ones are a bunch of total shameless brats.
during PE, there was this twit who went to block my way during my rounds.
i had to run in between him and his friend AND i can tell you,
i looked stupid cos my hair flew around , like a lion.
WORSE, this bespectacled boy who looks nerdy pointed his middle finger
not only once,but TWICE.
i wanted to point back but i manage to resist .
i mean im not going to let my middle finger make me look some jerk.
anyways even if i did it, he wouldnt be able to see it.
A**HOLE. grrrr.
and i was so pissed to see this girl from EXPRESS stream with a skirt so damn short.
the skirt only covered half of her thighs!! and her school top, OHMYGOODNESS.
it is huge on her. she looked like some typical AHLIAN wannabe. maybe worse.
steph said i was being too overly-exaggerating.
but seriously, looking at that sec one wearing that bloody short skirt made my blood boil.
i know, none of my business but i cant help it. it is revolting and sickening.
this particular girl is from a express stream and YET she is wearing a short skirt??!!!
you can say im being stereotype. maybe my brain is not being flexible enough.
gahgahgah. i dont wish to see such short skirts again!!! EVER!!

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

You Are a Friendly Ex

While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

SO LOLSXD


maybe this could be it.

happy chinese new year everybody!!
though it is kinda late...
but just wish everybody can get alot alot alot of money!!!
for girls, i hope you get alot of money to spend on girl stuffs!!clothes, accessories, anything.
and boys, hope you can get alot of money to spend on your boy stuff, ESPECIALLY on GIRLS!!

cny was fun.
maternal cousins came over on the first day of cny.
we had a SUPER wide spread of GOOD FOOD:D:D
i love my timothy so much:D:D
oh ya my sis spilled her apple juice(she was actually holding my cup of apple juice) on the bed.
and me, being some frantic aunty, running up and down, making my way to the kitchen to get the cloth to clear the stain. er gu was asking me why i was running around like mad.
i told him my silly sister spilled the apple juice and we told him to keep it a secret from mummy.
he gave a grin and stall my mum.
but she found out anyways.

the food.

second day of cny went to grandma(father) house.
celebrate, collect ang baos.
just slack around, look at people gambling


i was supposed to go out with ricia and jinyang.
but around 8 plus, my head felt very light and hot.
and whenever i moved my eyes, the images surrounding me move slower than usual.
my vision was spinning and my head was strumming to a noisy annoying rhythm.
couldnt take it so i messaged her that i couldnt make it.
so after that, i continued to go back to my slumber,
wishing that the pain would just disappear, thinking a good dream might just chase it away.
but then, all i got was a terrible nightmare.
about scary deadly centipedes which eats humans up .
sighs

so anyways, i woke up around 11 plus with a weird feeling.
attempted to shake it off but failed.
my mum and sista wanted to shop at jurong point.
so off we went, walking around.
i bought this skirt at double index with my own cny money!
mum bought us two shirts and a vest cum jacket.


and i pierced my right ear.
now it has two beautiful holes:D
im so glad my mum didnt went complaining.
but sadly, sista didnt accompany me to pierce.
i have been waiting for almost a year to pierce cos of my darling sista.
sadly, my patience has worn off and thin.
so there, i have pierced my ear, my right ear!!!
at first, my heart was on the verge of coming out from my mouth.
but when the sound made by that tool-for-ear-piercing was made,signaling that everything is over
first thing that came to my mind was ' YA-TA!!!!!'.
kinda overwhelmed with elation and pride.
i think im being way too happy over this ...LALALALA.






bought this two cute lil cupcakes from 'made with love' for mum and sister.
it was sort of an early valentines' day gift:D:D:D:D

and i just ate SOME of it. and it was good!!!
should have bought more. oh no cant resist my temptation.
gotta take control within. weeeezzzzzzz.

omg i want those cakes, now, badly, immediately, no matter how fattening it is, now matter how much butter has been used , i still must have it!!!~~~~~~

sometimes, things are not as simple as what you think.it takes more than just thinking. you have to read between the lines to get to your answer to some questions in the heart.

back from camp!!
woots!!!

i want rock-climbing!!!
i was waiting for so long to rock climb
and i wasnt given that chance!!! booo hooo.

and i want night hike.
threw grass at tan hao, and felt things jumping on my body.
yikes. and i counted 55 stars in total.
i wished for many things:D:D:D:D

the camp was basically fun.
except SOMETHING lahs... cant elaborate.
cos if i do, i will be literally dead.
i have no mood to continue on about the camp.
just thinking about it makes me pissed.
and unjust. really....sighs.

im sad for natalie cos her bobo just passed on.
may he be happy forever above in the clouds:D:D

yesterday went to a reunion dinner with my family on my dad's side.
it was cool ya. i wore heels for the first time:D:D:D
felt tall. woots~~~~ i wish i could(i used past tense cos i dont think it is possible) hit around 168??
anyways i had a bad tummyache throughout the dinner.
you know how annoying it is, when all your favourite dishes are placed right in front of you,
and you simply cant bear to eat cos of a unbearable tummy pains??
and when the whole pain is over, your most unlikeable dish arrives right after??
it is so so so so so gahgahgahgah.

and how does it feel to have tummy pains for four days straight???
so so so so so so so~~~~~~~~~

remind to upload some photos yeah?
extremely lazy to even send the photos:D:D

andand i would love to complain

about so so many things
im not disgusted.just not used to it YET.
but i just cant help imagining them.... i mean i really really wish them the best.
but...you know you know...like...you know lahs.
aiyo what the hell am i saying?
im just beating round the bush lahs......snores.
but it is like........weird.

andandand

whats wrong with people these days?
i was complaining to syaz(zany), winanto and steph during the camp(second day)
about this particular person who flirts around with guys. any guy.
any tom, dick or harry or what-so-ever.
i mean, flirting with guys is alright.
but flirting with people who are already taken???
in front of their partners??? gosh!
you should jolly well understand by doing this,
nobody will respect you. .
so why dont you just step back before the world hates you?

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andand an advice to people.
to comfort somebody is not all about shutting up.
it is about opening the mouth and letting the words flow.
it doesnt have to be about the SUBJECT.
it could be anything.
it doesnt feel nice when the silence is so clear and deafening.

thats all i can say. too much is bad cos
words can cause hectic chaos
hahahas so cheem sia. dunno what wrong with my head.
the brain isnt working well.
but the wackiness hasnt died. weee~~~~
weeee-song(it is just a...sound. you try making it)

watched 27 dresses yesterday. so damn touching.
imagining being a bridesmaid for 27 times?
woah, how tiring to see couples happy about their marriage,
and then wondering when will your day come?
hahas im not desperate for marriage, unlike some.
i still want to enjoy my life, drooling at hotties.
actually personally speaking, it is alright to like ADMIRE guys from afar
(i have forgotten which but one magazine stated that it is alright to drool over hotties)
even if you have a boyfriend or hubby.
just draw a line to what you are doing, know what you are doing.
cos remember, people are watching your every step.
hahas my goodness, what i have just said have no link to the movie.

anyways, it is a mustmust to catch the show.
great storyline, great humour, great people.
what more can you ask, really?



ooooooooo and chinese new year is coming!
cash rolling in. WOOHOOO!!!!

*sorry tanhao and natalie. cant make it tomorrow. next week okays?

please think before you act. sensitivity. please read up the dictionary on this word